OF THE WIND

𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝘩𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑙𝑦 ༄

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𝙃𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙣 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙖𝙠 𝙎𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝘼𝙣𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙮𝙚𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡

Hello there! My name is Sora. I am 26 and I use he/him pronouns. I am on MST. This is a private Venti. This means I will not interact with anyone who is not a mutual, respect this.  I do not expect you to have my rules memorized but please do your best to adhere to them. I am an avid genshin player and have accounts on both NA and EU servers. If we are mutuals you may ask for either and we can play together. (Just keep in mind my NA is my main account and I will likely be more help on that one).  My discord is open to mutuals. Feel free to dm me at anytime for it. It is the best way to get ahold of me and I love making friends! I am a callout free blog! I avoid drama like the plague and refuse to take part in any call outs/fandom drama/etc! Please if something is going on--leave me out of it.

I am slow as dirt or fast as a jack rabbit, there is no in between. Please be patient with me!

I turn my anon off and on as I please. I have my reasons for not leaving it on all the time, thank you for respecting this. Everything else you could possibly need to know about my Venti and/or my blog is in this google doc. 

I look forward to writing with you!

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I went from c0 noelle to c6 with no zhongli--but I got yanfei so I can’t cry too much.

[charmymemes]

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

feel  free  to  change  any  pronouns  or  subjects  (or  reverse).      tw  for  blood,  death  and  physical  violence  mention.

‘  is  it  complete?  ’

‘  who  are  you?  ’

‘  who  is  this?  ’

‘  why  are  you  bleeding?  ’

‘  what  would  i  do  without  you?  ’

‘  do  you  feel  alright?  ’

‘  what’s  your  name?  ’

‘  why  do  you  hate  me?  ’

‘  do  you  want  something  to  eat?  ’

‘  aren’t  you  supposed  to  be  someone  important?  ’

‘  did  you  read  it  yet?  ’

‘  can  you  help  me?  ’

‘  why  do  you  act  so  weirdly?  ’

‘  what  do  i  do  with  someone  like  you?  ’

‘  you  awake?  ’

‘  can’t  you  tell  left  from  right?  ’

‘  how  dare  you?  ’

‘  can  i  have  a  word?  ’

‘  why  didn’t  you  fight  back?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  interupting  me?  ’

‘  why  are  you  here?  ’

‘  what  happened?  ’

‘  haven’t  you  said  enough?  ’

‘  why  are  you  still  ___?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  shut  up  and  be  quiet?  ’

‘  what  did  you  dream  of?  ’

‘  why  are  you  yelling?  ’

‘  how  could  you  say  that?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  why  did  you  turn  out  this  way?  ’

‘  are  you  talking  to  me?  ’

‘  why  won’t  he  date  me?  ’

‘  why  did  you  hit  him?  ’

‘  why  are  you  crying  yourself  to  sleep?  ’ 

‘  are  you  serious?  ’

‘  who  did  this?  ’

‘  will  i  regret  this?  ’

‘  do  you  promise?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  am  i  dead?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  moving?  ’

‘  is  he  looking  at  me?  ’

‘  does  it  hurt?  ’

‘  how  did  that  happen?  ’

‘  what’s  the  weather  for  tomorrow?  ’

‘  are  you  in  love  with  me  yet?  ’

‘  is  it  that  important?  ’

‘  want  some?  ’

‘  was  that  an  accident?  ’

‘  what’s  the  deal  with  you?  ’

‘  who  do  you  think  you  are?  ’

‘  can  i  ask  you  something?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  leave  then?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

‘  is  this  all  you  can  do?  ’

‘  why  is  this  here?  ’

‘  how  did  you  get  in  here?  ’

‘  is  it  freezing  to  you?  ’

‘  what  are  you  making  tdday?  ’

‘  are  you  lost?  ’

‘  has  it  been  that  long?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

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@heavensbind​​ | MEME

how much have you had? // why not start out with angst as an ice breaker lol from Zhongli

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The world feels so unbelievably heavy and his shoulders slump forward. He opens his mouth to answer the question but no words come out and he turns away. Tears bead in his eyes and slender finger grip the bottle all the more. If the breeze picks up a little, he makes no comment. He seems to lean into the chill like it could cool the heated ache in his chest. Barbatos is old, far too old to behave like this, but he cannot bring himself to stop. The bottle is tilted back to his lips and he drinks deeply. The bitter liquid eases some of the sharpness of his pain and he’s able to fight back the tears once more. He doesn’t know why; Zhongli is hardly one who would judge him for his mourning. The silence has dragged on, echoing heavy between them. In moments like this he’s grateful for the seeming patience that the geo archon seems to possess. 

Words are difficult and as he turns to reply he chokes on them. The instant he meets the others gaze he feels small, broken and pitiful. The tears bubble up until a bitter sob escapes him. He wants to wail and scream at the sky and the wind seems to reflect this desire, whipping around him and causing his cape to flutter. “Does it matter?” He laughs between the tears spilling down his cheeks, painting a tragic figure. “It’s not enough...it’s never enough.” He waves the bottle around, watching the liquid slosh within it before taking another drink. Some of it spills and drips down his chin. He can’t bring himself to care and instead watches the red drip from his face to his hand. “Immortality is a heavy burden. I wish it had been me instead...”

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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        I’m in a field of  D A N D E L I O N S -- and I see forever in your eyes                                                          [Dossier]