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okay jesus fuck this conversation has gone far enough so:

hey, so you like bernie sanders! i like bernie sanders too! i agree with his politics! he is doing better than people expected in the democratic primaries, which is cool!

what are you going to do if he loses?

because given the tone of the conversations i hear on this website right now– given the sheer hatred of hillary that’s emerging, given the overwhelming feeling that bernie sanders is amazing and the messiah and the only candidate that’s worth voting for in america– here’s what i see happening in mid-2016:

bernie sanders, who despite his better-than-expected performance still has an unbelievably low chance of winning the primaries, loses the primaries to hillary clinton

the leftist wing of the democratic party (that’s us– tumblr, yeah, but also the whole occupy-black lives matter-third wave feminist-young educated millennials crowd), having spent the past 10 months campaigning against hillary clinton, is overwhelmingly disappointed

while a few people are willing to bite the bullet and campaign for hillary, energy is low, disillusionment is high, and many leftist americans don’t campaign, don’t donate, and don’t vote (or vote for third-party candidates, like the green party or the peace and freedom party)

the republican party wins the presidential election.

(i literally shivered as i typed that last bullet point, btw– i know there are people voting in 2016 who were ten years old when obama was elected, and y’all may not remember much of the bush years. i was only 13 when bush left, but jesus christ– remember when hurricane katrina was overwhelmingly badly handled? remember when the patriot act passed? remember when the housing bubble collapsed? remember when the president said god told him to invade iraq? y’all wanna do that again?)

so what are you going to do if bernie sanders loses?

i need you to think about that now. i need you to not be surprised when it happens. i need you to not put all your hopes in one basket.

you think the gop won’t be pouring all their resources into this election? you think the superpacs and the koch brothers and the oil lobbyists won’t be throwing their money at ballot boxes until they spit out the result they want? you think the rich and powerful and conservative won’t be bringing their best game? 

they will, and if we don’t work twice as hard as they do– no matter who the democratic nominee is– we are fucked.

i need you to be okay with the idea of hillary clinton being president of the united states, and i need you to make peace with that before she wins the primaries, so that you’re prepared and ready to campaign for her with all your might if she’s the democratic nominee.

because i honest-to-god believe this country will not survive another four, eight, twelve years of a republican administration.

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You’re built to destroy

                               you can never  

                                                belong 

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Right so let me kick this off by saying how floored I am to be at this number. I have been roleplaying almost two and a half years this july and all I can say is I never expected it to come this far. Rumple has been my fave character since season 2 I just adore him, more then words can express. I never ever thought I would role-play as him ever in a million years. I always told myself nope too hard and complicated not gonna happen. Then last march I took the plunge made a sideblog and I have been playing him ever since. I never expected him to really take off ever and here I am a year and three months later and he is my main and strongest muse. 

I want to personally thank each and every single person who has role-played with me on Rumple where it be when I first began, two months ago or even just today I want to thank you, from the bottom of my heart. There are two very special people I need to thank for where I am today but sadly they are no longer in my life. They still deserve to be recognized and so I put in this special word for them. You know you are and I will never forget you. 

Every single person who follows me, I want to thank you as well, without you guys reading and following my shit I wouldn’t be here so I thank you so much for that, so so very much. I know I’m not the most quickest replier and I’m sorry but I get too things eventually and I hope it makes up for it, I really do.

And lastly I have to thank my very best friends and people I just really hella adore. 

valorousbeauty / wickedandgreen - Ava, my sister and my twin for life. You helped me through my darkest most troubling hours and I want to thank you for that. For without you I would not have stuck around this place. Much love to you my darling sis never ever change. I hope to meet you one day by visiting you in Toronto, it will happen, I will make sure.

sureashellaintlost/ saviorofprophecy / ofstarkasm - My darling Amaye your my best friend and practically my other half in very way. We may have only known each other maybe a few months but I already adore you and love you too bits. You are that kinda person who I would trust with my entire life. I could literally place my life in your hands and know you would protect me. You always know how to make me laugh and kill me with feels and I love you for that. You Maye Maye are strong & beautiful and I love you so much. Never change ever <3

ofsaviourisms - My beautiful Jackie. Jackie my dear you are my role-play soulmate and one of the best kinds of people I have run into on this website. Your strong caring and always know how to help me when I’m down. You give the greatest advice and you are just so good to me. My face always lights up when I see you message me. Never change my sweet. One day I will come visit you in Cali and we shall storm Disney Land together and have the greatest  time of our lives. I will make this happen, I will!

