Living life in harmony with doubt.

I'm just me. I like Sonic, Touhou, Deadly Premonition, FFXIV, animals and coffee. Figure the rest out yourself.

[william-o]

Ode to this journey towards that transcendental feeling of being everywhere at once.

[william-o]

Next week I'll be seeing a little ballet that is touhou related.

[burnthomework]

Poker Face

[william-o]

Umm.... Hello? lol

Touhou Lotus Eater Ch 70 spoilers

[william-o]

Though I knew I cherished it, I have not come to realize just how significant it was for me and my happiness until I became willing to part with it, even if it meant forever. And in those 5 years of what would aptly be called exile, I learned many things. But learning isn't always enough. You need reminders, you need experience, you need to know what it is like to feel like there's no end to the torrent of sadness. Though I do not wish that upon anyone and know full well the consequences of succumbing to such feelings, when you can finally reach someplace where you can finally be at ease, even if only for a moment, you can have every bit of that moment in it's fullest. To take the reigns of your life and do just a little bit of something. Something old you haven't seen or done since youth or something new you've always been curious about. And finally something actually sticks, all because you didn't give up and kept trying, even if it took some time. You know that this is what all the hard work has lead up to, an achievement worthy of celebrating. And now, in this moment I have arrived at, I can live with those that make me happy again and make sure I will return the favor tenfold.

[maeriquitecontrary]

Hifuu Christmas??? The Renkos have multiplied!

Hardcore Hifuu fans know where each one is from without looking it up…

(Answer in tags!)

[87fm-ringo]

users I'd like to know better

tagged by @gluttonousyurei !! (thank you~☆)

Fun fact: I have a technical degree in fashion design and pattern making! i graduated back in july of this year

Favorite color: Green, no doubt!

Last song on repeat: Ultra relax by Tomoe Shinohara

Currently watching: Kodocha (Kodomo no Omocha)! to be specific, the english dub (is very funny lol) also thats why i've been listening to ultra relax.

Last movie watched: Corpse bride. Because of the 20th anniversary, they had a function at my movie theater. Really enjoyed it!

Currently reading: Frankestein by Mary Shelley.

Currently playing: Animal crossing: New Horizon. I actually love this game. I've been making up some lore for my island and all…maybe one day i'll share it!

Sweet/savory/spicy: Is a draw between sweet and spicy.

Relationship status: single! i'm…uh, not very keen to romance myself actually? not sure what that makes me.

Current obsession: Deltarune! i waited so much for this new chapters and i looove them, i'm still processing them! Also…kpop demon hunters. (shyly)

Latest google search: google translator (lol)

Current WIP: I haven't done much drawing lately, but! i have the idea for my next touhou headcanon designs, i just have to put it in the canvas (if anyone is curious…is medicine and reisen!)

People tagged (dont feel obliged to do it!): @blubblubisdead2me @tinyandloud

[blubblubisdead2me]

i feel honoured to be tagged by ringo com :,) thank you!!!!! also the fact you did a whole fashion degree is awesome!!!!!!!! congratulations and happy belated birthday and also…show us WIP? <3

Fun fact: I have been a touhou fan since 2017 (played every game! (not beaten though….)) and i religiously listen to the soundtracks at least weekly because something is a bit wrong with me

Favourite colour: yellow but the orangey tone (#fcc15b)

Last song on repeat: Like It Like It - TWICE (a kpop group that i’m going to a concert for this weekend! i’ll probably hear this song there!!!)

Currently watching: I was watching Poker Face with Natasha Lyonne but then life happened, need to finish off season 2

Last movie watched: Scary Movie (2000) which aged very poorly and i wouldn’t watch again, but i liked the nods to Scream and the campy CGI moments

Currently reading: The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, but i stopped taking the train to places as often so i’ve slacked off. i love classic literature

Currently playing: Deltarune Chapter 4! i finally beat the Roaring Knight and found the passion to play again. Almost at the end but need to do the Secret Boss fight (i keep putting it off…) also i loved Kris’ development this chapter

Sweet/savoury/spicy: SWEETS!!!! i keep buying desserts like bingsu and frozen yogurt but i’m so poor…..also I love spicy food but my tummy does not

Relationship status: i crush on everyone and then they turn out to be a gay man or an unattainable beautiful woman on tiktok

Current obsession: bingsu, as in the dessert, idk, it’s the only thing i’ve been looking forward to lately HAHAH

Last google search: colour picker hex code (lol)

Current WIP:

tbf more of a sketch i wont polish off but it’s all i have (my ocs…)

People tagged (you don’t have to but yall are my gang): @hedgypipes @william-o

[william-o]

I take a break from tumblr only to come back and find out I left a mutual hanging in an asking game. Better late then never.

Fun Fact: My real name isn't William, but my surname does start with an O.

Favorite Color: Green, it that wasn't obvious before, let it be known now.

Last song on repeat: Tom Morello - Everything Burns feat. Beartooth

Last movie watched: Because it's Christmas as I'm replying to this of course I watched The Muppets Christmas Carol!

Currently reading: I've never liked reading, I always misinterpret what's actually happening in the story and get confused.

Currently Playing: You know they made another Spongebob collectathon game this year? And its like just as good if not better than Battle for Bikini Bottom!

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: I enjoy all of these but its usually savory. certain chocolates I'm not big on, and I like dry spicy stuff I hate spicy sauces.

Relationship Status: Single and most previous relationships were long distance which I have so much trouble with cause I just want to cuddle with the person I've fallen for for pete sake!

Current obsession: Mahjong, it actually feels really nice to play when you have some idea of how the game works.

Last google search: "Nintendo Switch 2 won't connect to tv" It turns out they REALLY want you to use the hdmi and power source they provide with it. Had to go playing minesweeper with a bunch of wires.

Current WIP: Don't bring up the RPG Maker game. Don't bring up the RPG Maker game. So I have this idea for a new touhou fic involving Mystia and Nemuno and it being a sort of parody of the Tongue-Cut Sparrow story but you know there's a twist to it. Still brainstorming that.

[caats]

[lenetaylor]

band on the run

[cutemech]

she got stage fright

[rivulelle]

Fistbump Friday

[sukimas]

like the thing always is that you can buy a server. nobody is stopping you from buying a server. why are you not buying a server

[sukimas]

(it is because you are fundamentally incapable of the collaboration with other people that running servers requires. because you are unpleasant to be around)

[william-o]

I find myself harping for the old days, which I am very much too young for. Thinking back on the memories I've made with friends I don't or can't see anymore. Emily, Harry, Matthew, Ben, Randy, Lori, Asa, Danny, Miko, Graf, Shep, Hourai, Cheru, Ninety... I wish I could remember everyone.... But I have no choice but to move on, and continue making memories with those that are still with me, and those I've yet to meet.

[itspurvis]

What's the consensus on this one?

[william-o]

I need to start thinking about who I'm going to be with today instead of what I'm going to do. Create meaningful memories with friends and loved ones.

[rivulelle]

Fistbump Friday

[william-o]

I do believe I'm all caught up with every touhou manga now. I wonder how the Lotus Eaters finale will turn out once we get there?

[allytouhoufan]

First ever post on Tumblr 💗!

[william-o]

Three of them