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don't ask if i'm happy, you know that i'm not but, at best, i can say i'm not sad

[whoisdenisa]

high school - cemetery of my life

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in eyes. and flowers. on lips. or graves.

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the symbolic message of the poem is clear: exceeding limits can lead to self-destruction, and love is not always unifying, but can accentuate irreconcilable differences.

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literature is what brings to light on the mysteries of the world, and the artist is their protector, through his art, amplifying the mystery.

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"mother. give birth to me again! my first life didn't really work out for me. but maybe the second time... and if not the second time, maybe the third time. maybe the tenth time. don't be scared just because of that and give birth to me again and again."

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for the modern creator, the poetry is not a state of grace, but a permanent torment, a sacrifice.

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moromete is not aware of the seriousness of the tensions in the family, he does not communicate, but he believes that others understand him and that things will resolve themselves.

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moreover, the author himself states: "I can only write what I see, what I hear, what my senses record. I can only be honest in the first person."

posted this one is because today at simulation it was the "the last night of love, the first night of war"

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The first poetic sequence represents the girl's reproach to the poetic self regarding earthly detachment. The girl mentions the fact that the boy is not a biological being and that the love cannot be fulfilled. The absolute knowledge is suggested by the exposition of several phrases, as well as the phrase "rivers in the sun", where the sun represents the absolute knowledge. Another example is the "obsolete pyramids", which highlights the perfect human creation.

The second poetic sequence constitutes the response of the poetic self, which realizes the truth of the girl's words: "Ah! She told the truth / I laughed, I said nothing!". The silence is the attribute of genius, who knows that the essence and the center of a person is love; the person was created with the purpose of loving; for this they live.

The third poetic sequence is the call to love, which requires an earthly paradise: "Come into the green forest / Where springs cry in the valley". The nature is outlined through romantic motifs: the spring, the pond, the moon. The scenario includes several stages: the invitation in the middle of nature, the erotic conversation, the test of love, the portrait of the girl, the kiss, the embrace, the return to the village, the separation.

The last sequence denies the possibility of the person to fulfill himself through love. The feelings of the poetic self are of deep melancholy. The repetition "blue flower, blue flower" symbolizes a cry, which highlights the nostalgia of the poetic self, his experience with earthly love.

The final verse, "Yet it is sad in the world," brings to the fore the cold meditation of the poetic self, aware that it cannot experience complete happiness: that he cannot be happy, but he cannot make anyone happy either.

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i might come back. you know i get bored quickly anywhere. but don't wait for me. if you find a girl who loves you, be happy. i wish you all the best. and you have to forget me. i'm sure you can.

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from black and white i have gone to yellow. in lead i see compounds of yellow. the burnt lead is yellow. the burnt soul is yellow.