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.lılılı.ıllı individual!stray kids x f!celebrity!reader ▹
،، genre ﹆ fluff includes ﹆ celebrity!reader (different for each) | whipped!skz | lovesick!skz | they’re idols but also down bad for you | awkward loser rizz | wholesomeness and supportive fans ﹕ ﹒ ⌕
⊹ ⌁ ˖ a/n ﹆ somewhat inspired by @mxnniemouse’s eyes only for you everyone go read that right now also i think i ruin my own standards every time i write one of these | also fun fact minho kept autocorrecting to mingi for some reason while i wrote his part
𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎? ︵ 𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐚’𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲 ▥ ▥ ▥
⭔ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ in which there’s no bigger fan of your work than they are, something that became consistently and painfully obvious to the world.
b. chan ~ producer!reader
⇢ as one of the most celebrated producers in the industry, chan was no stranger to you or your achievements
⇢ seriously someone get this man some help because he turns into an absolute mess at the mere mention of you
⇢ once in an interview, he was asked which producer he’d like to have a dream collab with and he answered with your name so quickly before turning red and stumbling over his words
⇢ “i- well- uh i just mean she’s so talented y’know and she’s really competent and… and… she’s really cool-”
⇢ changbin might have to shove him before he ends up professing his love for you on live television biggest wingman to the rescue fr
⇢ guess what! then the company thought it’d be hilarious to actually arrange a surprise collab between you and 3racha shortly afterwards and they may need to keep a paramedic in the room because the instant you walk in, a polite smile and warm introduction chan is essentially being sent into a stroke
⇢ “hi! it’s so nice to get the chance to work with you all, i’ve really enjoyed your work-” (intense hyperventilating giggling)
⇢ acts like you’re the funniest person alive too he has no idea how to function around you someone help him (changbin has disassociated into hawaii while han is watching his leader fumble you like its the greatest show that’s ever aired)
⇢ watching you in your element has chan staring like someone chronically lovesick too, and he is hanging off your every word like it’s some divine decree
⇢ honestly, you’d heard of him before the collab too, and you found his hard work ethic endearing, not to mention it was pretty adorable how he seemed to short-circuit for a whole minute at every compliment
⇢ eventually you had casually asked him if he wanted to go to a nearby bbq place to celebrate the end of the collab, and after excusing himself to slam his head against the wall to make sure he wasn’t hallucinating, he tried (and failed) to nonchalantly accept your offer
⇢ “uh-huh, yeah, sure i think that’s alright, mhm, there’s no problem with that, yeah yeah yeah”
⇢ oops changbin and han mysterious cancelled (definitely not because chan paid them each off to screw off for the night), except now chan is actually realizing he’s alone with you on what could legally be considered… a date
⇢ by some miracle, he ends up walking you home, and then you slip your hand into his and chan genuinely needs to start manually reminding himself to breathe, so maybe you should reconsider your plan to kiss him goodbye (which you ended up doing, and he stands outside your front door frozen for like a whole hour until changbin shows up to drag him back to the dorms)
⇢ back at the dorm, chan is screaming into his pillow, kicking his feet, smiling so hard that it hurts, humming while going around the apartment and jeongin is so concerned about him
⇢ once you two start dating, chan loses all concept of a filter and will not shut up about you the very instant he gets the chance to discuss anything remotely related to you, to the point where talk shows and interviews literally have a policy that they’re not allowed to ask chan about you or he’ll start rambling on for the entire rest of the runtime and a few more minutes
⇢ you’re just in his thoughts 24/7 and he wouldn’t have it any other way, every moment he’s wondering what you’re doing, what you ate that day, where you might want to go on a date, whether you were working or not, and he has this goofy smile on his face that lets everybody know he’s thinking about you
⇢ he’s so so so in love with your mind and your hard work and you, he adores you more than anything else and he makes it very, very clear
l. minho ~ dancer!reader
⇢ swinging too far in the opposite direction where everyone thinks he’s your hater who has a strangely detailed knowledge of every single appearance you’ve ever made
⇢ “oh see this one twenty-second appearance she made on this one random fashion show three years and fifteen days ago? yeah i’ve never heard of it either psh i don’t know her at all”
⇢ he acts like he has zero interest in your achievements but then explain why he knows every single movement of your choreographies perfectly, hm?
