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Independent Homura Akemi rp blog

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  "T… this body…" she was sweating buckets but refused to take off her jacket, reaching for the right side of her face, able to feel the rotted flesh. “W… nobody else but you could have done this, Homura!”

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"Oh is that so?" her lips turned upwards slightly into a smirk, "Perhaps I did and perhaps I didn't. Though I wonder...what will the others think when they see something like this has happened to you? Do you think they'll be concerned? Though they could always do the opposite and run for their lives. None of them have any memory about before, so surely they wouldn't be able to understand how something like this happened."

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  "W… what have you done to me?"

Sayaka was in a heavy jacket, attempting to cover her body and face despite the weather, glaring daggers at the Devil.

She glared at other girl with all the hatred she could muster, taking another step forward.

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"What have I done to you?" she repeated the question, "Now, now I don't know what you mean by that. Rather shouldn't you be more concerned for yourself? What if you end up causing yourself some heat stroke while all covered up by that?" She cooed with a fake concerned voice.

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"This is... odd." (Homucifer to Homucifer)

"Odd? Do you mean how the two of us are meeting like this? Or is there something else concerning you?" she asked.

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Homura blinked for a moment at the blonde. She seemed unusual yet some how familiar. Like she could sense something that she had felt before but something was off about it. 

"Hello there," she finally spoke up, "May I ask who you are?" 

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"Oh, well it seems that you might have ended up in the wrong timeline." Homura pointed out, "Or perhaps something happened to summon you to this one?"

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"Oh dear." Homura hummed as she took notice of Sayaka's condition. "It seems that you've had an unfortunate accident of sorts. May I ask what transpired to bring this about?" 

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  Mikan knew Homura was trying to look out for her in her odd way of going about things (not that Mikan had any right to comment on it, though), but she couldn’t help but protest.

"I wished to be a-able to protect people…" She said quietly. "What kind of m-magical girl would I be if my wish w-was useless…?" She paused, biting her lip in nervousness over what she just said. "Please don’t get mad at me for arguing, Akemi-san!"

Mikan truly could see no downside to being a magical girl. She now had magical powers, and was completely willing to sacrifice herself to a witch for the safety of the other magical girls if she needed. She had no idea of the dark truths behind what she now was, and had no idea what Homura meant when she said being a magical girl wasn’t easy or fun. Having magic seemed like it would make everything easy and fun, after all.

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She shook her head, "There's more to protecting than placing yourself into danger or running yourself dry just to ensure the other's lives over your own. As such, just because you made a wish to protect it doesn't solely mean that you can only do just that." Granted Homura was one to talk so to speak. All she did was protect, but her case was a bit more complicated by this point.

She knew the other was concerned she wasn't doing enough and Homura might have been a little overboard to insinuate that Tsumiki's wish might have been useless. 

"You can find ways to expend your magic or extend things to make it more flexible for you to be both a protector and attacker. You simply have to think about your powers and see ways you can use it differently. Or perhaps see if there's any magic you have that you aren't aware of. It isn't that unheard of to have a couple abilities when making a wish."

"But what makes a magical girl isn't on if your wish works or not. It's up to the person," she explained, "If you think that it's saving others and teaming up with new friends then you've already done that much. But if you think it's how well your wish is fulfilled, well I can't stop you from thinking that if it means that much to you. Still, those girls won't hold it against you if you can't always protect them. They're much to kind-hearted to think like that, I can assure you of that with my full confidence."

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    — "Ah! That is an easy question!" he exclaimed filled with joy, as if he had been expecting her to ask said question. "I’d do anything for my friends! If the situation deserves it, and I can see that it is something they’ve worked hard to achieve, then I wouldn’t mind putting my life on the line. Some things are more meaningful than others and if I’m going to go down it might as well be for the sake of the greater good, but if I can be useful then, by all means, please allow me be of help!" 

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Homura raised an eye at the other's response. She hadn't expected him to answer with such an ecstatic response.

"So you're the type to sacrifice yourself for others. I have to say that I sympathize with that, though my sacrifices are entirely for the sake of one person. But my sins run greater than just sacrificing myself, especially now. Well I suppose some of those aren't that terrible considering the circumstances and overall scheme of things, but those never mattered. Or, they really shouldn't be taken in to consideration in my opinion of things."

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  Sly once again chuckled and shook his head as he looked at her again.”Oh no,I think showings of gratitude are in order since you could have easily just left me to figure things out on my own,which could have easily led me to more trouble.”

