revolver soul

i'm just here, talking to myself. and i'm terrible at conversations. mary, 28🌻

[whymary]

This trip really saved my mental health 🥹💗

[whymary]

Life lately as i try to get my spark back ✨

I know i've been 'missing in action' here but most of my energy has been spent actively trying to stay alive (aka not kill myself) and i'm so thankful to still be around.

[winstonpaul]

McCartney recording ''All You Need Is Love'' (Rehearsal), 24 June 1967.

[whymary]

I think my own mom is the one giving me the evil eye lol

[whymary]

The irony of feeling old with the sense of having accomplished nothing while at the same time, I know that if I die at my current age people would say that I'm too young

[blueribbonbaby]

Fezco and Rue

[verstrapons]

Max Verstappen vs SuperGT Pro

[catsofyore]

Lil meowboy. Photo from my collection ca. 1950s.

[whymary]

My fuckass manager at work always makes everything a competition between my coworkers and myself. Bitch at the end of the day all i want is to clock out on time and compete with myself. If i did better than my own previous stats then that's all i care about.

Tsaka in the first place kahit na matalo ko stats ng mga kateam ko wala naman bonus????? So bakit ako magpapakahirap na talunin yung stats nila eh nagtatrabaho naman ako nang maayos kahit di ako yung may pinaka-mataas na stats.

Tapos yung TL ko may awarding pa every end of the month tas may ranking pa yung team members sa sheet puta ano to grade school????

Kahit naman ako maging top ng ranking wala naman bonus so 🤷‍♀️ nugagawen ko diyan girl

[whymary]

Always seeing shit like 'would your teenage self be proud of you' blah blah i'm just thankful my teenage self and i are not on the same tax bracket anymore

[babechouu]

Marianne Faithfull in The Girl on a Motorcycle 1968

[whymary]

I have had the weirdest past few months. Since September 2025, the following shit happened:

-I got laid off from work but I wasn’t going to worry about bills because the company was going to give me seven years’ worth of my salary as my severance pay

-Another department called me and told me they’re offering me the open position they currently have

-so it turns out I’m not getting laid off, and I had to quickly decide between taking the offer or taking the massive amount of money for severance

-I took the job offer because the money will run out, as the timing of my being laid off was holiday season

-so I started my new role in a different department

-the new role is very challenging but I’m glad I got an adequate salary increase

-the most challenging part is my team leader but overall I’m just thankful to have a job in this economy?????? Like it’s an okay job but it’s a job at least. I didn’t want to disappoint my loved ones because if I’m unemployed I feel so useless

-spent christmas and new year at home with my boyfriend. We bought new furniture and a new TV. He got a steam deck too

-got burnt out from work again

-had dinner with my friend who lives in Taiwan

-hosted my bf’s friends in our apartment

-got REALLY into cult of the lamb

-tumblr got banned briefly in my country but I’m so thankful it’s back now!!

-I’m a different person now from my 18 year-old self and I’m happy about that

[the-magnificant-world-of-art]

Flower Vase painted by Jan Brueghel the Elder (1568 - 1625)

[yesterdaysprint]

The Courier-Journal, Louisville, Kentucky, December 27, 1925 

[whymary]

If you're obsessed with using AI in your everyday life i'm just gonna assume that i'm smarter than you unfortunately

[whymary]

Is my presence that draining? Am I that draining?

[whymary]