⇢ at this point the fandom is genuinely like “you’re not fooling anyone bro dispatch has literally caught you at her performances every single time you cannot keep claiming you’re only there out of boredom you literally got the VIP front row seats”
⇢ he’s genuinely in denial about it up until one day, he is invited to help host a choreography camp for trainees with none other than, surprise surprise, you!
⇢ the instant he steps into the studio and sees you there, it’s like every rational thought flees his mind, and he shuts up so fast in fear of embarrassing himself
⇢ your fans had brought it to your attention that minho was one of your die-hard fans, so just maybe you thought it’d be fun to tease him during the duration of this camp
⇢ while minho’s stiff and talks in two-word answers max, his eyes follow you everywhere and he’s silently memorizing every move you make, someone help this poor man he has no idea what he’s doing, every time you talk to him he is leaping for joy in his brain like “!! she’s telling me about her day???” but the rbf goes hard
⇢ aaaand then one day, you mention casually in passing that you have one baby kitten at home, a little black one, and then minho immediately forgets his fake nonchalant idgafer and quite literally lights up like the sun
⇢ “what’s their name? how old are they? do you have any pictures?” (record breaking number of words he’s ever said to you in the span of a minute btw)
⇢ you’re delighted that he’s opening up, and you spend the next half hour of lunch gushing over your cats and then you lean in a little too close and minho’s entire body is being sent into emergency mode, face burning red and he’s frozen in place again
⇢ you ask him if he’d like to come over after that day’s training to see your cat, and he gives you a rigid nod, before standing up and rushing out and oh my god get this man some help he cannot function properly around you
⇢ he thought you were just being polite, so it almost had him melting on the spot when you caught him after practice, asking if he was ready to go
⇢ he’s so awkward at your house, complimenting your cooking, watching in awe as you coo at your cat, and he thinks his heart is actually going to explode seeing you act so… domestic in front of him, seriously, you should come with a warning label
⇢ over a dinner of pasta, he mentions briefly he knows a decent, fancy place downtown, and you brighten, saying that he should take you there sometimes congratulations lee minho you just accidentally asked out his dream girl on a date, most successful man ever fr
⇢ he gets much more comfortable teasing you once you actually start dating, but believe me, his voice is so full of love and adoration that it’s impossible to take it the wrong way
⇢ “here, i think this part of the choreography could change a bit, let me guide you, as a professional~” “lee minho bsfr you just want an excuse to have your hands on me”
⇢ while he’s much less filter-less than chan is, everyone can see how he gets tunnel vision whenever you step into the room, he sees you and only you
⇢ you’re everything he could’ve dreamed of in his eyes, and every day, minho feels so lucky you chose him out of everyone else
s. changbin ~ influencer!reader
⇢ so, so, so incredibly loud about his admiration for you and he will never shut up about it, he might genuinely be worse than chan about this
⇢ favorite recipe? one that you recommended. most recently watched video? you, obviously. a celebrity he’s been following recently? take a wild guess! it’s always going to be you
⇢ “are you craving any foods right now?” “ah, she posted this one video of her baking a pastry that looked really yummy i can’t stop thinking about it!” , with absolutely zero shame about it too
⇢ then one day, he spots you out at the park, clearly in disguise, headphones on and going on a run, and he’s genuinely fumbling so hard trying to decide what to do
⇢ he doesn’t want to appear like a parasocial fan or a stalker, wanting to respect your space which is definitely why he is hiding behind a tree right now
⇢ you, on the other hand, hear someone stumbling around behind you, and out of curiosity, you turn around to see seo changbin trying to conceal his entire frame and face behind a cherry blossom tree, which is very notably known for not being exceptionally good at hiding people
⇢ changbin thinks to himself that he could die happy and fulfilled when you greet him with a bright smile, asking what he’s doing and you’re so much more stunning up close and in person, he can barely form complete sentences
⇢ you recognize him as the idol that your comments were telling you about, the one who was a huge fan of your videos, he seems sweet and harmless so you can’t help but have your attention piqued after all
⇢ meanwhile, changbin is still standing there with the stupidest grin ever as you tell him about how you’d heard of him, and when you ask if he’d like to join you on your run, his jaw genuinely drops to the floor so fast
⇢ you want him? you, so bright and kind and mesmerizing, were inviting him on a run? (changbin forgetting he’s an internationally famous idol with numerous record-breaking achievements)
⇢ he accepts immediately, and you laugh, and changbin feels like he’s been hit with a truck because he was a die-hard fan before, but now he would move the earth and skies for you to hear you laugh again
⇢ as you two go around the park, changbin’s eyes never leave yours once, captivated by every word you say, and then you mention you watched one of his music show performances and compliment him, and seo changbin is so flustered he stumbles and trips, landing face-first into the pavement
⇢ panicking, you bend down to check on him, hand brushing over his cheek and gently dusting the dirt off the scrape on his elbow and please stop you’re going to send this man into cardiac arrest like this (not that he’d mind going out like this)
⇢ ignoring his panicked insistence that he was alright, you dragged him all the way back to your nearby apartment, demanding he rest on the couch while you went to get bandages and disinfectant for the scrapes
⇢ “does it hurt a lot? do you need anything?” “maybe you could kiss it better?”
