On My Own

I'm a 20 year old waitress who also happens to be a mommy. My "perfect" guy went and started a life with someone else, so I'm on my own...after seriously considering adoption, I made the decision to parent my son who I call my little fishy :) I'm trying to figure out what's right while balancing work, school, and my growing little baby. Happy to talk to anyone :)

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Something I have relized after being a mother for over a year

If your child naps and you do nothing productive but watch tv and sit on Facebook there is nothing wrong with that. You are raising a child, god forbid you take 30 minutes to yourself

[micdotcom]

Watch: Her bravery is utterly astounding — and her advice for all victims of domestic violence is beyond necessary.

[thecommonchick]

Why are middle school girls skipping the awkward stage & going straight to pretty? No no, you get braces & wear blue eyeshadow. Do your time.

[wherewill-igo-blog]

Driving 7 hours to Illinois tomorrow for the spreading of ashes. It's been a long day. Tomorrow will be longer

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Too stressed to eat

Living on those naked fruit drinks

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Too many things

Brayden is teething and hasn't slept well the past three nights. So about 2 hours of sleep average per night for momma. My boyfriends best friend went missing on Friday. There was a police search for him. He smashed his phone and took off. Leaving 3 good bye notes and taking his handgun. The friend showed up on our doorstep drunk, with whiskey in one hand and coffee in another, covered in mud. We went out to eat together. He sat on my couch. He headed back home the next morning. My mother called me a bad mother and accused me of neglecting my son. She was lashing out because I won't give her access to Brayden medical files. At the end of it, she decided to tell me that my brother and sister in law who have two girls under the age of 3 are getting divorced and that my father has cancer. She then refused to answer any questions about either subject. Yesterday, my boyfriends best friends body was found in a nearby park. He never made it home. He shot himself. And in one hour I have to be at work. There's just too much going on.

[untiltheendofitall]

I just wanna share a house with you.

I wanna make a mess doing dishes with you. I wanna make love on the kitchen floor annd maybe the counters. I want to get a dog with you. I wanna sit out on the porch at 2am drinking a beer with you.

I wanna wake up to you annoying the crap out of me when I still have time to sleep in.

[thetpr]

[wherewill-igo-blog]

I can't handle when someone lays into me. It makes me feel like I'm being abused all over again

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I'm glad you enjoyed my hairy leprechaun thoughts gemmaisagem

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My head has weird thoughts at night

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I feel like he has no idea I'm here. What if I was a hairy troll leprechaun lying next to him. He would never know. I feel like that is unsafe

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So many noises coming from his person

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So my boyfriend is sick. I come home from work and I find him all cute and handsome and sound asleep. So I get ready for bed and go to cuddle up next to him after a long day, but he just smells so bad! So sweaty. I don’t want to wake him up because he needs sleep but I kinda want to spray him with Febreze…maybe apply some deodorant to multiple parts of his body…is that bad? I feel like it would help us both.

[wherewill-igo-blog]

Note: the Febreze was not a good idea.

[wherewill-igo-blog]

So my boyfriend is sick. I come home from work and I find him all cute and handsome and sound asleep. So I get ready for bed and go to cuddle up next to him after a long day, but he just smells so bad! So sweaty. I don't want to wake him up because he needs sleep but I kinda want to spray him with Febreze...maybe apply some deodorant to multiple parts of his body...is that bad? I feel like it would help us both.

[greatybuzz]

[peaches-gulag]

I love seeing dads portrayed as literally anything else other than a useless dumbass like on commercials. Dads are fucking awesome, get with it america.

[wherewill-igo-blog]

Please Don't

Please do not try to tell me what my son's condition is. Please do not tell me "oh he's fine" Please do not tell me what obstacles you think he will or will not have. Please do not spout out information you got from the Internet or heard from unreliable sources. Please do not suggest treatments that I should bring up at his doctor. Please do not tell me I am mistaken or wrong when answering the questions you have asked me. Please do not ask "are you sure he even has it?" Please do not say "well it could be so much worse" Please do not undermine his disease Please do not define him by his genes Please just don't. It does not show concern, it does not show me empathy or sympathy or compassion. It shows me your ignorance. He is a baby. A happy baby. Stay out of it.