Hello. I've been watching your "Shared Beliefs AU" and I have the need to strangle your takes on Susie and Kris.
Also, just wanna ask, if canon and your AU characters meet, what would happen? ...and how violent would canon Kris and Susie's reaction to "Dusty"'s treatment be?
Thank you for reading :3
If the AU characters met their originals...
I don't know for sure! But I have it in mind for a bonus pannel, so we will know when we get to it! I bet it will be super tragic thought!
Misplaced virtues au prequel thing ( part 1 ) (this is long I warn )
GODS this took a while- and I need to make a second part lol- that one will be fun
Enjoy a glimpse at my Aus Truthless recluse and Scorched Lily just before disaster strikes :)
Synopsis: Lily suffers Wishcraft Exhaustion and threatens to nom everyone! Thereâs only one thing to do in a situation like thisâŚ
(Note, takes after the Displaced Flower and just after [SPOILERS].)
This is canon, yes.
I wanted to make something quick to clear my head, and these doodles made by @potatotato-26 helped a LOT in that regard.
I own nothing.
Anyways, enjoy!
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âUm, White Lily Cookie.â Pure Vanilla Cookie said, concerning coloring his voice as he tried to reach out to his dearest friend.
âMhhhhâŚâ was all his closest friend could mutter -more like growled, really- in her corner of the building.
âDo you⌠require rest?â He pressed on, not wanting to let her current state deter him.
âNggrrrrâŚâ was the only response she gave.
âOh dearâŚâ Pure Vanilla Cookie muttered, somewhat perturbed by what he was currently witnessing. Though he had heard the stories from White Lily Cookieâs lips upon her return (something that will never leave his nor his friendsâ minds, for better or worse), but still seeing it in person was⌠unsettling.
Most certainly not what theyâd like White Lily Cookie to be, after all that sheâd-
âHey, donât worry about it, Vanilla.â The voice of Siffrin Cookie suddenly said, piercing through the turbulent thoughts of the Ancient of Truth. âGot just the thing to help Lily out. Gimme a sec.â With that, Siffrin Cookie walked off, leaving him alone with White Lily Cookie.
âGrrrâŚâ came once more from White Lily Cookieâs mouth, slightly crouched over and staring at a still intact wall. (That battle surprisingly did little to the Vanilla Kingdom⌠shame it couldnât be said for the conference room). Whether it was in response to overhearing Siffrin Cookieâs words or simply on her instincts, it made little difference. Her horns, newer additions that came about from her rebirth, ones which you never found any issue with, fumed as well as sparkled with the new addition of small, incandescent stars, glistening like glass shards. The same notable shimmer that was found spread across her dough. Those stars, a somewhat hauntedly enchanting addition, and yet another scar of what White Lily Cookie endured.
âCraft Exhaustionâ, as Odile Cookie had explained it, was the result of âexpending oneâs natural Craft reserves to dangerous levels, such as nutrition and sleep results including exhaustion, hunger, and mood changes.â Thankfully, recovery would simply require rest and a good restock on âCraftâ and mayhaps mana as well.Â
Only, White Lily Cookie had been through far more than simple âExhaustionâ from what her stories and scars told.
And currently, the fact was Lily did not at all seem in her right mind to move as a result of using that âForbidden Craftâ in that fight. She seemed to react towards everything around her mainly by⌠biting. Golden Cheeseâs wing and Hollyberryâs arm were both nearly nommed on when they tried to touch her. No jam was spilled, but her volatile state made it difficult to help.
And now, White Lily Cookie simply stands alone in that corner. Like a scared, cornered animal.
It was. Not ideal circumstances to be in.
Suddenly, Siffrin Cookie came back⌠holding Bonnie Cookie? They looked somewhat confused⌠but not as bothered.
âHeyya Lily.â Siffrin Cookie said causally as the white robed Cookie approached the still on edge White Lily Cookie, little one in their hands.
âGrrrrâŚâ
âFigured you might want them, after everything,â they said, ignoring the somewhat dangerous growl and stare and continued walking closer. âYou didnât really get a chance to say âhelloâ when everything happened, soâŚâ As they trail off, White Lily Cookie suddenly slacks somewhat. Still on edge, and yet... not hostile either.
Siffrin Cookie then gently places Bonnie Cookie in front of White Lily Cookie. Who almost immediately responded by taking them into her arms.
Itâs⌠rare to see White Lily Cookie be this close to someone. âOnly GingerBrave was about as close,â you mentally recall.
Very slowly, White Lilyâs arms grasps Bonnie Cookie into a hug. It was then that Bonnie Cookie then looked up, their youthful grin like a beam of sunshine into the vacant eyes of your dear friend.
âYou back, Li?â they cheerfully chirped.
âYouâre. BackâŚâ White Lily Cookie rasped out as the smoke began to recede considerably. The vacant eyes began filling with the deep red you recall as they softened somewhat. And almost immediately afterwards, tightened her hug on young Bonnie Cookie as if they were going to disappear any second.
âYup!â was slightly coughed out from the dough-breaking embrace.
âYouâre backâŚâ White Lily Cookie repeated, and you didnât need your Soul Jam to tell the cascade of emotions behind it.
âTold ya it works, Vanillia!â Siffrin Cookie exclaimed, a cheeky smile you try not to retch at aimed at you without malice. âNo-Bonnie can resist the Bonnie!â They joke.
âAh, hahaâŚâ you lightly chuckle. That was pretty good, actually. Definitely needing something after all that happened.
Bonnie Cookie however looked somewhat annoyed, but didnât seem to say much else, given they were still receiving their hug. Siffrin Cookieâs cat-like smile never faded, even in the face of that. Somewhere on the other side of the destroyed room, you could hear the hearty laughter of someone else. Reminds you a bit of Hollyberry Cookie.
âHmmm. At least she seems open to moving.â you said carefully, slowly approaching your dear friend.
âRrrâŚâ White Lily Cookie growled, aggression spiking and moving Bonnie Cookie slightly away from you. Siffrin Cookieâs smile suddenly became strained at that. âDonât. Touch.â
You couldnât help but sigh. You really hope you can help White Lily Cookie get some rest soon. You have a long day ahead of you.
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Yup, hope you all enjoyed that.
And I am very much aware of how many half-spoilers I showed by writing this.
I do not care. I hope ya'll enjoyed the power of friendship versus this traumatized flower girl.
See you guys next time, cause, hopefully, we can finally get into what this story is really about
:D
Until next time, check out the first chapter in this tale of a displaced Flower.
đŹ 0  đ 19  â¤ď¸ 76 ¡ The Displaced Flower and the Saviorsâ Youngest (aka Bonnie The Kid Finds White Lily Cookie) ¡ Concept by @potatotato-26 a
Have you consider an ISaT x Look Outside crossover where Sif is immune to the Visitor's gaze for (UNITY ENDING SPOILERS), but has to watch the horrors tm while crashing at Sam's appartment?
omg hey hey howdy!
You're my first ask ever! Sorry it took so long to get to you, I was so excited then I overthought how to answer and then I burnt myself out!
Now, let's think about how a crossover or something could work...
In Stars and Time and Look Outside are, on a fundamental level, two completely different realities. One operates on a world that is very much like our own, but an eldritch monstrosity from outer space begins to warp and twist the world and all who gaze upon it. The other is a world where manipulation of time is possible, and wishes can be granted by the universe itself to the point where an entire country was erased from everyone's mind, and every human is unable to view color, only shades.
What then, happens if one from one reality crosses over into another?
Do the rules of ISaT apply to Siffrin if he's in the Look Outside universe, or do the laws of that reality warp the world around him? If Sam is in Dormont, would he be able to gaze upon the forgotten Country and see the world's colors?
It's certainly something to consider.
Let's pretend that the rules of one world must stay in that world. Siffrin crosses over into Canada before or during the events of Look Outside.
This could happen to a Siffrin unable to escape the loops, perhaps someone's wish gone awry. Knowing what Siffrin's true wish was, it might not be by his own volition.
Regardless, Siffrin now needs to come to the terms that,
1. He can perceive shades AND colors, which alone could be a huge mindfuck.
2. He can't use crafts as he did before - and must rely on this world's items and techniques. Due to the truth of the Visitor, though, he could find a way to delude Craft into reality - or if the Universe hasn't fully abandoned him, he might be able to fight. (He is powerful, he may be strong enough to take on most bosses on his own.)
3. His friends - or actors - are no longer by his side. He's alone in this strange, decaying world.
4. He cannot loop. If he dies, he dies.
And whatever is happening doesn't seem to affect him, but it affects anyone who looks outside in this world. Without a proper support system, he might just break down.
Though, upon meeting others, I'm sure the Astronomers would be quite fond of him.
After all, our Star Boy here knows so much about the stars and space, he might be sent here to help save the world..! Maybe.
Siffrin could just stare down the Visitor and challenge it. It wouldn't go so well, though.
Siffrin might not be too thrilled about who he's adventuring with, since all of the grotesque horror and this old unemployed guy who wants to date a mushroom doesn't know how to relate to his own situation. Plus, all of these warped and twisted things just make him want to... well, he certainly misses the old play he was trapped in. At least it made sense.
All in all, though, it would be a really cool AU that people should consider! How Siffrin arrives, how he survives, and what ensues with Siffrin's interference. I encourage people to write about it, it would be a great fic idea!
Synopsis: The Saviors have collected all the Orbs and have begun their trek to Dormount. Unfortunately, a surprise encounter with a Sadness finally leads to a slightly different outcome. For both the Flower, and her human compatriates.
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Okay.
Wow.
This should NOT have taken as long as it did. And honestly, I will most certainly be more careful about going overboard in the future. But I have a story I wish to say, and I wish to tell it. Anyways, brace yourselves and enjoy this emotional behemoth.
TW: body horror, blood, descriptions and depictions of open wounds, trauma, grief, emotional breakdown, small comforts, .
All the incredible art was done by @potatotato-26. The initial concept would never been possible without them, nor @sherllockholems.
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You never believed, under any circumstances, youâd do something like this.
ăNO NO NO! IâM NOT LEAVING YOU!ă
Even in your wildest dreams, risking your life, for one who consumes your Cookie brethren. And perhaps the most laughable thing, in all of this?
ÂŤPLEASE! YOU HAVE TO RUN!Âť
Youâd never believe, of all the things youâd say, were the words reminiscent of that day of your life. How ironic, speaking to them just like one of those poor, lost Cookies. Swallowed so callously.
Yet werenât you as well?
*-!*
The pain still stings your body as you manage as you snap back to reality for a moment. And you are left to stare ahead at your foe. A terrible Tristee, far grander and towering over you than any previous encounter so far. Not even the one in Bondue was as large as this one.
However, you canât fail now-not with so much on the line! Gritting your teeth through your sore and aching dough, you raise your staff again to cast another spell-
*RRRIIPPP!*
Ah.
Time slows down as the beast tears through your biggest summoned roots like paper, its claw moving faster than you can ready another spell. You canât even run or dodge. Because you lured the Tristee away from Bonnie and into this dead end in a sea of trees.
As its claw inches ever closer, your long life flashes for just a moment. Scenes fly by: Your time at Blueberry Academy. Your time traveling the EarthBread. Claiming the Soul Jam of Freedom. Traveling to the Witchesâ Banquet. Reawakening in the Silver Kingdom. Reuniting with Pure Vanilla. Separating again. Meeting Bonnie and the Saviors. Traveling with them. And just todayâŚ
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ăAlright everyone. Weâll have to exercise EXTREME prudence here. The Tristesses in this forests are rummored to be⌠highly dangerous.ă Mirabelle warned, her voice more tense than usual.
ăNo problem, Mira! ForĂŞ-ste assured, weâll be extra careful on lookout here!ă Siffrin says with his usual carefreeness. Laughter from Isabeau shortly follows, coupled with groans from everyone else.
You lightly sigh once more from your spot in the carriage, shaking your head at the Rougeâs ever poor display of âpunsâ. If they should be called that. Youâve been getting better at the Vanguardian language over the past couple of days. But it never hurts to have a refresher on it. You gently cough into your arm, getting Bonnieâs attention.
ăHuh? What is it, Li?ă Bonnie asks.
You motion your head over to where the Rouge, Siffrin, and Isabeau, still laughing, were situated. By the way their eyes bulge, Bonnie doesnât take long to connect the dots.
ăHUH?? You wanna know what CRABINâ pun Sif just said???ă Bonnie exclaimed, loud as always. So loud. After the wince, you manage to nod, a small pleading smile on your face as you continue looking up at them.
ăUuughh⌠I REALLY donât wanna thoââŚă Bonnie groaned, still dragging their feet on this subject. Even so, you had to understand what it was you missed. Itâs important!
You looked up at Bonnie once more, a slightly bigger glint to your eyecing. Bonnie, in turn, pouted harder. It was a practical tug of war between the two of you. Admittedly, it was starting to get rather heated.Â
ăBoniface? Lily?ă Mâdame Odileâs voice suddenly intervened, the deadlock broken as the two of you looked over to where the taller humaine was standing.
Oh Crumbs.
She looked⌠rather miffed.
ăCare to explain why the two of you were in the middle of a staring contest.ă It was not a question.
ăNothinâ. Just Li beinâ a crab is all.ăBonnie grumbles. You canât help but wince slightly at that.
âIt was nothing, Mâdame Odile.â You lie. You wonder if your attempt at hiding your failure was flimsy. Given the side-eye she was giving the both of you as she turned back around, you doubt it.
Silence reigns for a few moments more as you try your best to look⌠in any direction that wasnât the Saviors, really. You begin clutching your staff, trying to shake off any lingering thou-
ăâFore-estâ. Cuz its like the big âforestâ wit âreztâ of as-sure-ince.ă
You blink and absentmindedly look up again. You see a slightly uncomfortable Bonnie looking down at you. And you are immediately filled with a familiar regret.
âAh?! Bonnie there was-â You frantically begin to apologize.
ăShaddupâŚă they quietly grumble.
You flinch, ignoring the blush that was forming on Bonnieâs face. Their eyes werenât meeting yours. You feel your dough go numb.
You're⌠fairly certain you went and broke something, havenât you, Itâs not that big of a surprise, actually. Itâs what you do best after all. Looking deep enough into things you shouldnât, and eventually-
ăLI!!!ă
The shout.
Wrestles you away from your thoughts. âY-Yes!â you spit out. Turning back up again, you see Bonnie looking, concern plastered on their face. âIs something the matter?â
ăYou were mutterinâ⌠like, a lot.ă Bonnie suddenly said, and you canât help but like you need to slap yourself for the display. However- ăHey, are yo-ăÂ
You cannot let a child apologize for making you feel upset, you worthless- âIâm fine, Bonnie, truly!â You say through strained dough, hoping to placate them. âStill, I am thankful you explained⌠and-â
ăLiâŚă Their only response. Their Eyes were downcast. The disappointment was clear as the morning sky.
Once more, you find yourself silenced.
How could you?
You.
Fail.
To say.
A thing.
Silence is the only thing you can hear as your eyes trails away from the child humaine you made sad. Looking back ahead you see the other Saviors glancing back at you. Making you feel smaller. You canât meet any of them. Definitely not the Ro-Siffrin. You canât leave so you just.
JustâŚ
You just⌠close your eyes.
You can make it up to Bonnie later.
Once this feeling passes.
Once this-
CRASH!
!!!
A terrible noise tears you away, moments later, a ferocious cry echoes throughout the forest. Only seconds later do you feel wind rushing against your dough. The feeling of being violently shaken as you grasp on for dear life against the abominable prison youâve been placed under.
âBonnie, what-?!â
ăCRABCRABCRABCRAB-!!!ă Is all you can hear Bonnie say as they are clearly in distress, eyes locked forwards-
And just beside their head, something explodes. You raise your arm besides you in shock, and do your best to ignore the screaming as something tightens in your dough.
Despite the sudden stakes, you manage to get a glance at what was chasing after Bonnie (and by extension, you.)
To say it was ginormous would be an understatement. And to say it was a monstrous blob-thing made of eyes and tentacles, its substance constantly bubbled upwards, was another thing.Â
From what you had seen so far, Tristes appeared more like bizarre little cookie drawings come to life than anything fearsome. They had their dangers, and the substance they were made out of reminded you a bit of the Black Licorice Sea Dark Cacao Cookie battled against for much of his life.Â
You will never get over how the Saviors reacted when you once attempted a âsampleâ of their bodies. Mainly because of the curse, but you still-
CRASH!
ăAHHHH!!!ă
Right, massive Triste. Threatening Bonnie. Pull yourself out of your head now, White Lily Cookie, they need you!
âBonnie! Can you hear me?!â You manage to say, your voice firm yet gentle, despite the stressful scenario.
ăLI?! Y-YEAH, I CAN!!!ă Bonnie replied in the chaos, and despite the fear present in the voice, theyâve already managed to put on a tough front yet again.
âGood! Turn left and head over to those trees, now!â You say, pointing your staff into a denser part of the forest. Bonnie thankfully followed your words to the letter. Their smaller body made it easier to nimbly avoid the trees, and the Triste would take more time to bash through them. Â
BOOM CRASH!!!
Or maybe the beast would have zero regard for its ecosystem and tear it all down to hurt Bonnie Crumbs thatâs loud. Ow.
ăLI, ARE YOU OKAY?!ă Bonnie suddenly asked. That was strange, however. Why did they feel the need to ask her if she was alright? And why did Bonnie sound so far away? More to the point, why did they look a whole lot like GingerBrave for some reason-
Oh.
Feeling the top of her head, her flowered hair in the way, she realized some of her jam was leaking. She had fallen from Bonnie, from her prison and was having some kind of visual hallucination.
Interesting.
ăGhk-! LiâŚ?ă
Bonnie. You can barely hear their voice. But. They're hurt. Because of you.
Jam begins to obfuscate your sight.
You canât let them pay for your mistakesâŚ
Bonnie⌠Can you hear me? you ask. The language you've learned fails you, so you absentmindedly turn to your old tongue instead.
ăLiâŚ?ă They respond, groaning in agony. You feel your jam get hotter at the sound. ăWha⌠wha happenâŚ? Where are you?ă They ask. They are lost. Scared. Alone.
Here. I am safe. But Bonnie⌠please, if you can get up. Leave. I shall⌠stay behind. You say. You are already on your shaking legs, standing in front of where the Tristee will arrive. Your Soul Jam glows verdantly in response.
ăL-LiâŚ? Wha do youâŚ?ă They say again, this time a little louder. Are they getting closer? No. You canât let them-!
ÂŤPlease.Âť You say, forcibly. You donât want someone innocent to get hurt again. Never.
ăNo, no no noâŚă They say again, even louder. How closer are they to you? You canât tell. Its taking everything you have to stare ahead.ăLi, Iâm not leavenâ youâŚă
ÂŤYou canât stay here. It's too dangerous.Âť You will NOT let a child get hurt because of you. Not again.
ăI-I can-!ă They donât understand? Why?! Why must good little souls give up their lives like this?!
ÂŤBONNIE! PLEASE!Âť You canât tear your eyes off the opening- Why must you-? you HAVE to sound cruel! Even though you swore to be better! Please leave, please lea-
ăNO!ă You flinch. You can feel it.
 ăNO NO NO! IâM NOT LEAVING YOU BEHIND!ă Bonnieâs. Never been as loud with you as right now.
They're upset.
When you open your mouth again-
You suddenly smell the scent of burning sugar. It hits you like an avalanche-
 PLEASE! YOU HAVE TO RUN!
ăăSLASH!!! ăă
You hear something. Being torn away. You blink, andÂ
see
Siffrin.
You-
(feel a tug on your stomach-)
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. . .
. . .
. . .
Ooh. Urgh. GuuuhhhâŚ
Your head⌠feels fuzzy. Light. Like. Yeast Spores! Teehee~!Â
You. grasp your head. Head?
Your arm. Feels⌠stickee. Heehee~!
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You. Canât recoll. You feel. You-
What. Exactly where you-?
!
A
witch. A witch is here. A monstrous thing. Made you and your kind brittle and frail and weak and in eternal suffering but
Itâs here? Its. Here. Here. in front of you. Itâshere. Strewn across the table like. Prepared. just Like.
Like a feast~!
You. Canât help but smile~!
How long has it been? Since youâve encountered a witch? But. their here. And if there hear. Maybe. Maybe finallyâŚ
You can learn eeeeveeerythiiiiing you want about Witches!
You smack your lips. You slowly walk towards your meal.
Witches. Witches ate your kin, didn't they? Chowing down like their lives and stories and existences meant nothing?
You are next to their head now. Their⌠strings are all strewn about. Is it hair? You canât tell.
You feel⌠hungry. Why are you hungry?
You. want to see. Need. to see. Why.
Youre next to their head now. All of that. Could be for yourself
You need to know more of this you need to open your mouth wide and swallow every last trace of this Witch and learn everything you can so you
a smell-
Knocks you back. Iron? That⌠doesnât smell.
Smell.
smellsâŚ
Siffrin.
Siffrin is here.
And you-
WHAT WERE YOU DOING???
You fall back. Warm dirt and soft grass is felt prickling your back as you are no longer floating. You clutch the earth around like some anchor in case you start flying again. Your chest rises and falls in small, rapid bursts. But you still feel thoroughly empty. Your left arm is still sticky and odd, and as soon as you're able to feel somewhat stable you try and wipe it off. It's⌠still stuck on.
But that means nothing when you-
When you-
You begin coughing up something. Something wet and tastes like nothing else youâve had before falls out of your mouth. And the crimson stain left on the ground next to you leaves a sight that makes dough go cold.
Oh Witches you think you are actually going to be sick.
You, you tried to-
ăNgghhhhâŚă a low groaning snaps you out of your thoughts.
Siffrin.
Siffrin is still alive.
Oh thank goodness they're still alive but oh Crumbs they are losing Jam fast.
Rapidly, you look around for help and
see nothing. But your staff.
Of course.
You muster a sigh and get back up again. Working your exhausted, brittle legs over time, manage to collect your staff before turning back to climb over Siffrinâs robe. A bit of effort, you manage to get on top of him and get a good look at-
Oh.
Is this⌠what the insides of a humaine looks like?
Something inside you growls. Loudly.
You.
Quietly.
SHOVE that into the deepest parts of your dough as you try and figure out⌠anything of what you are currently witnessing.
Besides the obvious- That is too much jam, it tasted wrong, why did you taste it all, why did it taste so- and the. The opening. With that thing hanging out. I-is this what humaines call an âeyeâ? It resembles a lone, overripe grape, bathed in red and faded blue. But the stem⌠the stem is all strangely âknottedâ together. Strings upon strings that make the rope holding it in place. Out of its place⌠and dangling just out of an empty hole.
This is⌠so strange. These beings truly are so different from you and your kindâŚ
ăGghhhkhh⌠StroooornnnnjeeerâŚă You hear something escape their mouth again. Something weak, submerged and strained and more jam is-
First things first, you need to fix the⌠âeyecingâ. Siffrinâs face alone is a horrid mess to begin with. So.
âBloomâŚâ you mutter, and watch as plants slowly rise from the ground. One by one, each ever-thin vine gets to work. As gently as you can, you grasp the overripe eye, and watch as the vines slowly move Siffrinâs head. You watch the excess jam fall out of Siffrinâs wound until it's all gone before moving it back into place. Ignoring your comrade's mutterings (pleaseforgiveherplease) you push the eye back into the empty socket. Minutes later, you watch as the vines successfully bind themselves. A makeshift gauze. Just to staunch the jamletting.
Alright. The immediate issue is taken care of-
*SPLURT!!!*
-!
Nononono why is this happening?! It should have worked-! Is there something you're missing? Are you doing something wrong? The jam is bleeding through the gauze, the muted green turning that same bright red.
ăMamma⌠Það er sĂĄrtâŚă His voice. Is so weak. And his face. Is even paler than usual, somehow. Why is this happening? This⌠this shouldnât even be happening.
âBloom.â You raise your staff again, summoning more gauze to replace the bad-heâs still failing-! âBloom!â You say it again. Over and over, even though your throat aches and your stomach is now screaming and that ichorâs taste dances on your tongue.Â
âBloom!!â youâre expending your energy reserves faster than the gauze can be replaced. The wound is opening up again and you feel yourself slipping. Your vision is becoming⌠fuzzy. âBloom!!!â But you force it down as you try and save this them because this is all that you-
ăLilllllyyyyyâŚă Your mind goes blank when you hear Siffrin call your name. So weakly, they sound less like an adult. And⌠more like a lost child. Their still function eyecing looks at you when they open their mouth again.
ăĂtla ĂŠg að deyja?ă Something in that question. That voice.
Makes you feel like the unsalvageable scum and failure that you know you are.
And as your sight becomes imperceptible amidst the storm of tears and jam.
once more.
You feel a tugÂ
and from the bottom of your Soul Jam-
on your
wish that Siffrin will turn out alright for you.
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Ugh.
What happened?
Where are you-
-!
Ack- you headâŚ
Everything still feels distant. You feel yourself floating again. Lost adrift in a waterless seaâŚ
You can barely make out anything.
But, whatâŚ
White Lily CookieâŚ
You hear something echo out.
White Lily CookieâŚ
That. Canât be.
White-someone, help us!
What.
Oh please, ****, save us! Please make the *** go away! Help, help!
Ahhhgg.
White Li-oh, please, help! Help us! Make them go away! Please deliver us! Save us! Protect us! White-Deliver us! Deliver us! Deliver us! Lily-!
And see. Mirabelle. Sheâs here? Youâre⌠In her hands.
Itâs warm. You feel dirty.
âOh Change, thank goodness!. Y-you were suddenly muttering to yourself when I thought you were waking up and I thought you were having a nightmare so-so I remember one of the classes I took in tending to babies and Iâm really sorryâŚâ
You barely make out the words⌠(wordsâŚ?) but. Werenât you just⌠in the forest, with someone? Everything else is so fuzzy⌠And if sheâs here, then whereâs-?
. . .
âWhereâs Siffrin?â You manage to say, despite yourself, cutting Mirabelleâs ramblings short.
âLily?â
âSiffrin. Please take me to Siffrin.â You curtly demand. Something inside begins burning, though whether it's pain or determination, you care little at the moment.
âI would like to see Siffrin now.â You say, your eyes now staring straight at Mirabelle, despite all sheâs done.
â. . . Fine. But youâll have to be careful.â Mirabelle hesitantly coincides, but thereâs something in her eyes that she wants to make clear. âYour head was⌠âopenâ. When we found you.â
Whatever fire within you sputters when she says those lines. Doubt creeps into your dough in short order as you raise your hand to your (now bandaged head).
do they know?
You shake your head clear of those thoughts. The fire in you regains its ferocity. Even so-
âI will be fine. Please. A-and thank you.â You say again, your eyecying only brooking the smallest of quarters. You manage to grant the humaine a half-smile for the troubles.
âI-its alright. If it helps to calm you down⌠The others had to go check out some things, so it's just Siffrin right now.â Mirabelle says, her voice still unsteady.
You close your eyecying, for just a moment. The light searing into them⌠hurts. Part of you wants to just slip away into blissful slumber-
âWeâre here, Lily.â
Ah. Curses. You shake your head awake and manage to turn your gaze at Siffrin.
Who is currently in bed. Wrapped in sheets and half his face obscured by wrappings. He looks at you with the one he still has available, and seems a bit put off by something.
You yourself are⌠unsure what to do.
âH-hey, Lily.â âNice to see you⌠up at arms.â Siffrin manages to say⌠with a smirk? What was he-
âSiffrinâŚâ You hear Mirabelle groan.
âY-youâre alrightâŚâ you say, voice slightly strained at the clearly faux smirk adoring his head. It's hard to tell what expression he's making, given half his head is currently obscured.
Siffrin, after a moment, looks at you puzzled âUm, yes? I mean, I made it out alive, didnât I.â He stated plainly. Something about that⌠irks you slightly.
â...Yes, you did.â You began, still quiet. âYet when I found you, you wereâŚâ you drawl off, still unsure how exactly (or if you can even-should you even?) describe the insides of Siffrinâs head for both him and Mirabelle to hear, tempting though it may be.
âUm, the doctor said it wasnât that bad.â Siffrin says. You find your eyecying blinking for a bit before hardening at that statement. Whatever stare you give them has them flinch a bit âA-and, weâre both fine, so I really, nothing else matters?â
Nothing else matters?
Ha.
Youâd laugh, but for some reason, you feel as though youâre still unable to comprehend the joke.
âSiffrin. I-â you stop, realizing you are still being carried in Mirabelleâs arms, and turn to her âWould you please-?â you politely ask, and a small chirp of âoh sorry, please be careful,â has you now standing on Siffrinâs bed. Without your staff, but right now- âI saw you get hurt.â
âBut Iâm fine! Stars, we both are!â Siffrin says again. Thereâs a⌠childishness to his voice that reminds you of something, and right now, it's irking you greatly.
âCrumbs, Siffrin. Your state at the time was⌠was not ideal. No, far from âfineâ, it was⌠absolutely unacceptable.â You quietly spat. Something is itching. âAll because that wretched Tristee nearly⌠you nearly-â You struggle to say it properly. Something is burning.Â
You canât finish what you want to say. Because, bubbling deep insideâŚ
âSiffrin, you nearly crumbledâ was the sentiment her words attempted to convey. And every inch of your dough shudders at the thought as your head turns downwards, towards the sheets, unable to meet Siffrinâs eye.
Taking a deep breath in- âI⌠I was⌠worried you wouldnât make it. Siffrin.â You finally manage to say, in a manner that doesnât offset your stomach. A great, definitive silence overtakes the room as you feel your dough curdle a bit more. After what feels like an eternity⌠You look up at them-
Whyaretheylookingatyouwithaannoyedface?!?!?Â
âSiffrin-!â You barely hear Mirabelle, who clearly shares your frustration, says something more⌠appropriate in your stead. âLily is worried about you! Even though she was passed out, she still came over to see if youâre okay! You can at least show a little concern!â
Concern? You have concern for⌠what are humaines? âŚYes, you believe you do. And somehow. You also have⌠frustrations for them currently too!
âSiffrin. May I please ask⌠whatâs the last thing you remember happening?â You spit out through grit teeth. In response, Siffrinâs face goes⌠blank as their eye drift upwards, clearly trying to reminisce.
âWell⌠we all got scattered when one of those blinding massive Sadnesses jumped us- Isa and Mira went one way, trying to avoid it, me and Odile went another way doing the same thing, and Bonnie with you went running of in another direction, with a Sadness right behind the two of you.â He said, though the last few words were somewhat more bitterâŚ
And your brain freezes upon saying that name.
Bonnie.Â
ăNO NO NO! IâM NOT LEAVING YOU!ă
Ah. How could you forget? How⌠how could you forget? You were so distracted by the current issue you- The person who carried you-confined in you-sheltered you and you. You forgot??? How could you-
â...Though, I guess I did let myself get suckerpunched back there!â you hear Siffrin suddenly cut in with a snicker.
. . .
Witches ABOVE!!!
 âSiffrin, this is-!â
*BANG!!!*
âALRIGHT, STUPIDFRIN, YOU BIG BABY! I GOTSA SOUP FOR YOU!â
. . .
Bonnie is here. Carrying a massive bowl. Of âsoupâ apparently.
âOh, hey Bonbon!â Siffrin speaks nervously, any trace of the irritable affability gone.
âBonnie!â Mirabelle says, somewhat joyfully. Said âjoyâ seemed to be more⌠exuberant than before.
Hah. It seemed she was aware of how⌠heated things were getting between you and SiffrinâŚ
âKay Frin.â Bonnie grumpily said as they placed the bowl right in between you and the Rouge, an pouty hmph adoring their face, âDocks said youse bruised badly, so tis soup is gonna-â
Their temperamental tirade is stopped upon seeing you.
