Slowly learning that life is okay

call me teeth(they/them) I have depression, I'm on the autism spectrum and I have dissociation at times

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Idk what I've got and if it's a personality disorder or something else that makes you have a favorite person and interacting with them feels like doing dr*gs but damn shits nuts

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Mom got back a day early about an hour ago and I'm so fucking angry I though I was going to have 7 or more days alone and instead I got 6.

I was feeling so fucking good and as soon as she started to head back my irritably is back and I want to die (low-key no one worry) I'm in a horrible mood it's like I never got my good week and I immediately feel overstimulated by her presence

(d0n.t r3blg)

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Mom just left eef yeah~ I'm going to walk to the grocery store in a few minutes to buy monster and Oreos!!! Who's coming with me lolz

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My mom's going to the hospital for a week for an operation and I was so looking forwards to having the day to myself until I found out that she was wrong and she leaves tomorrow :/ there go my plans for the day

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Someone please tell me someone with a bad relationship with their mother how to cope with their favorite band saying that their new album is going to have lots of mom love on it

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kinners i BEG of you PLEASE STOP CALLING YOURSELF A FICTIVE OR POSTING IN THOSE TAGS

unless youre a system stop using that term! it isnt interchangeable with fiction kin!

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My foots been hurting on and off I'm this one specific spot since I was little recently it's been worse and and this morning it was sore from grocery shopping yesterday and it stopped so I went for a walk and now it hurts more

I am not very bright

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It was feeling better this morning until I did my chores (tender but ignorable) and now it hurts (not bad but not ignorable) it also sometimes has a buzzy feeling to it similar to the feeling you get when your foot falls asleep also the heel is very mildly sore

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My foots been hurting on and off I'm this one specific spot since I was little recently it's been worse and and this morning it was sore from grocery shopping yesterday and it stopped so I went for a walk and now it hurts more

I am not very bright

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I haven't brushed my teeth in months and I knew that there was going to be blood but uh yikes at the amount that was worse than I thought

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God gave me a short easily strained tongue, a terrible gag reflex, a sensitive stomach, and strong cravings for giving a blowjob and said ✨make it work✨

[naaaaaaaaaah-deactivated2020112]

if u spend ur whole life telling ur kids that ur a good parent cus u dont physically beat them they're gonna spend their whole lives flinching at every move u make wondering if today is gonna be the exception

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ur also telling ur kids that the only reason they get to sleep safe in their beds every night is bc of ur own supposed self control and that you only restrain yourself from the temptation to hurt them because you're a "good parent" and not because they don't deserve to be beaten🤔🤔

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but you knew all that didnt you

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I'm too lazy to copy past the text so here's some screenshots of me over sharing on Twitter the other day (dnt r3blg)

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Glad I didn't know about the song my ordinary life by living tombstone because it absolutely would have been on my I think I'm a god/ prophet /I'm holy and special playlist

Ok 2 rb

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I messaged one of my senior year friends because they just moved close to me (I moved after high school) and I was expecting/ hoping they would message me back something like "yeah you want to socially distance hang out or hang out after quarantine" but instead they just opened my message and then closed it without responding :)

[afycso]

who needs therapy when you can listen to i wanna get better by the bleachers 50 times in a row am i right ladies

[afycso]

actually i really should see a therapist but hey you know what? I HEAR THE VOICE OF A PREACHER FROM THE BACK ROOM CALLING M

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Acab but I might fuck around and kin special agent Dale Cooper

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This is a male positivity post

Being a man is beautiful and loving men is beautiful