⇢ in his defense he’s delirious from your presence and the fact you were taking care of him so he’s pretty much unable to think reasonably and the moment the words leave his mouth, he is turning a brighter shade of red than the scrapes, stammering and scampering away to the other end of the couch
⇢ you stare for a few moments and he thinks to himself he’s about to lose all the dignity he has left, before he hears you laugh again, band-aid shaking in his hand
⇢ “why don’t you take me out to dinner first?” great job you broke changbin now stray kids is down a producer and rapper; now it’s his turn to freeze and stare until he’s literally shouting and stumbling over his words in confusion, staring at you in disbelief
⇢ eventually you manage to calm him down through your own shaking laughter, and changbin’s heart feels like its punching him in the throat as he tries to process what you said, slack-jawed
⇢ unsurprisingly gets a hundred times more insufferable upon dating, he’s clinging off you every second and looks at you like you hung the stars in the sky
⇢ the first to like, share, comment on everything you post, shoving it in people’s faces to the point where every fan can probably get more updates on changbin through your channel rather than, y’know, his actual account
⇢ he adores you more than anything else, and he still can’t believe he’s the one making you laugh every day
h. hyunjin ~ actress!reader
⇢ actually did not know you initially until you were invited to be the mc for one of the music shows he was on, and my guy fell HARD during the interview
⇢ he was immediately ensnared by the way you held yourself, the way your eyes sparkled whenever you smiled, the way roses seemed to bloom behind you whenever you looked at him-
⇢ the moment he got back to the dorms, he googled you and spent the whole weekend binging every one of your shows, watching with the intensity of someone who was getting paid by the minute
⇢ constantly starts quoting your shows and performances, and he acts like it’s the greatest offense whenever someone doesn’t know what he’s quoting
⇢ goes on an unskippable cutscene of a tangent about the artistry of your acting, the composition and your talent, has very likely forced the other members to sit through a marathon of your works
⇢ its not like the other members don’t like your shows, its just hyunjin will not shut up at all while the show is playing, commenting a detailed analysis, how you expressed the character through subtle mannerisms, how your tone of voice shifted, someone save them (all this and he still didn’t have the courage to reach out to you)
⇢ then one day, stray kids is asked to perform an ost for one of your upcoming movies, allowing them to watch the filming, and hyunjin nearly screams because hello?? exclusive behind-the-scenes access?? watching you work your magic live in front of him?? getting to see you again??