crumblingdisguise - Christina, well damn girl you know I love you. And not just because you ship my boyz, but that might be part of it lol. Your amazing tbh. You always storm my Skype at ungodly hours of the night with random shippy feels that make me squeal. I love every single idea you bring forth and I just adore your portrayal of Hook to the high heavens. I swear I light up like a Christmas tree every time to reply. I’m sorry I’m so fucking slow with our things and I hope my feels make up for it when they do get replied to hehee. Your amazing and I hella adore you I do.

chippedbravery / unexpectedhappyendings - I can’t forget my Bae Laura now could I? this girl is one of the sweetest and most precious human beings I have ever met. You will go to hell and back to protect your friends and I adore that about you. You are not afraid to stand up for what you believe in or call people out for their bullshit. Promise to never change and be your beautiful and amazing self. I love you so much my dear and I’m thrilled to call you friend <3

onehaleofagirl / rustyhxlo - Terri man omg, idek if I tagged this right you my dear are on a new blog every single fricken day and its unreal on your muse count. But I kinda love that about you? you have so many OC’s and they are all so original and I just love that, means you have a good imagination and I look for that in people. I think it gives life a better perspective tbh and I thank you for bringing that spark of happiness into my life. I thank you so much for all you have done for me. Your an amazing friend and I adore you to pieces <3

 honorablepirate - Maddie JFC I can’t forget you. I have known Maddie Gods its gonna be two years this august or so. Maddie is that friend I have, and what that friend is that no matter how long you go without speaking they can just pop into your inbox one day and your still like as close as ever. I go days without speaking to you girl, but when we do speak its like we never ever stopped. But perhaps we should change that, and talk more. Your an amazing person and I adore you to the ends of the earth <3

And last but certainly not least

literallygold - Max omg I’ve know you about a week not even maybe? and I have never felt like I have known someone so long who I just met then I have you. We hit it off right away bonding over the space baes. I finally have someone to rant to with feels and I just really really need that. Not to mention you ship all my ships, we loath the same people and we both have the same NOTPs as far as I’m concerned this friendship is Destiny…..seee hahaaaha I can make puns too, see what I did there lol. Your amazing and I adore you hehe stalked you for quite sometime as you know. I want to thank you for all the help you have give me over the past few days in regards to all the OOC drama I have had to deal with it means a lot. Stay amazing!

MUN VIDEO  

So in honour of my 620 followers I would like to do something special for you guys and since I’m rubbish at giveaways ( I still owe from my last one whoops ) I’m gonna do a video instead. In this video I will answer any and all questions about myself, roleplaying or another topic you guys want to ask about.

I have no set date for this video, but it won’t be for a while. I want to give you guys time to send in questions. I will answer anything really, and I’ve been told I give great advice so even ask me for advice if you like!

When sending in questions be sure to mark them as mun video so I know what they are for that, otherwise I will assume they are for Rumple, unless they are obviously directed at me. Though I might answer through ask so please state if the ask is for the mun video.

And thats it really! thank you guys for following me it means the world you keep me here and I adore you all *kiss kiss* and much love to you all. I hope to see some questions from you all in my ask box!

~ Cally

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forgotthecinnamonx replied to your post “outofenvy⊱ ^ My muse is crying because I     have too much work to...”

We miss yooooou! *hugs*

*hugs* Aw thanks I miss you too!! I shall be back very soon! :)

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outofenvy⊱ ^ My muse is crying because I     have too much work to reply to anyone 

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&; U P D A T E ——

outofenvy⊱ Hi there! I apologize for not being on these past few weeks. Since I decided to take all humanities and film this year and it is now time for end of the year projects I have had a ridiculous amount of essays and I am directing a film, so I haven’t had a lot of free time. I’m not going on hiatus or anything, but I know for sure the next few weeks I will be slow with replies because of work, but any free time I have will be for sure spent on here. Only a few weeks before I will have time to be on a whole lot. Sorry for the wait <3 - A

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wickedandgreen Look baby!

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oh my gosh our cute babies <3

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&; H E A D  C A N O N ——

So I’ve been meaning to write this since Sunday, but I haven't gotten time this week so far to get on here. Basically what I want to talk about, and maybe somewhat remedy with a head canon, is the reasons why the Zelena in the canon AU this Sunday did not sit well with me. First off, Zelena was not engaged to Robin in the AU because HE was her happy ending, it was because DESTROYING REGINA’S HAPPY ENDING was her own happy ending- or at least that’s what Zelena thinks it is. But I don’t think Zelena had any say in Isaac’s story, if I’m not mistaken. So perhaps the fact that Zelena was engaged to Robin had nothing to do with her own happy ending, but rather she was used by Isaac to hinder Regina’s happy ending. If it had been her happy ending I would have had an issue with this. 

