you know what gets me about lord of the rings? evil is defeated by people who choose to fight against it without possessing absolute, or even very much, conviction that they can actually win. all the converging story threads that lead to the happy ending are carried out by people who are far, far more convinced that they will fail than that they will succeed, who had only the frailest, most foolish hope, who had blind faith and frequently wavering hearts not peace or ease or certainty.
middle earth isnât saved because no one faltered or came close to despairing or who sank to their knees in weary defeat. itâs not saved by pride or conviction or even strength. itâs saved because enough people do what they have to do even if they have to do it in the darkness. in the dust. with the ashes of hopelessness and bitterness in their mouths. because enough people took another step. Frodo, Sam, Gandalf, Aragorn, Theoden, Boromir, Faramir, Merry, Pippin. And many donât. For every hero there is someone who gives into the âreasonablenessâ of despairâSaruman, Denethor, Grima, even Gollumâbut enough. Enough people said âit doesnât matter if we lose, I will keep fightingâ and then they do.
And that GETS me. It is the most hopeful thing about the lord of the rings to me. There is so much that sums up its spirit, so many beautiful quotes and moments, but to me itâs never been the most famous of the quotes about hope and love that hit me hardest but a line from the films. Before the battle for minas tirith, one of the soldiers says âwe cannot defeat the armies of Mordorâ and Theoden answers âno. but we will meet them in battle nonetheless.â
And IâThat is the spirit that leads to the conquering of evil when it comes down to it, when weâre talking about the part played by humanity alone in the fight against evil. Not the conviction youâre going to win, not farsightedness into a perfect future, not perfect inner peace or certainty. But acceptance of the real possibility of defeat, of that defeat being more the reality, the future, of your life than the victory, and then doing the damn thing anyway because goodness is worth fighting for even if you lose.
