HUNTER KNOWS HOW HARD IT IS. Truth be told, he hardly thinks he deserves forgiveness–and if Vee hated him for the rest of their life, he thinks he’d be okay with that. He turns up the heat of the faucet, letting scalding water run across his fingers. The perks of being a grimwalker.
A dream. He understands that, at least–worrying that he’ll wake up and it’ll all have been for naught. Flapjack sits on the counter, half-asleep as Hunter scrubs the dishes and hands them off to the little basilisk.
He regrets it all. If he had been able to stop it, then, he wonders if he would have tried. I’ll wake up and be back in the cage. And you’ll–and he’ll be hurting me again. Hunter swallows, keeping his gaze steady on the sink. “… I hear him, sometimes.” The words come out haltingly, like he doesn’t really want to say them. “Like he’s giving me orders.”
A deep breath. “But–but he’s not here anymore. He’s gone. He can’t hurt you anymore.”
It’s funny — she thinks it could be, anyway, if she wasn’t in her body ( her body, her body, not someone else’s tool, she has to remind herself ), wasn’t here swallowing so much hurt, if she was just watching. Two children ( camila keeps insisting whenever vee insists it’s fine, you were a child, bebé, you are a child, and you shouldn’t have had to go through that — ) not looking at each other, both tense, washing dishes together. Mundane and horrible, all at once. They take one of the dishes he hands them and dries it mechanically.
“He’s gone,” they repeat softly. “He’s gone, and he can’t...hurt me anymore. Nobody can hurt me here.” A beat — he feels himself smiling, something miserable and sick and exhausted. “And he can’t...hurt you anymore, either.”
She notices. He flinches almost as much as she does.
She sets aside the dish in her hand and finally gathers her courage; he looks up at him, eyes serious. “If...if you heard him. If he did come back, or just the voice...if he told you to trap me again, or to hurt me, or — or the others. Would you?”