Going for another piece of bread,he brought it to his mouth before hearing his question as he instead tossed it up into the air which his maw quickly caught in its mouth while chewing on it happily.”Uhm…..there’s rumors of a pokemon called Palkia,creator of space itself,I believe it is able to create new spaces or cut open portals to existing ones,I dunno,it’s my best bet on how I could have gotten here.”

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"Hm yes I suppose that situation could have happened as well. Well, I would be rude to not take your appreciation either."

She raised her eyebrow. That was certainly interesting and at least it gave an extra possibility to what had happened. "Though you say rumored? So it's possible it doesn't exist or perhaps something so rare to see that it's unlikely to encounter it?" With the way he spoke of it she would guess on the later since he seemed certain that this Palkia existed. Though since she didn't know how Sly's world worked she had no way of really knowing unless she found a way there herself. "If it did bring you here, I wonder if there was a reason. Or if it might have been pure luck...or bad luck on your part."

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(( I'm sorry for being an inactive little butt the last couple days

Going to get to any replies and welcome posts now

You can like this for a starter if anyone would be interested ))

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  "Heheh,well I really appreciate it. Being in this foreign place with no recollection of how I got here is pretty stressful,but,to be helped by a stranger is a quick way to soothe the nerves,no? Heheheh…-ahem-.."

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She nodded, "Yes, I can understand how stressful your current predicament would be to you. Though you don't have to thank something like this."

Though she wondered how he planned on getting back, if he ever could. "Tell me, are there beings like you in your world that can travel dimensions or have powers that could create something that could have pulled you here?" She figured she might as well see if it was possible for something to have happened in his world. If there wasn't anything he was aware of in his world that could do that then perhaps some of the blame would have to be put on her. Maybe something occurred when her new powers awakened that she hadn't placed her attention on? Even she wasn't entirely certain how strong or what all capabilities her new powers allowed.

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  Noticing a small resemblance with himself, he let out a small gasp. "That appears to be the case with many people. But it’s always the greater good of someone or something with salvation what matters, right?"

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"Yes, I suppose many do have that line of thought as well. But most people are alike in some shape or form whether they would like to think that way or not. What the real deciding difference between people is the extent they're willing to go for their purpose. I wonder, how far would you go if it meant the protection or safety of what you hold dear?" she asked, "At what point would your morals stop you?"

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  She lived on her own? Sly looked at her then scratched his head softly while thinking to himself once more. How old was this girl? She didn’t look old enough to be living on her own unless that was also something different in this world.

regardless he was grateful for the food and let out another happy cry as he bowed to the girl,grabbing a piece of bread as he took a rather large bite out of it.”Uhm,thanks Homura~! I don’t know why you’re helping a stranger like me as much as you are but,I appreciate every bit of it,quite the hostess you are.”

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She was a bit taken aback by his comment. Why was she helping him so much? She wasn't quite so sure herself either. It wasn't usual of her to just help strangers, or strange creatures, out of the blue. If she had to say anything perhaps it just sort of happened. Or maybe it was because he was in need and even she couldn't just let a lost innocent creature go off starving. Well whatever the reason it happened she supposed it didn't matter that much since it was already happening.

"I'm not quite sure myself. But I am and you don't seem to be dangerous so I don't see harm in me doing so." 

Granted she did have rather bad experiences with 'alien' creatures but Sly was certainly different from the Incubators. For one he showed emotion and seemed more concerned over being in a new world and how to get back over anything else. And, secondly, she couldn't sense that he was up to something or was hiding anything. So, for now, she would believe that she could trust him.

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(( So gonna get to any replies I might owe

Though I was wondering, would anyone think it's a good idea to have a starter roulette? I was thinking that I could start doing a think like 'like this for a starter' posts where you could randomly rp with any of the verses I have for Homura. Perhaps you could like this if you want to give it a try?

Also I wanted to say that I might be a little inactive this week. A site I'm on is having their monthly festival this week and since I'm a loser and a sucker for collecting things my attention might be distracted to it while responding on here. ))

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Mun Facts

  General:

Name: Angela

Age: 21

Sign: Gemini

Time of Birth: No idea 

Mother’s Name: Patricia

Favorites:

Flower: I suppose roses

Meat: Chicken

Celebrity: Do fictional characters count?

Sex Position: I haven't had any so I guess I can't have one yet?

