Nightmares
Shirtless-William-Who-Was-Not-William was on the bed again, chiding and teasing Kalia as she went about her day. Normally he was easy to ignore…as time went on, and her supply of the mysterious potion left behind by her family dwindled, his arguments grew more persuasive.
“Isn’t fighting exhausting?” The vision who was not actually her husband drawled, the back of his hand theatrically pressed to his forehead. “Why do you try? You know that it’s your destiny to join us, aid us. I am already theirs, you know that I am. You cannot fight them all alone. *Join* us instead. Be at my side. Burn this world to ash, as you were meant to do.”
Kali growled, picking up her daughter from where she was trying to pull up to her feet with the aid of the bedding, the tiny dark wings at the infant’s shoulderblades poking through the holes cut in her pajamas flapped fitfully. She didn’t usually bother to respond. She knew that it wasn’t him. It wasn’t him…
Monster.
MONSTER.
She fumbled in the bedside table for the vial containing just the sparest amounts of the potion that would help her block out the worst of the whispers until an alternate means could be found. There would have been more of it, it would have lasted longer…
“But I’m useless,” Not-William sighed from the bedding, flopping to the sheets helplessly. “Have you ever been able to count on me?” He pondered, touching a knuckle to the underside of his own chin. “Or have I always left you to engineer your own rescue? To manufacture your own fate with your own strength?”
ALL FLIGHTS WILL SERVE.
Half of the potion had gone to William, who had willingly–
“Willingly,” Shirtless-William murmured with a grin.
–given himself up to the shadows, steeping himself in them to magnify his own power, and now could no longer control the effects. She couldn’t control the circumstances of her birth, didn’t choose to be who she was, didn’t set cultists on her trail but he had chosen–
“Chosen,” False William said, elbows on the bedding, head propped up on his fists under his chin.
–to do this, and now he couldn’t control the consequences without the aid that was meant for her. Meant to keep her stable, through assaults by cultists and whispers that were quickly turning into shouts. She had to make certain that the both of them weren’t slipping, she had to be the one with the sense to make the plans, to take care of the issue, to keep them grounded because he was incapable–
“Incapable!” He strummed dramatically at a harp that he suddenly had.
–of being the stronger of them and holding himself together. By his own choice.
The darkness was suddenly all around her, a thousand eyes glowed. “My choice,” William’s voice rumbled, and yet it wasn’t his either. Another voice joined his, resonating in her mind, rolling with heat that made her throat burn, lighting like a furnace in her chest, threatening to boil up out of her mouth. “It doesn’t have to be a struggle. Join me…join us.”
There was a firm, smacking but tiny impact on her arm as Ash flailed her hand to get her attention, arching and fussing. It was close to when she normally ate. That touch dispersed the shadows and brought her back to the moment, and to the reality of the little one who needed her.
The night was a drastic change to the nights prior, where he would normally enjoy the warmth of the Blanket Lair and the company of those dearest to his heart, his out-of-character petting of Boots in front of EVERYBODY sentenced him to a night of exile downstairs upon the dreaded couch. The manor was normally a warm place but seclusion and helplessness allowed forces unseen to creep in, veiling the warmth and light of the fireplace. He was no stranger to the cold dark, but he felt incomplete being absent from Kalia’s side. He drifted in and out, listening, staring at the dark ceiling as a chilling draft swept across the room, making sleep impossible. Ultimately, he blamed himself for being so careless... “William...” His ears perked up to the sound of his name. He was sure he had heard it, Kalia’s voice. He stood up from the couch, staring at the staircase as though to make his way towards it. “William...” Called the voice again, though it came from the direction of the manor entrance. The door was left partially open with an obscured figure beckoning him through. Curious, William stood up, wondering why his wife was calling him outside. This was unlike her. “Come inside, dear.” He said softly, lifting his palm as to gesture to the staircase, to a staircase that was not there. Slowly his eyes began to trail back to the door, it had completely opened. “We need to go...” Called the voice of Kalia. On the other side of the door, a bright amber glow gave shape to the figure of Kalia, whom was cradling their baby Ash closely to her chest. It was too obvious, he would not be fooled by such a ploy. “I will not so carelessly let down my guard again.” William stated firmly, standing his ground. “Forgive me, but I thought you would grateful.” replied a new, softly spoken feminine voice from behind him. He spun around, alarmed, but froze as to what he saw. There, sat a Kaldorei woman, her matched the tone of his, hair long and lush, shining silver like the moon’s surface, dressed in an elegant green gown as she watched him with what appeared to be a look of concern. This woman was a stranger to him, yet felt familiar somehow, as if he she had always been at his side. Thoughts flooded his mind, speculating the form of this woman, the word ‘Mother’ was all that came to mind, the term being ambiguous - It could’ve meant the Mother Moon, Elune, herself, it could be the form of a mother he never knew... “I know what you are... Your lies... Like this form you assume.” William replied coldly, seeing through the guise that sought to play the strings of his heart. “My friend, out of respect, I have taken this form so that I may speak to you more comfortably.” The woman spoke softly, standing up from the couch as to look at him on equal height. “...I know that I have not been kind to you and your family.” The Half-Elf gritted his teeth, bearing those canines as the floor would crack beneath him under the pressure of the Night Warrior’s rage. “Kind? At every opportunity YOU have sought to torment us!” William’s eyes were rage-filled, fixated as he spoke. “You and your family have given me little choice...” The woman replied softly, taking a seat upon the couch. The amber glow of the door faded and the figure of Kalia and Ash had vanished behind it. “I come to you just to talk. Please. Just hear me out...” The woman raises her hands calmly as to gesture that she means no harm. William was adamant, his mind had already been set but this was not like before. Whereas he would be met with tormenting visions and whispers, he was being spoken to... Respectfully, even, the tone in which this woman spoke in was anything but invasive. “You know what I am, but you know not of our nature. We are but one half of a whole that balances the very existence that you dwell in. And while our role in this existence is chaotic, it is necessary.” The woman spoke, watching the Half-Elf carefully. “That doesn’t mean we want to live a life consumed with chaos!” He spat defiantly. “...William. I fear that we may not have a choice in the matter. For the first time ever, that balance has been threatened. You and your family have a role to play to restore that balance.” She said softly, stepping away from the Half-Elf as to stride towards a door that was unseen. “Why are you telling me this? To trick me? It sounds as though you have just decided to switch tactics with how you approach me.” He says, watching the woman stride away, her visage fading from sight. “Existence itself is threatened, William. And we must all play our part in preserving it, even if it isn’t the way that we want it. If you care for your family, that they may go on existing, you will at least heed what I have to say... As a show of good faith, I will loosen my grip over your mind.” William scowled. “And what of my wife?! Will you be so kind to her?!” A sigh echoed through the room. “...She was born to my influence naturally. I, unfortunately, have no power in the choices that she makes and the forces that she listens to.” William would find himself staring upon the ceiling once again, having dozed off into a dream... Or was it? Yet he felt strange. The whispers, they grew silent again, he felt unburdened, unweighted, his thoughts were more easily formed and the shake in his hand had faded. Just what was the Old God playing at? ...Or could it be that it spoke the truth to him?