âBon-Bonnie.â You sputter out as the childâs expression darkness considerably in your presence. You suddenly feel yourself shrink in size as time passes by.
âU-uhm, Bonnie, you-â You hear Mirabelle awkwardly try to lighten the tense atmosphere, something Hollyberry Cookie would do sometimes.
âEnjoy the soups, Frin.â they said, eyes not meeting yours or theirs, as they walked off quickly to escape your unwanted presence.
 âW-wait, Bonbo-â Siffrin starts to say.
*SLAM!!!*
Bonnie closes the door harshly on both of them. You see them both wince as the slam has the door creaks open ever slightly by the force behind it.
The silence that follows is most unwelcoming.
ââŚâ Siffrin says nothing, still locked into that desperate expression.
ââŚâ Mirabelle says nothing, eyes looking down at the floor, sorrowful.
ââŚâ and the flower, who always has something to say
has nothing in mind.
Without even breathing, you jump off the bed and land -oof- on the floor.
âLil-â The voice of someone echoes as you rush through the crack through the door.
Everything else in your vision fades as you rush towards them. You run and run and run and
Ah.
There they are.Â
âBonnie!â You call out to them, currently looking out a window, the back of their hat all that was facing you. You must feel more exhausted than you realize⌠Itâs a bit hard to see and youâre taking in deeper gasps of air than you realize as you walk closer to-
âHey lily.â Bonnie mutters out, still not turning to look at you.
Oh, they didnât call you by your nickname. You blink a bit as you slowly approach them. âI-Iâm glad youâre safe and sound.â You stutter as you slowly approach them. âItâs good to see you managed to-â
âGo away.â
Whatever you say next
dies in your throat.
You
feel something burning
take a second to recompose yourself. Youâre not in danger, you're not being carried, and you're certain they're upset at you.
For what? The mushroom? You only attempted that once before Siffrin and Odile pulled you both aside for an informative lesson, but Bonnie seemed bored rather than frustrated.
The arguments with Siffrin? True you were hostile at first, but after that, you and Siffrin made peace! You even try to understand his jokes now!
âŚ
Whether or not you are regretting that decision will be saved for a future scenario after more data has been gathered.
Wait a moment, that must be it! They must be upset after you tried to pry an answer from them when they didnât want to answer, and in a safer environment, theyâve gone back to sulking.
âBonnie,â You sigh. You have to be gentle. Thatâs the only way you can reach an understanding. âits quite alright. Iâm⌠sorry I made you try to explain that joke-â
*BANG!*
âA JOKE?! YOU-!â they hitch as their tiny fist slams against the window sill they were on. You actually stumble back a bit. Theyâve been⌠mad before, but why-?
Ah. They're crying. From their face, droplets of water, small and large alike, form under those rage-filled eyes. Their fists are tight. Shaking. They're upset.
âBonnie. Iâm fine. Nothing's wrong with me. If you're upset with Siffrin, it would make more sense. Theyâve been playing off those injuries-â
âSHUT UP! CRABBINâ SADNESS, JUST SHUT UP!!!â They interrupt you. They're screaming at you, and you're failing to understand why. âNOTHINâ FINE!â
âBut why?â you say to yourself. You rack your brain for anything. But. Nothing comes to mind.
Bonnie says something else. But you canât make out the words. All you hear. Is sniffing and static. And something burning.
â. . . just leave me alone, Lily.â you hear them say. You canât look when they leave your periphery.
. . .
You can make it up to Bonnie later.
After this feeling passes.
Ha.
You ruined it. Just like before.
You just walk. Quietly and slowly. Just walk out the feeling until it passes-
âOh. You⌠came back?â Someone speaks to you.
You find yourself back in Siffrinâs room, and an empty bowl on the side.
Mirabelle isnât there. It's just the two of you.
âH-hey, Lily.â Ah, seems Siffrin noticed you. Their tone seems. More weaker. Then before.
âSiffrin.â You say emotionlessly. Not that you are any different at the moment.
They eye you strangely. But then say nothing. Good. You donât think youâd give a proper response to them right now⌠not if it involves a lot of yelling.
You donât think you want to yell right now.
You just⌠stand there, like a fool. The door behind you is almost nearly closed, but beyond that, not much changesâŚ
Crumbs, the silence is terrible- âS-so, how is your eye?â OH WITCHES WHY START WITH THAT???
You decide to make yourself scarce before Siffrin can open fire at your still fresh, soft wounds- âPfft. Well, eye guess it could be worse-between the black eye that'll leave on my reputation as a partyâs trap-finder and being bedridden with angst over being told to eat soup by a child⌠Iâm doing alright.â you hear what sounds that ought to be⌠something about-
. . .
*sigh* âThatâs⌠certainly good to hear, Siffrin.â You mutter, hand one step on the door frame and ready to pull back to end this conversation.
âWhat about you, Lily?â You suddenly hear something slightly lighter. Your body goes rigid in response.
YouÂ
do notÂ
wish
to answer.
âI am-â
*click*
. . .
âLily? Did you close the door?â The mirthful question echoes in your brain, as you fight the growing urge to slam your head on the door.
Today isnât your day, is it?
âIt seems I did. Apologies, I⌠thought it was prudent to stay for a while.â You so obviously lie to your other (only?) friend. âI⌠didnât wish just to leave you all alone.â You say. Itâs⌠not as big of a lie, at least.
âHuhâŚâ You see them blink. And then⌠red seems to be creeping up their face? âU-uh, thatâs nice. For you, I mean.â They mumble as they begin to hide themselves in their sheets.
Hehee. Thatâs⌠actually rather cute, looking at them like that. Reminds you a bit of some slightly tamed Cake Hounds from back home.
HomeâŚ
Shaking your head to move those memories aside, you look back at Siffrin. Who is looking at you with unneeded concern. âAppologizes, a lot has⌠happened. I must be looking rather foolish right now, no?â It feels more confessional than you wanted. But you swore youâd be better.
They are still looking at you like before. Sadness. And pity. âLily⌠be honest with me.â
You feel the itch in your horns beginning to spike a bit as you blink rapidly at that. âAbout what?â You say, strangled though your throat may be.
âBonnie.â
You canât help but flinch hard at that. What they said is still echoing in your mindâŚ
âAh. Then it's true, is it?â You try and grab your staff-before suddenly remembering that you left it⌠somewhere with Mirabelle. YouâŚÂ
You open you mouth to say something-
âThey hate me, donât they?â they whisper.
And everything just⌠stops.
âWhat?â you say, the spice and pressure no longer threatening to explode inside of your doughy little head.
âAh, stars. I-I didnât mean to ask-I. UgggghhhhâŚâ They are now hiding themselves in their sheets. Like a child.
Pfftt. âWhat⌠exactly do you mean?â You ask, laughter between your words as some of the stress you had built up in your head begins to dissipate.
âPleasedontlaughatmeâŚâ Siffrin also whisper-mutters.
âDo not worry, I am not.â You then solemnly assure them, hoping your off-guard laughter hadnât ruined your attempt at reassurance. You slowly walk up next to their bed⌠even with your new size, youâre still horridly small. âAnd please, I believe having someone to talk to ⌠helps one immensely.â
â. . .â You are unsure if Siffrin actually agrees with your proposal, given the lack of movement in his sheets. Only slow, steady breathing. And admittedly, you are currently attempting something only seen by Pure Vanilla Cookie several times when some Cookies were feeling soggy. And⌠he was able to help when you were feeling down, too.
So, âI⌠truly do wish to talk with you. If you would permit me?â You gently ask, hoping your tone would be enough to get through to them. What was it that Pure Vanilla said? âMy⌠friend?â you ask hesitantly.
A different silence prevails over the room. You can Siffrin breathing a bit faster, but quieter too. You wonder if you may have gone too far in trying to coax them out⌠but you release a sigh you didnât know you held as they come out of their sheets again.
âf-friend?â you heard, like a whisper, They are looking at you with their single eye, and unlike the displayed cockiness that irritated you beforehand, this gaze feels⌠softer. Exposed? At the very least, they seem open now.
Also, deep down- you believe you gained some semblance of camaraderie over your shared times of⌠togetherness? Somewhat small though those moments may have been, because realistically, Siffrin was the only one who helped you out during your⌠admittedly bad âepisodeâ. do not remember the jam You, in turn, helped them out back at that boulangerie the story still echoes within you and what followed allowed you stargaze. Twice! And overall
You were calm.
âUm⌠Lily?â Siffrinâs voice, some small semblance of their âconfidenceâ leaking through again, leaks through the sheets that are slowly dragged off his head. Only one eye remained, and was looking right at you as you met it. âDo you maybe wanna⌠come up for a bit? Stare at the sky, I guess?â
Oh. That. Sounds nice. You suppose. But-
âUm, I believed you said you couldnât-â you start.
âAh, no-wait! What I meant to say- stars, whatwasitagainâŚ?â
âI-I wouldnât mind. Truely, I wouldnât!â You quickly assure him, now aware what the Rouge meant as your eyecying glanced at the only thing above both of you. The eye that locked with yours was now one full of suspicion yet again. A slightly frustrated, but small, sigh escapes your lips before you continue, âIf it helps, I do believe it would be of great help to both of us in clearing our heads.â
ââŚWell⌠okay then⌠itâs not much, butâŚâ Siffrin starts again, very hesitant. But then⌠âIs this⌠alright?â with that, Siffrinâs hand was outstretched towards you, their question escaping their lips.
âYes. I would be delighted to.â you nod, now without trepidation. Slowly, you find yourself lifted by the humaineâs hand. Gently, you land onto the sheets. Which are⌠surprisingly soft? You wonder what material they are made of, but decide against asking.
At the moment at least.
âOkay, justâŚâ Siffrin says as he suddenly starts shimming again. You feel yourself wobble back and forth as they finally stop.
And then, you find yourself gazing upwards. At⌠the ceiling, of all things. So this was what they meant by âskyâ.
âWell, it IS dark out,â you realize as you move your head towards the window. The sun set, and the stars began to come out. Only small creaks of the room, in conjunction to the quiet chirps and croaks of critters dancing through the window create a soothing melody to gaze at.Â
Itâs rather relaxing. Even if the view isn't the best.
You
Feel warmth under you. Siffrinâs warmth. Under you.
âYou said that Bonnie hates you?â crumbsWHY-?!
Siffrin suddenly shivers under you for a moment, and the vibrations give you a sense he is about to drop you out well deserved but then slows. Following that is just⌠a sigh? You feel the disappointment in his breath, and yet it is not directed at you. âYeah.â
Huh?
âW-what do you mean?â you stutter, curiosity alight from this sudden revelation.
The sudden inhalation of air, for some reason, does not settle your nerves.
ââŚLook, Bonb-Bonnieâs⌠upset at me.â they start, their tone not at all upset as youâd expect them to be. But you can hear the self depreciation in every syllable they utter. They way they said Bonnie's name was one you felt sometimes around Pure Vanilla. Guilt. You canât help but wince, and yet, youâre still unsure why they keep saying theyâve made Bonnie hate them. âWhen I saw you and Bonnie running in a different direction-â
You find yourself flinching again, a HEAVY reminder rattles within your dough.
âI blinded it all up. And now they wonât talk to me.â They say candidly, âThey donât like the nickname anymore. But I mean, it makes sense, you got hurt and now they wonât speak to me.â You feel something buzzing in your horns as you notice they arenât even looking at you anymore. Just staring at the ceiling.Â
âAnd⌠I meanâŚâ they slow down considerably, even as the pressure within you grows. Familiar pressure, something from long ago, begins to build up. And then-
ââŚYouâdshouldhatemetoo.â
You donât know why.
But at that moment.
*BAP!*
It explodes.
âLily???â Siffrin said. That distant look was replaced with confusion. And clarity. Granted, it only made sense- âWhyyyyy are you touching my face?â
âSiffrin. I need you to listen to me. VERY closely, can you do that?â you demand, sentences short and blunt.
âUhhhhhhhh yes?â You ignore the blatant hesitancy on his face and continue.
Shivering a bit, you force out the following: âYou are not hated.â
ââŚâ He looks at you for a moment, doubt clear in their single, visible eye. âHow?â he chokes out.
Because youâre just you? Is one thing that pops into your head. It doesnât taste all that real, so instead⌠âBonnie came back for you. With âsoupâ to help you.â You state. âYou donât make that on a dime for someone you hate."
âIt didnât mean anything.â they mutter.
âHow can you be so sure? Did you talk to them?â you immediately counter, feeling warmth creep on your outstretched hand. Something about it makes your stomach grumble. âAnd me, for that matter.â
âBecause⌠âŚbecauseâŚâ Siffrin's voice distracts you as you notice⌠doesnât say anything for a bit. A far away look appears in their eye again, and it's the only solace as you try your best to ignore that growling feeling within you again. âBecause⌠Bonnieâs more your friend than mine.âÂ
What?
âSo you have every right to-â
âSiffrin, I donât!â you find yourself shouting, eyecying wide and something wet and stinging in it, âIâve seen the amount of times theyâve cared for you! The amount of times theyâve fretted over you. Crumbs, almost every time Iâve slept with them, theyâd always talk about you. You⌠you deserve to be with them then a lowly-â the growing becomes somewhat harder as you continue.Â
âNo. Nono wait.â Siffrin stops you. âBonnie was literally THE person who saved you-â
âAnd from what I was told of their joining this party, YOU were the one who saved THEM when they were lost and exhausted.â You counter again. The blush on Sifâs face makes you feel some sense of accomplishment, and helps to aviate the things inside of you.
âBonnieâs blinding smiles WAY more when you're around them.â they say again, with a somewhat frantic tone in their voice.
You open your mouth, hand against the warmth as something red-
ăShaddupâŚă
SLASH!!!
something warm parches your throat.
Out of its place⌠and dangling just out of an empty hole.
And find yourself feeling cold.
. . .
. . .
. . .
âLily?â you hear someone say.
You blink finally remember you still have your hand on Siffrin.
This entire time
Who you-
doNOTfinishthatsentence
SHOVEitdownSHOVEitdownSHO-
You swallow. All of it.
âEven soâŚâ You feel the horns starting to itch again.
âMaybe⌠find a chance toâŚâ you start. âBefore itâs too lateâ echoes loudly in your head before you press onwards- âtalk to-with them?â you cough. Already you feel like you've stepped in something you shouldnât once again yet you HAVE to fix this because you know for a fact Bonnie despises you now so if you can help Siffrinâs issues then maybe he won't fall apart again on you and you wonât feel bad and wonât have to try and taste him again and-
âLily? Are you alright?â something
touches you again.
In your eyecying.
Wet.
Siffrinâs finger.
In front of you.
â...breathe with meâŚ?â you hear them say.
Very slowly. You breathe in and out. You still feel disgust. As if you should deserve it for a bit yet⌠you do so anyway. In and out. The irritation and spice leaves your head, making you feel⌠less stuck.
You still feel a massive pit in your stomach however though.
âSo⌠Do you feel any better?â they quietly ask.
âSlightly, thank you again⌠and apologizes for seeing me in such a state.â The sticky, bitter lie only escapes you because of the apology you weakly tacked on immediately afterwards.
Siffrin stares at you again, that single, nonsugar-made orb staring into your being. The expression makes you hungry.
SHOVEitdown-
âLook. I. Iâm sorry.â When you look up again, Siffrin is no longer blushing. They look. Scared. Or more accurately âI didnât mean to upset you.â
Take a deep breath, White Lily Cookie. Deep.Â
âSiffrin. Thank you.â you say, you voice light.
âHuh?â they respond. You want to chuckle at how cute his face looks right, but⌠for now at least. Support them.
âFor trying to uplift me. I suppose this is the second time, no?â you reminisce.
The frantic look on him fades a bit as he recalls. His arm moves up, moving from the sheets. And touches his bandaged part of his face softly.Â
âWell. Thatâs true.â He says after some light fiddling. âBut I think⌠we both care about them, donât we?â he suddenly adds.
Hah.
Took the words out of your mouth. You're getting rusty at this, White Lily Cookie.
âThat is⌠TrueâŚâ you supposed. Bonnieâs words still sting but, no matter. You can move on for now.
What was it again that GingerBrave said again?
âFor now, at least⌠how about⌠we not pay it any mind?â you say slowly.
âHuh?â
âBonnie is⌠emotionally upset right now. Anything we say right now⌠will just make things worse.â you start, a slight sniffle escapes you slightly trembling words. Wiping something wet off your eyecing once more, you continue- âSoâŚâ you trail off a bit, your gaze shifting away from Siffrin to the window and back. Where you see a spark of realization come across his remaining eye.
âSo we should⌠wait until they calm downâŚâ They slowly mutter. You can tell their great hesitance behind it.
âYes.â You respond, somewhat empty.
Silence overtakes the two of you once more.
âSoâŚâ They start, gazing back at the window.
âYes, thank you.â you respond, taking up the offer.
Siffrin moves back into his position in the bed, with a profound silence taking hold of you both. As you lay down back on them, you feel a gentle warmth that you don't deserve take your entire doughy body once more.
Gazing out at the window, you feel yourself finally begin to drift away. It was an exhausting day for you after all.Â
And yet
just leave me alone, Lily
No. Even if it's too late for you.
Try and support them, White Lily Cookie.
Itâs all you can do.
âââ
As the Flower and the Rouge have their long awaited, long deserved rest before the opening,Â
Backstage, the Researcher and Housemaiden share a moonlit chat under mysterious circumstances.
âââ
âMâdame Odile!â the on-edge but kindly voice of the Housemaiden cried out in recognition.
âAh, Mirabelle. Good to see you.â the Researcher nodded, currently in the process of stocking on some tonics that the party would need in the coming days, book in her non-dominant hand. âI see you are doing well enough.â She nodded.
âI wish I could say the same for the othersâŚâ she muttered somewhat dejectedly.
âI see⌠On that note, what of Siffrin and Lily?â she asked as she finished packing up the tonics and had managed to find a place to rest her worn-down knee.
âWell⌠couldâve gone better, but also not entirely bad as well?â she sighed as her hands clutched her dress a bit.
âI see⌠I saw Boniface storming by.â the oldest human member said with some hesitance. Mirabelle couldnât help but clutch a bit harder as she continued, âThey were⌠emotional distraught at the moment. Gems, they didnât even so much as say a syllable as they raced byâŚâ
âWhere are they now?â
âOutside. Isabeauâs currently looking after them.â She curtly responded.
âOh ChangeâŚâ Mirabelle couldn't help but quietly whine a bit at that information. Taking note of the stormy expression her companion was wearing, Mirabelle immediately attempted to assure her, âW-well, Siffrin and Lily are okay now. I tried giving Siffrin some space, but I saw Lily walk back into their room, so I went back. Theyâre sleeping now, thankfully. It's⌠actually kinda cute!â
âThank the Expressions for small blessingsâŚâ Odile sarcastically harumped as she opened up her book again.
âUm⌠Mâdame?â Mirabelle asked, recognizing what was written in there. âWhy do you have Sifâs medical records? Arenât they supposed to be⌠kept?â She asked, somewhat hesitant over whatever the Researcher pulled to get them this early.
âA copy. Nothing you need to worry about, Mirabelle.â Odile brushed off slightly, despite her expression not much better than before. âJust attempting to⌠understand something.â
âMâdame, I understand a bit of what we learned sounds⌠off. But. I just think maybe Sif was given a better hand thanks to the Change God.â Mirabelle mumbled. Even she didnât fully believe her own half-arsed "explanation".
âWhile I may give some credit to your âblessingâ,â Odile said without moving her eyes from her book, ignoring the flinch Mirabelle had, at that statement âI didnât just âkindly askâ that doctor for the records just for keeps.â
âI know. Still⌠we should be happy, shouldnât we?â Mirabelle hesitantly said.
âHmph. Maybe. And maybe Iâm just being paranoid.â Odile said as she soon found the diagrams that confounded her. Her most unfavored emotion. âBut still⌠how in the world can one take a debilitating Craft attack in the eye, and only end up with a bruise?â She asked, to herself as much as to Mirabelle.
Silence was the only answer she received.
âââ
Woof, yeah that was something, huh? Sorry for all the tw, but I figured I'd at least cover my bases and all.
Was it worth the wait? I donât know, but I sat my sorry keister on this for WAY too long but wanted to get it out as well.
Just so I can make clear for the future though...
I'll probably be longer with the next parts to this. Real life is gonna be pretty heavy soon, and I don't know where I'll end up.
Still, I wanna finish the story I've started. And spread more awareness of fics where White Lily Cookie interacting with Human after her Banquet trauma because I've been trying to find that and literally only ONE fic explores this to my knowledge. Shout out to Funky_foxolotl on Ao3 with their "Cookie Avatars Au" series. Please don't annoy them.
So yeah, Tato, if your still reading all this, please note I'd NEVER have gotten this far without ya.
Thank you, truely.
And for everyone else, please look forward to more. And sorry if this was long. Here's the link to the previous two chapter. Enjoy!
đŹ 0  đ 19  â¤ď¸ 76 ¡ The Displaced Flower and the Saviorsâ Youngest (aka Bonnie The Kid Finds White Lily Cookie) ¡ Concept by @potatotato-26 a
đŹ 0  đ 9  â¤ď¸ 26 ¡ Displaced Delicious Gingerbread - ISaT/CRK AU part 2 + Extra ¡ Synopsis: White Lily Cookie has traveled with the Saviours
Synopsis: The Saviors have collected all the Orbs and have begun their trek to Dormount. Unfortunately, a surprise encounter with a Sadness finally leads to a slightly different outcome. For both the Flower, and her human compatriates.
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Okay.
Wow.
This should NOT have taken as long as it did. And honestly, I will most certainly be more careful about going overboard in the future. But I have a story I wish to say, and I wish to tell it. Anyways, brace yourselves and enjoy this emotional behemoth.
TW: body horror, blood, descriptions and depictions of open wounds, trauma, grief, emotional breakdown, small comforts.
All the incredible art was done by @potatotato-26. The initial concept would never been possible without them, nor @sherllockholems.
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You never believed, under any circumstances, youâd do something like this.
ăNO NO NO! IâM NOT LEAVING YOU!ă
Even in your wildest dreams, risking your life, for one who consumes your Cookie brethren. And perhaps the most laughable thing, in all of this?
ÂŤPLEASE! YOU HAVE TO RUN!Âť
Youâd never believe, of all the things youâd say, were the words reminiscent of that day of your life. How ironic, speaking to them just like one of those poor, lost Cookies. Swallowed so callously.
Yet werenât you as well?
*-!*
The pain still stings your body as you manage as you snap back to reality for a moment. And you are left to stare ahead at your foe. A terrible Tristee, far grander and towering over you than any previous encounter so far. Not even the one in Bondue was as large as this one.
However, you canât fail now-not with so much on the line! Gritting your teeth through your sore and aching dough, you raise your staff again to cast another spell-
*RRRIIPPP!*
Ah.
Time slows down as the beast tears through your biggest summoned roots like paper, its claw moving faster than you can ready another spell. You canât even run or dodge. Because you lured the Tristee away from Bonnie and into this dead end in a sea of trees.
As its claw inches ever closer, your long life flashes for just a moment. Scenes fly by: Your time at Blueberry Academy. Your time traveling the EarthBread. Claiming the Soul Jam of Freedom. Traveling to the Witchesâ Banquet. Reawakening in the Silver Kingdom. Reuniting with Pure Vanilla. Separating again. Meeting Bonnie and the Saviors. Traveling with them. And just todayâŚ
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ăAlright everyone. Weâll have to exercise EXTREME prudence here. The Tristesses in this forests are rummored to be⌠highly dangerous.ă Mirabelle warned, her voice more tense than usual.
ăNo problem, Mira! ForĂŞ-ste assured, weâll be extra careful on lookout here!ă Siffrin says with his usual carefreeness. Laughter from Isabeau shortly follows, coupled with groans from everyone else.
You lightly sigh once more from your spot in the carriage, shaking your head at the Rougeâs ever poor display of âpunsâ. If they should be called that. Youâve been getting better at the Vanguardian language over the past couple of days. But it never hurts to have a refresher on it. You gently cough into your arm, getting Bonnieâs attention.
ăHuh? What is it, Li?ă Bonnie asks.
You motion your head over to where the Rouge, Siffrin, and Isabeau, still laughing, were situated. By the way their eyes bulge, Bonnie doesnât take long to connect the dots.
ăHUH?? You wanna know what CRABINâ pun Sif just said???ă Bonnie exclaimed, loud as always. So loud. After the wince, you manage to nod, a small pleading smile on your face as you continue looking up at them.
ăUuughh⌠I REALLY donât wanna thoââŚă Bonnie groaned, still dragging their feet on this subject. Even so, you had to understand what it was you missed. Itâs important!
You looked up at Bonnie once more, a slightly bigger glint to your eyecing. Bonnie, in turn, pouted harder. It was a practical tug of war between the two of you. Admittedly, it was starting to get rather heated.Â
ăBoniface? Lily?ă Mâdame Odileâs voice suddenly intervened, the deadlock broken as the two of you looked over to where the taller humaine was standing.
Oh Crumbs.
She looked⌠rather miffed.
ăCare to explain why the two of you were in the middle of a staring contest.ă It was not a question.
ăNothinâ. Just Li beinâ a crab is all.ăBonnie grumbles. You canât help but wince slightly at that.
âIt was nothing, Mâdame Odile.â You lie. You wonder if your attempt at hiding your failure was flimsy. Given the side-eye she was giving the both of you as she turned back around, you doubt it.
Silence reigns for a few moments more as you try your best to look⌠in any direction that wasnât the Saviors, really. You begin clutching your staff, trying to shake off any lingering thou-
ăâFore-estâ. Cuz its like the big âforestâ wit âreztâ of as-sure-ince.ă
You blink and absentmindedly look up again. You see a slightly uncomfortable Bonnie looking down at you. And you are immediately filled with a familiar regret.
âAh?! Bonnie there was-â You frantically begin to apologize.
ăShaddupâŚă they quietly grumble.
You flinch, ignoring the blush that was forming on Bonnieâs face. Their eyes werenât meeting yours. You feel your dough go numb.
You're⌠fairly certain you went and broke something, havenât you, Itâs not that big of a surprise, actually. Itâs what you do best after all. Looking deep enough into things you shouldnât, and eventually-
ăLI!!!ă
The shout.
Wrestles you away from your thoughts. âY-Yes!â you spit out. Turning back up again, you see Bonnie looking, concern plastered on their face. âIs something the matter?â
ăYou were mutterinâ⌠like, a lot.ă Bonnie suddenly said, and you canât help but like you need to slap yourself for the display. However- ăHey, are yo-ăÂ
You cannot let a child apologize for making you feel upset, you worthless- âIâm fine, Bonnie, truly!â You say through strained dough, hoping to placate them. âStill, I am thankful you explained⌠and-â
ăLiâŚă Their only response. Their Eyes were downcast. The disappointment was clear as the morning sky.
Once more, you find yourself silenced.
How could you?
You.
Fail.
To say.
A thing.
Silence is the only thing you can hear as your eyes trails away from the child humaine you made sad. Looking back ahead you see the other Saviors glancing back at you. Making you feel smaller. You canât meet any of them. Definitely not the Ro-Siffrin. You canât leave so you just.
JustâŚ
You just⌠close your eyes.
You can make it up to Bonnie later.
Once this feeling passes.
Once this-
CRASH!
!!!
A terrible noise tears you away, moments later, a ferocious cry echoes throughout the forest. Only seconds later do you feel wind rushing against your dough. The feeling of being violently shaken as you grasp on for dear life against the abominable prison youâve been placed under.
âBonnie, what-?!â
ăCRABCRABCRABCRAB-!!!ă Is all you can hear Bonnie say as they are clearly in distress, eyes locked forwards-
And just beside their head, something explodes. You raise your arm besides you in shock, and do your best to ignore the screaming as something tightens in your dough.
Despite the sudden stakes, you manage to get a glance at what was chasing after Bonnie (and by extension, you.)
To say it was ginormous would be an understatement. And to say it was a monstrous blob-thing made of eyes and tentacles, its substance constantly bubbled upwards, was another thing.Â
From what you had seen so far, Tristes appeared more like bizarre little cookie drawings come to life than anything fearsome. They had their dangers, and the substance they were made out of reminded you a bit of the Black Licorice Sea Dark Cacao Cookie battled against for much of his life.Â
You will never get over how the Saviors reacted when you once attempted a âsampleâ of their bodies. Mainly because of the curse, but you still-
CRASH!
ăAHHHH!!!ă
Right, massive Triste. Threatening Bonnie. Pull yourself out of your head now, White Lily Cookie, they need you!
âBonnie! Can you hear me?!â You manage to say, your voice firm yet gentle, despite the stressful scenario.
ăLI?! Y-YEAH, I CAN!!!ă Bonnie replied in the chaos, and despite the fear present in the voice, theyâve already managed to put on a tough front yet again.
âGood! Turn left and head over to those trees, now!â You say, pointing your staff into a denser part of the forest. Bonnie thankfully followed your words to the letter. Their smaller body made it easier to nimbly avoid the trees, and the Triste would take more time to bash through them. Â
BOOM CRASH!!!
Or maybe the beast would have zero regard for its ecosystem and tear it all down to hurt Bonnie Crumbs thatâs loud. Ow.
ăLI, ARE YOU OKAY?!ă Bonnie suddenly asked. That was strange, however. Why did they feel the need to ask her if she was alright? And why did Bonnie sound so far away? More to the point, why did they look a whole lot like GingerBrave for some reason-
Oh.
Feeling the top of her head, her flowered hair in the way, she realized some of her jam was leaking. She had fallen from Bonnie, from her prison and was having some kind of visual hallucination.
Interesting.
ăGhk-! LiâŚ?ă
Bonnie. You can barely hear their voice. But. They're hurt. Because of you.
Jam begins to obfuscate your sight.
You canât let them pay for your mistakesâŚ
Bonnie⌠Can you hear me? you ask. The language you've learned fails you, so you absentmindedly turn to your old tongue instead.
ăLiâŚ?ă They respond, groaning in agony. You feel your jam get hotter at the sound. ăWha⌠wha happenâŚ? Where are you?ă They ask. They are lost. Scared. Alone.
Here. I am safe. But Bonnie⌠please, if you can get up. Leave. I shall⌠stay behind. You say. You are already on your shaking legs, standing in front of where the Tristee will arrive. Your Soul Jam glows verdantly in response.
ăL-LiâŚ? Wha do youâŚ?ă They say again, this time a little louder. Are they getting closer? No. You canât let them-!
ÂŤPlease.Âť You say, forcibly. You donât want someone innocent to get hurt again. Never.
ăNo, no no noâŚă They say again, even louder. How closer are they to you? You canât tell. Its taking everything you have to stare ahead.ăLi, Iâm not leavenâ youâŚă
ÂŤYou canât stay here. It's too dangerous.Âť You will NOT let a child get hurt because of you. Not again.
ăI-I can-!ă They donât understand? Why?! Why must good little souls give up their lives like this?!
ÂŤBONNIE! PLEASE!Âť You canât tear your eyes off the opening- Why must you-? you HAVE to sound cruel! Even though you swore to be better! Please leave, please lea-
ăNO!ă You flinch. You can feel it.
 ăNO NO NO! IâM NOT LEAVING YOU BEHIND!ă Bonnieâs. Never been as loud with you as right now.
They're upset.
When you open your mouth again-
You suddenly smell the scent of burning sugar. It hits you like an avalanche-
 PLEASE! YOU HAVE TO RUN!
ăăSLASH!!! ăă
You hear something. Being torn away. You blink, andÂ
see
Siffrin.