⇢ by the time they arrive at the studio, chan is shaking hands with the director and thanking him for the opportunity with one hand while the other is gripping hyunjin’s sleeve as he spins around, trying to spot a single glance of you
⇢ and then he sees you sitting in a chair behind the cameras, reading through your script while chewing on your pencil and hyunjin is completely, 100% gone for you
⇢ the director brings them over to you, introducing you to them and you smile, and hyunjin can’t tear his eyes from you, turning a violent shade of red when seungmin teasingly mentions that hyunjin’s a fan of your work
⇢ your eyes brighten, and hyunjin’s pulse spikes up to five hundred when you excitedly stand up to take his hand, asking if he’d like to take a walk around the studio to get some advice from him
⇢ hyunjin is stammering, unable to formulate a coherent response as chan accepts your offer for him, grinning as he shoves hyunjin off while you grin
⇢ he’s hanging off every word you say as you talk about one of the creative conflicts you had with another lead, something about how you felt your character was unfulfilling in the ending and that the world development was shaky, however if you want a comprehensible reply you might have to stop holding his hand because his brain is being fried from your touch
⇢ you did let go of his hand shortly afterwards, and while that reminded him that he needed to breathe he was also devastated at the loss
⇢ to his disbelief, you actually seemed to like his advice, and continued looking for him, whether to ask for more suggestions or just to talk about your shows
⇢ one day, behind-the-scenes passes were given out to fans, and one of them live-streamed the whole thing, only to catch hyunjin and you walking around, with you smiling as you talked about something while hyunjin was completely entranced by you, nodding along seriously and tripping over a director’s chair because he was too focused on you
⇢ all the comments are calling him a down bad loser btw but they’re not exactly wrong either
⇢ he’s devastated when filming ends a few months later, sobbing into his pillow like a distraught teenage girl until changbin pokes him, saying he has a text from you
⇢ never seen a man come back to life so fast because he shoots up like lightning at the mention of your name, jaw dropping when he sees the text inviting him to a private watch party of the movie’s premiere at your place as a thanks for all his help
⇢ so proud of the fact he’s the only member you invited, until the realization hits that he’s going to be alone with you. at your place, and then its back to crashing out in his pillow
⇢ you greeted him at the door in an oversized sweater and fluffy slippers and he’s starting to think maybe he hit his head too hard and he’s hallucinating all of this now but he runs into the wall because he can’t take his eyes off you while you lead him to the theatre
⇢ when you ask him out, his jaw has dropped and he is staring at you so hard, blinking in pure surprise and he’s essentially the shocked pikachu face
⇢ another one who gets worse after you two start dating, constantly has your shows and movies playing in the background in the dorm, constantly showing off sketches and paintings he’s made of you when he goes live
⇢ you mean everything to him, and he couldn’t imagine a life without you and your light, he’s always going to be in your corner
h. jisung ~ idol!reader
⇢ if you search up “subtle” in the dictionary, han jisung’s picture will be there in every edition listed right under ‘antonyms’
⇢ the instant he saw you go up on stage before him on the music show, winning over the crowd with your presence, he knew he was done for
⇢ afterwards, as all the idols were heading home, you had briefly gotten separated from your group and bumped into jisung, giving him a sparkling smile, and he felt his entire body melt as he was completely transfixed by you
⇢ my guy is already writing love songs and proposals in his head when you walk back to the venue with him, a nervous grin on his face and i fully believe he will be cracking the worst dad jokes and puns ever when he is nervous, before getting mortified and laughing like a maniac
⇢ when you two go your separate ways, he is still frozen like a deer in headlights, and the moment he gets home, he is scrambling for his laptop (minho is side-eyeing him so hard), flipping it open and scrolling through your bios, fanpages, instagram, discography
⇢ he has every lyric of your music memorized, and has been caught singing it in the background of skz-codes and lives more often than not
⇢ my guy probably created his own fanpage just for you honestly, mind you he has spoken about four words to you total and you already have this man so incredibly down bad
⇢ one day, weeks after your first meeting, he bumps into you at the entrance of one of the rehearsal rooms and stares at you for a solid five seconds as you awkwardly smile and wave before straight up taking off on a run in the opposite direction
⇢ why were you here? how did you look even more beautiful than you did that first day? was he missing you so badly he started hallucinating?
⇢ eventually, he peeks out from the hallway to see you still standing there, looking right at him with a somewhat amused grin, head tilted in confusion and he feels stars explode in his chest
⇢ it turns out you were meeting up with some of your friends in girl groups at jyp, and you were exploring while waiting for their rehearsal to finish (it’s also somewhat possible you were looking for a certain awkward loser with cute round cheeks but you’d never reveal that)
⇢ “fancy running into you again! i’m taking a look around, could you give me a tour if you’re not busy?” “YES. I mean, no, I’m not busy, i mean, tour yeah mhm, i mean you probably know better, wait you don’t work here, ahahahaha are you single” “what?”
