WitchyFires

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I have 52 tabs open with my pretty pink cursor indecisively jumping between them,

My own room in a flat I rented with two other twenty somethings

Carefully curated impulse buys filling every scrap of that room

And a window where the sunshine hits just right through my sheer beige comfort curtains

A whole adult life I'm playing

And then I stand outside my front door for 15 mins

In an apartment building I picked because it reminds me of the corridors at school

I stand there with all earnestness, lounging against the wall like a true backseat slacker

I put my self in timeout and let myself hallucinate

Corridors pulsating with puerile ruckus

And a class running behind me

And I'm on a timeout but it's the happiest I've been all week

I'm twelve and I can breathe again

[witchyfires]

I love 'This is Me Trying' but at the same time it feels like a gut punch trying to relate to it and hearing Taylor fucking swift say "I had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting". Like valid girl, even mother has her days. But also insulting? Bec I shouldn't be comparing my rock bottom but cmon?

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[witchyfires]

love is trite worshipping me from afar

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no but tell me why does using hashtags feel like I’ve just used Word Art in my MS Word doc helpp

[witchyfires]

everything I do or say on the public side of the internet is something that a grown version of me might regret and mentally punch me for and that is such a daunting concept

[witchyfires]

time vortex

ok dudettes tell me if this is normal or another reason to get a therapist, but do you have like distracted days where you’re kind of living aimlessly not fully conscious of this time thing and then suddenly it’s been a week and you’re behind on everything

[witchyfires]

i can smell christmas already fantastic

[witchyfires]

you’re losing me has me in an unbelievable chokehold

the way this woman can make me choke a sob every. darn. time I listen to this song when I’ve never even experienced love in my delusional daydreams is maniacal

[witchyfires]

Tried making pipe cleaner flowers today but it’s late and i really don’t want to take out my glue gun right now? Also? I’ve to remind myself I’m a grown up adult with a job now? So this is my desk rn and my airways are full of fluff

[witchyfires]

the way One Tree Hill is so criminally underrated makes me want to go to war

Like I’m watching Sophia, Hilarie and Joy break down in their rewatch pod and I HAVE THOUGHTS

[witchyfires]

no but HOW pray tell is it November of goddamn 2023

[witchyfires]

every day the panic of having completely abandoned my firstborn (the Winx Club fanfiction I had started on a sleep deprived whim) haunts me like a dead Victorian ghost child

[witchyfires]

Just spent all of yesterday sleeping and omg is it depression szn already?

[witchyfires]

Step 1: Move to a new city for work

Step 2: Go to office a total of twice in two months

I went for the third time ever and I didn’t hate it so small wins

[witchyfires]

Now I’m going to go sleep because ugh that is the healthy thing to do

This is why we’ve all had our vampire phase. You can’t feed me the fantasy of immortals not needing to sleep and expect me not to fixate over that for every day of the rest of my life wtf