Just a system blog

Yo! Im Liam. I'm part of a DID system and this blog is for all of us to interact/do whatever.

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feelin shitty and my impulse control is v v low so guess who is heavily considering chugging a 2liter of mtn dew voltage bc its in the fridge

probably wont bc thats not worth the Wrath of the Parents™

but goddamn i want to

i need something to do so i dont want to kms lmao

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so uh. anyways. eat the rich

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i want to be fuckin dead.

i mean whats the point? nothing is ever good. i dont have any reason to want to stay alive. i barely have money, no way to move out of my parents house. and hell, even if i did move out id be in poverty bc the government doesnt fucking care abt disabled ppl (like most ppl dont lmao)

games dont make me want to live anymore, hobbies dont make me want to live anymore. i cant just hyperfocus on special interests bc it doesnt fucking help anymore

nothing helps. nothing is gonna get better. i may as well just be fucking dead lmao.

doesnt help that my physical health is getting worse too :^) my anemia is getting bad again bc i dont ever fucking take my medicine bc ive started sleeping through my alarms again and i cant change them bc ocd. and ive not been eating much bc i have arfid and mom pretty much refuses to buy safe foods for me so.

i cant even stand anymore without shaking. like my whole body is just. trembling. and i feel like im either gonna pass out or my legs will give out under me. have to hold on to things to walk most of the time.

its just. not worth it anymore. nothing is. im fucking tired of being alive.

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hello, im pathfinder ryder! im a fairly new fictive and im Gay so i just want to announce how incredibly glad i am to have somehow ended up in the same system as my wife suvi!! not to be sappy but its nice having found my home again

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ryder please. this is embarrassing

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hello, im pathfinder ryder! im a fairly new fictive and im Gay so i just want to announce how incredibly glad i am to have somehow ended up in the same system as my wife suvi!! not to be sappy but its nice having found my home again

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lol since no one in this house fucking cares if we eat or not i guess we’ll just stop

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if anyone was worried, dont be, we were having a Bad Time™ but we're eating now

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actually if anyone wants to talk feel free to send an ask/pm

i could probably use someone to chat with

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lol since no one in this house fucking cares if we eat or not i guess we'll just stop

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this blog was a mistake and we're hardly ever gonna use it

it was all just an excuse for Liam to make a pun on the word "psychosis"

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lol anyone wanna murder me?

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so i just typed out a thing about some ppl who've been fronting lately and tumblr fuckin ate half of it and im tired now so im gonna make a fuckin about page at Some Point for some of our main headmates ANYWAYS this is a new system blog i made for my headmates and i if anyone wants to follow?? we may not post much but we just wanna make some pals, and are afraid of openly being a system on our main blog. so anyways. if u wanna be pals w ppl from a did system w psychosis hmu lmao