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Hello and welcome! I’m Aries, they/she, 21+ which also means this blog is 18+. Thank you. If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

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My multimuse is here

This is where you can find my Gradence side unrequitedfate

I will try my best to keep this up to date.

#pinned post #fantastic beasts rp #fbawtftrp

memesomething

send me an ask that starts "Write me a starter where..." & a plot idea for our muses.

there's no guarantee this will result in receiver writing a starter, but it helps to get plot gears moving! (reverse meme)

#rp meme

hollowprompts

` * 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴. 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 (+ 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦) 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦.

𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 -

01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor. 02. wringing hands together in silence. 03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still. 04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away. 05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other. 06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -

01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word. 02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw. 03. throws an object across the room. 04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin. 05. pacing the room with heavy steps. 06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -

01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear. 02. resting their forehead against the others. 03. cups the others face with both hands. 04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence. 05. lingering touches against the others face. 06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.

𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice. 02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs. 03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go. 04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort. 05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. spins the other around without warning in a hug. 02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily. 03. provides the other with a handmade gift. 04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug. 05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -

01. backing away slowly and looking for exits. 02. hiding behind the other and peeking around. 03. flinches at sudden movement from the other. 04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room. 05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.

𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders. 02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care. 03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat. 04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe. 05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry. 06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. raises a hand but hesitates. 02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly. 03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary. 04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word. 05. rips a shared photo in half without a word. 06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.

#rp meme

rpclefairy

first meeting sentence starters.

send one to have our muses meet for the first time.

“Sorry, were you just talking to me?”

“I think you dropped this.”

“You look lost. Need some help?”

“I don’t usually talk to strangers, but…”

“You’re sitting in my spot.”

“Whoa! Careful!”

“We’ve never met, right? You seem familiar.”

“Is that seat taken?”

“Sorry, I think I just spilled something on you.”

“You’re blocking the doorway.”

“Were you just staring at me?”

“Excuse me, do you know the time?”

“Wait — are you the person I’m supposed to meet?”

“I’ve been sent to find you.”

“Please don’t be alarmed, but I think we have the same bag.”

“Do you work here?”

“I’m fairly certain that’s mine.”

“You’ve got something on your face.”

“Sorry, I thought you were someone else.”

“Do you know the way to ___?”

“You’re hurt. Do you need help?”

“That’s a fine ___ (cloak/hat/book/etc.). Where did you get it?”

“This might sound strange, but can I hide behind you for a moment?”

“You look like you could use a friend.”

“I think your dog just stole my lunch.”

“Hey, you dropped your coin purse.”

“I think we’re stuck in here together.”

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to overhear, but…”

“Are you the new neighbor?”

“First time in town?”

“I’m not sure if this belongs to you, but…”

“You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“I’ve been hearing a lot about you.”

“Do you mind if I join you?”

“I think you’re in the wrong place.”

“You seem… out of place.”

“Don’t take this the wrong way, but are you following me?”

“That was a close call.”

“Not to alarm you, but someone’s watching you.”

“Mind if I walk with you?”

“You look like you’re in trouble.”

“Was that your doing back there?”

“You don’t look like you’re from around here.”

“That was impressive. How’d you manage it?”

“I’m guessing you’re not here by accident.”

“Do I want to know what just happened?”

“You might want to keep your voice down.”

“Is it always this strange around here?”

“I have a feeling we’re about to become acquainted whether we like it or not.”

“Looks like we’re in this together now.”

#rp meme

// Ya know what?? I fucking miss this smoky boy. OMG I built so much for him and now it's so rusty.

👀

pspspspspsps

#mun speaks

// not dead yet

#mun speaks #been so busy #idk even know where to start #just that i need to start

Before I forget again, I'm moving Nagini here even though, at least I don't remember, I haven't ever written her and she's just been sitting on my multimuse for no reason.

#mun speaks

mistressofthelair

ℭ𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫

"While having a secret meeting at a diner with Credence, Graves turns an ordinary, wilted carnation into a Periculid, a beautiful but deadly magical flower."

#Gradence #????#a new art in this time and day???

// Writing Credence with a one-sided love is always gonna be a fav forever. He is destruction after all (how he sees himself) and who would stay with someone like that?

#mun speaks #back to torturing him i fear

memesomething

Bruises and Bruising

WORDS

“Where did you get those?”

“Is that…. somebody’s hand?”

“Is that… a bootprint?”

“It’ll look worse before it looks better.”

“Come on. Let’s get it wrapped up.”

“Do you want some painkillers?”

“Let me guess, I should ‘see the other guy’?”

“How’d you get a black eye?”

“I know you don’t do it on purpose, but I wish you’d stop coming home bruised.”

“I like the new look. It suits you.”

“Ouch, that looks like it hurts.”

“Talk to me.”

“You shouldn’t end up with bruises because you disagree with them. You know that, right?”

“Will you tell me how it happened?”

“Come and sit with me.”

ACTIONS

(send ‘+reverse’ to reverse the roles, or specify which muse is which!)

[sit] – sender comes and sits next to a bruised receiver. no words, just warmth.