⇢ you give him your number after the tour (which simply comprised of him showing you the elevator and proceeding to panic and explain to you what an elevator was before tripping down the stairs) and he feels like he’s floating in mid-air
⇢ seriously get him some help. he immediately becomes a concussion risk when you’re within five feet of him, or when he’s watching your performances on his phone, or when he’s thinking about you, which is always because you never leave his mind
⇢ you invite him to karaoke one day, and he shows up an hour early before panicking once again and you catch him in the middle of calling minho begging for help
⇢ “HYUNG HELP ME I CAN’T DO THIS SHE’S GOING TO THINK I’M A LOSER WHO CAN’T EVEN SING WHAT IF I EMBARRASS MYSELF IN FRONT OF HER??” “uhm… hi! did you get here early?” “SHIT I MANIFESTED IT”
⇢ he laughs way too much at everything you say, and he’s also another one that forgets he‘s one of the most talented aces of 4th gen kpop because he’s excitedly clapping and cheering before you even start singing
⇢ #1 hype man fr though, he genuinely gets so excited at everything you do no matter how small it is
⇢ after you two start dating, it becomes so much more obvious how whipped he is for you, seriously every backstage video of any music show he’s at where he knows you’re going to be, it’s just him looking around for you and asking staff if they’ve seen you, if you’re doing alright
⇢ front row VIP tickets in the trenches at all of your domestic concerts too, it gets to the point where, when he gets caught dancing along to your music at the performance, everyone’s just like “yeah that’s not surprising”
⇢ you’re his star and he’ll always support you in every way, he’s so in love with every little thing about you
l. felix ~ gamer!reader
⇢ he first saw you play at an e-game tournament that he was invited to for sponsorships, standing absolutely zero chance against you
⇢ he fell in love with your determination, the little pout when you were focused, and the breathless cheer when you won the round
⇢ from that day on, lee felix has never stopped talking about you, looking for every excuse to run into you at events, talking about how talented you were in his lives, and he just so happens to coincidentally start playing every game that you try out on your channel
⇢ it gets to a point where STAYs joke that you should give him lessons on gaming, and then apparently a game caterer thought that was a brilliant idea because ohmygoshwhywereyouthere on the set chatting to one of the producers of the show he had been invited onto? why did you catch his gaze and smile? why were you walking over to him? felix’s heart is genuinely not strong enough for this
⇢ “so, you’re the famous lee felix, still stuck at bronze, huh?” and he’s blushing maddeningly red, nervously chuckling he’s so awkward someone save him from himself
⇢ his heart is beating a mile a minute as you talk, unable to stop the goofy smile that’s stretching at his lips
⇢ while the concept of the episode is just a simple gaming competition, seeing who can win more challenges, felix is genuinely so enamored by every sound of your laugh of victory, every scrunch of your nose when you’re focused, he loses quite literally every game except for rock paper scissors
⇢ when both of you team up in a multiplayer pvp game and win, your energies match perfectly, both of you jumping up and cheering, high-fiving each other
⇢ he stares at that hand when he’s back at the dorm, heart pounding and still blushing at the memory
⇢ finally, the first and only one to gather the courage to ask you if you want to come over to game, and you reply almost instantly and why is he giggling like he’s lovesick- ohhhh
⇢ that weekend, both of you play a sandbox game together, building houses and gardens for hours while laughing about the most pointless stuff
⇢ a short while later, felix notices you on live, showing off the town both of you built, and he spends the next twenty minutes giggling hysterically into his pillow, swinging his legs to the point where seungmin looks like he wants to ask for a new roommate
⇢ will not stop bragging about it either, excitedly dragging said seungmin into his room to show him all the things you built, the color schemes, will not stop gushing about it either
⇢ you two become attached at the hip, always appearing in each other’s lives even before dating, until felix finally gathers the courage to show up at your door with flowers bigger than his head, barely able to get the words out as you laugh and agree to be his girlfriend
⇢ now that he has even more incentive to be yapping about you 24/7, he is literally never going to shut up ever again
⇢ has started lives on more than one occasion just to talk about you and how it’s going between the two of you, with all the comments calling him out for being down bad and he just agrees with them with the stupidest grin
⇢ epitome of “you’re doing great sweetie” because while you crash out at laggy wifi or garbage teammates or complain about trashy game updates he’s just nodding along on the bed, staring at you wide-eyed, nodding along and finding you adorable
⇢ sighs dreamily when talking about you too by the way and he has, on more than one occasion, been caught watching your gaming lives backstage
⇢ he’s your number one cheerleader and he’s always got your back, no matter what, you’re the only one in his eyes
k. seungmin ~ soloist!reader
⇢ in all honesty, seungmin wasn’t aware he was a fan of you either
⇢ legitimately and unironically said that he admired your ‘approach to music’ and watched every single one of your music videos multiple times to use as ‘reference’ for his own vocal performances
⇢ he was once caught at one of your music show performances watching you with such laser-focus, studying your every move and the slightest smile tugging at the corners of his lips
⇢ nonetheless my guy will admit to nothing (he thinks there’s really nothing to admit too), claiming he’s just recognizing talent when he sees it
⇢ “i just think she’s very adept at what she does, there’s nothing more to it” “okay and explain why she was your top artist this year and you have her photocards hidden in that book?”
