Whirlwinds In A Life

~ PJ

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I'm sad you went the way you did. You really had bright horizons, Kid. I know you might've lost your way, But maybe, you'll be back someday.

a poem for the "poet"

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I can't tell what I'm feeling right now but it's a good feeling.

3.8.17

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I don't know where you got this idea that we are the same. Please understand that I think differently than you. Please understand that I love differently than you do. Please understand that I hurt differently than you do. Please understand that I act different than you do. Finally, please understand that I am grateful every day that I am different from you.

please understand

[divinepoem]

10,000 Followers Celebration!

Thank you all for 10,000 followers! If I had known my writing would become this popular, I would have started a long time ago. 

As a bit of a celebration for reaching such a big milestone for me, I’d like to propose an opportunity. I’m currently working on a long prose piece: possibly a future novel or short story. I’ve set a deadline of March 30th for the first chapter (and possibly a second) being finished, and I’d like beta readers to help me out!

If you’re interested, I will be choosing a total of 5 beta readers who will work with me throughout the entire process. I’ve set up a sort of giveaway style picking process for this! 

If this gets barely any notes by next week (2/26/17), I’ll delete this post.

Keep reading

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I have a fairly common name. So when I see my friends posting about a new person with the same name, I feel a little sad. When I get calls and texts that I don't understand and am told "oh. wrong person", I feel a little upset. But what really hits home is when you aren't the person they first think of when your name is said. It hurts a hell of a lot more when you've been replaced by someone with your same name.

identity theft

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I don't want to be like all of the others. I want to be different. I want to convey a story. I will not be silenced. I will not be stopped. I will only continue the way I want to shine.

i will go on

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I don't know what I'm looking for. Maybe I'm looking for a sign to tell me what to do. Perhaps I'm searching for that confidence for me to do something. Or I'm just wanting something to happen for me. I just want something. Anything.

this is your sign to make it happen

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

While you might be the life of the party, Why are you looking for the wallflower?

where are you looking?

[lunaloveswolf-deactivated201804]

As I enter your blog I felt a mini heart attack because of the two letter you put in your description but I know you’re different person. Nevertheless, my heart may not know who you are yet but I hope you won’t stop spilling astonishing words and let the world feel the sincerity in every letter you write. Stay amazing.

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I will not be told how to live. I will live as I want. I will love as I want. And I will be as I want. But don’t expect me to listen when you try to tell me how I should live my life as you want

live and let me live

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I wonder how many people remember me in passing. I wonder how many people know me when I don’t know them. I wonder how many people have heard a story from my life. I can’t help but wonder how many people mark me in their memories, when I probably didn’t even catch them in my view.

memory in passing

[excerptsofstories]

I cared. I really cared. I cared when you had your panic attacks and helped calm you down. I cared when you needed help thinking through your dark thoughts. I definitely cared. But you stabbed me in the back. You left me in the dust. And I didn’t want to believe you’d hurt me like that. Then I saw you act like I’m some jester to laugh at. And when I confronted you about it, you made yourself the victim as if I was a horrible witch to you all the time. I definitely cared. Now you are on your own.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1214 (via excerptsofstories)

[whirlwindsinalife-blog]

I was hooked at minute one. The way you strutted across the floor was enchanting and how your dark brown hair bounced as you moved was captivating. Once you turned around I saw your dark eyes and bright smile which got me flustered. Our “quick chat” amounted to an hour and I knew you were a wonderful thing crossing my path. I hope to get to know you more. I hope I get to see you again.

see you soon (?)

[excerptsofstories]

I thought I had you. For a slight moment, I thought I had you. I thought you and I would be different. We became so close in such a short time and I thought you genuinely cared about me. You didn’t play games with me. I thought we could actually be something. I thought wrong. Days going on to weeks going onto months with little to no contact. But I do know one thing. We made an impact on one another. And we will always be in each others’ memories. At least memories don’t change, while people do.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #635 (via excerptsofstories)

[le-petit-philtre]