You-
(feel a tug on your stomach-)
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. . .
. . .
. . .
Ooh. Urgh. GuuuhhhâŚ
Your head⌠feels fuzzy. Light. Like. Yeast Spores! Teehee~!Â
You. grasp your head. Head?
Your arm. Feels⌠stickee. Heehee~!
âŚ
You. Canât recoll. You feel. You-
What. Exactly where you-?
!
A
witch. A witch is here. A monstrous thing. Made you and your kind brittle and frail and weak and in eternal suffering but
Itâs here? Its. Here. Here. in front of you. Itâshere. Strewn across the table like. Prepared. just Like.
Like a feast~!
You. Canât help but smile~!
How long has it been? Since youâve encountered a witch? But. their here. And if there hear. Maybe. Maybe finallyâŚ
You can learn eeeeveeerythiiiiing you want about Witches!
You smack your lips. You slowly walk towards your meal.
Witches. Witches ate your kin, didn't they? Chowing down like their lives and stories and existences meant nothing?
You are next to their head now. Their⌠strings are all strewn about. Is it hair? You canât tell.
You feel⌠hungry. Why are you hungry?
You. want to see. Need. to see. Why.
Youre next to their head now. All of that. Could be for yourself
You need to know more of this you need to open your mouth wide and swallow every last trace of this Witch and learn everything you can so you
a smell-
Knocks you back. Iron? That⌠doesnât smell.
Smell.
smellsâŚ
Siffrin.
Siffrin is here.
And you-
WHAT WERE YOU DOING???
You fall back. Warm dirt and soft grass is felt prickling your back as you are no longer floating. You clutch the earth around like some anchor in case you start flying again. Your chest rises and falls in small, rapid bursts. But you still feel thoroughly empty. Your left arm is still sticky and odd, and as soon as you're able to feel somewhat stable you try and wipe it off. It's⌠still stuck on.
But that means nothing when you-
When you-
You begin coughing up something. Something wet and tastes like nothing else youâve had before falls out of your mouth. And the crimson stain left on the ground next to you leaves a sight that makes dough go cold.
Oh Witches you think you are actually going to be sick.
You, you tried to-
ăNgghhhhâŚă a low groaning snaps you out of your thoughts.
Siffrin.
Siffrin is still alive.
Oh thank goodness they're still alive but oh Crumbs they are losing Jam fast.
Rapidly, you look around for help and
see nothing. But your staff.
Of course.
You muster a sigh and get back up again. Working your exhausted, brittle legs over time, manage to collect your staff before turning back to climb over Siffrinâs robe. A bit of effort, you manage to get on top of him and get a good look at-
Oh.
Is this⌠what the insides of a humaine looks like?
Something inside you growls. Loudly.
You.
Quietly.
SHOVE that into the deepest parts of your dough as you try and figure out⌠anything of what you are currently witnessing.
Besides the obvious- That is too much jam, it tasted wrong, why did you taste it all, why did it taste so- and the. The opening. With that thing hanging out. I-is this what humaines call an âeyeâ? It resembles a lone, overripe grape, bathed in red and faded blue. But the stem⌠the stem is all strangely âknottedâ together. Strings upon strings that make the rope holding it in place. Out of its place⌠and dangling just out of an empty hole.
This is⌠so strange. These beings truly are so different from you and your kindâŚ
ăGghhhkhh⌠StroooornnnnjeeerâŚă You hear something escape their mouth again. Something weak, submerged and strained and more jam is-
First things first, you need to fix the⌠âeyecingâ. Siffrinâs face alone is a horrid mess to begin with. So.
âBloomâŚâ you mutter, and watch as plants slowly rise from the ground. One by one, each ever-thin vine gets to work. As gently as you can, you grasp the overripe eye, and watch as the vines slowly move Siffrinâs head. You watch the excess jam fall out of Siffrinâs wound until it's all gone before moving it back into place. Ignoring your comrade's mutterings (pleaseforgiveherplease) you push the eye back into the empty socket. Minutes later, you watch as the vines successfully bind themselves. A makeshift gauze. Just to staunch the jamletting.
Alright. The immediate issue is taken care of-
*SPLURT!!!*
-!
Nononono why is this happening?! It should have worked-! Is there something you're missing? Are you doing something wrong? The jam is bleeding through the gauze, the muted green turning that same bright red.
ăMamma⌠Það er sĂĄrtâŚă His voice. Is so weak. And his face. Is even paler than usual, somehow. Why is this happening? This⌠this shouldnât even be happening.
âBloom.â You raise your staff again, summoning more gauze to replace the bad-heâs still failing-! âBloom!â You say it again. Over and over, even though your throat aches and your stomach is now screaming and that ichorâs taste dances on your tongue.Â
âBloom!!â youâre expending your energy reserves faster than the gauze can be replaced. The wound is opening up again and you feel yourself slipping. Your vision is becoming⌠fuzzy. âBloom!!!â But you force it down as you try and save this them because this is all that you-
ăLilllllyyyyyâŚă Your mind goes blank when you hear Siffrin call your name. So weakly, they sound less like an adult. And⌠more like a lost child. Their still function eyecing looks at you when they open their mouth again.
ăĂtla ĂŠg að deyja?ă Something in that question. That voice.
Makes you feel like the unsalvageable scum and failure that you know you are.
And as your sight becomes imperceptible amidst the storm of tears and jam.
once more.
You feel a tugÂ
and from the bottom of your Soul Jam-
on your
wish that Siffrin will turn out alright for you.
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âlilyâŚâ
Ugh.
What happened?
Where are you-
-!
Ack- you headâŚ
Everything still feels distant. You feel yourself floating again. Lost adrift in a waterless seaâŚ
You can barely make out anything.
But, whatâŚ
White Lily CookieâŚ
You hear something echo out.
White Lily CookieâŚ
That. Canât be.
White-someone, help us!
What.
Oh please, ****, save us! Please make the *** go away! Help, help!
Ahhhgg.
White Li-oh, please, help! Help us! Make them go away! Please deliver us! Save us! Protect us! White-Deliver us! Deliver us! Deliver us! Lily-!
And see. Mirabelle. Sheâs here? Youâre⌠In her hands.
Itâs warm. You feel dirty.
âOh Change, thank goodness!. Y-you were suddenly muttering to yourself when I thought you were waking up and I thought you were having a nightmare so-so I remember one of the classes I took in tending to babies and Iâm really sorryâŚâ
You barely make out the words⌠(wordsâŚ?) but. Werenât you just⌠in the forest, with someone? Everything else is so fuzzy⌠And if sheâs here, then whereâs-?
. . .
âWhereâs Siffrin?â You manage to say, despite yourself, cutting Mirabelleâs ramblings short.
âLily?â
âSiffrin. Please take me to Siffrin.â You curtly demand. Something inside begins burning, though whether it's pain or determination, you care little at the moment.
âI would like to see Siffrin now.â You say, your eyes now staring straight at Mirabelle, despite all sheâs done.
â. . . Fine. But youâll have to be careful.â Mirabelle hesitantly coincides, but thereâs something in her eyes that she wants to make clear. âYour head was⌠âopenâ. When we found you.â
Whatever fire within you sputters when she says those lines. Doubt creeps into your dough in short order as you raise your hand to your (now bandaged head).
do they know?
You shake your head clear of those thoughts. The fire in you regains its ferocity. Even so-
âI will be fine. Please. A-and thank you.â You say again, your eyecying only brooking the smallest of quarters. You manage to grant the humaine a half-smile for the troubles.
âI-its alright. If it helps to calm you down⌠The others had to go check out some things, so it's just Siffrin right now.â Mirabelle says, her voice still unsteady.
You close your eyecying, for just a moment. The light searing into them⌠hurts. Part of you wants to just slip away into blissful slumber-
âWeâre here, Lily.â
Ah. Curses. You shake your head awake and manage to turn your gaze at Siffrin.
Who is currently in bed. Wrapped in sheets and half his face obscured by wrappings. He looks at you with the one he still has available, and seems a bit put off by something.
You yourself are⌠unsure what to do.
âH-hey, Lily.â âNice to see you⌠up at arms.â Siffrin manages to say⌠with a smirk? What was he-
âSiffrinâŚâ You hear Mirabelle groan.
âY-youâre alrightâŚâ you say, voice slightly strained at the clearly faux smirk adoring his head. It's hard to tell what expression he's making, given half his head is currently obscured.
Siffrin, after a moment, looks at you puzzled âUm, yes? I mean, I made it out alive, didnât I.â He stated plainly. Something about that⌠irks you slightly.
â...Yes, you did.â You began, still quiet. âYet when I found you, you wereâŚâ you drawl off, still unsure how exactly (or if you can even-should you even?) describe the insides of Siffrinâs head for both him and Mirabelle to hear, tempting though it may be.
âUm, the doctor said it wasnât that bad.â Siffrin says. You find your eyecying blinking for a bit before hardening at that statement. Whatever stare you give them has them flinch a bit âA-and, weâre both fine, so I really, nothing else matters?â
Nothing else matters?
Ha.
Youâd laugh, but for some reason, you feel as though youâre still unable to comprehend the joke.
âSiffrin. I-â you stop, realizing you are still being carried in Mirabelleâs arms, and turn to her âWould you please-?â you politely ask, and a small chirp of âoh sorry, please be careful,â has you now standing on Siffrinâs bed. Without your staff, but right now- âI saw you get hurt.â
âBut Iâm fine! Stars, we both are!â Siffrin says again. Thereâs a⌠childishness to his voice that reminds you of something, and right now, it's irking you greatly.
âCrumbs, Siffrin. Your state at the time was⌠was not ideal. No, far from âfineâ, it was⌠absolutely unacceptable.â You quietly spat. Something is itching. âAll because that wretched Tristee nearly⌠you nearly-â You struggle to say it properly. Something is burning.Â
You canât finish what you want to say. Because, bubbling deep insideâŚ
âSiffrin, you nearly crumbledâ was the sentiment her words attempted to convey. And every inch of your dough shudders at the thought as your head turns downwards, towards the sheets, unable to meet Siffrinâs eye.
Taking a deep breath in- âI⌠I was⌠worried you wouldnât make it. Siffrin.â You finally manage to say, in a manner that doesnât offset your stomach. A great, definitive silence overtakes the room as you feel your dough curdle a bit more. After what feels like an eternity⌠You look up at them-
Whyaretheylookingatyouwithaannoyedface?!?!?Â
âSiffrin-!â You barely hear Mirabelle, who clearly shares your frustration, says something more⌠appropriate in your stead. âLily is worried about you! Even though she was passed out, she still came over to see if youâre okay! You can at least show a little concern!â
Concern? You have concern for⌠what are humaines? âŚYes, you believe you do. And somehow. You also have⌠frustrations for them currently too!
âSiffrin. May I please ask⌠whatâs the last thing you remember happening?â You spit out through grit teeth. In response, Siffrinâs face goes⌠blank as their eye drift upwards, clearly trying to reminisce.
âWell⌠we all got scattered when one of those blinding massive Sadnesses jumped us- Isa and Mira went one way, trying to avoid it, me and Odile went another way doing the same thing, and Bonnie with you went running of in another direction, with a Sadness right behind the two of you.â He said, though the last few words were somewhat more bitterâŚ
And your brain freezes upon saying that name.
Bonnie.Â
ăNO NO NO! IâM NOT LEAVING YOU!ă
Ah. How could you forget? How⌠how could you forget? You were so distracted by the current issue you- The person who carried you-confined in you-sheltered you and you. You forgot??? How could you-
â...Though, I guess I did let myself get suckerpunched back there!â you hear Siffrin suddenly cut in with a snicker.
. . .
Witches ABOVE!!!
 âSiffrin, this is-!â
*BANG!!!*
âALRIGHT, STUPIDFRIN, YOU BIG BABY! I GOTSA SOUP FOR YOU!â
. . .
Bonnie is here. Carrying a massive bowl. Of âsoupâ apparently.
âOh, hey Bonbon!â Siffrin speaks nervously, any trace of the irritable affability gone.
âBonnie!â Mirabelle says, somewhat joyfully. Said âjoyâ seemed to be more⌠exuberant than before.
Hah. It seemed she was aware of how⌠heated things were getting between you and SiffrinâŚ
âKay Frin.â Bonnie grumpily said as they placed the bowl right in between you and the Rouge, an pouty hmph adoring their face, âDocks said youse bruised badly, so tis soup is gonna-â
Their temperamental tirade is stopped upon seeing you.
âBon-Bonnie.â You sputter out as the childâs expression darkness considerably in your presence. You suddenly feel yourself shrink in size as time passes by.
âU-uhm, Bonnie, you-â You hear Mirabelle awkwardly try to lighten the tense atmosphere, something Hollyberry Cookie would do sometimes.
âEnjoy the soups, Frin.â they said, eyes not meeting yours or theirs, as they walked off quickly to escape your unwanted presence.
 âW-wait, Bonbo-â Siffrin starts to say.
*SLAM!!!*
Bonnie closes the door harshly on both of them. You see them both wince as the slam has the door creaks open ever slightly by the force behind it.
The silence that follows is most unwelcoming.
ââŚâ Siffrin says nothing, still locked into that desperate expression.
ââŚâ Mirabelle says nothing, eyes looking down at the floor, sorrowful.
ââŚâ and the flower, who always has something to say
has nothing in mind.
Without even breathing, you jump off the bed and land -oof- on the floor.
âLil-â The voice of someone echoes as you rush through the crack through the door.
Everything else in your vision fades as you rush towards them. You run and run and run and
Ah.
There they are.Â
âBonnie!â You call out to them, currently looking out a window, the back of their hat all that was facing you. You must feel more exhausted than you realize⌠Itâs a bit hard to see and youâre taking in deeper gasps of air than you realize as you walk closer to-
âHey lily.â Bonnie mutters out, still not turning to look at you.
Oh, they didnât call you by your nickname. You blink a bit as you slowly approach them. âI-Iâm glad youâre safe and sound.â You stutter as you slowly approach them. âItâs good to see you managed to-â
âGo away.â
Whatever you say next
dies in your throat.
You
feel something burning
take a second to recompose yourself. Youâre not in danger, you're not being carried, and you're certain they're upset at you.
For what? The mushroom? You only attempted that once before Siffrin and Odile pulled you both aside for an informative lesson, but Bonnie seemed bored rather than frustrated.
The arguments with Siffrin? True you were hostile at first, but after that, you and Siffrin made peace! You even try to understand his jokes now!
âŚ
Whether or not you are regretting that decision will be saved for a future scenario after more data has been gathered.
Wait a moment, that must be it! They must be upset after you tried to pry an answer from them when they didnât want to answer, and in a safer environment, theyâve gone back to sulking.
âBonnie,â You sigh. You have to be gentle. Thatâs the only way you can reach an understanding. âits quite alright. Iâm⌠sorry I made you try to explain that joke-â
*BANG!*
âA JOKE?! YOU-!â they hitch as their tiny fist slams against the window sill they were on. You actually stumble back a bit. Theyâve been⌠mad before, but why-?
Ah. They're crying. From their face, droplets of water, small and large alike, form under those rage-filled eyes. Their fists are tight. Shaking. They're upset.
âBonnie. Iâm fine. Nothing's wrong with me. If you're upset with Siffrin, it would make more sense. Theyâve been playing off those injuries-â
âSHUT UP! CRABBINâ SADNESS, JUST SHUT UP!!!â They interrupt you. They're screaming at you, and you're failing to understand why. âNOTHINâ FINE!â
âBut why?â you say to yourself. You rack your brain for anything. But. Nothing comes to mind.
Bonnie says something else. But you canât make out the words. All you hear. Is sniffing and static. And something burning.
â. . . just leave me alone, Lily.â you hear them say. You canât look when they leave your periphery.
. . .
You can make it up to Bonnie later.
After this feeling passes.
Ha.
You ruined it. Just like before.
You just walk. Quietly and slowly. Just walk out the feeling until it passes-
âOh. You⌠came back?â Someone speaks to you.
You find yourself back in Siffrinâs room, and an empty bowl on the side.
Mirabelle isnât there. It's just the two of you.
âH-hey, Lily.â Ah, seems Siffrin noticed you. Their tone seems. More weaker. Then before.
âSiffrin.â You say emotionlessly. Not that you are any different at the moment.
They eye you strangely. But then say nothing. Good. You donât think youâd give a proper response to them right now⌠not if it involves a lot of yelling.
You donât think you want to yell right now.
You just⌠stand there, like a fool. The door behind you is almost nearly closed, but beyond that, not much changesâŚ
Crumbs, the silence is terrible- âS-so, how is your eye?â OH WITCHES WHY START WITH THAT???
You decide to make yourself scarce before Siffrin can open fire at your still fresh, soft wounds- âPfft. Well, eye guess it could be worse-between the black eye that'll leave on my reputation as a partyâs trap-finder and being bedridden with angst over being told to eat soup by a child⌠Iâm doing alright.â you hear what sounds that ought to be⌠something about-
. . .
*sigh* âThatâs⌠certainly good to hear, Siffrin.â You mutter, hand one step on the door frame and ready to pull back to end this conversation.
âWhat about you, Lily?â You suddenly hear something slightly lighter. Your body goes rigid in response.
YouÂ
do notÂ
wish
to answer.
âI am-â
*click*
. . .
âLily? Did you close the door?â The mirthful question echoes in your brain, as you fight the growing urge to slam your head on the door.
Today isnât your day, is it?
âIt seems I did. Apologies, I⌠thought it was prudent to stay for a while.â You so obviously lie to your other (only?) friend. âI⌠didnât wish just to leave you all alone.â You say. Itâs⌠not as big of a lie, at least.
âHuhâŚâ You see them blink. And then⌠red seems to be creeping up their face? âU-uh, thatâs nice. For you, I mean.â They mumble as they begin to hide themselves in their sheets.
Hehee. Thatâs⌠actually rather cute, looking at them like that. Reminds you a bit of some slightly tamed Cake Hounds from back home.
HomeâŚ
Shaking your head to move those memories aside, you look back at Siffrin. Who is looking at you with unneeded concern. âAppologizes, a lot has⌠happened. I must be looking rather foolish right now, no?â It feels more confessional than you wanted. But you swore youâd be better.
They are still looking at you like before. Sadness. And pity. âLily⌠be honest with me.â
You feel the itch in your horns beginning to spike a bit as you blink rapidly at that. âAbout what?â You say, strangled though your throat may be.
âBonnie.â
You canât help but flinch hard at that. What they said is still echoing in your mindâŚ
âAh. Then it's true, is it?â You try and grab your staff-before suddenly remembering that you left it⌠somewhere with Mirabelle. YouâŚÂ
You open you mouth to say something-
âThey hate me, donât they?â they whisper.
And everything just⌠stops.
âWhat?â you say, the spice and pressure no longer threatening to explode inside of your doughy little head.
âAh, stars. I-I didnât mean to ask-I. UgggghhhhâŚâ They are now hiding themselves in their sheets. Like a child.
Pfftt. âWhat⌠exactly do you mean?â You ask, laughter between your words as some of the stress you had built up in your head begins to dissipate.
âPleasedontlaughatmeâŚâ Siffrin also whisper-mutters.
âDo not worry, I am not.â You then solemnly assure them, hoping your off-guard laughter hadnât ruined your attempt at reassurance. You slowly walk up next to their bed⌠even with your new size, youâre still horridly small. âAnd please, I believe having someone to talk to ⌠helps one immensely.â
â. . .â You are unsure if Siffrin actually agrees with your proposal, given the lack of movement in his sheets. Only slow, steady breathing. And admittedly, you are currently attempting something only seen by Pure Vanilla Cookie several times when some Cookies were feeling soggy. And⌠he was able to help when you were feeling down, too.
So, âI⌠truly do wish to talk with you. If you would permit me?â You gently ask, hoping your tone would be enough to get through to them. What was it that Pure Vanilla said? âMy⌠friend?â you ask hesitantly.
A different silence prevails over the room. You can Siffrin breathing a bit faster, but quieter too. You wonder if you may have gone too far in trying to coax them out⌠but you release a sigh you didnât know you held as they come out of their sheets again.
âf-friend?â you heard, like a whisper, They are looking at you with their single eye, and unlike the displayed cockiness that irritated you beforehand, this gaze feels⌠softer. Exposed? At the very least, they seem open now.
Also, deep down- you believe you gained some semblance of camaraderie over your shared times of⌠togetherness? Somewhat small though those moments may have been, because realistically, Siffrin was the only one who helped you out during your⌠admittedly bad âepisodeâ. do not remember the jam You, in turn, helped them out back at that boulangerie the story still echoes within you and what followed allowed you stargaze. Twice! And overall
You were calm.
âUm⌠Lily?â Siffrinâs voice, some small semblance of their âconfidenceâ leaking through again, leaks through the sheets that are slowly dragged off his head. Only one eye remained, and was looking right at you as you met it. âDo you maybe wanna⌠come up for a bit? Stare at the sky, I guess?â
Oh. That. Sounds nice. You suppose. But-
âUm, I believed you said you couldnât-â you start.
âAh, no-wait! What I meant to say- stars, whatwasitagainâŚ?â
âI-I wouldnât mind. Truely, I wouldnât!â You quickly assure him, now aware what the Rouge meant as your eyecying glanced at the only thing above both of you. The eye that locked with yours was now one full of suspicion yet again. A slightly frustrated, but small, sigh escapes your lips before you continue, âIf it helps, I do believe it would be of great help to both of us in clearing our heads.â
ââŚWell⌠okay then⌠itâs not much, butâŚâ Siffrin starts again, very hesitant. But then⌠âIs this⌠alright?â with that, Siffrinâs hand was outstretched towards you, their question escaping their lips.
âYes. I would be delighted to.â you nod, now without trepidation. Slowly, you find yourself lifted by the humaineâs hand. Gently, you land onto the sheets. Which are⌠surprisingly soft? You wonder what material they are made of, but decide against asking.
At the moment at least.
âOkay, justâŚâ Siffrin says as he suddenly starts shimming again. You feel yourself wobble back and forth as they finally stop.
And then, you find yourself gazing upwards. At⌠the ceiling, of all things. So this was what they meant by âskyâ.
âWell, it IS dark out,â you realize as you move your head towards the window. The sun set, and the stars began to come out. Only small creaks of the room, in conjunction to the quiet chirps and croaks of critters dancing through the window create a soothing melody to gaze at.Â
Itâs rather relaxing. Even if the view isn't the best.
You
Feel warmth under you. Siffrinâs warmth. Under you.
âYou said that Bonnie hates you?â crumbsWHY-?!
Siffrin suddenly shivers under you for a moment, and the vibrations give you a sense he is about to drop you out well deserved but then slows. Following that is just⌠a sigh? You feel the disappointment in his breath, and yet it is not directed at you. âYeah.â
Huh?
âW-what do you mean?â you stutter, curiosity alight from this sudden revelation.
The sudden inhalation of air, for some reason, does not settle your nerves.
ââŚLook, Bonb-Bonnieâs⌠upset at me.â they start, their tone not at all upset as youâd expect them to be. But you can hear the self depreciation in every syllable they utter. They way they said Bonnie's name was one you felt sometimes around Pure Vanilla. Guilt. You canât help but wince, and yet, youâre still unsure why they keep saying theyâve made Bonnie hate them. âWhen I saw you and Bonnie running in a different direction-â
You find yourself flinching again, a HEAVY reminder rattles within your dough.
âI blinded it all up. And now they wonât talk to me.â They say candidly, âThey donât like the nickname anymore. But I mean, it makes sense, you got hurt and now they wonât speak to me.â You feel something buzzing in your horns as you notice they arenât even looking at you anymore. Just staring at the ceiling.Â
âAnd⌠I meanâŚâ they slow down considerably, even as the pressure within you grows. Familiar pressure, something from long ago, begins to build up. And then-
ââŚYouâdshouldhatemetoo.â
You donât know why.
But at that moment.
*BAP!*
It explodes.
âLily???â Siffrin said. That distant look was replaced with confusion. And clarity. Granted, it only made sense- âWhyyyyy are you touching my face?â
âSiffrin. I need you to listen to me. VERY closely, can you do that?â you demand, sentences short and blunt.
âUhhhhhhhh yes?â You ignore the blatant hesitancy on his face and continue.
Shivering a bit, you force out the following: âYou are not hated.â
ââŚâ He looks at you for a moment, doubt clear in their single, visible eye. âHow?â he chokes out.
Because youâre just you? Is one thing that pops into your head. It doesnât taste all that real, so instead⌠âBonnie came back for you. With âsoupâ to help you.â You state. âYou donât make that on a dime for someone you hate."
âIt didnât mean anything.â they mutter.
âHow can you be so sure? Did you talk to them?â you immediately counter, feeling warmth creep on your outstretched hand. Something about it makes your stomach grumble. âAnd me, for that matter.â
âBecause⌠âŚbecauseâŚâ Siffrin's voice distracts you as you notice⌠doesnât say anything for a bit. A far away look appears in their eye again, and it's the only solace as you try your best to ignore that growling feeling within you again. âBecause⌠Bonnieâs more your friend than mine.âÂ
What?
âSo you have every right to-â
âSiffrin, I donât!â you find yourself shouting, eyecying wide and something wet and stinging in it, âIâve seen the amount of times theyâve cared for you! The amount of times theyâve fretted over you. Crumbs, almost every time Iâve slept with them, theyâd always talk about you. You⌠you deserve to be with them then a lowly-â the growing becomes somewhat harder as you continue.Â
âNo. Nono wait.â Siffrin stops you. âBonnie was literally THE person who saved you-â
âAnd from what I was told of their joining this party, YOU were the one who saved THEM when they were lost and exhausted.â You counter again. The blush on Sifâs face makes you feel some sense of accomplishment, and helps to aviate the things inside of you.
âBonnieâs blinding smiles WAY more when you're around them.â they say again, with a somewhat frantic tone in their voice.
You open your mouth, hand against the warmth as something red-
ăShaddupâŚă
SLASH!!!
something warm parches your throat.
Out of its place⌠and dangling just out of an empty hole.
And find yourself feeling cold.
. . .
. . .
. . .
âLily?â you hear someone say.
You blink finally remember you still have your hand on Siffrin.
This entire time
Who you-
doNOTfinishthatsentence
SHOVEitdownSHOVEitdownSHO-
You swallow. All of it.
âEven soâŚâ You feel the horns starting to itch again.
âMaybe⌠find a chance toâŚâ you start. âBefore itâs too lateâ echoes loudly in your head before you press onwards- âtalk to-with them?â you cough. Already you feel like you've stepped in something you shouldnât once again yet you HAVE to fix this because you know for a fact Bonnie despises you now so if you can help Siffrinâs issues then maybe he won't fall apart again on you and you wonât feel bad and wonât have to try and taste him again and-
âLily? Are you alright?â something
touches you again.
In your eyecying.
Wet.
Siffrinâs finger.
In front of you.
â...breathe with meâŚ?â you hear them say.
Very slowly. You breathe in and out. You still feel disgust. As if you should deserve it for a bit yet⌠you do so anyway. In and out. The irritation and spice leaves your head, making you feel⌠less stuck.
You still feel a massive pit in your stomach however though.
âSo⌠Do you feel any better?â they quietly ask.
âSlightly, thank you again⌠and apologizes for seeing me in such a state.â The sticky, bitter lie only escapes you because of the apology you weakly tacked on immediately afterwards.
Siffrin stares at you again, that single, nonsugar-made orb staring into your being. The expression makes you hungry.
SHOVEitdown-
âLook. I. Iâm sorry.â When you look up again, Siffrin is no longer blushing. They look. Scared. Or more accurately âI didnât mean to upset you.â
Take a deep breath, White Lily Cookie. Deep.Â
âSiffrin. Thank you.â you say, you voice light.
âHuh?â they respond. You want to chuckle at how cute his face looks right, but⌠for now at least. Support them.
âFor trying to uplift me. I suppose this is the second time, no?â you reminisce.
The frantic look on him fades a bit as he recalls. His arm moves up, moving from the sheets. And touches his bandaged part of his face softly.Â
âWell. Thatâs true.â He says after some light fiddling. âBut I think⌠we both care about them, donât we?â he suddenly adds.
Hah.
Took the words out of your mouth. You're getting rusty at this, White Lily Cookie.
âThat is⌠TrueâŚâ you supposed. Bonnieâs words still sting but, no matter. You can move on for now.
What was it again that GingerBrave said again?
âFor now, at least⌠how about⌠we not pay it any mind?â you say slowly.
âHuh?â
âBonnie is⌠emotionally upset right now. Anything we say right now⌠will just make things worse.â you start, a slight sniffle escapes you slightly trembling words. Wiping something wet off your eyecing once more, you continue- âSoâŚâ you trail off a bit, your gaze shifting away from Siffrin to the window and back. Where you see a spark of realization come across his remaining eye.
âSo we should⌠wait until they calm downâŚâ They slowly mutter. You can tell their great hesitance behind it.
âYes.â You respond, somewhat empty.
Silence overtakes the two of you once more.
âSoâŚâ They start, gazing back at the window.
âYes, thank you.â you respond, taking up the offer.
Siffrin moves back into his position in the bed, with a profound silence taking hold of you both. As you lay down back on them, you feel a gentle warmth that you don't deserve take your entire doughy body once more.
Gazing out at the window, you feel yourself finally begin to drift away. It was an exhausting day for you after all.Â
And yet
just leave me alone, Lily
No. Even if it's too late for you.
Try and support them, White Lily Cookie.
Itâs all you can do.
âââ
As the Flower and the Rouge have their long awaited, long deserved rest before the opening,Â
Backstage, the Researcher and Housemaiden share a moonlit chat under mysterious circumstances.
âââ
âMâdame Odile!â the on-edge but kindly voice of the Housemaiden cried out in recognition.
âAh, Mirabelle. Good to see you.â the Researcher nodded, currently in the process of stocking on some tonics that the party would need in the coming days, book in her non-dominant hand. âI see you are doing well enough.â She nodded.
âI wish I could say the same for the othersâŚâ she muttered somewhat dejectedly.
âI see⌠On that note, what of Siffrin and Lily?â she asked as she finished packing up the tonics and had managed to find a place to rest her worn-down knee.
âWell⌠couldâve gone better, but also not entirely bad as well?â she sighed as her hands clutched her dress a bit.
âI see⌠I saw Boniface storming by.â the oldest human member said with some hesitance. Mirabelle couldnât help but clutch a bit harder as she continued, âThey were⌠emotional distraught at the moment. Gems, they didnât even so much as say a syllable as they raced byâŚâ
âWhere are they now?â
âOutside. Isabeauâs currently looking after them.â She curtly responded.
âOh ChangeâŚâ Mirabelle couldn't help but quietly whine a bit at that information. Taking note of the stormy expression her companion was wearing, Mirabelle immediately attempted to assure her, âW-well, Siffrin and Lily are okay now. I tried giving Siffrin some space, but I saw Lily walk back into their room, so I went back. Theyâre sleeping now, thankfully. It's⌠actually kinda cute!â
âThank the Expressions for small blessingsâŚâ Odile sarcastically harumped as she opened up her book again.
âUm⌠Mâdame?â Mirabelle asked, recognizing what was written in there. âWhy do you have Sifâs medical records? Arenât they supposed to be⌠kept?â She asked, somewhat hesitant over whatever the Researcher pulled to get them this early.
âA copy. Nothing you need to worry about, Mirabelle.â Odile brushed off slightly, despite her expression not much better than before. âJust attempting to⌠understand something.â
âMâdame, I understand a bit of what we learned sounds⌠off. But. I just think maybe Sif was given a better hand thanks to the Change God.â Mirabelle mumbled. Even she didnât fully believe her own half-arsed "explanation".