⇢ accidentally blurted out your name when at a meeting discussing who they should collab with next and immediately regretted it when every single member swiveled around to give him the biggest shit eating grin
⇢ unfortunately, the managers loved the idea and there seungmin was, sitting on the studio floor watching you talk to the rest of the members
⇢ every time someone asks a question about you or your career, he immediately pipes up with an answer before you can, before turning red and playing it off like it’s basic knowledge he knows your entire discography
⇢ then han, just to goad seungmin, asks you if you have a bias in stray kids and when you answer with seungmin, glancing at him with a shy smile, seungmin swears it’s like his entire world is tipping over, like he’s been shot by an arrow
⇢ seriously, he thinks you’re a health hazard to him or something, there’s no way this can be good for his blood pressure
⇢ quite literally covering the bottom half of his face with his hand, declaring that they should be getting to the recording booth
⇢ still, when it’s your turn to record, he’s so enchanted by you and the emotion you deliver in your voice, kim seungmin is staring at you with wonder in his eyes (the boys are going to have a field day with this btw but he’s somehow forgotten about them when he’s looking at you)
⇢ you frown at yourself when the piece doesn’t come out the way you want it to, and seungmin without being prompted says that it sounds perfect
⇢ both of you fall into blushing messes, and chan can’t tell whether he’s proud of seungmin for realizing his feelings or if he wants to throw him out of the studio for being a distraction
⇢ you praise him when he’s recording his part and he can’t help the oh-so-soft smile that takes over his face, a smile that makes his face hurt because this is really weird he’s never smiled like this at anyone or anything ever before, what have you done to him?
⇢ still one that would never confess first however, so he has to be tricked into it by the others when they ask seungmin to take over the final recording session with you since they all have plans
⇢ in the studio, seungmin is awkwardly staring at the wall, fearing that he’s going to be infected by that stupid smile and blush if he looks at you again
⇢ still, all’s well that ends well, because despite his poker face when you asked him if he’d like to hang out more after the collab, he was practically grinning and punching the air in his head
⇢ “we should keep in touch after this?” “mm, sure, yeah.” (HELL YES HELL YES HELL YES HELL YES HELL YES-)
⇢ after dating, he’s still constantly singing your praises, and he’ll act grumpy towards everyone else but there are almost thousands of videos of the way he physically softens when you’re even mentioned
⇢ once on live with felix, they were listening to music while cooking and one of your songs came on, with seungmin quite literally brightening, as he started talking about how you were performing that very song a few days later and how it won a lot of awards, before he stopped and glared at felix, asking why he had YOUR song on his playlist
⇢ “why are you listening to my girlfriend’s music >:(” “YOU’RE THE ONE WHO THREATENED ME TO STREAM HER MUSIC???” (so proud of namedropping you as his girlfriend too btw)
⇢ selfishly wants to gatekeep your music but also such a huge fan that he wants to tell everyone about you, it’s a hard line to balance you can’t really blame him
⇢ he always has tunnel vision for you, and yeah, he’s pretty okay with that because it’s you
y. jeongin ~ vlogger!reader
⇢ he first ran into you while he was filming his own skz-vlog, quite literally colliding into you on the sidewalk
⇢ you had easily brushed off his profuse apologies, offering to give him a tour of the city and all the best local delicacies, and when he saw your excited smile, he found himself accepting your offer with a dopey grin
⇢ later found your channel and watched the entire vlog, cringing at the way he was staring at you the whole time and hoping that the viewers hadn’t noticed (they definitely did),
⇢ accidentally likes one of your posts from months ago and then internally screams for a whole hour, throwing his phone across the room
⇢ of course, you wouldn’t have noticed since you did get consistent likes daily, but the check mark of a verified account caught your attention
⇢ afterwards, both your viewers and STAY quickly caught on during a live that jeongin was telling the other members about places he had seen you go to in your vlogs, quickly covering up by saying “it looked good online”
⇢ “iyen how did you find this hole-in-the-wall ramen place?” “ah it looked good online” “IT HAS ZERO YELP REVIEWS AND ITS NOT A LOCATION ON GOOGLE MAPS HOW DID YOU FIND IT”
⇢ he deeply admires your sense of adventure and curiosity, writing down every place you’ve mentioned is good in his notes app as somewhere to visit later (he’s definitely not hoping he’ll run into you at one of those places, that’d be crazy, psh, no way)
⇢ however, since your last vlog with him was pretty popular, you reached out and asked if he wanted to film another one together, and after staring at the message and smiling like an idiot to himself for an hour, he quickly agreed, trying to sound formal and not like he was over the moon at your offer
