my sad mind

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I'm in love with a man that doesn't exist.

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Another day of being ignored.

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I hate my life.

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I just want to feel like someone wants me.

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I don't know why.

At some point he just stopped caring about me.

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If a man doesn't hold himself to the same standards that he holds you?

He's not a man, he's a boy.

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I let go of the wheel, and now I know where I stand in your life.

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If I'm such an amazing catch why do you always let me go?

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When a man wants you, he'll come after you.

Never chase a man.

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Whatever happiness you’re looking for, you can’t have it, it’s not real. It was just a dream, a mirage. They sold you a fairytale to make life seem worth living . . .

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How refreshing it would be to return to the void.

Next life I want to be someone exciting.

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Is there anything left to do on this planet?

Or can I go now?

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Perhaps I didn't want him to begin with.

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I can't even feel the pain anymore.

It's just emptiness. Nothing. Zero.

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I can't think of anything I want in this life.

I've completed everything interesting.

There's nothing left but pain.

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I want to return to the void.

I'm not afraid anymore.

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You abuse me and then when I emotionally close off, you attack, and want me to take care of your emotions??