âWhile I may give some credit to your âblessingâ,â Odile said without moving her eyes from her book, ignoring the flinch Mirabelle had, at that statement âI didnât just âkindly askâ that doctor for the records just for keeps.â
âI know. Still⌠we should be happy, shouldnât we?â Mirabelle hesitantly said.
âHmph. Maybe. And maybe Iâm just being paranoid.â Odile said as she soon found the diagrams that confounded her. Her most unfavored emotion. âBut still⌠how in the world can one take a debilitating Craft attack in the eye, and only end up with a bruise?â She asked, to herself as much as to Mirabelle.
Silence was the only answer she received.
âââ
Woof, yeah that was something, huh? Sorry for all the tw, but I figured I'd at least cover my bases and all.
Was it worth the wait? I donât know, but I sat my sorry keister on this for WAY too long but wanted to get it out as well.
Just so I can make clear for the future though...
I'll probably be longer with the next parts to this. Real life is gonna be pretty heavy soon, and I don't know where I'll end up.
Still, I wanna finish the story I've started. And spread more awareness of fics where White Lily Cookie interacting with Human after her Banquet trauma because I've been trying to find that and literally only ONE fic explores this to my knowledge. Shout out to Funky_foxolotl on Ao3 with their "Cookie Avatars Au" series. Please don't annoy them.
So yeah, Tato, if your still reading all this, please note I'd NEVER have gotten this far without ya.
Thank you, truely.
And for everyone else, please look forward to more. And sorry if this was long. Here's the link to the previous two chapter. Enjoy!
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đŹ 0  đ 9  â¤ď¸ 26 ¡ Displaced Delicious Gingerbread - ISaT/CRK AU part 2 + Extra ¡ Synopsis: White Lily Cookie has traveled with the Saviours
What if ISAT but instead of the Sipsap looping back when they talk to the head housemaiden he and the family just. Ttransport to another dimension? Like, they're still on a journey together and it'll never end until they get to their world again!!! And guess who ends up gaslighting themselves that it's good that their journey is still going on and that they should keep traveling??? teeheee (Siffrin)
Displaced Delicious Gingerbread - ISaT/CRK AU part 2 + Extra
Synopsis: White Lily Cookie has traveled with the Saviours of Vaugarde for a few weeks since her sudden âappearanceâ. Having helped a town with a Sadness infestation, its people give the heroes a very sweet gift as thanks! One which, unfortunately, may be hard for âLilyâ to stomachâŚ
I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!
So yeah, writers block. Its a pain. And when I got my mojo back, would ya believe it was near the finals of school? Yeah that was fun. Anyways, I should preface this by saying sorry, and secondly, I'll still be unsure if/when I get a chance to upload my third story on this. But please note that it WILL be coming out, even if takes a while.
Side Note: not as many pictures as before, but Tato may have some more. Hard maybe. Please do not harass them for any reason.
Like before, this fic was inspired by asks by @sherllockholems and scenes are drawn by @potatotato-26, and is based on In Stars and Time by Disc5 and Cookie Run Kingdom by Devsisters. I do not own anything.
Please enjoy!
CW: PTSD, spiraling, slight self-harm, and trauma
âââ
ăOh, saviors!ă
A somewhat elderly giant -a humaine you internally correct- suddenly calls out to everyone as just as you managed to get secure on your harness (youâve already forgiven him, but a laugh helps to relieve some of the tension, as your friend once said). This person appeared to be the leader, given the sense of authority they radiated.
ăWeâre eternally reconnaissante for your efforts. Had you gĂŠnĂŠreuse folks not arrived, we fear we would be revendiquĂŠ by the Kingâs CurseâŚă The elder, seeming leader of this village, proclaims, a slight shudder passes their lips. ăTruthfully, we had been preparing for a celebration for a recent birth⌠We would be nĂŠgligent not to ask if you may join us?ă the leader asked, hand somewhat outstretched in a gesture of goodwill towards the Housemaidenâs direction. She⌠looked rather hesitant, in all honesty. In fact, she seemed rather apprehensive by the possibility of staying.
You can certainly understand the feeling.Â
ăW-well⌠T-Thank you for the o-offerâŚă the Housemaiden, Mirabelle, stuttered. She clearly was torn between turning down the offer and accepting it. You⌠werenât exactly in a position to disagree with her.Â
As Mirabelle and her party had (managed to) explain to you, the curse that threatens this entire country spreads like a malady. All touched by it, whether it be itself or the âTristesseâ manifested by the panic, are frozen in time⌠A chilling concept indeed. The ability to manipulate time to such a degree⌠It would be an interesting subject to study, if not for the current⌠situation.
And yet, this âHousemaidenâ still goes out of her way to help those on the wayside. Even if it cuts into their mission. Because she truly wants to help them, unable to pass by the suffering of others.
If they were a cookie, what virtue would her dough radiate?
Regardless, you motion to your⌠âassigned carrierâ humaine, Bonnie, to take notice of their companionâs slight distress. Upon doing so, they immediately start clamouring for their attention.
ăHEY! BELLE!ă âLoudâ truly is their preferred method of speaking, considering how your head slightly rattle as they help their friend out of their indecision. ăWE LEAVINâ?ă They innocently asked. Not⌠exactly how you wanted to ask, but you get the feeling this more stems from urgency than anything malicious.Â
ăLoud as always, BonifaceâŚă The taller âMadameâ, Odile sighed. ăBut yes, Mirabelle? We are leaving, no? Canât exactly keep the Roi waiting.ă She adds somewhat sardonically, despite never taking her eyes off the book she was reading. You lightly snort, seeing as sheâd make for a rather studious member of Blueberry Academy. Though for the strangest reason, you ironically see her more of a student than a teacher there.
ăHey, câmon Madame! Mira deserves a break after everything!ă Came the concerned yet considerate voice of the partyâs âDefenderâ, Isabeau. The rather large man had his arms crossed and somewhat of a pout on his face, before it morphed into one of deep thought. ăStill, maybe we can just have it to go?ă
Bonnie suddenly gasps, a sign of betrayal was clear on their face. ăZA! You crab! You tellinâ me my food ainât good?ă You sigh, as this is probably the third time this week that Bonnie had gotten upset when the opportunity for other snack sources besides themselves came up. They truly did care about their reputation as the partyâs chef. You open your mouth to try and placate them-
ăCâmon BonbonâŚă That voice pipes up, with the whole party suddenly looking over to see the âRougeâ of the party, âSiffrinâ as they named themselves, spoke up, a wry grin adorning their face. ăYou canât just turn down a meal! Colla-tivation is key to happiness, after all.ă
ăHAHAHA!ă Isabeau laughs uproariously. Bonnie hides a chuckle with a grimace, and Mirabelle and Odile both groan at the winking rougeâs strange words.
You donât exactly see the so called 'humor', but canât help to think they need more practice, personally. Or maybe you're still put off by how they dress⌠and the language gap as well, even with how close you are to understanding everything these last few days. So instead, you opt to just roll your eyes at the attempt.
Thereâs something else you know you just donât see it.
Regardless, that seems to have soothed Mirabelle a tad, as she serenely smiles at the elder, her hands together. ăT-Thank you for the offer. But we simply must make hâte. Excuses.ă
Thereâs a look in the leader humaineâs eyes you catch, but they manage to smile despite that. ăI see. A shame, but we understand.ă The leader accepted morosely, ăStill, we would be remise to not give you something for your troublesâŚă
As the words leave the leaderâs lips, a smaller humaine walks forward, expression of shyness across their face. In their hands, a bag tied with a pretty ribbon on it.
The smell of baked sugar emitting from the bag begins to make your dough crawl.
ăPlease, at least take this.ă The elder said as Mirabelle began opening the bag, your horns beginning to itch in dread. ăIt is our villageâs specialty after all! Pain d'ĂŠpice!ă
And just like that, your entire worldview goes dark with smoke.
âŚâŚâŚ
âThe recipe came from a traveler who stayed a few weeks long ago, but they were nice enough to share the recipe, and we made it our own.â the village elder explains. Huh. So a traveler left something of a mark on this place? Cute. Adorable even! How nice of them to have left a piece of themselves behind. You doubt youâd be able to make something as charming as those Gingerbread people Mira has in her hand are.
âOh my! They look absolutely adorable!â Mira proclaims. You feel a bit better as she smiles at the treat. Even if it isnât Bonbon who made it. Speaking ofâŚ
âSee, Bonnie?â Isa assured as he gently rubbed Bonbonâs hair with his big hands. âNothing wrong with other options, ya know?â
âMhmmmâŚâ Bonbon still looked upset, so youâll have to help them out later. You take a look at Odile, who has already gotten into the âI am already taking off, but not actually yetâ face. You think. She is rather⌠um, wise.
Besides, you have a destination to reach after all. Ignoring the feeling in your stomach, you canât help but smack your lips in anticipation of trying out those âGingerbreadâ. Sadly, your anticipation is soured when your eyes eventually wander to them, the weird flower Sadness that Bonbon decided to keep, strapped to their chest like some helpless babe. (Which you are aware is NOT the case.)
Sure, it may have charmed everyone else besides you and Madame Odile, but youâve been keeping an eye on her. Youâd NEVER let them get hurt. Even if the Sadness had a strange charm about it.
Uh.
Speaking of.
Sheâs looking rather uh⌠intensely at the Gingerbread.Â
âŚ
Does it secretly want them as well?
You can't tell from here, but she looks like she really wants to break out of that harness.
Your eyes narrow as her rapidly moving âeyesâ suddenly become transfixed with yours. Youâre not sure why, butâŚ
You decide to give a reassuring smile, hoping to soothe the Sadness before it makes a ruckus (and targets you again, for some stars-blasted reason).
Uh.
She looks exactly like she did when you first met???
Nice going dumb-dumb!!! You just look away, your hat hiding your embarrassment as everyone says their farewells.
You wish you arenât rooted in place. AGAIN. StarsâŚ
âââ
The world is covered in an insufferable haze
. . .
You cannot see
Okay.
You cannot breath
Alright.
You cannot feel
You
sigh. Loudly. Louder than you expected. Than you wanted you are going to alert them-
No.
Stop.
This is nothing. Nothing at all. Keep your hands off your horns. They know nothing. And you can protect yourself if the worst comes to worst. All you need to do is just-
You cannot spe
ăHey, Li? You alright?ă The giant yet gentle voice of Bonnie suddenly knocks out of the haze momentarily. You manage to-wait, are they already sitting in front of you? And the tents⌠ăYouâve been quiet for a bit.ă
Clearly you are. Crumbs. You NEED to get it together, White Lily!
âY-yes⌠S-sorry.â You cough out, louder than usual. They undoubtedly notice something is off about you. You clutch your staff (thankfully by your side still).
So what are you waiting for?
âI justâŚâ You open. The words are on the tip of your tongue!
Just say what you feel! Just-
*GrowllllâŚ*
You. Blush. The haze that filled your vision parts⌠leaving you with an empty belly and an embarrassed look on your face. Crumbs.
ăOoooh⌠Youâre just hungry! Makes sense.ă Bonnie realizes with a nod. They then turn around and face everyone else, who are currently already set up camp-Cheese, how out of it were you?! ăHEY EVERYONE! IâMMA MAKE SOME REAL FOOD FOR LI! YOU GUYS WANT ANYTHINâ?!ă
Loud as always. Even so, you canât help but sigh with slight nostalgia as their booming voice reminds you a bit of your friends back home. So carefree and full of life. You scratch the itch in your head with your free hand, hoping the haze will recede further.
ăHmmm⌠ă the Defender, Isabeau, thinks. Deeply. For a split second, you wonder if heâll say no. ăOf COURSE, Chef Master Bonnie!ă However, his boisterous answer makes it clear what he wants. And you feel the haze inside your eyes return.
Itâs not you. Do not say anything to change that.
ăSure thing, Bonbon! Uh⌠Iâll take whatever, actually.ă The âRougeâ finishes their request rather quietly. You try your best to ignore the itch in your horns as you attempt to speak again to the humaine in front of you-
Remember. Itâs not you.
ăI suppose so.ă The Madame, Odile, speaks, and interrupts your words, having finally put her book down for the day. ăNothing too heavy, Boniface.ă She requests.
Itâs not you. Itâs not you.
ăUh, same, actuallyâŚă Mirabelle says, raising her hand. ăIâd HATE to let these cute little things go to waste!ă And your jam. Goes. Cold. seeing what she is holding in her giant hands.
Itâs not you. Itâs not you. Itâs not you.
ăHey Li!ă Bonnie speaks once more, now looking directly at you. Despite the small shudder (you hope that doesnât make your dough appealing) You lock eyes with them. ăâŚWatcha want?ă
Itâs. Not. You.
âIâd⌠much like to taste thoseâŚâ You start, tremor in your horns affecting your decision making. Even so, you clutch your staff to find your voice. âbanana chipsâ, againâŚâ you barely finish.
itsnotyou.
ăPlantain chips? Alrighty then!ă The chef answers happily, hands raised in the air. ăOkay then, what do you guys want?ă You hear them faintly say as the haze begins encompassing your world again in earnest.Â
You clutch your staff again, your Soul Jamâs verdant light shining softly despite your worries.
Crumbs scattered everywhere
You look at the sky, the sun having set and the cool wind against your dough.
Silverware clattering against plates
You are left alone with your thoughts. Which is becoming more and more apparent that itâs⌠hard. To keep lying like this.
Crusty snapping and gooey splashing.
It makes you feel sick inside. Like something rotting in your dough and spreading outwards.
But the alternative. . .
Cackling laughter mixed with chomps.
You were lucky in these past few weeks!
The sweet smell of sugar and jam
They donât know. No. They CANâT know! You made a promise. Not just to your friends, but to these humaine as well⌠to help them.
But. But would they really keep-?!
ăHey. Li. Got them plantain chips for ya. Crunchy. Delicious. And full of potassium.ă
You. Blink as you see a large (to your size) plate of the⌠banana chips? They⌠already prepared it for you?
Oh Cheese.
ăYou looked EXTRA moody for some reason, so I made a bit more this time.ă The human kindly said, before an emotion you realize is worry shimmers in their eyes. ăâŚAlso, you SURE your alright?ăÂ
âY-yes, Iâm fine!â you hastily lie, that moldy feeling stretching out inside you again. You position yourself towards the plate (child size that they bought for you) and grab hold of a chip. Warm and fresh, passing through your grass gloves and touching your (trembling) dough. âT-thank you, chef Bonnie!â
ăCuisinière.ă They gruffly say. ăâŚAnd, okayâŚă Their eyes finally break contact as they finish returning to their own meal. There was a sense of⌠sorrow in their voice. Are they still worried about you?
âOf course they are.â You mentally remind yourself as you bite into the chip. You hum. âIt really is as tasty as last time.â Youâve been able to consume more solid foods that you thought impossible. They found you and have been constantly speaking for you. The state of your current body itself is an enigma. âDoes it have something to do with how you arrived here? Maybe.â Even when you struggled to speak the native language. âYou're so close. So close to the ones you once thought out as gods.â Even when you stumbled in combat. You eat a few more chips, the texture and flavor melts in your mouth. Having arguments with the Rouge. Your Jam shudders. You shovel a few more chips at that, snarfing a bit but pressing onwards. âIt's so goodâŚâ you mentally hum. Stopping at certain spots to examine the wildlife. More chips. Your horns are burning now. Certain towns have made you act strange enough to be noticed. Crumbs are everywhere. Your dough feels burning. You shovel even more chips in your maw. The woman named Odile has even tried to see if your âlost memoryâ lie rings true. Something wet rolls off your eyes. They crunch against your lips and the flavor explodes in your dough. The mold inside of you scratches your tiny innards. âWhy is your body like this?â You eat more. Horns. âWhy are you so far away?â Dough. And more. Jam. Why do they trust you? 'Why why why why
ăOh, Lily! Do you want some Gingerbread? Sorry, I⌠you looked really hungry and thought you wanted something else.ă Someone asks you.
And
You
See a Cookie
Motionless and partially broken.
In front of you.
Jam is oozing from their body.
You blink. And see Mirabelle. Kind, gentle Mirabelle.
Holding it out for you.
For you.
For. You.
For-
ăLily?ă
âIâm sorryâŚâ you mutter out, ignoring EVERYTHING roaring furiously inside of you as you get up on your feet and bow politely. âI think⌠I need to go for a run.â
Soul Jam in hand, you mindlessly walk into the deeper canopy, unable to hear anything else as the haze completely takes over.
âŚâŚâŚ
ÂŤIâm sorryâŚÂť You heard the Sadness whimper out, âI think⌠I need to go for a run.â And with a small sob, it takes off into the forest. At NIGHT.
âŚwhat the stars???
You are left dumbfounded. Mouth agape mid crunch of your delicious meal at what just occured. Not only did the Sadness just⌠run off. But mid-dinner break, of all things!
âAhâŚâ But Mira. Poor, gentle, kind Mira. She looks outright crushed!
Who does that blazar think she is, huh?! Turning down a cookie like that is poor form. And thatâs something you can be 100% certain of!
âSee, Za! I TOLD ya Li didnât like Gingerbread!â Bonbon yelled at Isa, knocking you out of your thoughts with a wince.
âAlright, alrightâŚâ Isabeau sighed, scratching the back of his head. Bonbon looks upset. You should try and fix this, as unequipped to handle this as you may be.
âHey, itâll be-â
âItâs NOT okay! Li just ran off!â Bonnie countered you before you could even start! Wow! Why did you try this, again? âShe was really upset, too!â
âOh change,â Mira mutters, the cookies having fallen from her hand and into the grass, âI-I never meant to upset herâŚâ
âMirabelle, nails.â Odile reminds. Miraâs hand goes back from her face. âBut⌠I do have to agree with Boniface on this.â
âWhat do you mean, Madame?â Isa asks. You yourself canât help but be curious as to what she is talking about. Especially if it has something to do with the Sadness in question.
âShe reacted poorly to that gingerbread.â Odile states simply, currently eyeing the direction the Sadness went. âAs in, a particularly bad wayâŚâ She trails off.
âYou m-meanâŚ!â Mirabelle gasps. You and Isa are equally curious about this, as much you personally wouldnât.
âDile! Quit being a crab and say it!â Bonbon rather impatiently demands. Isa is already trying their best to soothe them as Dile sighs.
âSame as before. She reacted badly when she first awoke and saw the food, if you all still remember. I believe she may have⌠recalled something.â she concludes, and the unspoken answer lingers in the air. Must be a rather bad memory, given how they were acting since everyone left the villageâŚ
You donât think you have bad memories yourself per se⌠well, you donât have much beside this, but still-!
âSo⌠Lilyâs all out there⌠alone.â Mira starts, hands gripping tightly against her dress.
âAnd in a rather bad headspace.â Isa finishes, arms crossed and concern painted on his face.
A poignant silence emanates through your party. The smell of burnt flowers wafting in the air fades by the second. As all of you look towards the direction the Sadness ran into. And the words echo in your brain.
All alone. In a bad headspace.
âŚ
. . .
Ah, stars⌠âIâll go find her,â you manage to say.
âHuh?â
âWha??â
âSif???â Isa stutters. âI mean, weâd really appreciate it, thanks⌠but, why???â Rude. You canât help but give Isa a small stink eye at that, and he seems to get the message.
âIâm the only one that can catch up to her when she starts running.â you explain. And itâs not an exaggeration when you say that Sadness can blinding run. Youâd never say it out loud but it⌠makes you feel a little less confident in your own role as the partyâs fastest. Anyways⌠âIâm also the only one who could track her as well. Hunting skill, remember?â
âAnd are you forgetting the amount of gem-cracking times I had to separate the two of you?â Odile cuts in, hands on her head. You wince. You did NOT enjoy the feeling of a blinding sprayer soaking half your face and hat. âWe can try tracking her down in the-â
âDileâŚâ Bonbon interrupts, looking at the madam with a pleading expression. She canât help but flinch. The implication of leaving them all aloneâŚ
â. . . Gems⌠fine. Fine!â Odile concedes, hand slighting down her face as she looks to you exhaustedly. âSiffrin, go help our dear little flower before she hurts yourself, will you? And if you start yet ANOTHER fight, no force on this country will stop my wrath.â she warns.
âYeah. Mine too!â Bonbon adds.
You canât help but chuckle under your breath. And if weâre talking flowersâŚ
âIâll be back⌠com-poste haste!â you bow. You take off, enjoying the partyâs reaction as you follow the scent.
As said partyâs reaction fades into the background, youâre left with only one thing left to occupy your empty head.
The Sadness.
Youâve never⌠tried to connect with them. Not after the first meeting. All those roots surrounding you. It didnât hurt. You werenât suffocating. It just wasâŚ
Unpleasant.
You donât⌠hate it insomuch as you canât help but make it feel uncomfortable around you. Every pun you say never gets a reaction you want from it, your own tracking skills sometimes get questioned by her when it âfeels something is offâ andâŚ
Okay.
Maybe this will be difficult for you. Stars. Just⌠find the Sadness, make sure you donât upset it like you usually do, maybe make a pun and-
ÂŤGhh⌠grhhâŚÂť
You stop in your tracks when you hear harsh groaning. What the-?
ÂŤIâŚI have to. H-have to⌠Uhh-!Âť
*SNAP!*
That sounds⌠rather bad no? You follow the noise and see-
Uh. Youâre not sure what you're seeing, but you think it's bad. Given its just tore a blinding piece of itself off!
ÂŤNo⌠no matter what⌠I willâŚÂť
Okay, you should stop this. Now. âUh, Lily?â
ÂŤ-!? BLOOM!Âť
Oh STARS NOT AGAIN! YOU DODGE OUT OF THE WAY JUST AS ROOTS ONCE MORE ERUPT FROM THE GROUND TO GRAPPLE YOU! SPEAK, MORON! âWAIT, LILY! IT'S ME, SIFFRIN!â
THE SADNESSâŚ! Stops mid-another Craft. Very slowly, it lowers her staff. And maybe it's the adrenaline speaking, but you think they're honest to stars shame and guilt on that face. âŚIt doesnât make you feel any better. Eventually, it just⌠turns around and sits next to the giant moon in the sky. The only sound beside your own slowing breathing is the sound of the Sadness⌠shuddering? Sobbing?
. . .
You breathe in and out. Just so you can speak to them as rationally as you can. Be the bigger person here, Siffrin!
âI-â
âIâm sorry.â
Huh?
âFor how I acted.â She responds, head turning to you. Its weird eyes shimmer against the night, âFor upsetting you all with my behavior. It was utterly becoming of meâŚâ It shudders again, hand on the side of its head that still has a horn (what the stars?) but more at itself than you.Â
Oh. Boy, do you feel dumb and useless. Why did you come out here again?
âI⌠just need a moment to myself is all.â And with that, she turns her head back to gaze at the sky.
You stand there in silence for a bit, unsure if the Sadness will do anything.
âSoâŚâ you start slowly, trying to see if sheâs better⌠or at least won't bind you again. The lack of response and small muttering in a language you never heard before casts enough doubt on that.
ÂŤThey donât know. They donât know. They donât know.Âť
âUh, Lily?â You cautiously ask. Ok, funnyjokespun person time, GO!. âI wanted to say, despite everything⌠I still think you can be⌠a-peeling.â Yes, a fruit joke. Canât go wrong with that!
Wow. You have never seen someone (Sadness or otherwise) suddenly look at you like that before. Not even Odile! You suddenly feel very self-conscious about your entire being! Stars, she probably wants you blinding dead for that!
âWhat was that?â You hear.
Huh? âWhat was⌠what?â you ask, genuinely confused as to what is happening.
âWhat you just said, what⌠was that?â
âUhâŚâ quick, moron, how do you explain the concept of puns and jokes to someone!? âW-word play? I guess it's to make people laughâŚ?â Please be enough please be enough please be enough.
. . . ÂŤWord playâŚÂť You hear it drawls, in its own language, and now it's fully turned back around. âI think I understand now.â
Oh? âUnderstand what, exactly?â
âI donât- canât understand them.â
What? ââŚBwah?â
âMy apologies.â The Sadness says again while bowing. âPuns have⌠well I mean to say- ÂŤOh CheeseâŚÂťâ it winces at its slip up. Wow. You've never seen an apology go that wrong before. Still, you watch it continue forth anyways.
âIâm afraid Iâve⌠lacked the ability to connect the words to find the humor underneathâŚâ It finishes, looking upset again. But, hang on a secâŚ
âSo⌠you don't hate my puns? Just⌠donât understand them?â You ask, slightly hopeful⌠wait, why are you asking a blinding-
âYes⌠And all along, it was really just a joke, all alongâŚâ You hear her say again âI shouldâve suspected as much, but-â unable canât catch the rest, but you breathe a sigh you didnât know you had. And because someone didnât hate you (and your puns).
ÂŤHahâŚÂť A noise escapes their lips once more. But it sounds⌠familiar? ÂŤHah⌠hah hah⌠a joke. Just a joke. It was nothing more.Âť Laughter? It⌠sounds wrong.Â
*CRACK*
ÂŤWhy. Why do I still feel like⌠Like something is. . . missing?Âť You manage to hear. But you canât tell. The Sadness is twitching wrongly, smoke is emitting off it, it just started to tear at its larger horn, and your empty head is suddenly aching as she keeps talking. Keeps tearing. ÂŤI know it! I know it! Why canât I-?Âť
âLily?â You suddenly say without prompting. She stops twitching for a moment, looking at you again. Her hand is still on her damaged horn, ready to be torn off at any moment. âBreathe with me?â
For several, stars-blinding seconds. . . You felt the whole Universe go still as the Sadness, who had given you nothing but the worst stares (straight into your soul) looked into your eyes.
And you couldnât help but see yourself.
Lost and adrift at sea.
She⌠shakily nods. Not saying anything, but you see her mouth something to yourself. You do what you always did when you felt overwhelmed.
You breathe in, and out.
In and out.
In and out.
In-
âDid you teach Bonnie this?â
You suddenly choke on the air. It⌠takes longer than youâd ever tell the rest of the party to stop. Once you finally compose yourself-
âW-What?â
âBonnie- the youngest. I assumed they belonged to you.â said the Sadness.
WHAT.
âBELONGED TO WHAT.â You say.
The Sadness flinches⌠before suddenly putting their hands over their mouth and away from her horn. âW- ÂŤoh CheeseâŚÂť no, no! I mean that humaine, Bonnie-â she mutters to herself for⌠longer before looking at you again. âI meant to say, the humaine that was traveling with you all.â
Oh. You relax a little at that. âYeah, thatâs Bonnie, alright. The little chef,â you say, a smirk replacing your previous confusion. Also, you are in NO WAY capable of parenthood.
âThey did it as well, that⌠breathing technique,â Ah. You didnât think⌠you shake it off for now, and keep looking as she continues. âIt⌠seems so pointless and yet⌠It helped a lot.â
âHuhâŚâ So, they seem⌠relatively calm at least. With great caution given, you open your mouth again, hoping that this next one wonât land you in trouble. âIf you donât mind me askingâŚâ you start, your body tensing just in case the Sadness starts tying you up again.
âA memory.â she suddenly says.
You blink. You didnât even get to ask your question!
What is with people today interrupting you?
âA memory? Was it⌠a bad one?â you mutter, still curious enough as to what she is telling you.
âIt was⌠a painful memory.â she confesses, her tone dead yet the hate was radiating off it. You find she's clutching her fallen, torn-off horn harshly, smoke emitting from her small body, and that burnt smell returns. You don't say anything for a moment. Mainly because⌠you canât quite relate.
You donât really have much else besides this. So only having painful memoriesâŚ
. . .
âSo⌠no Gingerbread then in the future? Bonnie may not like being limited,â you joke, hoping to get your mind off that emptiness inside you. And then mentally kick yourself for that because why woul-
âN-no! Of course not!â the flower hastily says, smell vanishing in an instant.
Wha? âNo? Didnât you say it hurts you?â you reply, remembering what Odile said about the Sadnessâs amnesia.
She shakes her head. âI would never limit someone elseâs potential, for whatever reason. Iâve seen how they enjoyed cooking.â she states rather boldly.
Now that you can relate. They became so happy when they were allowed to cook for you all the first time. Your heart clenches when you remember how they smiled when everyone enjoyed their efforts for the first time. Still⌠âI donât think they really will, given everything that happened tonight.â
Lily⌠looks a bit shocked at that. Her eyes glaze a bit as she looks up back at the night sky again. âI see. I didnât realize they cared that much for me.â
âPretty sure everyone does at this point.â The jury's still out on Odile though. âYou are a member of Miraâs party, afterall.â
Lily doesnât say anything for a few moments, her face still staring ahead at the stars. âI see. Thank youâŚâ she says. You're not sure if that was a wet or dry sob. You donât wanna push your luck any further.
âYou donât need to mention it. Itâs⌠nice to see you arenât upset anymore.â you admit. Itâs not a lie. You don't really like seeing the party upset. And despite your own gripes with her⌠ah, it doesnât matter.
The Sadness blinks back towards you at that, before managing to muster a weak smile â...Thatâs very nice of you, Rouge.â
Uh, no. âSiffrin.â
The Sadness blinks again. âPardon?â
âMy name. Siffrin. If weâre gonna try to get along, we can at least use each other's names.â
At that, the Sadness bristles taking a look at you again⌠but then takes a deep breath and stares into your eyes again. Though this time feels a bit more fierce than how she was usually. âLily. Call me Lily.âÂ
âWell⌠I can certainly try, Ms. Lily.â you wink. Sheâs staring at you like the fruit pun for some- âNo, that wasnât a pun.â
âOh.â
There's silence. For a moment. As you two look at each other. Eventually, you look up into the sky, and the sa-Lily, remember that, is joining you.
It feels nice.
âââ
âWell, that could not have gone more wrong.â you mentally grumble. Between your semi-lucid behavior today compounded by your actions recently, itâs safe to say they KNOW something about you. But what infuriates you more than anything;
Is the humaine youâve ended up antagonized the most-is the one who helped you into the party in the first place.
How-how selfish of a Cookie are you, to put your own wants in front of others? You couldnât do that. You donât want to stifle another's freedom for your convenience.
Not again.
Something is missing here. You KNOW it.
You feel like you did the first time you lied to the small humaine-Bonnie. And despite it all, this Rouge, Siffrin. They're still willing to turn the other cheek. Despite the animosity you both share. You are feel horrible. You want to tear off this remaining horn right off with all your disgust on it. Including that-that-
Your dough trembles in outrage. In disgust. A body was handed to you. Broken, bleeding crust, presented like a gift from the divine.
Lifeless. Inert. Dead.
All for you-
No. Not in front of the R-Siffrin. Even as your hands twitch for that itch and limp of dead weight. They were concerned. Of course. They donât know.
Itâll fall off with time.
You sigh, a bit lost again at their (and apparently, the partyâs) kindness for you. Once more, you only have the stars above you to soothe your half-broken dough.
But⌠as you sneak a look at your⌠companion. You canât help but ask upon seeing their face, âDo they help you?â
ăHmm?ă Siffrin, the not-Witch Rouge, hums in confussion as he looks at you. ăHelp what?ă he asks, unaware of what you mean.
âThe stars.â You say plainly. Something crosses their face. An emotion you canât quite assess sparks behind their eyes.
ăYes.ă They say. You canât tell what color is painting that tone. But you sense something personal.
You decide to leave it at that.
âŚââŚââŚâ
The Rouge and the Flower would stay there for an hour more, before they made it back to camp.
No one else would learn the full extent of what transpired that day. But besides an understanding, it would never be said.
ăAlso, youâre apologizing to Mirabelle. You made her upset when you ran off.ă Siffrin suddenly told Lily near the end of their star gazing.