First of all, I understand that Zelena would think that being with Robin would be her happy ending, because it would get in the way of Regina’s happiness, and not for the reason that she is in love with Robin. But if Zelena really was living out her happy ending, than presumably she would have had a happy childhood - she would have known no rejection, no failure. So if these things were true, if she did have a happy life, than she would have not acted so envious and childish whilst Regina was injured. Every envious and self-absorbed tendency Zelena has is shaped by the intense pain of being rejected at every opportunity. It can be argued that perhaps she is just an innately jealous person, and that is true, but not to the extent that she would turn green because of Regina’s injury during her wedding. I mean, I know that she would be jealous, but if she were not abused emotionally and discarded her entire life I don’t believe she would have reacted so intensely, as her past greatly effects her character in my eyes.

So finally this brings me to my headcanon: Zelena’s life had not been entirely happy in the AU. She had still been raised by her alcoholic, abusive father and had been excluded and feared because of the strength her magic while growing up in the Enchanted Forest ( she definitely has her magic since her skin turned green) . The details of her past will alter depending on the thread I am writing in the verse: ‘bride to be’. But to clarify, I will be rping the Isaac’s book AU as though it had not been Zelena’s happy ending, and as though she had still suffered in her past. 

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yourjilliangraham:

Jillian sighed in relief at her words and Emma walked inside the cell. “It’s gonna make the green go away” Jillian said softly. As Emma came in she took Jillian’s hand and hesitantly took Zelena’s as well. Jillian watched the savior focus with closed eyes and looked up at Zelena. She watched a green smoke begin to float over her head and the green in her skin begin to fade. She couldn’t imagine how scared Zelena was right now, so while she kept a hold on Emma’s hand she grabbed Zelena’s as well and felt her heart skip. She watched the magic Sombre her head grow as the green in her skin faded fully away and suddenly the magic flew inside her. She gasped loudly and dropped to her knees as if she had all the breath knocked out if her. She panted as she felt something unfamiliar pulse inside her and she shivered. There was a piece of Zelena inside her.

The moment that Emma’s hand touched her own Zelena desperately wanted to pull away. The urge to run was almost too much. There was an overwhelming fear pounding in her ears, magic still twitching at her finger tips  as she resisted the urge to throw the blonde woman away from her. Why had she’s agreed to do this? Why in any realm would she give up the one thing that she could always depend on, that made her resilient, that made her worth something. Her chest was seizing tightly, and she held her breath as she looked up to find a route of escape. Yet she found something else instead, a warm, familiar gaze that immediately calmed her. Jillian. That was the answer to her question. That was why she was doing doing this. She took a composing breath as Jillian took her hand, closing her eyes tightly.

She could feel her power leaving her, the gentle thrumming slowly fading. she cringed in fear, and through her haze of apprehension she felt Jillian’s hand slip from her own. Once the thrumming had dissolved into an eerie stillness, she let go of Emma’s hand and leaned against the wall, breathing heavily.There was no energy pushing her on, no upper hand on those around her - she felt weak. Exposed and vulnerable. Opening her eyes, she glanced down. Jillian was on her knees, panting. “Jillian?” She would have moved closer she hadn't felt so tired. Her now pale hand was shaking as she placed in on Jillian’s shoulder. “Are you alright?”

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"Stop being so jealous"

        “You think I’m JEALOUS?”                  A laugh follows the mocking                   incredulity  of   her  question.

         “Of what exactly? — Certainly            not  your  skills  of perception. ”

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I have a very childlike rage, and a very childlike loneliness.

Richey Edwards (via wordsnquotes)

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outofenvy⊱  Like  this  for  a  short starter set in tonight’s episode’s AU!

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ducklingturnedswan replied to your post “{ OKAY BUT BABY NEAL WAS BORN IN SB SO WHERE WAS HE THIS ENTIRE TIME??...”

we think it was the rumbelle baby?

{ Yeah, I thought so too- but the author said that Henry was left behind because he was born in a non-magical world - but then again I guess SB does have magic. }

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{ OKAY BUT BABY NEAL WAS BORN IN SB SO WHERE WAS HE THIS ENTIRE TIME?? }

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cos we all just tether ourselves to the ultimate darkness to save our platonic lady pals

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outofenvy⊱ *is scared about what’s gonna happen to zelena and rumbelle this episode*                      prayer circle