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"Please don't ever forget that I love... I love the hope sleeping within you... From the bottom of my heart." [ Indie Nagito Komaeda from SDR2 ] Track: cursedfortuna semi-hiatus

[cursedfortuna]

please read

Well, I haven't been active for the past weeks and...unfortunately, my time here has reached its end. 

Um...to be short, I saw this coming for a while now, I wrote a semi-hiatus thing some time ago saying that I would disappear maybe soon and now here it is. But yes, short. Without giving too many details, while my Komaeda muse will forever stay with me, I will admit that my motivation to be here has dropped, especially with the recent events...which I don't want to bring up so openly, and my lack of time these days. So...I think that's all I want to say about my reasons. I hope you understand. 

Thank you for everything for your writing, for your time and for your attention -hugs you tightly- and I'll keep on existing ^^' at dessideriium  so please don't hesitate on hitting me with an ask for any reason ^^

~pj out

[cursedfortuna]

This was supposed to happen a looonnnng time ago and I've been gone for a while too, but it's finally here! Yayyy! Happy follow forever, anniversary and merry Christmas! :D

So, a little history summed up, last year I watched DR and SDR2, fell in love with it the despair fell in love with Komaeda, and he brought me back to the rp world. Around this time last year, I was already roleplaying him, and through this entire year I've written for such interesting characters, not only Komaeda, but Celes (reginaementior) and Komaru (inersauctor), met some really cool people, amazing writers and some I can even call friends. 

I'm really out of words for how incredible it's been to talk with you, thread with you, write with you, chat with you, heck, even seeing you in my dash and just admiring from afar what amazing rpers you are. Thank you for your mentions in other FFs, thank you for saying you admire me, thank you for saying you liked my writing, thank you for writing with me, threading with me, thanks for the asks. In short, thank you for deciding to follow me and for staying.

And now, welcome the categories!

Nagito Komaeda's round table

Komaeda is hella difficult character who deserves ALL THE LOVE! Here's to the wonderful people who still keep him alive!

|| fortune-aleatoire ♣ gluecksritter ♣ ceneridisperanza ♣ superhighluckyguy ♣ rxdundant ♣ tsuriai ♣ corruptedxclever ♣ g0mi ♣ writersluck ♣ daemontenebrarum ♣ yuxtsu ♣ shsl-fem-goodlucksenior  ♣ paradoxparagon ♣ hopefulpersona ♣ aspirantluckster ||  

                           Amiwis

You should all know that I'm super lame and that this is how I call my friends, it comes from the spanish word 'amigo' which means friends! I love you people and I'd adoooreeee if we'd keep on talking *-* Thank you for talking to me! -hugs you for 1546546 years-

espxranza  Alyx! you were the first friend I had in here and one of the people I've rped for the longest time! You're such a dedicated writer and rper and I really hope you achieve anything you put your mind too. I can never thank you enough for helping me out and hearing me, and for just being there and talking to me and writing with me.

hajmehinata I didn't know which blog to tag you in, but you had to be here. Alex is one of the best writers I've met and I'm really glad he talked to me and wanted to write with me, because you can never have enough writer friends. I'll most likely never forget my komaeda muse and you'll surely won't forget your hinata muse so I hope we can keep on writing anyhow.

gemuhime  Ok Ok, Lina doesn't know thissss, but she's actually an excellent Nanami and oh dear everything an excellent writerrrrr. I can't ever get enough writer friendsss. It's been such a joy to write with your Nanami, and to talk to you. The interactions between your nanami and my komaeda really made me happy. I hope you know that <3

And last, but not least, nernui Miranda is probably the sweetest person I know and she's practically real life Nanami. I'm so happy that my cutie Muffin is in her hands. Thank you for being here and helping me out and just for talking to me, really. I hope we can keep at it <3

RP buddies

To everyone I've rped with, whether it was only a small thread, one liners, or a multi-para. Thank you for writing with me and for the friendships (or rivalries lol) between our characters. I will truly miss our threads <3

|| shslgamerchihiro ♣ anexairetos ♣ lyingxmblr  ♣ mediusora / fogclearer ♣ creomalum ♣ pxllidum (as kawakami tomie) ♣ incivilis ♣ kiratsuru ♣ needlesandshots  ♣ talentlesshajime ♣ candystripemikan ♣ imposteurgraisse / etherealian ♣  shotsandbandages ♣ missmadokakaname / thehopeconcept ♣ keiongakubu  ♣ zetsuubos ♣ ningyoshi ♣ indignxum  ♣ wistful-song ♣ dimidiaeus ||

Quaestus

Quaestus is the latin word for 'admiration'. Thank you and your amazing writing for existing gasdfghj -hugs you-

|| le-etoille ♣ technicuss ♣ kuyashigaru ♣ rotarzt ♣ royaie ♣ rubyobscura ♣ idollteen  ♣ icetivity ♣ scarletheoryofhappiness  ♣ escrit0ire  ♣ sola--cordis ♣ umbrella-skirt  ♣ homuchi ♣ queenofmilktea  ♣ backstabbxr  ♣ eineschere  ♣ shinzoukou  ♣ exris ♣ onisamaa ♣ ethxcal ♣ mxnomis ♣ remxmbrance  ♣ splashrin  ♣ desupair ♣ dolliisms ♣ suuima ♣ skirtstutter ♣ gyarxga  ♣ portevoix  ♣ gxkushi ♣ sienichts ♣ cilesovon  ♣ mystxryious ♣ mxchgyver / fxkawatouko  ♣ megaphonisms ♣ yuumetsu ♣ sanxuine ♣ voicewithouthope ♣ dxstitutione ♣ royaldeductions ♣ snakefumes ♣ souhaitons  ♣ keppekisho  ♣ apxlpisia ♣ meekanns ♣ despairsgyaru ♣ bxngaku ♣ reinefabuleux ♣ yato-noragami  +

+ blogroll 

To the people I rp with, have rped with, and to everyone on my dash, Merry Christmas, and a happy 2015!!

