i just wanted --

despite what you told me, indie kynan leore. by maxi. i knew i could be someone.

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lastdcrolo:

(@whitestoneguard​)

Cass was pretty used to the twins coming over to her and Percy’s apartment off campus and stealing him away. It was good for him, she tried to remind herself. Sometimes he needed to be forcibly pulled from his studies. But it often left her alone with her own mind and studies. She was curled up on the couch when she heard a knock at the door. Percy must have forgotten his keys again. Without  thinking much of it she got up and made her way to the door, opening it without looking.

     “Next time, get Vax to pick the lock for you.”

The words were out of her mouth before she realized that it wasn’t her brother standing in the door way. Instead it was another familiar face. 

     “Oh, Kynan. Sorry, I thought you were Percival.”

       “ would you rather i be percival? ”  he asks merely to tease cassandra for her quick assumptions.  “ because i can go home and take this with me. ”  he lifts up a brown paper bag with signature spots of grease staining the bottom. ah, the beauty of fast food.  “ i, uh, wanted to surprise you with some lunch. ”  as smooth as he was trying to be, the laugh that he forces out to settle out whatever awkwardness and slight anxiety in his chest ruins that smoothness rather quickly.  “ can i come in? ”

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dvskmeadow:

@whitestoneguard | in response to.

he only realizes what he’s doing after he’s already begun doing it, and then it’s far too late to stop himself. ‘ it was… uh. it was flipped up, all weird. ’ he’s babying the boy and he knows it. but after how he treated him on day one, it’s hard not to be gentler in these sorts of ways. 

        “ you could have just... told me? ”  he’s not complaining. mostly he’s just confused.  “ but, thank you. ”  kynan clears his throat and rubs his fingers along his now fixed collar. 

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oceansburned:

        HE WATCHES THE room with practiced disinterest, spinning the shadow spear within his fingers.  The world was going to the nine hells around them and those idiots brought back a stray and this one had a chip on his shoulder.  The cleric was happy to let the guards or Vax deal with him, choosing to busy himself aiding Zahra and preparing for a war.  “ With you? ”  The spear stops spinning as he stands, staring the kid down.  “ I’m not Vax.  I won’t easy on you and I’ll make you heal the hard way. ”

      “ good. ”  he tries to stand firm. like he isn’t the tiniest afraid. he’s fought against vox machina themselves. he managed to knock keyleth unconscious. ( though he heavily regrets all of it ).  “ i don’t want you to go easy on me. ”  with this, at least, he manages to sound a bit more confident in himself.  “ i’m meant to protect whitestone and lady cassandra. test me. ”  show me i’m worth the title, he immediately thinks to himself.

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       it’s been hinted at heavily that kynan’s father abused him as he grew up. both emotionally and physically but the older he got the less physical abuse he got. even still, it’s scarred the poor boy literally and figuratively. he ran away from home often for various reasons. a need to be something more than the butcher’s son. a need to escape from his father. but, he always came back. he had to come back. 

he shows his best to hide the effects of this abuse but it shows in heated moments ( especially an argument ) he’ll begin to stutter or close up. he flinches at movements he’s not expecting. this is a bridge he’s desperately trying to get past, he doesn’t want this to weigh him down for the rest of his life. 

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lastdcrolo:

There were so many things going on that Cassandra barely noticed Kynan speaking. It was only when she caught sight of him in her peripheral that she realized what he’d said.

     “Yes actually. I am pulling a page from my      brother’s book and running away from my      responsibilities for a moment.”

There was a soft pause as she slowed her walking speed. 

     “I’m sorry Kynan, did you need something?”

       “ -- ah, ”  for a moment, he doesn’t have a good reason. his mind goes completely blank for just that moment. but the gears resume to move after he takes a breath.  “ you looked troubled and... i am to watch over you... so... ”  he clears his throat.  “ i was just making sure you’re alright, lady cassandra. ”

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idly, casually, adjusts the collar of kynan's shirt---

       “ -- ? ”  he nearly flinches away from the hand coming up to his shirt. a quick glance is enough for him to realize what’s happening.  “ uh, ”  it’s the only sound that manages to escape him for a moment.  “ why did you just do that? ”

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@oceansburned​ / call. ( for kash! )

    he’s got his hair pulled back to keep a majority of it out of his face. he’s not talked much to kashaw ( mostly because he is a scary looking guy ) but he’s seen his interactions with vox machina. vax specifically. he’s seen the two spar and each time he’s wondered how long he would last against the cleric. maybe it’s the part of him that still wishes to prove himself.  “ spar with me. ”  he’s got one of his daggers out, ready to fight.  “ i want -- i want to fight you. spar with me. ”

[whitestoneguard]

haha,,, fc change,,

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@bcaroness / call.

       catching members of vox machina in the middle of their training is a bit of a small treat for kynan. for so long he wished to see such... wished to train alongside them. a shame his first sight of them in action had to be with him on the opposite side. it takes a moment for him to realize vex has caught him staring.  “ oh! i’m... i’m sorry. i was just -- ”  he puffs out a sigh and tries to start over.  “ you’re really good at that. ”  he motions to her bow.  “ it’s impressive. not that i... thought any less. ”

[whitestoneguard]

alright... i’m gonna be jumping around on all my critrole babes tonight so catch me on:

here! / percy ( @smokewrought ) / orthax ( @revengepact ) / raven queen ( @fatestrung )

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@dvskmeadow / call.

       the moment vax appears in the corner of his eye, he fixes his stance. tries to stand a bit taller and look a little more professional. there’s no reason for him to fix the way he stands or try to look busy. he’s doing the job tasked to him as well as he can at the moment. but there’s always going to be something inside him telling him to do more.  “ vax’ildan. ”  he greets cautiously with a nod of his head.  “ did you, uh... did you need something? ”

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gnomiish replied to your post

( *weeps* you’re using ezra miller as his fc #bless )

yuP after takin forever to find a face i just said ‘fuck it’ and went with ezra lmao

antolcgias replied to your photo

y u do this to us aye <3

bc my love for critrole and every chara on this damn show knows no bounds

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@lastdcrolo / call.

      “ lady cassandra ! ”  he calls out while she marches through the hall at a rather quickened pace. kynan attempts to catch up while also avoiding going into a full sprint. eventually he gets close enough.  “ you’re in quite the rush, aren’t you? ”

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@hcneyheart / call.

      “ -- are you here for percival? ”  he’s seen her face before. only in momentary glances and she always seemed to be speaking with percy so... he merely assumes.  “ he’s not here right now if you are. ”

[whitestoneguard]

alright punks hmu for a starter.

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kynan is such a Good Boy ™

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                                            i thought you were heroes.

                                                   written by maxi.