It was a child that brought back James 'Bucky' Barnes's memories after being the Winter Soldier for so many years. A young girl named Irina. And for years the two of them have been on the run. From the harsh Russian wilderness, to the streets of New York. After seventy years of believing he was the Winter Soldier, James Barnes remembers everything. And he's returned home, with his daughter Irina Barnes. FC: Sebastian Stan, Thomas Dekker (Teen), Stana Katic (Female)
Irina FC: Alissa Skovbye
M!A: None but Accepting
Main Verse In a relationship with priceoffreedomxishighRead the links before RPing. Mun & Muse are 20+. Possible NSFW.
I need a fresh start I love RPing on this blog and as Bucky and Irina, but with a couple of things that have happened in the past couple of months, I need a fresh start.
Threads that are currently in progress here will be moved to the new blog. Relationships are NOT resetting.
I will be posting a reminder over the next couple of days.
I need a fresh start I love RPing on this blog and as Bucky and Irina, but with a couple of things that have happened in the past couple of months, I need a fresh start.
Threads that are currently in progress here will be moved to the new blog. Relationships are NOT resetting.
I will be posting a reminder over the next couple of days.
Steven felt a bit anxious, worried that the other might never trust him. It was clear he had been through a lot and while he was curious, he knew he should wait for the man to open up to him. His mind was busy with thought when the other spoke up and he gave a nod. “Alright- I won’t leave.” He reassured the other before hopping up and getting him a large glass of water.
"Here you are.." He set it beside the man and took his seat again, looking over the other. "You don’t look so good, perhaps you should rest, I won’t let anyone bother you. Or maybe clean up?" He offered. Bucky was quite dirty when he brought him in, he most likely hadn’t had a proper night sleep in a while. Judging by his look, he also hadn’t showered or had a trim either. "Use whatever you need."
Bucky picked up the glass of water and drank it, quietly watching Steve for a moment. He didn't feel good, he felt like he was in a fog, but at the same time, it was as if he could not sit still or think clearly. He needed to sleep, and to eat a good meal, but really what chance of there was that when he was so worried about being found, it was taking all his strength to stay right there.
"I'm fine..." He said though he knew he wasn't. He was far from fine but he wasn't ready to admit that to anyone yet. "I...I don't know why I can't remember how I know you....but I do..." he said his voice hoarse. Bucky didn't look up at Steve, he wasn't ready too. "And it...I want...but I can't..."
"I want ice cream, not ice cream soup," Steve protested, settling himself down into the pillow nest he’d built for them. He took a bite of ice cream before looking up when Bucky asked about Irina getting mad at them if they watched her favourite without her. "Probably pretty mad… as mad as she’d be if she found out we had ice cream and cookies in a blanket fort without her, but that all requires her finding out. And this is our night in our fort, so we can watch what we want."
"Then I pick Lion King," he said moving to put the DVD in the player so the movie could start. He settled down next to Steve, starting to eat his ice cream. "Have I told you lately how much I love you?" he asked looking over towards Steve as the movie started to play.
Steve slipped the phone back into his pocket and sat back on the bench once more. They hadn’t taken his phone because no one really wanted to put Captain America in a jail cell, but the law was the law. They’d been nice about it, though, and that was how he’d been able to text Bucky…
Bucky did not know how long he had been in the graveyard, probably for the majority of the day. Irina was asleep in the small baby carrier next to him, bundled up. He'd go inside to feed the infant, fill up the hot water bottle and tuck it back b her. He didn't trust many people, and few with the baby. He was back outside by the graves, staring at one name in particular.
Howard Stark.
"I'm so sorry Howard...for everything...I didn't mean...I didn't want too...but they..." He swallowed thickly. It was the first time he had managed to speak all day. "Made me into a monster...I am so sorry my friend..."
"I never would endanger you or Irina, the moment I knew I could explode I left to make sure you weren’t in range. I called Dmitri because he’s the only one I know who could have helped me. I thought I was going to die, and I had notes left for you both in the case that I did die but I didn’t.” Tears welled up in his eyes. ”But don’t you tell me I’m not allowed secrets. I still haven’t told you everything they did to me before you rescued me and we haven’t had enough time for you to possibly tell me everything that happened to you. I trust you, I was just ashamed of what I did to survive. And the more I kept secret, the more I had to continue keeping it secret because I was afraid of just this happening.”
"If you are so desperate to know go ask your precious Dmitri, I'm sure his friends would love to tell you the tale of the Winter Soldier." He was getting angrier by the passing second. "I told you everything I remember, whether or not you believe fien. Don't. Now I have to give Irina her dinner. Stay or go it's your choice."