[care] – sender provides physical care for receiver’s bruises (ice pack, wrapping them up, etc)

[shower] – sender takes one look at a bruised and bloody receiver, and goes to run them a shower. hot showers fix everything.

[offer] – sender has something they know receiver will want, and because receiver has had a bad enough day as it is, sender gives it to them. it’s the little things.

[stay] – sender offers receiver a place to stay, so that – wherever they got these bruises – they don’t have to go back.

[concussion] – sender checks receiver for a concussion, because it’s very possible receiver has one.

[home] – sender has no physical way of helping receiver out of this situation, but they offer out their hand anyway. just to hold onto (and to not let go).

#rp meme

domainofmuses

// The way I made that post and then, life threw a whole house on me. (Literally and figuratively.) Literally the next day of posting that life really got thrown upside down with my mom. (I am very much trauma dumping here. talking about death. this is very heavy)

The last two weeks have been the most difficult, longest, and shortest period of my life I think I will go through in a while. That Sunday, my mom thought she had, had a very bad anxiety attack (kind of normal though it was 3am and more to it), fast forward to later in the morning she was in the hospital and was in there for days before figuring out she'd had two 100% clots near her heart and then a 95% one also near her heart. I was still working 12-hour days every day of the week at this point because that's just my seasonal job.

There was so much talk of what to do because she couldn't just have open heart surgery due to other conditions she had. A stent was put in that Thursday, and she came home the next day.

That woman was so fine. She was literally doing things she shouldn't, and I did scold her over text. Tell me why the next Sunday it just all falls to pieces again? But worse. She was so sick, I quit my job that night after getting home. I sobbed because I didn't want to quit them early and because it's about my only income for the year (it's hard getting jobs around here). I took her for a little checkup at her regular doctor, because she thought maybe she caught something in the hospital, but they said everything was fine.

An incident on the way home happened and I should have just let them take her back then, but she wanted to go home. So, I took her home and nothing got better.

Tuesday the 9th was my hell day.

It was six something in the morning and I can't even say what I woke up to. I called an ambulance to come get her and take her straight to the main hospital because she didn't have enough strength to walk.

I honestly don't even know what next, I was expecting. Maybe that she was sick with something because she couldn't keep anything down, but I don't know. It took me forever to get some information, but I called at the right time, and she picked up. Telling me she just got out of surgery, and she'd call me back in an hour. Surgery? I was dumbfounded and shocked she just told me that.

I called for the next two hours on the hour because she never called me back. A nurse finally called me back to tell me that they were putting a tube down her throat and that I was her power of attorney.

The next call was even worse as the device they had just put in wasn't strong enough for her heart because she was going into heart failure and that they were going to be putting in a bigger one through a different area closer to her heart.

I have a sibling so, I was calling him about all this. (Because even though the decision making was up to me, I still wanted him to help me. It was something we were supposed to share anyway.)

I should have just been there sooner because it took me about 10pm or 11pm to finally go. My brother's wife was going to go sit with her overnight so, I went with her, not knowing just how bad it was until they called my brother and used the word critical.

I didn't know what to expect when I walked in that room, but it wasn't that. No one should ever have to see a parent, sibling, friends, etc, like that. The image has been haunting me every now and then. Basically, they had so many machines on just to keep her stable.

And then me and my sibling had to make the most difficult decision we have ever had to make together. After they explained what it would be like if she was to somehow pull through being resuscitated on top of her weakened heart, it was horrible. We knew she wouldn't have forgiven us.

He couldn't be there because he works hours away, but he tried and, I do kind of wish I had been selfish enough to tell him to come sooner even if it wouldn't have changed much.

I swear, it wasn't even ten minutes after we made the DNR decision that she started to code. The paperwork couldn't even be done in time before they started to confusingly scramble around her and them looking around like what to do before I just had to tell them no.

I'm lucky that my sister-in-law was there, along with my mom's friend, but I didn't know I would be watching my mom pass away that night.

Personally, I had such a complicated relationship with my mom, but she was still my mom and I'm just 27, I'm not supposed to lose my mom this early. I hate my brain because I know she's gone, but I can't help but feel like I'm waiting for her to come home. There is so much that just fell on my shoulders and so much I don't have a clue on. I'm lucky to have a brother that does because I would be way more lost than I am right now.

Like I said this is the most difficult, longest, and shortest period of my life, I feel I've aged five years, as well as it all feeling like it all just happened yesterday. Life is like a blink of the eye, you never know what is going to happen in that millisecond and it can all change just as quick.

Another lucky thing I'm glad to have is my cats (including my mom's heathen now). They've really helped me not feel too alone and pick me up when I'm starting to break again. Their silliness, love, and mischievousness have definitely helped me in this time.

#ooc #tw: death #tw: trauma dumping #you've been warned #a huge update on my side of the world here #i really did want to return but it's going to be a while i assume #i'm still writing just not on here

// the way I log into this account sometimes, look at the drafts, then slowly close it like a laptop. 🥲Oh, Credence.

#mun speaks #sometimes #I'm like 'yeah'#'lets write Credence today'#and then it never happens

// Imagine Credence ins DS 🧍

#mun speaks #wonder what his dooms would be