Hair Style: Ah I really like short hair but also wavy/curly long hair. Oh but I also really like somewhat long/long hair with some or a whole side shaven. I've seen a lot of people pull it off and it look hella cute.

Clothing Store: Ones I can afford without spending all my money on one item of clothing 

This or That:

Black or Blue: I really like soft shades of blue =w=

English or Math: English

Boys or Girls: Both are pretty stellar

Sneakers or Boots: sneakers

Music or Books: Both, I can't just choose one over the other

Cars or Motorcycles: Cars. Motorcycles scare me to think of riding one ;;

Twenty Questions:

If you knew tomorrow would be the end of the world, how would you spend today? I'd go hang out with my friends and watch all our favorite series for one last good time.

What is your favorite memory with your grandmother? When she would always try to encourage me when I was down from bullying in school. She would always know exactly what to say.

Do you like pie? I like some pie

Where do you see yourself in the next month? I'll be in college and crying as I slowly--or quickly--find myself without money and wondering how to afford everything qwq

Your muse is standing on your doorstep. Real, totally there. They have ten words to say to you. What are those words? "You really need to have more faith in yourself." Not ten words but I can see that being what she would say.

If you could choose the perfect mate, what would be one flaw you’d like them to have? Um idk if it would really be a flaw cause like if they'd be perfect for me then I guess even flaws would be perfect. But I think I'd enjoy them to be cheesy and toss about puns so we can giggle at our dorky puns together.

If you ran a business, what business would it be? How would you make it unique? Oh gosh I think I would run a lolita shop because that would mean I'd get to outfits and cute things for free and it'd plus as promotion. I guess it's be unique cause I'd probably like to make small lines that would be fandom-themed and such.

The saying goes that when you become a parent, you’ll act just like your parents did when you were growing up. Care to agree or disagree with this? I really hope I don't turn out anything like my mom when I grow up. Granted she's a lot better than she used to be and she does care about me a lot, she also did a lot of things when I was little that I wouldn't want to put any future children of mine through.

Did you think your country’s government is for the better or worse? Worse. The US government is ok over all but there's a lot of shitty loop holes and other shit and I'm just going to stop it there before I rant.

What fairy tale inspires you the most? Err I was never much for fairy tales when I was little.  Or at least the ones like Cinderella or Snow White, I actually kind of hated those movies/stories when I was little. -shrugs- But um I've always kind of been inspired by fantasy as a whole so I guess that's something?

What is the most memorable thing anyone has ever said to you? Oh gosh I'm terrible at remembering exact quotes and such. Um I guess anytime one of my friends do anything to cheer me up or make me laugh cause I really cherish those times since I never had that much when I was little.

Everyone has a hero. Why did you pick your hero to be your hero? I guess you mean when I was little....so because magical girls. Because magical girls are awesome. Though if you're referring to now...because spunky boy's adventures to be pirate king gives me intense feels and brought me to the amazing friends I have today.

If you wrote a recognition speech, who would you recognize? Um, friends I suppose. 

You have the ability to spend one day in the distant past before you or your parents were born. What day or general time frame would you visit, and why? Maybe going back to see dinosaurs? idk I always have problems with these questions since I don't really have a lot of desire in visiting the past.

What is one trait you wish your muse had that s/he doesn’t? The ability to forgive herself, or to understand that she doesn't have to take on everything by herself. 

You’re at Sweet Frog or whatever frozen yogurt/ice cream place that is around your area. You can put whatever toppings you’d like on any flavor(s) of your choosing. What is that dream sundae? Cookies and cream ice cream with smashed cookies, cookie dough bits, nuts, caramel, hot fudge, and whipped cream =w=

What’s it like being you? Well I'm someone who gets overly emotional over fictional characters, I'm a loser without a life, and practically broke all the time.

What do you wish it was like being you? Um probably having  more confidence in myself in some different areas.

What is your dream? To be an animator and/or illustrator

How do you plan to make it a reality? Well I'm in college now and working towards it. I just need to get over this art block I've had for a while to get myself drawing again. Figures that when you're in college and don't have time to draw you have a million ideas but once you're on break they all disappear.

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Akuma, what do you think of the male variant of Madoka

"I don't believe that my opinion would differ much. Regardless of gender they're the same person so I would still do anything in my power to protect Madoka." she answered.

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This is an open invitation to ask my muse whatever you damned well please.

Inbox is always open and I know someone must hold curiosities.