âYes, that makes sense.â she sheepishly conceded.
Besides the obvious.
ââŚââŚââŚ
âŚâŚâŚ
And thus, the budding lily slowly trembled in starlight.
âââ
WOAH, that was dark. Man, would really need something way lighter to balance that out.
Oh wait-
CW: portrayals of drunkenness (mainly on Lily)
Extra story: The Fairyâs Carriage (aka, why and how Lily goes around baby style)
(Takes place after story 1. Several days after âLilyâ joined the Saviors.)
âHuff⌠huff⌠crab!â exclaimed Isabeau as he leaned his body on a sturdy tree, resting for just a moment after his marathon-style run. âDang, Lily. You really-â he started. But found himself unable to finish. Mainly due to Lily having reached 10 feet further and counting in distance on her (surprisingly stubby) legs. And going. And going further. And still going.
â...know how to run.â The Defender finished with a mumble, too busy being in awe that such a small creature possessed the ability to run so much, and was already about 25 feet away.
To understand why our beloved Defender is jogging himself sick with the Flower, we unfortunately need to go back, just a bit more in the timeline. It was just two days after Lily was âacceptedâ into the SaviorsâŚ
ăăăăă
âOkay then everyone. Our next destination is just beyond this path.â Mirabelle explained as she pointed ahead. And before them laid a very long, and very boring looking dirt path. There werenât any trees, no nearby rivers. Not even a single solitary house along the wayside.
It was very boring.
âWhatâs the catch?â Odile asked, feeling a bit put off by just how dull and normal the dirt road looked. Siffrin meanwhile went ahead, just to make sure nothing was lying in wait.
âThatâs just it- thatâs all thatâs there.â Mirabelle sighed. âThere are no towns, no forest for shade- no place to rest down this path. So we can't stop, for even a moment! If we did, weâd be sitting ducks if a Sadness attacked us at night.â she grimaced.
âIâm back! And yeah, Miraâs right. The coast is clear⌠like suspiciously clear.â Siffrin reported, somewhat also concerned by how empty the path before them all was.
âIt was a desolate stretch of land, even before the King⌠nothing here lasted long.â The Housemaiden spoke plainly about their travel option.
âThis is going to be murder on my legs.â Odile sighed in dread for the excursion, old wounds aching in anticipation.
âHey, donât be like that, Odile.â Siffrin said with a smile. âYou just gotta be a little bit more dirt-termined.â
âUGGHHH!!/NO, BAD!!/GemsâŚ/HAHAHAHA!!!â
â. . .â
*sniff sniff* âLi? Whatâs wrong?â Bonnie suddenly asked the little Sadness traveler that was currently sitting on their shoulder, due to the scent of flowers mixing with a slight burning filled the childâs nostrils. Said Sadness was busy staring straight ahead at the Rouge, whose cat-like grin would suddenly become strained.
It would be the very first time Siffrin learned what the others would later dub Lilyâs âAnti-pun stareâ. Mainly due to the way the pupil-less eyes would somehow gain a certain sheen to it as her eyes narrowed, and her âhornsâ (Bonnie and Mirabelle thought the horns were cool when they grew, despite everything) began to emit smoke. The way the Rouge flinched back against such a worldly gaze is immediate as it was impressive.
âUh⌠yeah, we got a lot of ground to cover, Madame Odile.â Siffrin coughed lamely, now finding the boring road ahead more interesting than whatever was eying them with such intensity. He would start walking at a more brisk pace, one which would be easily mistaken for running.
âHey, Sif, wait up!â Isabeau said as he went after the Rouge. Said rogue, who was still walking at an uncomfortable pace.
âImpressive.â Odile hummed with a smirk to the flower still staring at the Rogue. She would start walking straight ahead after Siffrin at her own pace, mainly to not aggravate her bad leg.
âWe should start moving, before the sun sets. We have⌠a very long road ahead of us.â Mirabelle sighed, already on edge, only waiting for their youngest and their little friend to start.
âWelp, nothing to it.â Bonnie said as they crouched down to make sure their boots were secure. âCâmon Li, lets-â
âW-waitâŚâ Lily suddenly stuttered, motioning for the Kid to stop for just a moment.
âL-Lily? Whatâs- AH!â Mirabelle exclaimed as the flower suddenly hopped off Bonnieâs shoulder.
âCaried me. Enough.â Lily brokenly said as she landed on the dirt below her, staff in hand, and wrapped in a small cloth to avoid startling others. âI walk. Now.âÂ
âHuh???â Both the Kid and the Housemaiden could only balk at what just occurred. Mainly the fact said flower Sadness had suddenly taken off and vanished from sight, leaving a small dust cloud in her wake. As they turned their heads-
âGEMS!â
âSif, wa-BWAAH?!â
âIs-NYAH?â
Saw the shocked reactions of the other party members as a small, delicate-like flower scurried past them everyone else like the kingdomâs fastest creature.
â...Uhm.â Mirabelle mumbled, slightly taken aback by the sudden speed the Sadness used.
Bonnie meanwhile was slightly in awe at what just occurred. They knew the Sadness was fast. Given how it scurried out from the picnic like a blot post root entanglement, Bonnie was the only one who caught a glimpse of her general direction. It was still just as shocking to witness as before. âWoah. She's so fastâŚâ Bonnie gasped.
âWhat the-?â Isabeau began in shock at what just ran by, before doing a double take at what occurred next. âSif???â
Shock temporarily colored their face before a determined glare with a fire lit by envy behind replaced it. No sooner did that occur, the Rouge would snap their fingers and make their way after the tiny flower, who was still running as far as her tiny stubs one would hardly call for feet under her dress would take her.
â. . . Huh.â Isabeau let out.
âOh Gems, heâs getting competitive.â the researcher grimly snarked, clearly not looking forward to mediating the two again.
âWell, I mean-câmon, Mâdame!â said Isabeau. âSure, they're going a⌠little farther ahead than us, but theyâll stop soon.â he assured.
The Researcher only gave the Fighter a raised eyebrow at the remark.
âThey gotta!â
âŚââŚââŚâ
TWO HOURS LATER
ââŚââŚââŚ
*Huff⌠huffâŚ* âRemind me⌠dearest Isabeau. How long ago did you say âtheyâll stop soonâ?â The exhausted, half-dead Researcher growled with a withering glare at her very wrong compatriot.
âI knoooooow.â cried the somewhat less exhausted Fighter, though he was no less out of breath. Mainly because everyone had tried to keep up with the rouge and the flowerâs sudden race. It was⌠not a fair contest.
At all.
*Huff⌠huffâŚ* âSh-should we tell them to stop?â spoke the Housemaiden between her own exhausted breaths. âI-I know I said we needed to get through this path but-â
âThey're still crabbinâ runninâ!â Bonnie yelled, both in awe and annoyance at their two favorite peopleâs shenanigans. âItâs nuts and their way too far and-and-â
*huffâŚ* âAll right, that tears it- YOU TWO, GET BACK HERE, NOW!!â Roared Odile, having enough spite inside herself to use a Craft-enhanced yell to get the two competitors (really, it was just one) racing back. In a matter of moments, Lily and Siffrin returned, both somewhat winded, but still willing. Well-
âY-yes?â Coughed Lily, somewhat unsure why she had to be called back, considering she was pulling her own weight and then some. Was it the handful of dirt she dug up? She had a theory about the flavour of this dirt compared to Earthbread but didnât want to say anything yet.Â
âDonât-donâtâŚâ Siffrin huffed, genuinely trying (and failing) to appear calmer than his appearance betrayed due to having jogged two hours with Craft buffs just to keep up with Lily. âM-made sure⌠the Sadness⌠get tooâŚâ he coughed. He was too distracted by his own exhaustion that Lily flinched at his broken words.Â
Odile gave both of them the same withering stare she gave Isabeau. Almost immediately, both the somewhat on-edge Lily and tired Siffrin both suddenly became ramrod-straight under her gaze. For the former, she suddenly remembers a gaze Elder Faerie Cookie once gave after she accidentally ate an unknown mushroom and had to be bed-ridden for a week before she could go back to her studies. For the latter, he suddenly tilted his hat in a vain hope the stare would lessen. It would not.
ââŚRight, next time you two suddenly want to race, how about-NO.â She ordered. And Siffrin understood, nodding in compliance.
Lily however-
âSorry. R-race?â
Odile blinked before answering, âYour speed. Not unusual for Sadness to lean in high speed when threatened, but-â
âNormal.â
âWhat.â Odile (and Siffrin) said.
âNormal. S-speed.â She confessed, somewhat taken aback by the stares she was getting. (Especially the Rouge, though she still stood strong in spite of it.)
It was that moment when everyone realized their little flower âfriendâ had a few tricks. Besides the staff.
Following a surprisingly intense argument over the possibility of Lilyâs speed being able to surpass Siffrinâs while boosted, and Bonnie stating that carrying Lily isnât a burden due to weighing a pound, the remaining time spent on that dirt road was thankfully uneventful. Besides ANOTHER incident with Lily attempting (and then partially succeeded in) tasting the dirt and having a reaction too hilarious for words to describe. Lily still âwalkedâ on her own two feet after the dirt incident, but surprisingly still kept up with the larger humans with ease, even after all that occurred.
Which brings us to now.
Following what the party called âThe Dirt Road Derbyâ, Isabeau wanted to see how far Lily could run if given the chance. Claiming to wanting to go for a jog to keep up his strength before they reach civilization again, Lily obliged.
And Isabeau, despite his well-crafted, well developed body found himself eating the dust of a Sadness that could easily outpace him and then some.
ăăăăă
Isabeau was deep in thought. Not in envy mind you, but in concern. A Sadness having that much vigor to run loops around the party would be somewhat concerning, given the nature of Sadnesses as vicious, unintelligent monsters. The fact that an intelligent Sadness is a can of worms he and Odile have been trying to open safely without causing distress to everyone else.
After telling Odile about his jog with Lily, he was given the chance to watch over Lily while in the town of Bondue, much to Bonnieâs disgruntlement. Partly due to not wanting Lilyâs appearance to frighten any of the townspeople, given her nature as a Sadness (intelligence notwithstanding), she would hide in his very deep pockets until they made it to the nearest inn. And partially because he wanted to make sure Lily would be safer with cushioning in his pocket, than on top Bonnie's head with a hat being the only thing preventing a city-wide panic and manhunt.
That's when another issue propped up.
âAlright Lily. Weâre in Bondue now. I wonât lie, itâll be a⌠bit tricky with so many people around.â The Fighter slowly began, hoping his words were getting through Lily, as he gently carried her in his massive hands. âDonât worry, I made sure my pockets have nothing but cotton, so you should be safe. Just⌠donât make too much movement, okay?â
Lily nodded, though hesitance was clear on her face, despite the lack of pupils. With a sigh and a prayer to the Change God to not have anything bad happen, he slipped Lily in, spying a look from her as she held her breath.
Very carefully did Isabeau walk, hoping most people would take his status as a (former) Defender would give the people a wide berth. The others, meanwhile, walked in a diamond formation around him,Â
That would last for a solid 15 minutes.
âRUN!!! SADNESS!!!â
*WHAM!* âGYAH-!â
âLI!â
âOH CHANGE!â
âGEMS!â
âISA, ARE YOU-â
As panic hit the party at once, Isabeau instantly realized he had been thrown to the floor. And on the side he was carrying Lily in. In a panic, he rose up and rustled through his pocket, praying he had gone and squashed the flower with his size. Only to pause upon noticing how very empty said pocket was.
âUh, guys? Donât freak out, but I think Lily's gone-â
ÂŤBLOOM!Âť
âGYRAHHHH!â
No sooner did Isabeau finish his realization, a familiar sound of displaced earth and a terrible cry echoed throughout the town.
âStars.â Siffrin suddenly cursed.
And everyone ran. And they found less of what was expected.
Mainly Lily, despite her size, standing tall over her opponent. As she pinned the other, more monstrous Sadness in her roots. Behind them, a fallen woman, clearly unnerved-
âW-wait, Li-â Isabeau began too far for his voice to reach.
âAre you-â
âKYAAAH! S-STAY AWAY FROM ME! MONSTER!!!â
The flower visibly wilted at that. Just as sudden, a look in her eyes was something between guilt and acceptance. Before she could flinch back further however-
âArtsy Silent Burst!â
*BOOM!*
Just then, an explosion of Paper Craft explodes against the tied down Sadness, destroying it instantly. And just as sudden, Isabeau came up and picked Lily as gently as he could. Despite the stares he was receiving from everyone.
As accusations of âW-what is that thing?!â, âIs that some new kind of Sadness?â, and the more classic âMommy, Daddy, Iâm scared!â filled the area as a mob began to form, Isabeau kept his eyes on the stilted Lily. Who was still looking at the growing mob with a resigned look.
âYou alright, Lily?â Isabeau asked. Wordlessly, Lily nodded, and mentally the Defender put a rain check on that. For now-
âWh-why is he defending that Sadness?!â someone yelled out in confusion and a tinge of anger. âThe Sadness must be controlling the Saviors!â some else yelled in anger. Isabeau looked up to see the mob was growing restless by the second.
âCrab.â cursed the fighter as Odile had a vein forming on her face, and Siffrin was already in front of the kid to shield them from the worse that was about to occur. He began covering Lily in his massive arms, despite her protests, when someone raised their arms to throw something-
âWAIT!!!â
And then, like a miracle, Mirabelle suddenly ran forth, standing in front of both the fighter and the flower like some god-sent angel with her arms stretched out wide.
âPlease wait! Before you do something rash, listen!â Mirabelle appeased, her arms not bearing any weapons nor in any craft signs. âThis Sadness- she's a good-I mean, innocent. We can assure you all-â
âCrab that! That Sadness just made a bunch of weed blocked off our only exit out of town!â an angry villager proclaimed, pointing towards a slightly devastated wall that was covered to the brim with roots like the ones that tied up Siffrin. A fact the rogue remembered, given the way their face darkened at the sight.
âLily???â Mirabelle gasped, though in a tone more like admonishing a child for making a mess.
âTrisste⌠broke through.â Lily brokenly said, despite a clear look of guilt written on her face âHad to⌠fix.â
âLily! I mean, itâs really pretty, but nobody can leave? Could youâŚ?â The housemaiden gently tilted her head towards the massive upturning of roots before her.
Lily did not hesitate, and with a shoutting of ăBLOOM!ă to create a sudden, and very beautiful, opening in the wall she made, flowers blossoming out and leaving the mob and party in varying levels of awe. The roots that formerly held down the larger Sandnes would coil together and blossom as well, which soon caused the mob to change their tune from ready to throw fists to throwing a celebration. The reason why however-
âThree cheers for Mirabelle, the Great Sadness Tamer!â the lady who called Lily a monster raised a toast for Mirabelle, the Housemaidenâs intentions having been completely misunderstood.
âYAY!â cheered the townspeople, drinks raised.
âImsosorryimsosorryimsosorry-â Mirabelle sputtered as she leaned in close to the Flower, hands together and eyes closed due to shame at what snowballed lie had apparently occurred.
âIt's. AlrightâŚâ Lily lied, having never felt farther from her designation as âAncient of Freedomâ than right now. A Witchess-for-goodness-sake âTamed Sadnessâ. And apparently a ânew breedâ at that (she is thankful for Odile helping her scaring off the more dubious researcher that clearly wanted to dissect her). She supposed it was karma for her lie of being a âSadnessâ, but a look at Siffrin, who was standing to the side, eying her with a drink in hand, had her recall why she did so in the first place.
âSo. Fes de Fluer, huh?â Isabeau spoke up as he approached the apology storm, trying to divert attention away from everything else with a chuckle. Lily turned to see him having some drinks in hand. Before he suddenly asked âYou want one?â
Lily, rather briefly, wondered if that was a safe idea, given her cookie-like body might not be able to handle such a thing. But then, as always, that spark of curiosity got the better of her and given the night she was having, nodded, hands outstretched and grasping at the small by human standards cup. Which she then drank in one big gulp, feeling much more refreshed after all that running and flower spells she did early today.
âHuhâŚâ Isa said in mild surprise as he was just giving Mirabelle her own drink to calm her nerves. âYou feel better, Lily?â
ÂŤYep! *hic!* Show good!Âť Lily slurred cheerfully, to Isaâs shock as the drink was not in any way alcoholic. Bonnie was drinking it for Changeâs sake. It was. Just simple berry juice??? Was it just a reaction to her nature as a Sadness??? He didnât know, but opted to take the suddenly bubbly Lily inside the inn, less she wandered away. Again. While apparently drunk!
â â â
The next day would welcome White Lily with a mild headache. Well, mild for Lily anyways.
As she clutched her fuming head, she saw a small plate with something she believed was⌠ice cream. Which humans apparently had as well.
âOh good, you're awake.â a familiar voice said, and the flower would see a sheepish defender approaching, holding something under his left arm while scratching the back of his head with his right. âUh. I wanted to say sorry. For apparently getting you drunk? DEFINITELY wasnât my intention last night. And again, Iâm REALLY sorry for that.â He apologized profusely.
Despite herself, Lily found herself smiling gently. âItâs⌠alright.â she said âit was actually rather fascinating. Something safe for these humaines was still able to make me feel bubblyâŚâ She mentally noted. The defender didnât look that convinced, but he smiled anyway.
âWell, thanks for not holding a grudge. Itâd hate for a mistake to ruin a friendship, heh.â he laughed as he pulled out what he was holding out. âBut uh⌠if you want, that ice cream should help with the hangover. Hopefully⌠mainly so we can talk about this.â he finished as he laid the thing in question; a blueprint for some kind of carriage.
Lily was currently unsure what to say. Maybe it was the headache. Or the ice cream she was having. Or due to having been called âfriendâ by a humanie she had antagonized before. She just settled on the ice cream for now.
âSo. Since people⌠know about you now, it SHOULD be safe for you to walk around exposed.â Isabeau began. Lily couldnât help but nod absentmindedly as she continued to eat ice cream before her. âAnd, since thereâs no telling if another, more hostile Sadness could attack, I gave it some thought, spoke to the others, and started on this.â he explained, and Lily tore herself away from the ice-cold dessert to see what he was pointing at.
Some kind of portable baggie. Something that reminded Lily of things adult cookies would use to carry their little doughlings- and she immediately locked in place upon making the connection.
ÂŤWhat!? But Iâm not-Âť she sputtered in her native Cookie tongue, nearly dropping her spoon before holding onto it for dear life like her staff.
âI know. Itâs⌠not exactly the best. But between your Sadness nature and people thinking Miraâs some kind of âsuper cool Sadness tamerâ, this is the best we could come up with without causing a panic again.â Isabeau sighed as he explained, clearly not happy to be degrading a friend to a baby to be watched over (not exactly wrong, given what occurs in later days of their journey together, but still-) âStill though, if you donât wanna do this, we can find a another way to hide you. I could start wearing a hat!â he jovially suggested, clearly trying to make Lily happy.
With a sigh, Lily shook her head âNo. I⌠understand.â she sighed as her grip on the spoon loosened.
âYou sure? Again, I donât wanna make you uncomfortable doing this.â Isabeau says again, stressing the importance of Lilyâs own agency.
âYes.â Lily said, a tinge of defeat in her sigh, dreading what the others back home would say.
From there, and with some⌠surprisingly careful measurements from the Defender, in a manner of hours, a pocket-like carriage with a massive opening for Lily to move around in, and stuffed with cotton, was built. The straps were also interchangeable, so anybody could wear it and carry Lily.
And thus, on the way out of Bondue, Bonnie triumphantly displayed the Displaced Flower, to the slight mortification of said Flower. She also did not enjoy the side eye look Siffrin gave her on the side, but swallowed it, thankfully.
Thus, the legend of the one chosen by the Change God would gain a new part of her growing tale: taming the mythical FĂŠe des Fleurs and the ability to tame others with her great kindness.
âHey Li. You still regrettinâ being put in this?â Bonnie asked as they marched to the next Orb location.
âNot at all,â lied Lily, having learned a bit ago that the rumor had mutated further and that there were sayings of the party carrying two kids. Isabeau was walking a bit further ahead, a blush coloring his cheeks.
She sighed, wishing that this⌠embarrassment would be the worst of it.
Unaware of the one above, broken yet still listening would assure her that things COULD.
The End.
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WOO- that took a lot out of me. Anyways, hold onto your buts. Because (when I get to it) we're having... the Eye Incident. But it might be a bit different than you think it'll go.
This is just a question about whatâs coming up in the story. You donât have to do any major spoilers but are the is stars in Time main cast gonna turn into cookies soon because I want to see that part soon for multiple reasons
To make it as simple as I can - MAYBE. And that's if I get to it after I finish everything else here. But there IS A non-canon extra story in the works to compensate for that. Two, actually.
Displaced Delicious Gingerbread - ISaT/CRK AU part 2 + Extra
Synopsis: White Lily Cookie has traveled with the Saviours of Vaugarde for a few weeks since her sudden âappearanceâ. Having helped a town with a Sadness infestation, its people give the heroes a very sweet gift as thanks! One which, unfortunately, may be hard for âLilyâ to stomachâŚ
I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!
So yeah, writers block. Its a pain. And when I got my mojo back, would ya believe it was near the finals of school? Yeah that was fun. Anyways, I should preface this by saying sorry, and secondly, I'll still be unsure if/when I get a chance to upload my third story on this. But please note that it WILL be coming out, even if takes a while.
Side Note: not as many pictures as before, but Tato may have some more. Hard maybe. Please do not harass them for any reason.
Like before, this fic was inspired by asks by @sherllockholems and scenes are drawn by @potatotato-26, and is based on In Stars and Time by Disc5 and Cookie Run Kingdom by Devsisters. I do not own anything.
Please enjoy!
CW: PTSD, spiraling, slight self-harm, and trauma
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ăOh, saviors!ă
A somewhat elderly giant -a humaine you internally correct- suddenly calls out to everyone as just as you managed to get secure on your harness (youâve already forgiven him, but a laugh helps to relieve some of the tension, as your friend once said). This person appeared to be the leader, given the sense of authority they radiated.
ăWeâre eternally reconnaissante for your efforts. Had you gĂŠnĂŠreuse folks not arrived, we fear we would be revendiquĂŠ by the Kingâs CurseâŚă The elder, seeming leader of this village, proclaims, a slight shudder passes their lips. ăTruthfully, we had been preparing for a celebration for a recent birth⌠We would be nĂŠgligent not to ask if you may join us?ă the leader asked, hand somewhat outstretched in a gesture of goodwill towards the Housemaidenâs direction. She⌠looked rather hesitant, in all honesty. In fact, she seemed rather apprehensive by the possibility of staying.
You can certainly understand the feeling.Â
ăW-well⌠T-Thank you for the o-offerâŚă the Housemaiden, Mirabelle, stuttered. She clearly was torn between turning down the offer and accepting it. You⌠werenât exactly in a position to disagree with her.Â
As Mirabelle and her party had (managed to) explain to you, the curse that threatens this entire country spreads like a malady. All touched by it, whether it be itself or the âTristesseâ manifested by the panic, are frozen in time⌠A chilling concept indeed. The ability to manipulate time to such a degree⌠It would be an interesting subject to study, if not for the current⌠situation.
And yet, this âHousemaidenâ still goes out of her way to help those on the wayside. Even if it cuts into their mission. Because she truly wants to help them, unable to pass by the suffering of others.
If they were a cookie, what virtue would her dough radiate?
Regardless, you motion to your⌠âassigned carrierâ humaine, Bonnie, to take notice of their companionâs slight distress. Upon doing so, they immediately start clamouring for their attention.
ăHEY! BELLE!ă âLoudâ truly is their preferred method of speaking, considering how your head slightly rattle as they help their friend out of their indecision. ăWE LEAVINâ?ă They innocently asked. Not⌠exactly how you wanted to ask, but you get the feeling this more stems from urgency than anything malicious.Â
ăLoud as always, BonifaceâŚă The taller âMadameâ, Odile sighed. ăBut yes, Mirabelle? We are leaving, no? Canât exactly keep the Roi waiting.ă She adds somewhat sardonically, despite never taking her eyes off the book she was reading. You lightly snort, seeing as sheâd make for a rather studious member of Blueberry Academy. Though for the strangest reason, you ironically see her more of a student than a teacher there.
ăHey, câmon Madame! Mira deserves a break after everything!ă Came the concerned yet considerate voice of the partyâs âDefenderâ, Isabeau. The rather large man had his arms crossed and somewhat of a pout on his face, before it morphed into one of deep thought. ăStill, maybe we can just have it to go?ă
Bonnie suddenly gasps, a sign of betrayal was clear on their face. ăZA! You crab! You tellinâ me my food ainât good?ă You sigh, as this is probably the third time this week that Bonnie had gotten upset when the opportunity for other snack sources besides themselves came up. They truly did care about their reputation as the partyâs chef. You open your mouth to try and placate them-
ăCâmon BonbonâŚă That voice pipes up, with the whole party suddenly looking over to see the âRougeâ of the party, âSiffrinâ as they named themselves, spoke up, a wry grin adorning their face. ăYou canât just turn down a meal! Colla-tivation is key to happiness, after all.ă
ăHAHAHA!ă Isabeau laughs uproariously. Bonnie hides a chuckle with a grimace, and Mirabelle and Odile both groan at the winking rougeâs strange words.
You donât exactly see the so called 'humor', but canât help to think they need more practice, personally. Or maybe you're still put off by how they dress⌠and the language gap as well, even with how close you are to understanding everything these last few days. So instead, you opt to just roll your eyes at the attempt.
Thereâs something else you know you just donât see it.
Regardless, that seems to have soothed Mirabelle a tad, as she serenely smiles at the elder, her hands together. ăT-Thank you for the offer. But we simply must make hâte. Excuses.ă
Thereâs a look in the leader humaineâs eyes you catch, but they manage to smile despite that. ăI see. A shame, but we understand.ă The leader accepted morosely, ăStill, we would be remise to not give you something for your troublesâŚă
As the words leave the leaderâs lips, a smaller humaine walks forward, expression of shyness across their face. In their hands, a bag tied with a pretty ribbon on it.
The smell of baked sugar emitting from the bag begins to make your dough crawl.
ăPlease, at least take this.ă The elder said as Mirabelle began opening the bag, your horns beginning to itch in dread. ăIt is our villageâs specialty after all! Pain d'ĂŠpice!ă
And just like that, your entire worldview goes dark with smoke.
âŚâŚâŚ
âThe recipe came from a traveler who stayed a few weeks long ago, but they were nice enough to share the recipe, and we made it our own.â the village elder explains. Huh. So a traveler left something of a mark on this place? Cute. Adorable even! How nice of them to have left a piece of themselves behind. You doubt youâd be able to make something as charming as those Gingerbread people Mira has in her hand are.
âOh my! They look absolutely adorable!â Mira proclaims. You feel a bit better as she smiles at the treat. Even if it isnât Bonbon who made it. Speaking ofâŚ
âSee, Bonnie?â Isa assured as he gently rubbed Bonbonâs hair with his big hands. âNothing wrong with other options, ya know?â
âMhmmmâŚâ Bonbon still looked upset, so youâll have to help them out later. You take a look at Odile, who has already gotten into the âI am already taking off, but not actually yetâ face. You think. She is rather⌠um, wise.
Besides, you have a destination to reach after all. Ignoring the feeling in your stomach, you canât help but smack your lips in anticipation of trying out those âGingerbreadâ. Sadly, your anticipation is soured when your eyes eventually wander to them, the weird flower Sadness that Bonbon decided to keep, strapped to their chest like some helpless babe. (Which you are aware is NOT the case.)
Sure, it may have charmed everyone else besides you and Madame Odile, but youâve been keeping an eye on her. Youâd NEVER let them get hurt. Even if the Sadness had a strange charm about it.
Uh.
Speaking of.
Sheâs looking rather uh⌠intensely at the Gingerbread.Â
âŚ
Does it secretly want them as well?
You can't tell from here, but she looks like she really wants to break out of that harness.
Your eyes narrow as her rapidly moving âeyesâ suddenly become transfixed with yours. Youâre not sure why, butâŚ
You decide to give a reassuring smile, hoping to soothe the Sadness before it makes a ruckus (and targets you again, for some stars-blasted reason).
Uh.
She looks exactly like she did when you first met???
Nice going dumb-dumb!!! You just look away, your hat hiding your embarrassment as everyone says their farewells.
You wish you arenât rooted in place. AGAIN. StarsâŚ
âââ
The world is covered in an insufferable haze
. . .
You cannot see
Okay.
You cannot breath
Alright.
You cannot feel
You
sigh. Loudly. Louder than you expected. Than you wanted you are going to alert them-
No.
Stop.
This is nothing. Nothing at all. Keep your hands off your horns. They know nothing. And you can protect yourself if the worst comes to worst. All you need to do is just-
You cannot spe
ăHey, Li? You alright?ă The giant yet gentle voice of Bonnie suddenly knocks out of the haze momentarily. You manage to-wait, are they already sitting in front of you? And the tents⌠ăYouâve been quiet for a bit.ă
Clearly you are. Crumbs. You NEED to get it together, White Lily!
âY-yes⌠S-sorry.â You cough out, louder than usual. They undoubtedly notice something is off about you. You clutch your staff (thankfully by your side still).
So what are you waiting for?
âI justâŚâ You open. The words are on the tip of your tongue!
Just say what you feel! Just-
*GrowllllâŚ*
You. Blush. The haze that filled your vision parts⌠leaving you with an empty belly and an embarrassed look on your face. Crumbs.
ăOoooh⌠Youâre just hungry! Makes sense.ă Bonnie realizes with a nod. They then turn around and face everyone else, who are currently already set up camp-Cheese, how out of it were you?! ăHEY EVERYONE! IâMMA MAKE SOME REAL FOOD FOR LI! YOU GUYS WANT ANYTHINâ?!ă
Loud as always. Even so, you canât help but sigh with slight nostalgia as their booming voice reminds you a bit of your friends back home. So carefree and full of life. You scratch the itch in your head with your free hand, hoping the haze will recede further.
ăHmmm⌠ă the Defender, Isabeau, thinks. Deeply. For a split second, you wonder if heâll say no. ăOf COURSE, Chef Master Bonnie!ă However, his boisterous answer makes it clear what he wants. And you feel the haze inside your eyes return.
Itâs not you. Do not say anything to change that.
ăSure thing, Bonbon! Uh⌠Iâll take whatever, actually.ă The âRougeâ finishes their request rather quietly. You try your best to ignore the itch in your horns as you attempt to speak again to the humaine in front of you-
Remember. Itâs not you.
ăI suppose so.ă The Madame, Odile, speaks, and interrupts your words, having finally put her book down for the day. ăNothing too heavy, Boniface.ă She requests.
Itâs not you. Itâs not you.
ăUh, same, actuallyâŚă Mirabelle says, raising her hand. ăIâd HATE to let these cute little things go to waste!ă And your jam. Goes. Cold. seeing what she is holding in her giant hands.
Itâs not you. Itâs not you. Itâs not you.
ăHey Li!ă Bonnie speaks once more, now looking directly at you. Despite the small shudder (you hope that doesnât make your dough appealing) You lock eyes with them. ăâŚWatcha want?ă
Itâs. Not. You.
âIâd⌠much like to taste thoseâŚâ You start, tremor in your horns affecting your decision making. Even so, you clutch your staff to find your voice. âbanana chipsâ, againâŚâ you barely finish.
itsnotyou.
ăPlantain chips? Alrighty then!ă The chef answers happily, hands raised in the air. ăOkay then, what do you guys want?ă You hear them faintly say as the haze begins encompassing your world again in earnest.Â
You clutch your staff again, your Soul Jamâs verdant light shining softly despite your worries.
