Beautiful Chaos

[weaksorry]

i love thinking about u 

[wildperfectionism]

I’m that girl that’s always a good time.

That girl that’s always down for anything.

That girl that’s great fun, nothing serious.

You cuddle me, talk to me, kiss me, hold me,

You held me so close.

I’m that girl that’s always good enough to fuck,

Never love.

Always a great time, never enough to actually keep you around though.

I’m just that one fun night, you tell your friends about at parties.

Never the one you bring home to meet your family.

I’m that girl that’s “so amazing” but you’re “just not ready for anything serious”

Why do I even bother at this point?

It’s hopeless.

I’m that girl that you’ll always fall for but never fall in love with.

[fridayyythe13th]

[h]

[neonsamurai04]

[esdeline]

[sydneywittmann]

[sleeplessintokyo87]

To all the lonely hearts out there.

[winterfellis]

[chanel-tiger]

[573p5]

[danger]

[destroymylife]

[wildperfectionism]

You’re the best, you’ve been amazing to me and I thank you for that. But I don’t think you’re the type of person I want to spend the rest of my life with.

[1980vibes]

[wildperfectionism]

Every night I’ll think of you.

I’ll think of your smile and the way your dimples always facinated me.

I’ll think of your laugh and how it made my heart skip a beat whenever I heard it.

I’ll think of your voice and the butterflies it gave me.

I’ll think of your golden heart and how sweet it is.

I’ll think of your beautiful soul and how pure it is.

I’ll think of you every day, every hour, every minute and every second.

You’re everything to me and you occupy every inch of my mind.

For you I’d give anything.

For you I’d do anything.

For you, anything for you.

And I’ll always do it with a smile on my face to make sure that you’re happy, because your happiness means the world to me.

You’re everything to me and I’ll never understand how, but I know for a fact that as long as you’re mine every luxury in this universe will never be enough compared to your love.

You are my one and only.

My one true love.

My everything.

My love.

My heart.

My golden heart.

[wildperfectionism]

Oh god oh god I wanna feel again.

I used to always pray that I turn to stone, to never feel pain or remorse but now that I’ve found something...someone worth feeling for; my heart is so cold it can’t get warm.

I want to have hope in my heart for more than a second without my mind shattering it into a million pieces. I want to feel it all again.

I feel so cold, so empty inside, it’s like no matter how hard I try, all I feel is the deafening silence of your absence. Please help me feel again.

Sometimes when you hold me and it’s just us, only the tranquil sounds of hearts beating in synonymy fill the room. I feel warm. My heart feels warm. Just a little bit. It confuses me, scares me, comforts me and joys me. Then you let go.

What’s the point of burying yourself in someone’s arms every night, only to find that one day you’ll be sleeping alone? I picture the days passing by with me wrapped up in your embrace, then one day, I’m alone. I feel your presence there but somehow I’m still cold, I can’t feel your arms around me but I still feel your body pressed against me. You’re there but you’re not. How can I sleep all alone now?