[shmwrites]

i fear that

i am

both

too much

yet

not enough

even at my best i’m a mess.

[nobunny88]

[1000drawings]

by Jone Bengoa

[camarstore]

[micahulrichdraws]

I’m your fool, baby.

[partydrugs]

Nadia Maria

[wildlydreaming]

Shit tumblr

I haven’t been on here in some while. Let me just say, my heart has been shattered this year. Year 25 has been the toughest year of my life. I have tried getting over a relationship that I thought was meant to be, and I have been hurt all at the same time. A shattered heart and a full docket has not been easy by any means. Personally, when I love, I luuuv, so it has been difficult to keep on keeping on, as people say. Also, I just found out my ex is in another relationship which once again is difficult because when I love, I fucking love. I was told in passing about this new relationship and I have so many questions that can’t be answered right now. I thought I was good until this point. I thought I got some closure a few months ago, realizing that things were “different.” Talking about this issue helped, it really did. Now I just want to know who this crazy person is that has replaced me. I sort’ve want to judge her and compare myself to her but I know that wouldn’t help anyone so I’m glad she hasn’t been paraded all over social media (ex (if you can really call us that) hates posting personal shit). Essentially, I as well hate it but tumblr is like a diary and I dont know anyone on here, right?

As an FYI, people of the world, don’t go out to dinner/lunch with ex’s, its not worth it. lol All I have to say is FUCK.

[heartsnmagic]

[notaudrey2009]

[belgiandad]

From VSCO

[sleepin]

[timbllr]

[flitterling-deactivated20141007]

[timbllr]

Speed by Misha Rudnikov

[love-personal]

[refurbthecat]

[gingerrgirl]

“Cheeeeese!”

[garoto-seex]