Crumbs scattered everywhere
You look at the sky, the sun having set and the cool wind against your dough.
Silverware clattering against plates
You are left alone with your thoughts. Which is becoming more and more apparent that itâs⌠hard. To keep lying like this.
Crusty snapping and gooey splashing.
It makes you feel sick inside. Like something rotting in your dough and spreading outwards.
But the alternative. . .
Cackling laughter mixed with chomps.
You were lucky in these past few weeks!
The sweet smell of sugar and jam
They donât know. No. They CANâT know! You made a promise. Not just to your friends, but to these humaine as well⌠to help them.
But. But would they really keep-?!
ăHey. Li. Got them plantain chips for ya. Crunchy. Delicious. And full of potassium.ă
You. Blink as you see a large (to your size) plate of the⌠banana chips? They⌠already prepared it for you?
Oh Cheese.
ăYou looked EXTRA moody for some reason, so I made a bit more this time.ă The human kindly said, before an emotion you realize is worry shimmers in their eyes. ăâŚAlso, you SURE your alright?ăÂ
âY-yes, Iâm fine!â you hastily lie, that moldy feeling stretching out inside you again. You position yourself towards the plate (child size that they bought for you) and grab hold of a chip. Warm and fresh, passing through your grass gloves and touching your (trembling) dough. âT-thank you, chef Bonnie!â
ăCuisinière.ă They gruffly say. ăâŚAnd, okayâŚă Their eyes finally break contact as they finish returning to their own meal. There was a sense of⌠sorrow in their voice. Are they still worried about you?
âOf course they are.â You mentally remind yourself as you bite into the chip. You hum. âIt really is as tasty as last time.â Youâve been able to consume more solid foods that you thought impossible. They found you and have been constantly speaking for you. The state of your current body itself is an enigma. âDoes it have something to do with how you arrived here? Maybe.â Even when you struggled to speak the native language. âYou're so close. So close to the ones you once thought out as gods.â Even when you stumbled in combat. You eat a few more chips, the texture and flavor melts in your mouth. Having arguments with the Rouge. Your Jam shudders. You shovel a few more chips at that, snarfing a bit but pressing onwards. âIt's so goodâŚâ you mentally hum. Stopping at certain spots to examine the wildlife. More chips. Your horns are burning now. Certain towns have made you act strange enough to be noticed. Crumbs are everywhere. Your dough feels burning. You shovel even more chips in your maw. The woman named Odile has even tried to see if your âlost memoryâ lie rings true. Something wet rolls off your eyes. They crunch against your lips and the flavor explodes in your dough. The mold inside of you scratches your tiny innards. âWhy is your body like this?â You eat more. Horns. âWhy are you so far away?â Dough. And more. Jam. Why do they trust you? 'Why why why why
ăOh, Lily! Do you want some Gingerbread? Sorry, I⌠you looked really hungry and thought you wanted something else.ă Someone asks you.
And
You
See a Cookie
Motionless and partially broken.
In front of you.
Jam is oozing from their body.
You blink. And see Mirabelle. Kind, gentle Mirabelle.
Holding it out for you.
For you.
For. You.
For-
ăLily?ă
âIâm sorryâŚâ you mutter out, ignoring EVERYTHING roaring furiously inside of you as you get up on your feet and bow politely. âI think⌠I need to go for a run.â
Soul Jam in hand, you mindlessly walk into the deeper canopy, unable to hear anything else as the haze completely takes over.
âŚâŚâŚ
ÂŤIâm sorryâŚÂť You heard the Sadness whimper out, âI think⌠I need to go for a run.â And with a small sob, it takes off into the forest. At NIGHT.
âŚwhat the stars???
You are left dumbfounded. Mouth agape mid crunch of your delicious meal at what just occured. Not only did the Sadness just⌠run off. But mid-dinner break, of all things!
âAhâŚâ But Mira. Poor, gentle, kind Mira. She looks outright crushed!
Who does that blazar think she is, huh?! Turning down a cookie like that is poor form. And thatâs something you can be 100% certain of!
âSee, Za! I TOLD ya Li didnât like Gingerbread!â Bonbon yelled at Isa, knocking you out of your thoughts with a wince.
âAlright, alrightâŚâ Isabeau sighed, scratching the back of his head. Bonbon looks upset. You should try and fix this, as unequipped to handle this as you may be.
âHey, itâll be-â
âItâs NOT okay! Li just ran off!â Bonnie countered you before you could even start! Wow! Why did you try this, again? âShe was really upset, too!â
âOh change,â Mira mutters, the cookies having fallen from her hand and into the grass, âI-I never meant to upset herâŚâ
âMirabelle, nails.â Odile reminds. Miraâs hand goes back from her face. âBut⌠I do have to agree with Boniface on this.â
âWhat do you mean, Madame?â Isa asks. You yourself canât help but be curious as to what she is talking about. Especially if it has something to do with the Sadness in question.
âShe reacted poorly to that gingerbread.â Odile states simply, currently eyeing the direction the Sadness went. âAs in, a particularly bad wayâŚâ She trails off.
âYou m-meanâŚ!â Mirabelle gasps. You and Isa are equally curious about this, as much you personally wouldnât.
âDile! Quit being a crab and say it!â Bonbon rather impatiently demands. Isa is already trying their best to soothe them as Dile sighs.
âSame as before. She reacted badly when she first awoke and saw the food, if you all still remember. I believe she may have⌠recalled something.â she concludes, and the unspoken answer lingers in the air. Must be a rather bad memory, given how they were acting since everyone left the villageâŚ
You donât think you have bad memories yourself per se⌠well, you donât have much beside this, but still-!
âSo⌠Lilyâs all out there⌠alone.â Mira starts, hands gripping tightly against her dress.
âAnd in a rather bad headspace.â Isa finishes, arms crossed and concern painted on his face.
A poignant silence emanates through your party. The smell of burnt flowers wafting in the air fades by the second. As all of you look towards the direction the Sadness ran into. And the words echo in your brain.
All alone. In a bad headspace.
âŚ
. . .
Ah, stars⌠âIâll go find her,â you manage to say.
âHuh?â
âWha??â
âSif???â Isa stutters. âI mean, weâd really appreciate it, thanks⌠but, why???â Rude. You canât help but give Isa a small stink eye at that, and he seems to get the message.
âIâm the only one that can catch up to her when she starts running.â you explain. And itâs not an exaggeration when you say that Sadness can blinding run. Youâd never say it out loud but it⌠makes you feel a little less confident in your own role as the partyâs fastest. Anyways⌠âIâm also the only one who could track her as well. Hunting skill, remember?â
âAnd are you forgetting the amount of gem-cracking times I had to separate the two of you?â Odile cuts in, hands on her head. You wince. You did NOT enjoy the feeling of a blinding sprayer soaking half your face and hat. âWe can try tracking her down in the-â
âDileâŚâ Bonbon interrupts, looking at the madam with a pleading expression. She canât help but flinch. The implication of leaving them all aloneâŚ
â. . . Gems⌠fine. Fine!â Odile concedes, hand slighting down her face as she looks to you exhaustedly. âSiffrin, go help our dear little flower before she hurts yourself, will you? And if you start yet ANOTHER fight, no force on this country will stop my wrath.â she warns.
âYeah. Mine too!â Bonbon adds.
You canât help but chuckle under your breath. And if weâre talking flowersâŚ
âIâll be back⌠com-poste haste!â you bow. You take off, enjoying the partyâs reaction as you follow the scent.
As said partyâs reaction fades into the background, youâre left with only one thing left to occupy your empty head.
The Sadness.
Youâve never⌠tried to connect with them. Not after the first meeting. All those roots surrounding you. It didnât hurt. You werenât suffocating. It just wasâŚ
Unpleasant.
You donât⌠hate it insomuch as you canât help but make it feel uncomfortable around you. Every pun you say never gets a reaction you want from it, your own tracking skills sometimes get questioned by her when it âfeels something is offâ andâŚ
Okay.
Maybe this will be difficult for you. Stars. Just⌠find the Sadness, make sure you donât upset it like you usually do, maybe make a pun and-
ÂŤGhh⌠grhhâŚÂť
You stop in your tracks when you hear harsh groaning. What the-?
ÂŤIâŚI have to. H-have to⌠Uhh-!Âť
*SNAP!*
That sounds⌠rather bad no? You follow the noise and see-
Uh. Youâre not sure what you're seeing, but you think it's bad. Given its just tore a blinding piece of itself off!
ÂŤNo⌠no matter what⌠I willâŚÂť
Okay, you should stop this. Now. âUh, Lily?â
ÂŤ-!? BLOOM!Âť
Oh STARS NOT AGAIN! YOU DODGE OUT OF THE WAY JUST AS ROOTS ONCE MORE ERUPT FROM THE GROUND TO GRAPPLE YOU! SPEAK, MORON! âWAIT, LILY! IT'S ME, SIFFRIN!â
THE SADNESSâŚ! Stops mid-another Craft. Very slowly, it lowers her staff. And maybe it's the adrenaline speaking, but you think they're honest to stars shame and guilt on that face. âŚIt doesnât make you feel any better. Eventually, it just⌠turns around and sits next to the giant moon in the sky. The only sound beside your own slowing breathing is the sound of the Sadness⌠shuddering? Sobbing?
. . .
You breathe in and out. Just so you can speak to them as rationally as you can. Be the bigger person here, Siffrin!
âI-â
âIâm sorry.â
Huh?
âFor how I acted.â She responds, head turning to you. Its weird eyes shimmer against the night, âFor upsetting you all with my behavior. It was utterly becoming of meâŚâ It shudders again, hand on the side of its head that still has a horn (what the stars?) but more at itself than you.Â
Oh. Boy, do you feel dumb and useless. Why did you come out here again?
âI⌠just need a moment to myself is all.â And with that, she turns her head back to gaze at the sky.
You stand there in silence for a bit, unsure if the Sadness will do anything.
âSoâŚâ you start slowly, trying to see if sheâs better⌠or at least won't bind you again. The lack of response and small muttering in a language you never heard before casts enough doubt on that.
ÂŤThey donât know. They donât know. They donât know.Âť
âUh, Lily?â You cautiously ask. Ok, funnyjokespun person time, GO!. âI wanted to say, despite everything⌠I still think you can be⌠a-peeling.â Yes, a fruit joke. Canât go wrong with that!
Wow. You have never seen someone (Sadness or otherwise) suddenly look at you like that before. Not even Odile! You suddenly feel very self-conscious about your entire being! Stars, she probably wants you blinding dead for that!
âWhat was that?â You hear.
Huh? âWhat was⌠what?â you ask, genuinely confused as to what is happening.
âWhat you just said, what⌠was that?â
âUhâŚâ quick, moron, how do you explain the concept of puns and jokes to someone!? âW-word play? I guess it's to make people laughâŚ?â Please be enough please be enough please be enough.
. . . ÂŤWord playâŚÂť You hear it drawls, in its own language, and now it's fully turned back around. âI think I understand now.â
Oh? âUnderstand what, exactly?â
âI donât- canât understand them.â
What? ââŚBwah?â
âMy apologies.â The Sadness says again while bowing. âPuns have⌠well I mean to say- ÂŤOh CheeseâŚÂťâ it winces at its slip up. Wow. You've never seen an apology go that wrong before. Still, you watch it continue forth anyways.
âIâm afraid Iâve⌠lacked the ability to connect the words to find the humor underneathâŚâ It finishes, looking upset again. But, hang on a secâŚ
âSo⌠you don't hate my puns? Just⌠donât understand them?â You ask, slightly hopeful⌠wait, why are you asking a blinding-
âYes⌠And all along, it was really just a joke, all alongâŚâ You hear her say again âI shouldâve suspected as much, but-â unable canât catch the rest, but you breathe a sigh you didnât know you had. And because someone didnât hate you (and your puns).
ÂŤHahâŚÂť A noise escapes their lips once more. But it sounds⌠familiar? ÂŤHah⌠hah hah⌠a joke. Just a joke. It was nothing more.Âť Laughter? It⌠sounds wrong.Â
*CRACK*
ÂŤWhy. Why do I still feel like⌠Like something is. . . missing?Âť You manage to hear. But you canât tell. The Sadness is twitching wrongly, smoke is emitting off it, it just started to tear at its larger horn, and your empty head is suddenly aching as she keeps talking. Keeps tearing. ÂŤI know it! I know it! Why canât I-?Âť
âLily?â You suddenly say without prompting. She stops twitching for a moment, looking at you again. Her hand is still on her damaged horn, ready to be torn off at any moment. âBreathe with me?â
For several, stars-blinding seconds. . . You felt the whole Universe go still as the Sadness, who had given you nothing but the worst stares (straight into your soul) looked into your eyes.
And you couldnât help but see yourself.
Lost and adrift at sea.
She⌠shakily nods. Not saying anything, but you see her mouth something to yourself. You do what you always did when you felt overwhelmed.
You breathe in, and out.
In and out.
In and out.
In-
âDid you teach Bonnie this?â
You suddenly choke on the air. It⌠takes longer than youâd ever tell the rest of the party to stop. Once you finally compose yourself-
âW-What?â
âBonnie- the youngest. I assumed they belonged to you.â said the Sadness.
WHAT.
âBELONGED TO WHAT.â You say.
The Sadness flinches⌠before suddenly putting their hands over their mouth and away from her horn. âW- ÂŤoh CheeseâŚÂť no, no! I mean that humaine, Bonnie-â she mutters to herself for⌠longer before looking at you again. âI meant to say, the humaine that was traveling with you all.â
Oh. You relax a little at that. âYeah, thatâs Bonnie, alright. The little chef,â you say, a smirk replacing your previous confusion. Also, you are in NO WAY capable of parenthood.
âThey did it as well, that⌠breathing technique,â Ah. You didnât think⌠you shake it off for now, and keep looking as she continues. âIt⌠seems so pointless and yet⌠It helped a lot.â
âHuhâŚâ So, they seem⌠relatively calm at least. With great caution given, you open your mouth again, hoping that this next one wonât land you in trouble. âIf you donât mind me askingâŚâ you start, your body tensing just in case the Sadness starts tying you up again.
âA memory.â she suddenly says.
You blink. You didnât even get to ask your question!
What is with people today interrupting you?
âA memory? Was it⌠a bad one?â you mutter, still curious enough as to what she is telling you.
âIt was⌠a painful memory.â she confesses, her tone dead yet the hate was radiating off it. You find she's clutching her fallen, torn-off horn harshly, smoke emitting from her small body, and that burnt smell returns. You don't say anything for a moment. Mainly because⌠you canât quite relate.
You donât really have much else besides this. So only having painful memoriesâŚ
. . .
âSo⌠no Gingerbread then in the future? Bonnie may not like being limited,â you joke, hoping to get your mind off that emptiness inside you. And then mentally kick yourself for that because why woul-
âN-no! Of course not!â the flower hastily says, smell vanishing in an instant.
Wha? âNo? Didnât you say it hurts you?â you reply, remembering what Odile said about the Sadnessâs amnesia.
She shakes her head. âI would never limit someone elseâs potential, for whatever reason. Iâve seen how they enjoyed cooking.â she states rather boldly.
Now that you can relate. They became so happy when they were allowed to cook for you all the first time. Your heart clenches when you remember how they smiled when everyone enjoyed their efforts for the first time. Still⌠âI donât think they really will, given everything that happened tonight.â
Lily⌠looks a bit shocked at that. Her eyes glaze a bit as she looks up back at the night sky again. âI see. I didnât realize they cared that much for me.â
âPretty sure everyone does at this point.â The jury's still out on Odile though. âYou are a member of Miraâs party, afterall.â
Lily doesnât say anything for a few moments, her face still staring ahead at the stars. âI see. Thank youâŚâ she says. You're not sure if that was a wet or dry sob. You donât wanna push your luck any further.
âYou donât need to mention it. Itâs⌠nice to see you arenât upset anymore.â you admit. Itâs not a lie. You don't really like seeing the party upset. And despite your own gripes with her⌠ah, it doesnât matter.
The Sadness blinks back towards you at that, before managing to muster a weak smile â...Thatâs very nice of you, Rouge.â
Uh, no. âSiffrin.â
The Sadness blinks again. âPardon?â
âMy name. Siffrin. If weâre gonna try to get along, we can at least use each other's names.â
At that, the Sadness bristles taking a look at you again⌠but then takes a deep breath and stares into your eyes again. Though this time feels a bit more fierce than how she was usually. âLily. Call me Lily.âÂ
âWell⌠I can certainly try, Ms. Lily.â you wink. Sheâs staring at you like the fruit pun for some- âNo, that wasnât a pun.â
âOh.â
There's silence. For a moment. As you two look at each other. Eventually, you look up into the sky, and the sa-Lily, remember that, is joining you.
It feels nice.
âââ
âWell, that could not have gone more wrong.â you mentally grumble. Between your semi-lucid behavior today compounded by your actions recently, itâs safe to say they KNOW something about you. But what infuriates you more than anything;
Is the humaine youâve ended up antagonized the most-is the one who helped you into the party in the first place.
How-how selfish of a Cookie are you, to put your own wants in front of others? You couldnât do that. You donât want to stifle another's freedom for your convenience.
Not again.
Something is missing here. You KNOW it.
You feel like you did the first time you lied to the small humaine-Bonnie. And despite it all, this Rouge, Siffrin. They're still willing to turn the other cheek. Despite the animosity you both share. You are feel horrible. You want to tear off this remaining horn right off with all your disgust on it. Including that-that-
Your dough trembles in outrage. In disgust. A body was handed to you. Broken, bleeding crust, presented like a gift from the divine.
Lifeless. Inert. Dead.
All for you-
No. Not in front of the R-Siffrin. Even as your hands twitch for that itch and limp of dead weight. They were concerned. Of course. They donât know.
Itâll fall off with time.
You sigh, a bit lost again at their (and apparently, the partyâs) kindness for you. Once more, you only have the stars above you to soothe your half-broken dough.
But⌠as you sneak a look at your⌠companion. You canât help but ask upon seeing their face, âDo they help you?â
ăHmm?ă Siffrin, the not-Witch Rouge, hums in confussion as he looks at you. ăHelp what?ă he asks, unaware of what you mean.
âThe stars.â You say plainly. Something crosses their face. An emotion you canât quite assess sparks behind their eyes.
ăYes.ă They say. You canât tell what color is painting that tone. But you sense something personal.
You decide to leave it at that.
âŚââŚââŚâ
The Rouge and the Flower would stay there for an hour more, before they made it back to camp.
No one else would learn the full extent of what transpired that day. But besides an understanding, it would never be said.
ăAlso, youâre apologizing to Mirabelle. You made her upset when you ran off.ă Siffrin suddenly told Lily near the end of their star gazing.
âYes, that makes sense.â she sheepishly conceded.
Besides the obvious.
ââŚââŚââŚ
âŚâŚâŚ
And thus, the budding lily slowly trembled in starlight.
âââ
WOAH, that was dark. Man, would really need something way lighter to balance that out.
Oh wait-
CW: portrayals of drunkenness (mainly on Lily)
Extra story: The Fairyâs Carriage (aka, why and how Lily goes around baby style)
(Takes place after story 1. Several days after âLilyâ joined the Saviors.)
âHuff⌠huff⌠crab!â exclaimed Isabeau as he leaned his body on a sturdy tree, resting for just a moment after his marathon-style run. âDang, Lily. You really-â he started. But found himself unable to finish. Mainly due to Lily having reached 10 feet further and counting in distance on her (surprisingly stubby) legs. And going. And going further. And still going.
â...know how to run.â The Defender finished with a mumble, too busy being in awe that such a small creature possessed the ability to run so much, and was already about 25 feet away.
To understand why our beloved Defender is jogging himself sick with the Flower, we unfortunately need to go back, just a bit more in the timeline. It was just two days after Lily was âacceptedâ into the SaviorsâŚ
ăăăăă
âOkay then everyone. Our next destination is just beyond this path.â Mirabelle explained as she pointed ahead. And before them laid a very long, and very boring looking dirt path. There werenât any trees, no nearby rivers. Not even a single solitary house along the wayside.
It was very boring.
âWhatâs the catch?â Odile asked, feeling a bit put off by just how dull and normal the dirt road looked. Siffrin meanwhile went ahead, just to make sure nothing was lying in wait.
âThatâs just it- thatâs all thatâs there.â Mirabelle sighed. âThere are no towns, no forest for shade- no place to rest down this path. So we can't stop, for even a moment! If we did, weâd be sitting ducks if a Sadness attacked us at night.â she grimaced.
âIâm back! And yeah, Miraâs right. The coast is clear⌠like suspiciously clear.â Siffrin reported, somewhat also concerned by how empty the path before them all was.
âIt was a desolate stretch of land, even before the King⌠nothing here lasted long.â The Housemaiden spoke plainly about their travel option.
âThis is going to be murder on my legs.â Odile sighed in dread for the excursion, old wounds aching in anticipation.
âHey, donât be like that, Odile.â Siffrin said with a smile. âYou just gotta be a little bit more dirt-termined.â
âUGGHHH!!/NO, BAD!!/GemsâŚ/HAHAHAHA!!!â
â. . .â
*sniff sniff* âLi? Whatâs wrong?â Bonnie suddenly asked the little Sadness traveler that was currently sitting on their shoulder, due to the scent of flowers mixing with a slight burning filled the childâs nostrils. Said Sadness was busy staring straight ahead at the Rouge, whose cat-like grin would suddenly become strained.
It would be the very first time Siffrin learned what the others would later dub Lilyâs âAnti-pun stareâ. Mainly due to the way the pupil-less eyes would somehow gain a certain sheen to it as her eyes narrowed, and her âhornsâ (Bonnie and Mirabelle thought the horns were cool when they grew, despite everything) began to emit smoke. The way the Rouge flinched back against such a worldly gaze is immediate as it was impressive.
âUh⌠yeah, we got a lot of ground to cover, Madame Odile.â Siffrin coughed lamely, now finding the boring road ahead more interesting than whatever was eying them with such intensity. He would start walking at a more brisk pace, one which would be easily mistaken for running.
âHey, Sif, wait up!â Isabeau said as he went after the Rouge. Said rogue, who was still walking at an uncomfortable pace.
âImpressive.â Odile hummed with a smirk to the flower still staring at the Rogue. She would start walking straight ahead after Siffrin at her own pace, mainly to not aggravate her bad leg.
âWe should start moving, before the sun sets. We have⌠a very long road ahead of us.â Mirabelle sighed, already on edge, only waiting for their youngest and their little friend to start.
âWelp, nothing to it.â Bonnie said as they crouched down to make sure their boots were secure. âCâmon Li, lets-â
âW-waitâŚâ Lily suddenly stuttered, motioning for the Kid to stop for just a moment.
âL-Lily? Whatâs- AH!â Mirabelle exclaimed as the flower suddenly hopped off Bonnieâs shoulder.
âCaried me. Enough.â Lily brokenly said as she landed on the dirt below her, staff in hand, and wrapped in a small cloth to avoid startling others. âI walk. Now.âÂ
âHuh???â Both the Kid and the Housemaiden could only balk at what just occurred. Mainly the fact said flower Sadness had suddenly taken off and vanished from sight, leaving a small dust cloud in her wake. As they turned their heads-
âGEMS!â
âSif, wa-BWAAH?!â
âIs-NYAH?â
Saw the shocked reactions of the other party members as a small, delicate-like flower scurried past them everyone else like the kingdomâs fastest creature.
â...Uhm.â Mirabelle mumbled, slightly taken aback by the sudden speed the Sadness used.
Bonnie meanwhile was slightly in awe at what just occurred. They knew the Sadness was fast. Given how it scurried out from the picnic like a blot post root entanglement, Bonnie was the only one who caught a glimpse of her general direction. It was still just as shocking to witness as before. âWoah. She's so fastâŚâ Bonnie gasped.
âWhat the-?â Isabeau began in shock at what just ran by, before doing a double take at what occurred next. âSif???â
Shock temporarily colored their face before a determined glare with a fire lit by envy behind replaced it. No sooner did that occur, the Rouge would snap their fingers and make their way after the tiny flower, who was still running as far as her tiny stubs one would hardly call for feet under her dress would take her.
â. . . Huh.â Isabeau let out.
âOh Gems, heâs getting competitive.â the researcher grimly snarked, clearly not looking forward to mediating the two again.
âWell, I mean-câmon, Mâdame!â said Isabeau. âSure, they're going a⌠little farther ahead than us, but theyâll stop soon.â he assured.
The Researcher only gave the Fighter a raised eyebrow at the remark.
âThey gotta!â
âŚââŚââŚâ
TWO HOURS LATER
ââŚââŚââŚ
*Huff⌠huffâŚ* âRemind me⌠dearest Isabeau. How long ago did you say âtheyâll stop soonâ?â The exhausted, half-dead Researcher growled with a withering glare at her very wrong compatriot.
âI knoooooow.â cried the somewhat less exhausted Fighter, though he was no less out of breath. Mainly because everyone had tried to keep up with the rouge and the flowerâs sudden race. It was⌠not a fair contest.
At all.
*Huff⌠huffâŚ* âSh-should we tell them to stop?â spoke the Housemaiden between her own exhausted breaths. âI-I know I said we needed to get through this path but-â
âThey're still crabbinâ runninâ!â Bonnie yelled, both in awe and annoyance at their two favorite peopleâs shenanigans. âItâs nuts and their way too far and-and-â
*huffâŚ* âAll right, that tears it- YOU TWO, GET BACK HERE, NOW!!â Roared Odile, having enough spite inside herself to use a Craft-enhanced yell to get the two competitors (really, it was just one) racing back. In a matter of moments, Lily and Siffrin returned, both somewhat winded, but still willing. Well-
âY-yes?â Coughed Lily, somewhat unsure why she had to be called back, considering she was pulling her own weight and then some. Was it the handful of dirt she dug up? She had a theory about the flavour of this dirt compared to Earthbread but didnât want to say anything yet.Â
âDonât-donâtâŚâ Siffrin huffed, genuinely trying (and failing) to appear calmer than his appearance betrayed due to having jogged two hours with Craft buffs just to keep up with Lily. âM-made sure⌠the Sadness⌠get tooâŚâ he coughed. He was too distracted by his own exhaustion that Lily flinched at his broken words.Â
Odile gave both of them the same withering stare she gave Isabeau. Almost immediately, both the somewhat on-edge Lily and tired Siffrin both suddenly became ramrod-straight under her gaze. For the former, she suddenly remembers a gaze Elder Faerie Cookie once gave after she accidentally ate an unknown mushroom and had to be bed-ridden for a week before she could go back to her studies. For the latter, he suddenly tilted his hat in a vain hope the stare would lessen. It would not.
ââŚRight, next time you two suddenly want to race, how about-NO.â She ordered. And Siffrin understood, nodding in compliance.
Lily however-
âSorry. R-race?â
Odile blinked before answering, âYour speed. Not unusual for Sadness to lean in high speed when threatened, but-â
âNormal.â
âWhat.â Odile (and Siffrin) said.
âNormal. S-speed.â She confessed, somewhat taken aback by the stares she was getting. (Especially the Rouge, though she still stood strong in spite of it.)
It was that moment when everyone realized their little flower âfriendâ had a few tricks. Besides the staff.
Following a surprisingly intense argument over the possibility of Lilyâs speed being able to surpass Siffrinâs while boosted, and Bonnie stating that carrying Lily isnât a burden due to weighing a pound, the remaining time spent on that dirt road was thankfully uneventful. Besides ANOTHER incident with Lily attempting (and then partially succeeded in) tasting the dirt and having a reaction too hilarious for words to describe. Lily still âwalkedâ on her own two feet after the dirt incident, but surprisingly still kept up with the larger humans with ease, even after all that occurred.
Which brings us to now.
Following what the party called âThe Dirt Road Derbyâ, Isabeau wanted to see how far Lily could run if given the chance. Claiming to wanting to go for a jog to keep up his strength before they reach civilization again, Lily obliged.
And Isabeau, despite his well-crafted, well developed body found himself eating the dust of a Sadness that could easily outpace him and then some.
ăăăăă
Isabeau was deep in thought. Not in envy mind you, but in concern. A Sadness having that much vigor to run loops around the party would be somewhat concerning, given the nature of Sadnesses as vicious, unintelligent monsters. The fact that an intelligent Sadness is a can of worms he and Odile have been trying to open safely without causing distress to everyone else.
After telling Odile about his jog with Lily, he was given the chance to watch over Lily while in the town of Bondue, much to Bonnieâs disgruntlement. Partly due to not wanting Lilyâs appearance to frighten any of the townspeople, given her nature as a Sadness (intelligence notwithstanding), she would hide in his very deep pockets until they made it to the nearest inn. And partially because he wanted to make sure Lily would be safer with cushioning in his pocket, than on top Bonnie's head with a hat being the only thing preventing a city-wide panic and manhunt.
That's when another issue propped up.
âAlright Lily. Weâre in Bondue now. I wonât lie, itâll be a⌠bit tricky with so many people around.â The Fighter slowly began, hoping his words were getting through Lily, as he gently carried her in his massive hands. âDonât worry, I made sure my pockets have nothing but cotton, so you should be safe. Just⌠donât make too much movement, okay?â
Lily nodded, though hesitance was clear on her face, despite the lack of pupils. With a sigh and a prayer to the Change God to not have anything bad happen, he slipped Lily in, spying a look from her as she held her breath.
Very carefully did Isabeau walk, hoping most people would take his status as a (former) Defender would give the people a wide berth. The others, meanwhile, walked in a diamond formation around him,Â
That would last for a solid 15 minutes.
âRUN!!! SADNESS!!!â
*WHAM!* âGYAH-!â
âLI!â
âOH CHANGE!â
âGEMS!â
âISA, ARE YOU-â
As panic hit the party at once, Isabeau instantly realized he had been thrown to the floor. And on the side he was carrying Lily in. In a panic, he rose up and rustled through his pocket, praying he had gone and squashed the flower with his size. Only to pause upon noticing how very empty said pocket was.
âUh, guys? Donât freak out, but I think Lily's gone-â
ÂŤBLOOM!Âť
âGYRAHHHH!â
No sooner did Isabeau finish his realization, a familiar sound of displaced earth and a terrible cry echoed throughout the town.
âStars.â Siffrin suddenly cursed.
And everyone ran. And they found less of what was expected.
Mainly Lily, despite her size, standing tall over her opponent. As she pinned the other, more monstrous Sadness in her roots. Behind them, a fallen woman, clearly unnerved-
âW-wait, Li-â Isabeau began too far for his voice to reach.
âAre you-â
âKYAAAH! S-STAY AWAY FROM ME! MONSTER!!!â
The flower visibly wilted at that. Just as sudden, a look in her eyes was something between guilt and acceptance. Before she could flinch back further however-
âArtsy Silent Burst!â
*BOOM!*
Just then, an explosion of Paper Craft explodes against the tied down Sadness, destroying it instantly. And just as sudden, Isabeau came up and picked Lily as gently as he could. Despite the stares he was receiving from everyone.
As accusations of âW-what is that thing?!â, âIs that some new kind of Sadness?â, and the more classic âMommy, Daddy, Iâm scared!â filled the area as a mob began to form, Isabeau kept his eyes on the stilted Lily. Who was still looking at the growing mob with a resigned look.
âYou alright, Lily?â Isabeau asked. Wordlessly, Lily nodded, and mentally the Defender put a rain check on that. For now-
âWh-why is he defending that Sadness?!â someone yelled out in confusion and a tinge of anger. âThe Sadness must be controlling the Saviors!â some else yelled in anger. Isabeau looked up to see the mob was growing restless by the second.
