Kayla

Literature, poems, anything representing my mood or aesthetic

[hwhwgwhnwnwbwbwg-deactivated202]

“𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵. 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘵, 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴?”

-𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘉𝘶𝘬𝘰𝘸𝘴𝘬𝘪

[wisteriaandmoss]

As an artist, I've had to come to terms with thr fact that I will only be a certain thing in a guys mind. I'll either be a Manic Pixie Dream Girl or just someone pretty he wants to sleep with. Possibly both at once, but not for very long. And some days I convince myself this is fine but I'm truly longing for the day where a man just wants to know me. I just want to be wanted and understood.

[wisteriaandmoss]

I do not process things quickly, especially emotions. And this hurt that I have, it's been a month and I still have not processed it fully. Because I'll be fine and then I'm terribly, acutely aware of this black hole in my chest. So heavy and empty and swallowing everything up and never feeling full. And I don't believe it will ever go away. I think some hurt stays an open wound no matter how much time passes.

-K.H.

[coffeeandmoorland]

Sometimes I’m overwhelmed with the insatiable desire to learn. To know astronomy and geography and language and architecture; to recognize each constellation, planet, and star; to speak and understand all languages, be able to decipher ancient Greek and Latin text; to grow my understanding of how the human body works; study the differences and similarities of each religion; recognize the use for each herb and seed and sapling.

I want to better myself, not for fame or recognition or power. I just want to understand. 

[stuckinapril]

at least when i get older and everything changes beyond my control i’ll still have my books with me

[feral-ballad]

Claudia Rankine, from Don’t Let Me Be Lonely: An American Lyric

[dark-romantics]

When an English literature student goes through a heartbreak

[dead-poetsblog]

Gorgeous gorgeous girls read books that completely wreck their entire beings and sob until they forget their own life problems. It's me I'm gorgeous gorgeous girls.

[exquisitecupcake]

never forget dorian gray bought nine copies of a book and "had them bound in different colours so that they might suit his various moods"

the original material girl, i daresay.

[silent-insanities]

You never even said goodbye.

[wisteriaandmoss]

I wish someone could tell me if it's better to say everything that's in your head or to remain silent. Because would my words even matter at this point or is the situation too far gone to ever have hope again

[i-wish-we-never-met]

I'm still here, loving you and always wishing that you're okay, silently.

[i-wish-we-never-met]

I will always wait for you, even if it hurts me in the end, even if you won't come back.

[i-wish-we-never-met]

I really thought we would end up together.

[i-wish-we-never-met]

it hurts so much, i just want you back.

[remanence-of-love]

[wisteriaandmoss]

I feel as if my soul is drowning in grief.

-K.H.