        ~ pj out!

[basket-star-blog]

+.☆ ﾟ・*:We Wish You a Merry Christmas♪+.☆ ﾟ・*:

[candystripemikan]

Wow, this feels really surreal at the moment. I’ve never gotten anywhere close to this many followers on any of my rp blogs before and I can’t begin to thank all of you enough for helping me get here. I mean it feels like just yesterday that I started up this blog on a whim and yet to see how far I’ve come just a few months later is just mind blowing to me.

But really, all I can even think to say is thank you all so very much.

Senpais

A shout out to those that I look up to the most in their ability to capture their characters so well, In how they capture the character beautifully, making them their own, their roleplays, and so much more. These are people that I’ve either had a small chance to rp with or still feel too frightened to interact with—though I hope to get over the later since they’re all amazing people that I’d love to get to know in the future.

~

// bosozoku101 // crazydaimondo // daimondtiger // dontruninthehalls // flurryhinokxze // heirrogant // his-aniki // kiyotaka-chan // laterxlus // mxnomis // rule-enforcer // scoringpitches // sienichts // spxnners // thenursewithbandages //

Lovelys

These people are those that I’ve gotten to know or roleplay with on a fairly regular basis—or did before I was kept busy with college. They’re just as equally lovely as those above and I’m so thankful to have the chance to be able to roleplay with them as much as I do.

~

// aspirantluckster // asymmetricsky // chihiro-cheerio-fujisanta // cursedfortuna // delixkvent // demonbreedertanaka // echo-hax // elliotthezubat // heirandmechanic // horafel // jokundicesmith // kagerou-days-konoha // khventus // kibou-gamine // lyingxmblr // padraigthedemon // pumpkintanaka // rescuro // rubyobscura // shsl-multi-muse // spesindignus // suisuisaya // technicuss // thearmoredsengokuwarrior // ultimatechihiro-blog // vivalamioda //

Special Mentions

Also I’d love to thank a lot of people here who I haven’t had much of a chance to rp with too much yet. But you’re all just as awesome and I just had to make sure to include all of you as well. And I also hope that we can get those chances to get to know each other in the near future.

~

// ahogelovenaegi // anxlysis // coderandgamer // cordesvocales // corruptedxclever // cybersmithrp // despairsgyaru // dollhouseofmemories // europeanalias // faithfulseeds // gamerandroidsandfailedcreations // gunsandmagic // he-became-as-mad-as-rabbits // kazuichipop // kazuiichi-kun // ludumangelus // meganecurseblood // melancholyluckster // miku-miku-smile // mxskedmetal // notalent-hinatachan // overlordtanakagundham // psychologicalxmemories // quietly-bleeding-roleplay // red-head-guardian // sdhs-programmer // shslshashinka // shsltrust // shslxblogger // souhaitons // stichxs // superhighluckyguy // tearsandsyringes // the-four-dark-devas // the-one-eyed-basilisk // the-only-ultimate-programmer // theanalystandassistant // theultimateprogrammer // topnotchgangster // ultimatemisfortune // unfxrtunate // xelysiumx // xsaru // yuxtsu //

Shout out

And finally, I just wanted to give a big shout out to the last ten rping blogs who’ve followed me. Especially since you’ve pushed me over the 300 marker.

~

// lost-little-ib // lunarxfeline // negispringfieldandthemusecrew // radiatinghope // rainbowressha // rocxkinchick // @rxdandbrown // sketchbookgirlhibiki // thefreakinasheet // twintailtrouble //

[hajimehinata-blog]

By: Siry

※Permission was granted by the artist to reprint this work.

[komaeda-no-pantsu]

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[evafankawoshin]

死んでしまった超高校級たちのＡＢＣ

[jotaro-blog1]

【手描きトレス】東京喰種OPでスーパーダンガンロンパ２

[komaedas]

By ヒトツバシ ※Permission to upload this was given by the artist

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[kogoroakechi-archive]

I haven’t seen this posted here so I’m posting it

[hajimehinata-blog]

though it bears a comparable resemblance, this is definitely not official art. it is based off of this bookmark and the original draft of this clear file.

here is a link to the artist’s lofter account and here is a direct link to the image.

[ppyre-blog]

tryin to do replies more like

[watoson-sss]

僕が殺した。

[komaedas]

【腐】ダンロンつめつめ by よる ※Permission to upload this was given by the artist

[cursedfortuna]

PSA: IF WE’RE IN A MUTUAL AND YOU WANT TO THROW A STARTER AT ME BECAUSE YOUR MUSE WANTS MINE OR YOU JUST WANT TO ROLEPLAY IN GENERAL —- JUST DO IT. I PROMISE, I’LL SCREAM WITH HAPPINESS IF YOU DO. YOU’RE NOT BOTHERING ME ; I WANT TO ROLEPLAY WITH ALL OF THE PEOPLE I FOLLOW. OKAY, YOU’RE ALL WONDERFUL. PCE.

[manlyronpa]

Translator: Anonymous Typesetter: manlyronpa Source: Pixiv Member:  葉矢 Pixiv ID: 45393067

[komaedas]

ロンパlogと作業過程 by 芦野うづ ※Permission to upload this was given by the artist