âCrab.â cursed the fighter as Odile had a vein forming on her face, and Siffrin was already in front of the kid to shield them from the worse that was about to occur. He began covering Lily in his massive arms, despite her protests, when someone raised their arms to throw something-
âWAIT!!!â
And then, like a miracle, Mirabelle suddenly ran forth, standing in front of both the fighter and the flower like some god-sent angel with her arms stretched out wide.
âPlease wait! Before you do something rash, listen!â Mirabelle appeased, her arms not bearing any weapons nor in any craft signs. âThis Sadness- she's a good-I mean, innocent. We can assure you all-â
âCrab that! That Sadness just made a bunch of weed blocked off our only exit out of town!â an angry villager proclaimed, pointing towards a slightly devastated wall that was covered to the brim with roots like the ones that tied up Siffrin. A fact the rogue remembered, given the way their face darkened at the sight.
âLily???â Mirabelle gasped, though in a tone more like admonishing a child for making a mess.
âTrisste⌠broke through.â Lily brokenly said, despite a clear look of guilt written on her face âHad to⌠fix.â
âLily! I mean, itâs really pretty, but nobody can leave? Could youâŚ?â The housemaiden gently tilted her head towards the massive upturning of roots before her.
Lily did not hesitate, and with a shoutting of ăBLOOM!ă to create a sudden, and very beautiful, opening in the wall she made, flowers blossoming out and leaving the mob and party in varying levels of awe. The roots that formerly held down the larger Sandnes would coil together and blossom as well, which soon caused the mob to change their tune from ready to throw fists to throwing a celebration. The reason why however-
âThree cheers for Mirabelle, the Great Sadness Tamer!â the lady who called Lily a monster raised a toast for Mirabelle, the Housemaidenâs intentions having been completely misunderstood.
âYAY!â cheered the townspeople, drinks raised.
âImsosorryimsosorryimsosorry-â Mirabelle sputtered as she leaned in close to the Flower, hands together and eyes closed due to shame at what snowballed lie had apparently occurred.
âIt's. AlrightâŚâ Lily lied, having never felt farther from her designation as âAncient of Freedomâ than right now. A Witchess-for-goodness-sake âTamed Sadnessâ. And apparently a ânew breedâ at that (she is thankful for Odile helping her scaring off the more dubious researcher that clearly wanted to dissect her). She supposed it was karma for her lie of being a âSadnessâ, but a look at Siffrin, who was standing to the side, eying her with a drink in hand, had her recall why she did so in the first place.
âSo. Fes de Fluer, huh?â Isabeau spoke up as he approached the apology storm, trying to divert attention away from everything else with a chuckle. Lily turned to see him having some drinks in hand. Before he suddenly asked âYou want one?â
Lily, rather briefly, wondered if that was a safe idea, given her cookie-like body might not be able to handle such a thing. But then, as always, that spark of curiosity got the better of her and given the night she was having, nodded, hands outstretched and grasping at the small by human standards cup. Which she then drank in one big gulp, feeling much more refreshed after all that running and flower spells she did early today.
âHuhâŚâ Isa said in mild surprise as he was just giving Mirabelle her own drink to calm her nerves. âYou feel better, Lily?â
ÂŤYep! *hic!* Show good!Âť Lily slurred cheerfully, to Isaâs shock as the drink was not in any way alcoholic. Bonnie was drinking it for Changeâs sake. It was. Just simple berry juice??? Was it just a reaction to her nature as a Sadness??? He didnât know, but opted to take the suddenly bubbly Lily inside the inn, less she wandered away. Again. While apparently drunk!
â â â
The next day would welcome White Lily with a mild headache. Well, mild for Lily anyways.
As she clutched her fuming head, she saw a small plate with something she believed was⌠ice cream. Which humans apparently had as well.
âOh good, you're awake.â a familiar voice said, and the flower would see a sheepish defender approaching, holding something under his left arm while scratching the back of his head with his right. âUh. I wanted to say sorry. For apparently getting you drunk? DEFINITELY wasnât my intention last night. And again, Iâm REALLY sorry for that.â He apologized profusely.
Despite herself, Lily found herself smiling gently. âItâs⌠alright.â she said âit was actually rather fascinating. Something safe for these humaines was still able to make me feel bubblyâŚâ She mentally noted. The defender didnât look that convinced, but he smiled anyway.
âWell, thanks for not holding a grudge. Itâd hate for a mistake to ruin a friendship, heh.â he laughed as he pulled out what he was holding out. âBut uh⌠if you want, that ice cream should help with the hangover. Hopefully⌠mainly so we can talk about this.â he finished as he laid the thing in question; a blueprint for some kind of carriage.
Lily was currently unsure what to say. Maybe it was the headache. Or the ice cream she was having. Or due to having been called âfriendâ by a humanie she had antagonized before. She just settled on the ice cream for now.
âSo. Since people⌠know about you now, it SHOULD be safe for you to walk around exposed.â Isabeau began. Lily couldnât help but nod absentmindedly as she continued to eat ice cream before her. âAnd, since thereâs no telling if another, more hostile Sadness could attack, I gave it some thought, spoke to the others, and started on this.â he explained, and Lily tore herself away from the ice-cold dessert to see what he was pointing at.
Some kind of portable baggie. Something that reminded Lily of things adult cookies would use to carry their little doughlings- and she immediately locked in place upon making the connection.
ÂŤWhat!? But Iâm not-Âť she sputtered in her native Cookie tongue, nearly dropping her spoon before holding onto it for dear life like her staff.
âI know. Itâs⌠not exactly the best. But between your Sadness nature and people thinking Miraâs some kind of âsuper cool Sadness tamerâ, this is the best we could come up with without causing a panic again.â Isabeau sighed as he explained, clearly not happy to be degrading a friend to a baby to be watched over (not exactly wrong, given what occurs in later days of their journey together, but still-) âStill though, if you donât wanna do this, we can find a another way to hide you. I could start wearing a hat!â he jovially suggested, clearly trying to make Lily happy.
With a sigh, Lily shook her head âNo. I⌠understand.â she sighed as her grip on the spoon loosened.
âYou sure? Again, I donât wanna make you uncomfortable doing this.â Isabeau says again, stressing the importance of Lilyâs own agency.
âYes.â Lily said, a tinge of defeat in her sigh, dreading what the others back home would say.
From there, and with some⌠surprisingly careful measurements from the Defender, in a manner of hours, a pocket-like carriage with a massive opening for Lily to move around in, and stuffed with cotton, was built. The straps were also interchangeable, so anybody could wear it and carry Lily.
And thus, on the way out of Bondue, Bonnie triumphantly displayed the Displaced Flower, to the slight mortification of said Flower. She also did not enjoy the side eye look Siffrin gave her on the side, but swallowed it, thankfully.
Thus, the legend of the one chosen by the Change God would gain a new part of her growing tale: taming the mythical FĂŠe des Fleurs and the ability to tame others with her great kindness.
âHey Li. You still regrettinâ being put in this?â Bonnie asked as they marched to the next Orb location.
âNot at all,â lied Lily, having learned a bit ago that the rumor had mutated further and that there were sayings of the party carrying two kids. Isabeau was walking a bit further ahead, a blush coloring his cheeks.
She sighed, wishing that this⌠embarrassment would be the worst of it.
Unaware of the one above, broken yet still listening would assure her that things COULD.
The End.
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WOO- that took a lot out of me. Anyways, hold onto your buts. Because (when I get to it) we're having... the Eye Incident. But it might be a bit different than you think it'll go.
Displaced Delicious Gingerbread - ISaT/CRK AU part 2 + Extra
Synopsis: White Lily Cookie has traveled with the Saviours of Vaugarde for a few weeks since her sudden âappearanceâ. Having helped a town with a Sadness infestation, its people give the heroes a very sweet gift as thanks! One which, unfortunately, may be hard for âLilyâ to stomachâŚ
I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!
So yeah, writers block. Its a pain. And when I got my mojo back, would ya believe it was near the finals of school? Yeah that was fun. Anyways, I should preface this by saying sorry, and secondly, I'll still be unsure if/when I get a chance to upload my third story on this. But please note that it WILL be coming out, even if takes a while.
Side Note: not as many pictures as before, but Tato may have some more. Hard maybe. Please do not harass them for any reason.
Like before, this fic was inspired by asks by @sherllockholems and scenes are drawn by @potatotato-26, and is based on In Stars and Time by Disc5 and Cookie Run Kingdom by Devsisters. I do not own anything.
Please enjoy!
CW: PTSD, spiraling, slight self-harm, and trauma
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ăOh, saviors!ă
A somewhat elderly giant -a humaine you internally correct- suddenly calls out to everyone as just as you managed to get secure on your harness (youâve already forgiven him, but a laugh helps to relieve some of the tension, as your friend once said). This person appeared to be the leader, given the sense of authority they radiated.
ăWeâre eternally reconnaissante for your efforts. Had you gĂŠnĂŠreuse folks not arrived, we fear we would be revendiquĂŠ by the Kingâs CurseâŚă The elder, seeming leader of this village, proclaims, a slight shudder passes their lips. ăTruthfully, we had been preparing for a celebration for a recent birth⌠We would be nĂŠgligent not to ask if you may join us?ă the leader asked, hand somewhat outstretched in a gesture of goodwill towards the Housemaidenâs direction. She⌠looked rather hesitant, in all honesty. In fact, she seemed rather apprehensive by the possibility of staying.
You can certainly understand the feeling.Â
ăW-well⌠T-Thank you for the o-offerâŚă the Housemaiden, Mirabelle, stuttered. She clearly was torn between turning down the offer and accepting it. You⌠werenât exactly in a position to disagree with her.Â
As Mirabelle and her party had (managed to) explain to you, the curse that threatens this entire country spreads like a malady. All touched by it, whether it be itself or the âTristesseâ manifested by the panic, are frozen in time⌠A chilling concept indeed. The ability to manipulate time to such a degree⌠It would be an interesting subject to study, if not for the current⌠situation.
And yet, this âHousemaidenâ still goes out of her way to help those on the wayside. Even if it cuts into their mission. Because she truly wants to help them, unable to pass by the suffering of others.
If they were a cookie, what virtue would her dough radiate?
Regardless, you motion to your⌠âassigned carrierâ humaine, Bonnie, to take notice of their companionâs slight distress. Upon doing so, they immediately start clamouring for their attention.
ăHEY! BELLE!ă âLoudâ truly is their preferred method of speaking, considering how your head slightly rattle as they help their friend out of their indecision. ăWE LEAVINâ?ă They innocently asked. Not⌠exactly how you wanted to ask, but you get the feeling this more stems from urgency than anything malicious.Â
ăLoud as always, BonifaceâŚă The taller âMadameâ, Odile sighed. ăBut yes, Mirabelle? We are leaving, no? Canât exactly keep the Roi waiting.ă She adds somewhat sardonically, despite never taking her eyes off the book she was reading. You lightly snort, seeing as sheâd make for a rather studious member of Blueberry Academy. Though for the strangest reason, you ironically see her more of a student than a teacher there.
ăHey, câmon Madame! Mira deserves a break after everything!ă Came the concerned yet considerate voice of the partyâs âDefenderâ, Isabeau. The rather large man had his arms crossed and somewhat of a pout on his face, before it morphed into one of deep thought. ăStill, maybe we can just have it to go?ă
Bonnie suddenly gasps, a sign of betrayal was clear on their face. ăZA! You crab! You tellinâ me my food ainât good?ă You sigh, as this is probably the third time this week that Bonnie had gotten upset when the opportunity for other snack sources besides themselves came up. They truly did care about their reputation as the partyâs chef. You open your mouth to try and placate them-
ăCâmon BonbonâŚă That voice pipes up, with the whole party suddenly looking over to see the âRougeâ of the party, âSiffrinâ as they named themselves, spoke up, a wry grin adorning their face. ăYou canât just turn down a meal! Colla-tivation is key to happiness, after all.ă
ăHAHAHA!ă Isabeau laughs uproariously. Bonnie hides a chuckle with a grimace, and Mirabelle and Odile both groan at the winking rougeâs strange words.
You donât exactly see the so called 'humor', but canât help to think they need more practice, personally. Or maybe you're still put off by how they dress⌠and the language gap as well, even with how close you are to understanding everything these last few days. So instead, you opt to just roll your eyes at the attempt.
Thereâs something else you know you just donât see it.
Regardless, that seems to have soothed Mirabelle a tad, as she serenely smiles at the elder, her hands together. ăT-Thank you for the offer. But we simply must make hâte. Excuses.ă
Thereâs a look in the leader humaineâs eyes you catch, but they manage to smile despite that. ăI see. A shame, but we understand.ă The leader accepted morosely, ăStill, we would be remise to not give you something for your troublesâŚă
As the words leave the leaderâs lips, a smaller humaine walks forward, expression of shyness across their face. In their hands, a bag tied with a pretty ribbon on it.
The smell of baked sugar emitting from the bag begins to make your dough crawl.
ăPlease, at least take this.ă The elder said as Mirabelle began opening the bag, your horns beginning to itch in dread. ăIt is our villageâs specialty after all! Pain d'ĂŠpice!ă
And just like that, your entire worldview goes dark with smoke.
âŚâŚâŚ
âThe recipe came from a traveler who stayed a few weeks long ago, but they were nice enough to share the recipe, and we made it our own.â the village elder explains. Huh. So a traveler left something of a mark on this place? Cute. Adorable even! How nice of them to have left a piece of themselves behind. You doubt youâd be able to make something as charming as those Gingerbread people Mira has in her hand are.
âOh my! They look absolutely adorable!â Mira proclaims. You feel a bit better as she smiles at the treat. Even if it isnât Bonbon who made it. Speaking ofâŚ
âSee, Bonnie?â Isa assured as he gently rubbed Bonbonâs hair with his big hands. âNothing wrong with other options, ya know?â
âMhmmmâŚâ Bonbon still looked upset, so youâll have to help them out later. You take a look at Odile, who has already gotten into the âI am already taking off, but not actually yetâ face. You think. She is rather⌠um, wise.
Besides, you have a destination to reach after all. Ignoring the feeling in your stomach, you canât help but smack your lips in anticipation of trying out those âGingerbreadâ. Sadly, your anticipation is soured when your eyes eventually wander to them, the weird flower Sadness that Bonbon decided to keep, strapped to their chest like some helpless babe. (Which you are aware is NOT the case.)
Sure, it may have charmed everyone else besides you and Madame Odile, but youâve been keeping an eye on her. Youâd NEVER let them get hurt. Even if the Sadness had a strange charm about it.
Uh.
Speaking of.
Sheâs looking rather uh⌠intensely at the Gingerbread.Â
âŚ
Does it secretly want them as well?
You can't tell from here, but she looks like she really wants to break out of that harness.
Your eyes narrow as her rapidly moving âeyesâ suddenly become transfixed with yours. Youâre not sure why, butâŚ
You decide to give a reassuring smile, hoping to soothe the Sadness before it makes a ruckus (and targets you again, for some stars-blasted reason).
Uh.
She looks exactly like she did when you first met???
Nice going dumb-dumb!!! You just look away, your hat hiding your embarrassment as everyone says their farewells.
You wish you arenât rooted in place. AGAIN. StarsâŚ
âââ
The world is covered in an insufferable haze
. . .
You cannot see
Okay.
You cannot breath
Alright.
You cannot feel
You
sigh. Loudly. Louder than you expected. Than you wanted you are going to alert them-
No.
Stop.
This is nothing. Nothing at all. Keep your hands off your horns. They know nothing. And you can protect yourself if the worst comes to worst. All you need to do is just-
You cannot spe
ăHey, Li? You alright?ă The giant yet gentle voice of Bonnie suddenly knocks out of the haze momentarily. You manage to-wait, are they already sitting in front of you? And the tents⌠ăYouâve been quiet for a bit.ă
Clearly you are. Crumbs. You NEED to get it together, White Lily!
âY-yes⌠S-sorry.â You cough out, louder than usual. They undoubtedly notice something is off about you. You clutch your staff (thankfully by your side still).
So what are you waiting for?
âI justâŚâ You open. The words are on the tip of your tongue!
Just say what you feel! Just-
*GrowllllâŚ*
You. Blush. The haze that filled your vision parts⌠leaving you with an empty belly and an embarrassed look on your face. Crumbs.
ăOoooh⌠Youâre just hungry! Makes sense.ă Bonnie realizes with a nod. They then turn around and face everyone else, who are currently already set up camp-Cheese, how out of it were you?! ăHEY EVERYONE! IâMMA MAKE SOME REAL FOOD FOR LI! YOU GUYS WANT ANYTHINâ?!ă
Loud as always. Even so, you canât help but sigh with slight nostalgia as their booming voice reminds you a bit of your friends back home. So carefree and full of life. You scratch the itch in your head with your free hand, hoping the haze will recede further.
ăHmmm⌠ă the Defender, Isabeau, thinks. Deeply. For a split second, you wonder if heâll say no. ăOf COURSE, Chef Master Bonnie!ă However, his boisterous answer makes it clear what he wants. And you feel the haze inside your eyes return.
Itâs not you. Do not say anything to change that.
ăSure thing, Bonbon! Uh⌠Iâll take whatever, actually.ă The âRougeâ finishes their request rather quietly. You try your best to ignore the itch in your horns as you attempt to speak again to the humaine in front of you-
Remember. Itâs not you.
ăI suppose so.ă The Madame, Odile, speaks, and interrupts your words, having finally put her book down for the day. ăNothing too heavy, Boniface.ă She requests.
Itâs not you. Itâs not you.
ăUh, same, actuallyâŚă Mirabelle says, raising her hand. ăIâd HATE to let these cute little things go to waste!ă And your jam. Goes. Cold. seeing what she is holding in her giant hands.
Itâs not you. Itâs not you. Itâs not you.
ăHey Li!ă Bonnie speaks once more, now looking directly at you. Despite the small shudder (you hope that doesnât make your dough appealing) You lock eyes with them. ăâŚWatcha want?ă
Itâs. Not. You.
âIâd⌠much like to taste thoseâŚâ You start, tremor in your horns affecting your decision making. Even so, you clutch your staff to find your voice. âbanana chipsâ, againâŚâ you barely finish.
itsnotyou.
ăPlantain chips? Alrighty then!ă The chef answers happily, hands raised in the air. ăOkay then, what do you guys want?ă You hear them faintly say as the haze begins encompassing your world again in earnest.Â
You clutch your staff again, your Soul Jamâs verdant light shining softly despite your worries.
Crumbs scattered everywhere
You look at the sky, the sun having set and the cool wind against your dough.
Silverware clattering against plates
You are left alone with your thoughts. Which is becoming more and more apparent that itâs⌠hard. To keep lying like this.
Crusty snapping and gooey splashing.
It makes you feel sick inside. Like something rotting in your dough and spreading outwards.
But the alternative. . .
Cackling laughter mixed with chomps.
You were lucky in these past few weeks!
The sweet smell of sugar and jam
They donât know. No. They CANâT know! You made a promise. Not just to your friends, but to these humaine as well⌠to help them.
But. But would they really keep-?!
ăHey. Li. Got them plantain chips for ya. Crunchy. Delicious. And full of potassium.ă
You. Blink as you see a large (to your size) plate of the⌠banana chips? They⌠already prepared it for you?
Oh Cheese.
ăYou looked EXTRA moody for some reason, so I made a bit more this time.ă The human kindly said, before an emotion you realize is worry shimmers in their eyes. ăâŚAlso, you SURE your alright?ăÂ
âY-yes, Iâm fine!â you hastily lie, that moldy feeling stretching out inside you again. You position yourself towards the plate (child size that they bought for you) and grab hold of a chip. Warm and fresh, passing through your grass gloves and touching your (trembling) dough. âT-thank you, chef Bonnie!â
ăCuisinière.ă They gruffly say. ăâŚAnd, okayâŚă Their eyes finally break contact as they finish returning to their own meal. There was a sense of⌠sorrow in their voice. Are they still worried about you?
âOf course they are.â You mentally remind yourself as you bite into the chip. You hum. âIt really is as tasty as last time.â Youâve been able to consume more solid foods that you thought impossible. They found you and have been constantly speaking for you. The state of your current body itself is an enigma. âDoes it have something to do with how you arrived here? Maybe.â Even when you struggled to speak the native language. âYou're so close. So close to the ones you once thought out as gods.â Even when you stumbled in combat. You eat a few more chips, the texture and flavor melts in your mouth. Having arguments with the Rouge. Your Jam shudders. You shovel a few more chips at that, snarfing a bit but pressing onwards. âIt's so goodâŚâ you mentally hum. Stopping at certain spots to examine the wildlife. More chips. Your horns are burning now. Certain towns have made you act strange enough to be noticed. Crumbs are everywhere. Your dough feels burning. You shovel even more chips in your maw. The woman named Odile has even tried to see if your âlost memoryâ lie rings true. Something wet rolls off your eyes. They crunch against your lips and the flavor explodes in your dough. The mold inside of you scratches your tiny innards. âWhy is your body like this?â You eat more. Horns. âWhy are you so far away?â Dough. And more. Jam. Why do they trust you? 'Why why why why
ăOh, Lily! Do you want some Gingerbread? Sorry, I⌠you looked really hungry and thought you wanted something else.ă Someone asks you.
And
You
See a Cookie
Motionless and partially broken.
In front of you.
Jam is oozing from their body.
You blink. And see Mirabelle. Kind, gentle Mirabelle.
Holding it out for you.
For you.
For. You.
For-
ăLily?ă
âIâm sorryâŚâ you mutter out, ignoring EVERYTHING roaring furiously inside of you as you get up on your feet and bow politely. âI think⌠I need to go for a run.â
Soul Jam in hand, you mindlessly walk into the deeper canopy, unable to hear anything else as the haze completely takes over.
âŚâŚâŚ
ÂŤIâm sorryâŚÂť You heard the Sadness whimper out, âI think⌠I need to go for a run.â And with a small sob, it takes off into the forest. At NIGHT.
âŚwhat the stars???
You are left dumbfounded. Mouth agape mid crunch of your delicious meal at what just occured. Not only did the Sadness just⌠run off. But mid-dinner break, of all things!
âAhâŚâ But Mira. Poor, gentle, kind Mira. She looks outright crushed!
Who does that blazar think she is, huh?! Turning down a cookie like that is poor form. And thatâs something you can be 100% certain of!
âSee, Za! I TOLD ya Li didnât like Gingerbread!â Bonbon yelled at Isa, knocking you out of your thoughts with a wince.
âAlright, alrightâŚâ Isabeau sighed, scratching the back of his head. Bonbon looks upset. You should try and fix this, as unequipped to handle this as you may be.
âHey, itâll be-â
âItâs NOT okay! Li just ran off!â Bonnie countered you before you could even start! Wow! Why did you try this, again? âShe was really upset, too!â
âOh change,â Mira mutters, the cookies having fallen from her hand and into the grass, âI-I never meant to upset herâŚâ
âMirabelle, nails.â Odile reminds. Miraâs hand goes back from her face. âBut⌠I do have to agree with Boniface on this.â
âWhat do you mean, Madame?â Isa asks. You yourself canât help but be curious as to what she is talking about. Especially if it has something to do with the Sadness in question.
âShe reacted poorly to that gingerbread.â Odile states simply, currently eyeing the direction the Sadness went. âAs in, a particularly bad wayâŚâ She trails off.
âYou m-meanâŚ!â Mirabelle gasps. You and Isa are equally curious about this, as much you personally wouldnât.
âDile! Quit being a crab and say it!â Bonbon rather impatiently demands. Isa is already trying their best to soothe them as Dile sighs.
âSame as before. She reacted badly when she first awoke and saw the food, if you all still remember. I believe she may have⌠recalled something.â she concludes, and the unspoken answer lingers in the air. Must be a rather bad memory, given how they were acting since everyone left the villageâŚ
You donât think you have bad memories yourself per se⌠well, you donât have much beside this, but still-!
âSo⌠Lilyâs all out there⌠alone.â Mira starts, hands gripping tightly against her dress.
âAnd in a rather bad headspace.â Isa finishes, arms crossed and concern painted on his face.
A poignant silence emanates through your party. The smell of burnt flowers wafting in the air fades by the second. As all of you look towards the direction the Sadness ran into. And the words echo in your brain.
All alone. In a bad headspace.
âŚ
. . .
Ah, stars⌠âIâll go find her,â you manage to say.
âHuh?â
âWha??â
âSif???â Isa stutters. âI mean, weâd really appreciate it, thanks⌠but, why???â Rude. You canât help but give Isa a small stink eye at that, and he seems to get the message.
âIâm the only one that can catch up to her when she starts running.â you explain. And itâs not an exaggeration when you say that Sadness can blinding run. Youâd never say it out loud but it⌠makes you feel a little less confident in your own role as the partyâs fastest. Anyways⌠âIâm also the only one who could track her as well. Hunting skill, remember?â
âAnd are you forgetting the amount of gem-cracking times I had to separate the two of you?â Odile cuts in, hands on her head. You wince. You did NOT enjoy the feeling of a blinding sprayer soaking half your face and hat. âWe can try tracking her down in the-â
âDileâŚâ Bonbon interrupts, looking at the madam with a pleading expression. She canât help but flinch. The implication of leaving them all aloneâŚ
â. . . Gems⌠fine. Fine!â Odile concedes, hand slighting down her face as she looks to you exhaustedly. âSiffrin, go help our dear little flower before she hurts yourself, will you? And if you start yet ANOTHER fight, no force on this country will stop my wrath.â she warns.
âYeah. Mine too!â Bonbon adds.
You canât help but chuckle under your breath. And if weâre talking flowersâŚ
âIâll be back⌠com-poste haste!â you bow. You take off, enjoying the partyâs reaction as you follow the scent.
As said partyâs reaction fades into the background, youâre left with only one thing left to occupy your empty head.
The Sadness.
Youâve never⌠tried to connect with them. Not after the first meeting. All those roots surrounding you. It didnât hurt. You werenât suffocating. It just wasâŚ
Unpleasant.
You donât⌠hate it insomuch as you canât help but make it feel uncomfortable around you. Every pun you say never gets a reaction you want from it, your own tracking skills sometimes get questioned by her when it âfeels something is offâ andâŚ
Okay.
Maybe this will be difficult for you. Stars. Just⌠find the Sadness, make sure you donât upset it like you usually do, maybe make a pun and-
ÂŤGhh⌠grhhâŚÂť
You stop in your tracks when you hear harsh groaning. What the-?
ÂŤIâŚI have to. H-have to⌠Uhh-!Âť
*SNAP!*
That sounds⌠rather bad no? You follow the noise and see-
Uh. Youâre not sure what you're seeing, but you think it's bad. Given its just tore a blinding piece of itself off!
ÂŤNo⌠no matter what⌠I willâŚÂť
Okay, you should stop this. Now. âUh, Lily?â
ÂŤ-!? BLOOM!Âť
Oh STARS NOT AGAIN! YOU DODGE OUT OF THE WAY JUST AS ROOTS ONCE MORE ERUPT FROM THE GROUND TO GRAPPLE YOU! SPEAK, MORON! âWAIT, LILY! IT'S ME, SIFFRIN!â
THE SADNESSâŚ! Stops mid-another Craft. Very slowly, it lowers her staff. And maybe it's the adrenaline speaking, but you think they're honest to stars shame and guilt on that face. âŚIt doesnât make you feel any better. Eventually, it just⌠turns around and sits next to the giant moon in the sky. The only sound beside your own slowing breathing is the sound of the Sadness⌠shuddering? Sobbing?
. . .
You breathe in and out. Just so you can speak to them as rationally as you can. Be the bigger person here, Siffrin!
âI-â
âIâm sorry.â
Huh?
âFor how I acted.â She responds, head turning to you. Its weird eyes shimmer against the night, âFor upsetting you all with my behavior. It was utterly becoming of meâŚâ It shudders again, hand on the side of its head that still has a horn (what the stars?) but more at itself than you.Â
Oh. Boy, do you feel dumb and useless. Why did you come out here again?
âI⌠just need a moment to myself is all.â And with that, she turns her head back to gaze at the sky.
You stand there in silence for a bit, unsure if the Sadness will do anything.
âSoâŚâ you start slowly, trying to see if sheâs better⌠or at least won't bind you again. The lack of response and small muttering in a language you never heard before casts enough doubt on that.
ÂŤThey donât know. They donât know. They donât know.Âť
âUh, Lily?â You cautiously ask. Ok, funnyjokespun person time, GO!. âI wanted to say, despite everything⌠I still think you can be⌠a-peeling.â Yes, a fruit joke. Canât go wrong with that!
Wow. You have never seen someone (Sadness or otherwise) suddenly look at you like that before. Not even Odile! You suddenly feel very self-conscious about your entire being! Stars, she probably wants you blinding dead for that!
âWhat was that?â You hear.
Huh? âWhat was⌠what?â you ask, genuinely confused as to what is happening.
âWhat you just said, what⌠was that?â
âUhâŚâ quick, moron, how do you explain the concept of puns and jokes to someone!? âW-word play? I guess it's to make people laughâŚ?â Please be enough please be enough please be enough.
. . . ÂŤWord playâŚÂť You hear it drawls, in its own language, and now it's fully turned back around. âI think I understand now.â
Oh? âUnderstand what, exactly?â
âI donât- canât understand them.â
What? ââŚBwah?â
âMy apologies.â The Sadness says again while bowing. âPuns have⌠well I mean to say- ÂŤOh CheeseâŚÂťâ it winces at its slip up. Wow. You've never seen an apology go that wrong before. Still, you watch it continue forth anyways.
âIâm afraid Iâve⌠lacked the ability to connect the words to find the humor underneathâŚâ It finishes, looking upset again. But, hang on a secâŚ
âSo⌠you don't hate my puns? Just⌠donât understand them?â You ask, slightly hopeful⌠wait, why are you asking a blinding-
âYes⌠And all along, it was really just a joke, all alongâŚâ You hear her say again âI shouldâve suspected as much, but-â unable canât catch the rest, but you breathe a sigh you didnât know you had. And because someone didnât hate you (and your puns).
ÂŤHahâŚÂť A noise escapes their lips once more. But it sounds⌠familiar? ÂŤHah⌠hah hah⌠a joke. Just a joke. It was nothing more.Âť Laughter? It⌠sounds wrong.Â
*CRACK*
ÂŤWhy. Why do I still feel like⌠Like something is. . . missing?Âť You manage to hear. But you canât tell. The Sadness is twitching wrongly, smoke is emitting off it, it just started to tear at its larger horn, and your empty head is suddenly aching as she keeps talking. Keeps tearing. ÂŤI know it! I know it! Why canât I-?Âť
âLily?â You suddenly say without prompting. She stops twitching for a moment, looking at you again. Her hand is still on her damaged horn, ready to be torn off at any moment. âBreathe with me?â
For several, stars-blinding seconds. . . You felt the whole Universe go still as the Sadness, who had given you nothing but the worst stares (straight into your soul) looked into your eyes.
And you couldnât help but see yourself.
Lost and adrift at sea.
She⌠shakily nods. Not saying anything, but you see her mouth something to yourself. You do what you always did when you felt overwhelmed.
You breathe in, and out.
In and out.
In and out.
In-
âDid you teach Bonnie this?â
You suddenly choke on the air. It⌠takes longer than youâd ever tell the rest of the party to stop. Once you finally compose yourself-
âW-What?â
âBonnie- the youngest. I assumed they belonged to you.â said the Sadness.
WHAT.
âBELONGED TO WHAT.â You say.