⇢ the next day, he had begged chan to clear out his schedules and rehearsals for the day, and chan had agreed (possibly out of pity), only for jeongin to end up staring at his closet because he had no idea what to wear
⇢ he’s panicking and almost having a fashion meltdown, clothes are thrown everywhere in his room as he tries to find the perfect outfit
⇢ my guy literally considered wearing a suit and tie just to impress you before remembering that it was the middle of summer
⇢ and when you ended up complimenting his outfit when you met up at a cafe, he’s turning so, so, so red, so quickly, mumbling out a thanks
⇢ as you two explore the city, you find it adorable how he’s trailing along behind you, the way he listens to you explain the history of different buildings so intently, how he kept one hand hovering over your back in the crowds on the street, how red he turns every time you nudge your shoulder against his
⇢ at the end of the day, jeongin is mentally applauding himself for surviving and not exploding around you, ready to go back to the dorm, flop onto his bed and stare at the ceiling burning the entire day into his memory when you hit the final nail in the coffin and ask if he’d like to hang out again sometime, without the camera
⇢ if this were a cartoon his head would probably have steam shooting out and his face would be turning into a tomato because??? is that not just a date??? are you asking him on a date???
⇢ “uhm yeah sure that’d be alright haha sounds good haha not a problem not a problem” and then he gives you two thumbs ups with a nervous smile, then goes home to slam his head into the pillow
⇢ the worst compliment taker too i fear, after that you start mentioning him as your ‘boyfriend’ in your vlogs like “oh my boyfriend liked this place” and it sends him into cardiac arrest, he cannot stop smiling you’re going to need to surgically stop him before he breaks his dimples
⇢ acts like your opinion is law by the way, whenever the eight of them go anywhere he’s like “tsk she said this place had a rude waiter” or “oooh she really liked the cakes at that place” to a degree where it is clinically driving the others insane and they WILL complain about it on their own lives
⇢ “guys today we tried going to a bakery and innie refused to go because his GIRLFRIEND said that they use lots of chemicals in their pastries” “hehe my girlfriend :D” they love and support you and jeongin so much but they are also so tempted to commit violence against their maknae at this point
⇢ case in point, jeongin values you so, so much, and every day he keeps falling deeper in love with you
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LETS GO BISEXUALS!!!!! 🩷💜💙 i hope y’all love this one :) it was requested, so i had to deliver !
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pansexual is next! 🩷💛🩵 i’m really loving these pride flag collages :) and i still have so many more planned! stay tuned!
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the thing about being nonbinary is that you really do start to forget that other people have such strict walls around what is and isn’t allowed for genders. i thought we all agreed that we made that up. could you climb out of the cave real quick and feel the sunshine for a minute.
Millie Bobby Brown starring as Enola Holmes
Enola Holmes (2020) Dir. Harry Bradbeer
Enola Holmes 2 (2022) Dir. Harry Bradbeer
Enola Holmes 3 (2026) Dir. Philip Barantini
i think i tend to forget how good boredom is for creativity because we're all so addicted to numbing ourselves with screens and stimulation. but standing in the shower or going for a walk with no music or just sitting in your bedroom without being allowed to touch any screens & all of a sudden i have multiple new projects to start, a solution to a months-long plot problem & 4 new original characters
i feel like people aren't getting how dire ai is. we are running out of drinkable water. our brains aren't engaging as much with what we see and hear. people near data centers don't get clean water and experience electricity blackouts. it's being used to make pornography of underaged people and women. it often just lies. it affirms everything. it lies. it has made people kill themselves. it lies for gods sake. and people act as if im dramatic for being staunchly against it. 'now i KNOOW you hate ai and whatever, but look at this cute video' this isn't me being a new age puritan about internet videos, this is about the fucking earth and our future living on this planet. people are suffering now, people will suffer more, and my friends and parents will roll their eyes and think im annoying for despising ai so explicitly. we need to wake up because we cannot live like this
you're allowed to draw. draw badly even. draw and then delete it. draw and rework it and then delete it anyway. draw only half of it and the other half three years later. in one style or another. in different styles in the same week. traditional or digital. you're literally allowed to draw however you want