not like the other crows

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scared scared scared sometimes you feel like you’re totally fine with things, but months later you realize how fucked up everything was please don’t send me back manic

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why am I the only one doing work right now? sick of moving blocks of text around, to be honest strictly speaking, it’s not even my responsibility: officially i’m not even a part of this research group, i’m here just for fun & experience. uh. deadlines are coming.

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ah well.

turns out I don’t have even nearly enough money to afford education in Europe. at least I might stop getting bipolar symptoms this year? so tired of skipping five or six months of my life every year it’s almost like autumn and winter don’t exist.

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Oh man. Research work is hard. I started searching for a uni to transfer / apply to again. WUT looks kinda nice! Hopefully, I’ll be able to save enough money to move somewhere else. But cost of living in Warsaw must be not so high, right?.. 06.07

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Finally done with editing the bibliography! Now I can actually read what my partner and I have written, haha. It’s still so strange to be working with master’s students. They don’t seem to know much more of the topic than I do, but they already had their Cryptography classes, so at least they are familiar with the majority of concepts we have to use.

...it’s unofficial, but I might even get paid for my work :) 5.07