The Sadness flinches⌠before suddenly putting their hands over their mouth and away from her horn. âW- ÂŤoh CheeseâŚÂť no, no! I mean that humaine, Bonnie-â she mutters to herself for⌠longer before looking at you again. âI meant to say, the humaine that was traveling with you all.â
Oh. You relax a little at that. âYeah, thatâs Bonnie, alright. The little chef,â you say, a smirk replacing your previous confusion. Also, you are in NO WAY capable of parenthood.
âThey did it as well, that⌠breathing technique,â Ah. You didnât think⌠you shake it off for now, and keep looking as she continues. âIt⌠seems so pointless and yet⌠It helped a lot.â
âHuhâŚâ So, they seem⌠relatively calm at least. With great caution given, you open your mouth again, hoping that this next one wonât land you in trouble. âIf you donât mind me askingâŚâ you start, your body tensing just in case the Sadness starts tying you up again.
âA memory.â she suddenly says.
You blink. You didnât even get to ask your question!
What is with people today interrupting you?
âA memory? Was it⌠a bad one?â you mutter, still curious enough as to what she is telling you.
âIt was⌠a painful memory.â she confesses, her tone dead yet the hate was radiating off it. You find she's clutching her fallen, torn-off horn harshly, smoke emitting from her small body, and that burnt smell returns. You don't say anything for a moment. Mainly because⌠you canât quite relate.
You donât really have much else besides this. So only having painful memoriesâŚ
. . .
âSo⌠no Gingerbread then in the future? Bonnie may not like being limited,â you joke, hoping to get your mind off that emptiness inside you. And then mentally kick yourself for that because why woul-
âN-no! Of course not!â the flower hastily says, smell vanishing in an instant.
Wha? âNo? Didnât you say it hurts you?â you reply, remembering what Odile said about the Sadnessâs amnesia.
She shakes her head. âI would never limit someone elseâs potential, for whatever reason. Iâve seen how they enjoyed cooking.â she states rather boldly.
Now that you can relate. They became so happy when they were allowed to cook for you all the first time. Your heart clenches when you remember how they smiled when everyone enjoyed their efforts for the first time. Still⌠âI donât think they really will, given everything that happened tonight.â
Lily⌠looks a bit shocked at that. Her eyes glaze a bit as she looks up back at the night sky again. âI see. I didnât realize they cared that much for me.â
âPretty sure everyone does at this point.â The jury's still out on Odile though. âYou are a member of Miraâs party, afterall.â
Lily doesnât say anything for a few moments, her face still staring ahead at the stars. âI see. Thank youâŚâ she says. You're not sure if that was a wet or dry sob. You donât wanna push your luck any further.
âYou donât need to mention it. Itâs⌠nice to see you arenât upset anymore.â you admit. Itâs not a lie. You don't really like seeing the party upset. And despite your own gripes with her⌠ah, it doesnât matter.
The Sadness blinks back towards you at that, before managing to muster a weak smile â...Thatâs very nice of you, Rouge.â
Uh, no. âSiffrin.â
The Sadness blinks again. âPardon?â
âMy name. Siffrin. If weâre gonna try to get along, we can at least use each other's names.â
At that, the Sadness bristles taking a look at you again⌠but then takes a deep breath and stares into your eyes again. Though this time feels a bit more fierce than how she was usually. âLily. Call me Lily.âÂ
âWell⌠I can certainly try, Ms. Lily.â you wink. Sheâs staring at you like the fruit pun for some- âNo, that wasnât a pun.â
âOh.â
There's silence. For a moment. As you two look at each other. Eventually, you look up into the sky, and the sa-Lily, remember that, is joining you.
It feels nice.
âââ
âWell, that could not have gone more wrong.â you mentally grumble. Between your semi-lucid behavior today compounded by your actions recently, itâs safe to say they KNOW something about you. But what infuriates you more than anything;
Is the humaine youâve ended up antagonized the most-is the one who helped you into the party in the first place.
How-how selfish of a Cookie are you, to put your own wants in front of others? You couldnât do that. You donât want to stifle another's freedom for your convenience.
Not again.
Something is missing here. You KNOW it.
You feel like you did the first time you lied to the small humaine-Bonnie. And despite it all, this Rouge, Siffrin. They're still willing to turn the other cheek. Despite the animosity you both share. You are feel horrible. You want to tear off this remaining horn right off with all your disgust on it. Including that-that-
Your dough trembles in outrage. In disgust. A body was handed to you. Broken, bleeding crust, presented like a gift from the divine.
Lifeless. Inert. Dead.
All for you-
No. Not in front of the R-Siffrin. Even as your hands twitch for that itch and limp of dead weight. They were concerned. Of course. They donât know.
Itâll fall off with time.
You sigh, a bit lost again at their (and apparently, the partyâs) kindness for you. Once more, you only have the stars above you to soothe your half-broken dough.
But⌠as you sneak a look at your⌠companion. You canât help but ask upon seeing their face, âDo they help you?â
ăHmm?ă Siffrin, the not-Witch Rouge, hums in confussion as he looks at you. ăHelp what?ă he asks, unaware of what you mean.
âThe stars.â You say plainly. Something crosses their face. An emotion you canât quite assess sparks behind their eyes.
ăYes.ă They say. You canât tell what color is painting that tone. But you sense something personal.
You decide to leave it at that.
âŚââŚââŚâ
The Rouge and the Flower would stay there for an hour more, before they made it back to camp.
No one else would learn the full extent of what transpired that day. But besides an understanding, it would never be said.
ăAlso, youâre apologizing to Mirabelle. You made her upset when you ran off.ă Siffrin suddenly told Lily near the end of their star gazing.
âYes, that makes sense.â she sheepishly conceded.
Besides the obvious.
ââŚââŚââŚ
âŚâŚâŚ
And thus, the budding lily slowly trembled in starlight.
âââ
WOAH, that was dark. Man, would really need something way lighter to balance that out.
Oh wait-
CW: portrayals of drunkenness (mainly on Lily)
Extra story: The Fairyâs Carriage (aka, why and how Lily goes around baby style)
(Takes place after story 1. Several days after âLilyâ joined the Saviors.)
âHuff⌠huff⌠crab!â exclaimed Isabeau as he leaned his body on a sturdy tree, resting for just a moment after his marathon-style run. âDang, Lily. You really-â he started. But found himself unable to finish. Mainly due to Lily having reached 10 feet further and counting in distance on her (surprisingly stubby) legs. And going. And going further. And still going.
â...know how to run.â The Defender finished with a mumble, too busy being in awe that such a small creature possessed the ability to run so much, and was already about 25 feet away.
To understand why our beloved Defender is jogging himself sick with the Flower, we unfortunately need to go back, just a bit more in the timeline. It was just two days after Lily was âacceptedâ into the SaviorsâŚ
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âOkay then everyone. Our next destination is just beyond this path.â Mirabelle explained as she pointed ahead. And before them laid a very long, and very boring looking dirt path. There werenât any trees, no nearby rivers. Not even a single solitary house along the wayside.
It was very boring.
âWhatâs the catch?â Odile asked, feeling a bit put off by just how dull and normal the dirt road looked. Siffrin meanwhile went ahead, just to make sure nothing was lying in wait.
âThatâs just it- thatâs all thatâs there.â Mirabelle sighed. âThere are no towns, no forest for shade- no place to rest down this path. So we can't stop, for even a moment! If we did, weâd be sitting ducks if a Sadness attacked us at night.â she grimaced.
âIâm back! And yeah, Miraâs right. The coast is clear⌠like suspiciously clear.â Siffrin reported, somewhat also concerned by how empty the path before them all was.
âIt was a desolate stretch of land, even before the King⌠nothing here lasted long.â The Housemaiden spoke plainly about their travel option.
âThis is going to be murder on my legs.â Odile sighed in dread for the excursion, old wounds aching in anticipation.
âHey, donât be like that, Odile.â Siffrin said with a smile. âYou just gotta be a little bit more dirt-termined.â
âUGGHHH!!/NO, BAD!!/GemsâŚ/HAHAHAHA!!!â
â. . .â
*sniff sniff* âLi? Whatâs wrong?â Bonnie suddenly asked the little Sadness traveler that was currently sitting on their shoulder, due to the scent of flowers mixing with a slight burning filled the childâs nostrils. Said Sadness was busy staring straight ahead at the Rouge, whose cat-like grin would suddenly become strained.
It would be the very first time Siffrin learned what the others would later dub Lilyâs âAnti-pun stareâ. Mainly due to the way the pupil-less eyes would somehow gain a certain sheen to it as her eyes narrowed, and her âhornsâ (Bonnie and Mirabelle thought the horns were cool when they grew, despite everything) began to emit smoke. The way the Rouge flinched back against such a worldly gaze is immediate as it was impressive.
âUh⌠yeah, we got a lot of ground to cover, Madame Odile.â Siffrin coughed lamely, now finding the boring road ahead more interesting than whatever was eying them with such intensity. He would start walking at a more brisk pace, one which would be easily mistaken for running.
âHey, Sif, wait up!â Isabeau said as he went after the Rouge. Said rogue, who was still walking at an uncomfortable pace.
âImpressive.â Odile hummed with a smirk to the flower still staring at the Rogue. She would start walking straight ahead after Siffrin at her own pace, mainly to not aggravate her bad leg.
âWe should start moving, before the sun sets. We have⌠a very long road ahead of us.â Mirabelle sighed, already on edge, only waiting for their youngest and their little friend to start.
âWelp, nothing to it.â Bonnie said as they crouched down to make sure their boots were secure. âCâmon Li, lets-â
âW-waitâŚâ Lily suddenly stuttered, motioning for the Kid to stop for just a moment.
âL-Lily? Whatâs- AH!â Mirabelle exclaimed as the flower suddenly hopped off Bonnieâs shoulder.
âCaried me. Enough.â Lily brokenly said as she landed on the dirt below her, staff in hand, and wrapped in a small cloth to avoid startling others. âI walk. Now.âÂ
âHuh???â Both the Kid and the Housemaiden could only balk at what just occurred. Mainly the fact said flower Sadness had suddenly taken off and vanished from sight, leaving a small dust cloud in her wake. As they turned their heads-
âGEMS!â
âSif, wa-BWAAH?!â
âIs-NYAH?â
Saw the shocked reactions of the other party members as a small, delicate-like flower scurried past them everyone else like the kingdomâs fastest creature.
â...Uhm.â Mirabelle mumbled, slightly taken aback by the sudden speed the Sadness used.
Bonnie meanwhile was slightly in awe at what just occurred. They knew the Sadness was fast. Given how it scurried out from the picnic like a blot post root entanglement, Bonnie was the only one who caught a glimpse of her general direction. It was still just as shocking to witness as before. âWoah. She's so fastâŚâ Bonnie gasped.
âWhat the-?â Isabeau began in shock at what just ran by, before doing a double take at what occurred next. âSif???â
Shock temporarily colored their face before a determined glare with a fire lit by envy behind replaced it. No sooner did that occur, the Rouge would snap their fingers and make their way after the tiny flower, who was still running as far as her tiny stubs one would hardly call for feet under her dress would take her.
â. . . Huh.â Isabeau let out.
âOh Gems, heâs getting competitive.â the researcher grimly snarked, clearly not looking forward to mediating the two again.
âWell, I mean-câmon, Mâdame!â said Isabeau. âSure, they're going a⌠little farther ahead than us, but theyâll stop soon.â he assured.
The Researcher only gave the Fighter a raised eyebrow at the remark.
âThey gotta!â
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TWO HOURS LATER
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*Huff⌠huffâŚ* âRemind me⌠dearest Isabeau. How long ago did you say âtheyâll stop soonâ?â The exhausted, half-dead Researcher growled with a withering glare at her very wrong compatriot.
âI knoooooow.â cried the somewhat less exhausted Fighter, though he was no less out of breath. Mainly because everyone had tried to keep up with the rouge and the flowerâs sudden race. It was⌠not a fair contest.
At all.
*Huff⌠huffâŚ* âSh-should we tell them to stop?â spoke the Housemaiden between her own exhausted breaths. âI-I know I said we needed to get through this path but-â
âThey're still crabbinâ runninâ!â Bonnie yelled, both in awe and annoyance at their two favorite peopleâs shenanigans. âItâs nuts and their way too far and-and-â
*huffâŚ* âAll right, that tears it- YOU TWO, GET BACK HERE, NOW!!â Roared Odile, having enough spite inside herself to use a Craft-enhanced yell to get the two competitors (really, it was just one) racing back. In a matter of moments, Lily and Siffrin returned, both somewhat winded, but still willing. Well-
âY-yes?â Coughed Lily, somewhat unsure why she had to be called back, considering she was pulling her own weight and then some. Was it the handful of dirt she dug up? She had a theory about the flavour of this dirt compared to Earthbread but didnât want to say anything yet.Â
âDonât-donâtâŚâ Siffrin huffed, genuinely trying (and failing) to appear calmer than his appearance betrayed due to having jogged two hours with Craft buffs just to keep up with Lily. âM-made sure⌠the Sadness⌠get tooâŚâ he coughed. He was too distracted by his own exhaustion that Lily flinched at his broken words.Â
Odile gave both of them the same withering stare she gave Isabeau. Almost immediately, both the somewhat on-edge Lily and tired Siffrin both suddenly became ramrod-straight under her gaze. For the former, she suddenly remembers a gaze Elder Faerie Cookie once gave after she accidentally ate an unknown mushroom and had to be bed-ridden for a week before she could go back to her studies. For the latter, he suddenly tilted his hat in a vain hope the stare would lessen. It would not.
ââŚRight, next time you two suddenly want to race, how about-NO.â She ordered. And Siffrin understood, nodding in compliance.
Lily however-
âSorry. R-race?â
Odile blinked before answering, âYour speed. Not unusual for Sadness to lean in high speed when threatened, but-â
âNormal.â
âWhat.â Odile (and Siffrin) said.
âNormal. S-speed.â She confessed, somewhat taken aback by the stares she was getting. (Especially the Rouge, though she still stood strong in spite of it.)
It was that moment when everyone realized their little flower âfriendâ had a few tricks. Besides the staff.
Following a surprisingly intense argument over the possibility of Lilyâs speed being able to surpass Siffrinâs while boosted, and Bonnie stating that carrying Lily isnât a burden due to weighing a pound, the remaining time spent on that dirt road was thankfully uneventful. Besides ANOTHER incident with Lily attempting (and then partially succeeded in) tasting the dirt and having a reaction too hilarious for words to describe. Lily still âwalkedâ on her own two feet after the dirt incident, but surprisingly still kept up with the larger humans with ease, even after all that occurred.
Which brings us to now.
Following what the party called âThe Dirt Road Derbyâ, Isabeau wanted to see how far Lily could run if given the chance. Claiming to wanting to go for a jog to keep up his strength before they reach civilization again, Lily obliged.
And Isabeau, despite his well-crafted, well developed body found himself eating the dust of a Sadness that could easily outpace him and then some.
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Isabeau was deep in thought. Not in envy mind you, but in concern. A Sadness having that much vigor to run loops around the party would be somewhat concerning, given the nature of Sadnesses as vicious, unintelligent monsters. The fact that an intelligent Sadness is a can of worms he and Odile have been trying to open safely without causing distress to everyone else.
After telling Odile about his jog with Lily, he was given the chance to watch over Lily while in the town of Bondue, much to Bonnieâs disgruntlement. Partly due to not wanting Lilyâs appearance to frighten any of the townspeople, given her nature as a Sadness (intelligence notwithstanding), she would hide in his very deep pockets until they made it to the nearest inn. And partially because he wanted to make sure Lily would be safer with cushioning in his pocket, than on top Bonnie's head with a hat being the only thing preventing a city-wide panic and manhunt.
That's when another issue propped up.
âAlright Lily. Weâre in Bondue now. I wonât lie, itâll be a⌠bit tricky with so many people around.â The Fighter slowly began, hoping his words were getting through Lily, as he gently carried her in his massive hands. âDonât worry, I made sure my pockets have nothing but cotton, so you should be safe. Just⌠donât make too much movement, okay?â
Lily nodded, though hesitance was clear on her face, despite the lack of pupils. With a sigh and a prayer to the Change God to not have anything bad happen, he slipped Lily in, spying a look from her as she held her breath.
Very carefully did Isabeau walk, hoping most people would take his status as a (former) Defender would give the people a wide berth. The others, meanwhile, walked in a diamond formation around him,Â
That would last for a solid 15 minutes.
âRUN!!! SADNESS!!!â
*WHAM!* âGYAH-!â
âLI!â
âOH CHANGE!â
âGEMS!â
âISA, ARE YOU-â
As panic hit the party at once, Isabeau instantly realized he had been thrown to the floor. And on the side he was carrying Lily in. In a panic, he rose up and rustled through his pocket, praying he had gone and squashed the flower with his size. Only to pause upon noticing how very empty said pocket was.
âUh, guys? Donât freak out, but I think Lily's gone-â
ÂŤBLOOM!Âť
âGYRAHHHH!â
No sooner did Isabeau finish his realization, a familiar sound of displaced earth and a terrible cry echoed throughout the town.
âStars.â Siffrin suddenly cursed.
And everyone ran. And they found less of what was expected.
Mainly Lily, despite her size, standing tall over her opponent. As she pinned the other, more monstrous Sadness in her roots. Behind them, a fallen woman, clearly unnerved-
âW-wait, Li-â Isabeau began too far for his voice to reach.
âAre you-â
âKYAAAH! S-STAY AWAY FROM ME! MONSTER!!!â
The flower visibly wilted at that. Just as sudden, a look in her eyes was something between guilt and acceptance. Before she could flinch back further however-
âArtsy Silent Burst!â
*BOOM!*
Just then, an explosion of Paper Craft explodes against the tied down Sadness, destroying it instantly. And just as sudden, Isabeau came up and picked Lily as gently as he could. Despite the stares he was receiving from everyone.
As accusations of âW-what is that thing?!â, âIs that some new kind of Sadness?â, and the more classic âMommy, Daddy, Iâm scared!â filled the area as a mob began to form, Isabeau kept his eyes on the stilted Lily. Who was still looking at the growing mob with a resigned look.
âYou alright, Lily?â Isabeau asked. Wordlessly, Lily nodded, and mentally the Defender put a rain check on that. For now-
âWh-why is he defending that Sadness?!â someone yelled out in confusion and a tinge of anger. âThe Sadness must be controlling the Saviors!â some else yelled in anger. Isabeau looked up to see the mob was growing restless by the second.
âCrab.â cursed the fighter as Odile had a vein forming on her face, and Siffrin was already in front of the kid to shield them from the worse that was about to occur. He began covering Lily in his massive arms, despite her protests, when someone raised their arms to throw something-
âWAIT!!!â
And then, like a miracle, Mirabelle suddenly ran forth, standing in front of both the fighter and the flower like some god-sent angel with her arms stretched out wide.
âPlease wait! Before you do something rash, listen!â Mirabelle appeased, her arms not bearing any weapons nor in any craft signs. âThis Sadness- she's a good-I mean, innocent. We can assure you all-â
âCrab that! That Sadness just made a bunch of weed blocked off our only exit out of town!â an angry villager proclaimed, pointing towards a slightly devastated wall that was covered to the brim with roots like the ones that tied up Siffrin. A fact the rogue remembered, given the way their face darkened at the sight.
âLily???â Mirabelle gasped, though in a tone more like admonishing a child for making a mess.
âTrisste⌠broke through.â Lily brokenly said, despite a clear look of guilt written on her face âHad to⌠fix.â
âLily! I mean, itâs really pretty, but nobody can leave? Could youâŚ?â The housemaiden gently tilted her head towards the massive upturning of roots before her.
Lily did not hesitate, and with a shoutting of ăBLOOM!ă to create a sudden, and very beautiful, opening in the wall she made, flowers blossoming out and leaving the mob and party in varying levels of awe. The roots that formerly held down the larger Sandnes would coil together and blossom as well, which soon caused the mob to change their tune from ready to throw fists to throwing a celebration. The reason why however-
âThree cheers for Mirabelle, the Great Sadness Tamer!â the lady who called Lily a monster raised a toast for Mirabelle, the Housemaidenâs intentions having been completely misunderstood.
âYAY!â cheered the townspeople, drinks raised.
âImsosorryimsosorryimsosorry-â Mirabelle sputtered as she leaned in close to the Flower, hands together and eyes closed due to shame at what snowballed lie had apparently occurred.
âIt's. AlrightâŚâ Lily lied, having never felt farther from her designation as âAncient of Freedomâ than right now. A Witchess-for-goodness-sake âTamed Sadnessâ. And apparently a ânew breedâ at that (she is thankful for Odile helping her scaring off the more dubious researcher that clearly wanted to dissect her). She supposed it was karma for her lie of being a âSadnessâ, but a look at Siffrin, who was standing to the side, eying her with a drink in hand, had her recall why she did so in the first place.
âSo. Fes de Fluer, huh?â Isabeau spoke up as he approached the apology storm, trying to divert attention away from everything else with a chuckle. Lily turned to see him having some drinks in hand. Before he suddenly asked âYou want one?â
Lily, rather briefly, wondered if that was a safe idea, given her cookie-like body might not be able to handle such a thing. But then, as always, that spark of curiosity got the better of her and given the night she was having, nodded, hands outstretched and grasping at the small by human standards cup. Which she then drank in one big gulp, feeling much more refreshed after all that running and flower spells she did early today.
âHuhâŚâ Isa said in mild surprise as he was just giving Mirabelle her own drink to calm her nerves. âYou feel better, Lily?â
ÂŤYep! *hic!* Show good!Âť Lily slurred cheerfully, to Isaâs shock as the drink was not in any way alcoholic. Bonnie was drinking it for Changeâs sake. It was. Just simple berry juice??? Was it just a reaction to her nature as a Sadness??? He didnât know, but opted to take the suddenly bubbly Lily inside the inn, less she wandered away. Again. While apparently drunk!
â â â
The next day would welcome White Lily with a mild headache. Well, mild for Lily anyways.
As she clutched her fuming head, she saw a small plate with something she believed was⌠ice cream. Which humans apparently had as well.
âOh good, you're awake.â a familiar voice said, and the flower would see a sheepish defender approaching, holding something under his left arm while scratching the back of his head with his right. âUh. I wanted to say sorry. For apparently getting you drunk? DEFINITELY wasnât my intention last night. And again, Iâm REALLY sorry for that.â He apologized profusely.
Despite herself, Lily found herself smiling gently. âItâs⌠alright.â she said âit was actually rather fascinating. Something safe for these humaines was still able to make me feel bubblyâŚâ She mentally noted. The defender didnât look that convinced, but he smiled anyway.
âWell, thanks for not holding a grudge. Itâd hate for a mistake to ruin a friendship, heh.â he laughed as he pulled out what he was holding out. âBut uh⌠if you want, that ice cream should help with the hangover. Hopefully⌠mainly so we can talk about this.â he finished as he laid the thing in question; a blueprint for some kind of carriage.
Lily was currently unsure what to say. Maybe it was the headache. Or the ice cream she was having. Or due to having been called âfriendâ by a humanie she had antagonized before. She just settled on the ice cream for now.
âSo. Since people⌠know about you now, it SHOULD be safe for you to walk around exposed.â Isabeau began. Lily couldnât help but nod absentmindedly as she continued to eat ice cream before her. âAnd, since thereâs no telling if another, more hostile Sadness could attack, I gave it some thought, spoke to the others, and started on this.â he explained, and Lily tore herself away from the ice-cold dessert to see what he was pointing at.
Some kind of portable baggie. Something that reminded Lily of things adult cookies would use to carry their little doughlings- and she immediately locked in place upon making the connection.
ÂŤWhat!? But Iâm not-Âť she sputtered in her native Cookie tongue, nearly dropping her spoon before holding onto it for dear life like her staff.
âI know. Itâs⌠not exactly the best. But between your Sadness nature and people thinking Miraâs some kind of âsuper cool Sadness tamerâ, this is the best we could come up with without causing a panic again.â Isabeau sighed as he explained, clearly not happy to be degrading a friend to a baby to be watched over (not exactly wrong, given what occurs in later days of their journey together, but still-) âStill though, if you donât wanna do this, we can find a another way to hide you. I could start wearing a hat!â he jovially suggested, clearly trying to make Lily happy.
With a sigh, Lily shook her head âNo. I⌠understand.â she sighed as her grip on the spoon loosened.
âYou sure? Again, I donât wanna make you uncomfortable doing this.â Isabeau says again, stressing the importance of Lilyâs own agency.
âYes.â Lily said, a tinge of defeat in her sigh, dreading what the others back home would say.
From there, and with some⌠surprisingly careful measurements from the Defender, in a manner of hours, a pocket-like carriage with a massive opening for Lily to move around in, and stuffed with cotton, was built. The straps were also interchangeable, so anybody could wear it and carry Lily.
And thus, on the way out of Bondue, Bonnie triumphantly displayed the Displaced Flower, to the slight mortification of said Flower. She also did not enjoy the side eye look Siffrin gave her on the side, but swallowed it, thankfully.
Thus, the legend of the one chosen by the Change God would gain a new part of her growing tale: taming the mythical FĂŠe des Fleurs and the ability to tame others with her great kindness.
âHey Li. You still regrettinâ being put in this?â Bonnie asked as they marched to the next Orb location.
âNot at all,â lied Lily, having learned a bit ago that the rumor had mutated further and that there were sayings of the party carrying two kids. Isabeau was walking a bit further ahead, a blush coloring his cheeks.
She sighed, wishing that this⌠embarrassment would be the worst of it.
Unaware of the one above, broken yet still listening would assure her that things COULD.
The End.
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WOO- that took a lot out of me. Anyways, hold onto your buts. Because (when I get to it) we're having... the Eye Incident. But it might be a bit different than you think it'll go.
Anyways, Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Enjoy.
Update: Finally added the divider. Also, making a link to my previous chapter since I fogor that last time
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Hi I did some resprites (â  â âšâ â˝â âšâ  â )
Zenith Martlet and Axis were fully drawn by me, I'm thinking about becoming a spriter but I feel like what I do is too detailed lol, it'd be a nightmare to animate
Can we Sif and Mu's respective reactions to one another using the knife (and equlivant) on themselves? Which turns into a bigass rant over efficancy and not wanting to be hurt before the tears and comfort?
Also, Loop and Rift comfort one another when remembering the Universe making them into mouthpiece to allow the option.
Fun times all around! (:D
I didnât wanna do a whole rant cause like (a) siffrin has no right to tell mu off for that they do it too LMAO (2) well I canât write that anyways
Heyya! So, crazy thing-I had an ISaT OC similar like yours! Can read minds and manipluate memories (also wishes).
Here's the rub-they have quite litterally been throught it:not just Siffrin Looping, but other party members as well. Alongside darkertime lines/fics, they've seen and experienced the entire Party at their absolute worst so many times they've become VERY silly about it! Mainly in the "if you interupt me again, your corpse is gonna go flying in five different direction!"
And yes, they know full well what the cause of all Loops are, but no matter how they try to word it, the Looper also ignores it in some form and, eventually, attacks/mauls them, leading to heavy disfigurement.
To that end, later versions have them just screw with the Looper to a more malicous degree just for interupting/ignoring something. Far worse then what Loop does to Sif.
The UNIVERSE ITSELF knows fully well how badly they crabbed it, but by that point, countless wishes from others, and its own spite, eventually makes it immune to whatever the Universe can throw at it. Even the Taboo does nothing: they just soldier throught it like a boss, and even tore out their own throat just to tell a Looper a spoiler far later then intended.
Also, if Loop is there, they will only ever acknowlegde them as Loop and never Siffrin, because that's the only thing keeping them frol jumping over all killing them-the idea of there being more than one Looper in its general pressence is too much for them to bare.
So the Overkill AU is just hell for them and they'd NEVER acknowlegde Lupus because they only see them as Siffrin, and no one else. And they'd treat both Siffrins as the same for the same reason.
If you got any more questions, I'd be to explain further!
My first and immediate thought was our ocs fighting 3am in a Dennys parking lot style LMAO
Guide, despite their emotional issues and trauma, clings very tightly onto the idea that every existence holds an inherent value. Bro would NOOOOOOT take kindly to any member of the party being needlessly harmed, including Loop.
I also dont imagine it'd be healthy for anyone to be around if these two are within the same area code. All that forbidden wish power cannot be good for anyone to perceive much less be close to. So much red EVERYWHEREEEEEE
It really wouldn't, but my (utter bastard of an) OC, Tips, would just NOT. GIVE. A. DAMN.
Even of faced with Loop's mental breakdown, they'd just refute and throw back everything they'd said to make a poibt of little their suffering matters compared tp the hell the Party forces their through.
Also, if Guide did try and fight Tips, they ahockingly would go in your OCs favor for one reason: it isn't a party member. Mind you, Tips is a stuborn bastard and no matter how hard you try and kill them, but since they're not some variation of the party, their heart wouldn't be into it. They'd be upset someone else like them wants to protect them, but that's it really. It get really messes and a lot of red everywhere.
Similarly, Tips also believe life does matter: its just does bastards have done so much to them they cannot see any of the party as inhuman monsters that need to have their selffishness beaten out of them with express impunity. Which I think would piss Guide off, me thinks. Thoughts?
You are absolutely correct this would piss Guide right off. They already don't care for Tips attitude and demeanor, and for them to directly go against Guide helping the party would make things worse.
However, Guide wouldn't try to kill them, because Guide would quickly realize that killing Tips is neither a logical solution or a ideal one. Guide would more or less try and remove Tips from the situation, keep them away from the party for everyone's safety and sanity. Sure it could get exhausting but Guide is fine doing it if it means no more blood is shed.
Should Tips ever stop being an active threat to the party Guide would calm down and also become much less aggressive towards them. They don't care for fighting and only do so when they can't see another option.
Yeah, that would probably never happen if they got off on a wrong foot. And Tips would/can just power and muscle through anything thrown at it. Think the Loop fight at ACT 6, but instead of looping back to reset health, they just "persits". Lit the only way to win a fight is to make them litterally choke on their own hate, causing them to colapse. They don't die, but trying to help them at that stage just makes things worse. You just have to wait out the tantrum until they tire themselves out.
And you know, if Tips learned they were a (former) human, they'd actually be a LOT more agreeable [to them. The Party can burn a little longer]. Strangers and citizens of Dormount also never get Tips' bad side. ONLY the Party. And Loop of they try defending the Looper.
The reason why Tips hates the party yet guides them through loops is a very detailed reason. And every time, the party chickens out after the first instance and never go back into it. If Guide actually took time to hear Tips' story without trying to defend the Party, Tips would be a lot more passive. They'd still be a jerk and makes jabs at the party, but that's it. If a Looper actually follows through woth what Tips tells them, then Tips is pacified.
It'd depend on a lot of factors on how their first encounter would go me thinks. I'd say that Guide would most likely hear Tips out though and wouldn't immediately jump into a fight unless Tips was actively already fighting someone in the party. Again, Guide isn't one to fight unless it's the only reasonable option they have left. So I don't see them going for Tip's throat right out the gate.
Guide doesn't really bring attention to the fact that they were once human, but also doesn't really hide it either? It's not really a secret they're keen on keeping and will casually say things like "If I were still human-" or something of the like. Whenever they enter Dormont they actually take on a human disguise, losing all of their stranger features minus the scars, star and the night sky pattern on their legs. They do make sure to keep their eyes covered though, can't let anyone see the red. They're only in their normal form when with the party or alone.
So, if Guide first met Tips who is currently verbally destroying Odile for being too scared to die alone (Like an Everturning Wheel [great fic, you should read.]) Guide would be less willing to hear them out, compared to say; at the start of a Loop, who is currently calling the Looper over via a megaphone, and there isn't as much friction?
Also, Tips can still see colors. They miss the purple. They'd be fine if they say Guide's eyes.