The Faint Touch of Love and Sadness

All the random thoughts that runs inside my head

[whiningwillows]

End..

Thank you for parting my lips when I couldn’t breath.. I guess this will be the last time before I choke to death..

[whiningwillows]

After All...

Silence, quietly picking one by one the shards of our love.. always blinded by passion Will you stay with me?

Every misunderstanding makes me want you more I want to know more I want to feel your warmth

If you don’t feel the same then please tell me We can still make it on time We can start over You taught me what loneliness is After all, I need to be with you...

[whiningwillows]

Ambedo..

The scent of the perfume lingers in the air Your fumes travels from the distance The trees wave on your entrance Your warm blue eyes drowning me Dance me into your beauty Leave my whole world dazzling Let me sing about you Sing about the worlds you make me travel to You set me in motion Irreversible motion in admiring you Let me drown in this myriad of seasons Let the wind ease all that I am feeling..

[whiningwillows]

You..

Midnight.. Random thoughts inside my mind, before I drift off to sleep When tomorrow comes,  what will become of us?

Morning.. Tears build up on the corner of my eyes Why does being with you feels the same when I am alone.

Sometimes.. I wonder if I'll just disappear Will you even try bringing me back?

[whiningwillows]

Left..

Your eyes, clouded and obscured Impossible for you to see Is there still any emotion inside Inside of you? Inside your heart?

[whiningwillows]

Starmarie..

Heart beats tension rises I clear my throat of anxiety A wish will came true finally As the MC clears the stage I raise my hand  My fist clenched tight This is it, my certain light I shout their name with all my might Will my voice reach them right? Because a smile is all I need They gave me millions, millions of it

As the final song comes to an end How I wish time will suspend Five fairies dancing to the tune Starmarie, see you soon..

[whiningwillows]

Stuck..

I think I need some time to think this over I need to go somewhere new Away from all the mishaps Away from all the confusions Away from the insanity From you.. You're trying your hardest I'm trying my hardest.. to pretend that everything is okay But it kills me to stay to be in this cliche It's not you, It's me..

[whiningwillows]

Because..

I tried closing my eyes but, to no avail A picture of you flashes  Your smile, your faint whispers I can feel it, see it But I tried.. Still, everything reminds me of you I keep on forgetting everything that happened But moving on is like a shot to the moon Impossible, Useless, I still love you.. I walked down to the streets where we first met I can see the image of us laughing, and smiling, Feeling each others presence A sigh escaped my lips "What happened?"  

[whiningwillows]

Clinophobia..

When was the last time I saw my reflection from those eyes? This heartache consumes me Muffling my moans with fragile hands I was fooled by love that I seemed heaven When I need you most

When the nights are cold

When everything feels so hopeless You aren't to be found..

Maybe I'll try going to bed And maybe my eyes will now drift off to sleep without you here..

[whiningwillows]

Kataomoi.. (片想い)

I don't know any of these things.. Love? I haven't thought about it It didn't even crossed my mind Everything was just about me No one.. no one else.. Until.. the day you came.. Strange.. Unexpected.. This myriad of feelings These fleeting emotions I wonder how long it will last Will only the sight of you be enough? No.. It would never be enough.. "I like you.." You whispered "I love you.." My reply Time stopped but our lips kept moving That night.. Anything may crash-and-burn I will not care, as long as I am with you We danced through the nights We shared laughs and tears We held each other and kissed I know that these uncertain nights will never come again.. But there is this one thing that I can't understand.. I never heard "I love you" escape from those lips.. I thought that everything was real But it was only me, alone in a love affair meant for two..

[whiningwillows]

Erratic..

Walking to the ends of the world Holding the dearly the days we've had Asking one another what remains in our hearts Even we try to forget each other, only our minds will do so Our hearts will continue to find the real answer.. Though we've gained things We lost much more than that Through the repeating ceaseless pain, We still move forward step by step.. Unsure of this empty world I'll walk with my hands outstretched  And just close my eyes..

[whiningwillows]

Rocket Ship..

If this will be my last day, will you spend it with me? We'll ride a rocket ship and we'll fly to the moon Dance around the craters of the dusty milky way Say hello to the stars and hold them with our hands Steer through the comets as we move through the space We'll reminisce every memory of us under the constellations For every memory with you is worth remembering

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[cosmicwizdom]

Good vibes here

[whiningwillows]

much amaze. such beautiful. so wow

[whiningwillows]

Something..

I climbed to the skies, looking from above can I find this thing so called 'love?' for it is something that is unknown can this be something that I can own?

[whiningwillows]

December Love..

The evening lights, like still fireflies, waiting for us to notice and pass through along the busy streets and avenues all seems to make me remember you The season is changing again this night sky that I'm looking up to still, unchanged from that day as much I want to replay I know that there will be no way I watch silently as lovers pass me by looking for a sign of you.. looking for a clue of you.. failing to distinguish between false and true I ask myself "how could I start anew?" Snow started to fall like the tears on my face I wrapped my arms around me, remembering your warm embrace..

[whiningwillows]

Trust..

a big word for it's 5 letters rare.. treasure..

but what do I have to do to prove myself? I've been a good man for all this years that we've been together I may not be answering your texts or your calls or even your private messages, but I honestly say that this man right here, the man writing this, is the same man that you met and been with years ago I'm writing this so that I will have something to remind myself of how sane am I before things get out of hand, that losing you because of your lack of trust in me will kill the deepest part of my soul I'm writing this so that I will have something to remind myself that I did what I could, what I could to keep us moving forward, to forgive and forget everything that has happened, to last years and years If you could read this, yes you, always remember that I am always here remembering, caring, loving and giving all my trust to you..