ᵖʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ᵇᵒʸ / broken boy.

[achedabsence-blog]

                                      I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  WAS.                                                    I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  AM.

[achedabsence-blog]

                                      I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  WAS.                                                    I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  AM.

[achedabsence-blog]

                                      I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  WAS.                                                    I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  AM.

[achedabsence-blog]

                                      I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  WAS.                                                    I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  AM.

[achedabsence-blog]

                                      I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  WAS.                                                    I  CAN  BE  BETTER  THAN  I  AM.

[withagony-blog]

         thinking  about  uh  ......  revamping  this  dumb  boy  ....

[unfortunateone-blog1]

                       *   /   STAND   FACE   TO   FACE   WITH   YOUR    GOD   /   FIND   OUT   WHAT   YOU   WANT.

[maclarensgifs]

[withagony-blog]

sythegun.

                        ❛❛  YOU  WANNA  SUCK  MY  DICK  NOW  OR  LATER  ?  ❜❜ Tonally  laden  with  HUMOR  as  he  cocks  head  to  the  side,  ALWAYS  did  appreciate  a  BIT  of  foreplay  before  business.  Jax  can  APPRECIATE  the  other’s  humor,  and  it’s  for  once  NEEDED  in  a  situation  such  as  theirs.  VOICE  lowers  as  the  topic  SWITCHES  to  some  serious  shit.  Head  bowing  as  the  other  goes  to  talk  about  the  REAL  heavy  shit.   ❛❛  What  were  you  and  that      BOSS      of  yours  thinkin’  I’m  willing  to  go  FIFTEEN  GRAND. ❜❜   RINGS  that  spell  out  SONS  evident  as  they  rub  across  jawline.  

                                               ❛❛   If  he  wants  more  than  that  ?  WELL  he’s  fucking  out  of  his  mind.  Running     PRODUCT      isn’t  something  I  fucking  love  …  much  less  risking  the  LIVES  of  my  MEN.  ❜❜  FINGERS  reach  for  a  cigarette  as  he  sticks  it  between  front  teeth.   ❛❛  We’re  not  fucking  REDNECKS  …  you  get  that  through  your  head  sweetheart. ❜❜  EMPHASIS  on  ‘sweetheart’  as  a  lighter  is  taken  to  the  end  of  cigarette  and  lit,  ❛❛  NOW  my  boy     TRUSTED     you  —  and  I’m  inclined  to  KEEP  that  trust. ❜❜  INHALES  as  smoke  is  blown  out  through  nostrails.  Jax  maintaining  eye  contact, ❛❛  You  and  I  about  to  be  REAL  good  friends.  SMILE  skirts  visage  as  he  smacks  the  other  in  the  chest  with  hand, ❛❛   HOW  do  you  feel  about  that  ?  ❜❜

                                                  THE  KING  careful  with  business,  his  reign  will  be  remembered  as  the  bloodiest  YET  carefully  orchestrated.  He’s  not  about  to  leave  the  MULING  business  without  making  some     MONEY     for  the  others.  He’s  not  a  BIG  name  but,  fuck  the  other  is  here  on  CHARMING’S  good  prosperity.  SOMETHING  to  be  said  about  an  MC  CLUB  that  gets  shit  done,   a  club  based  on  trust.  The  KING  leans  back  as  he  holds  cigarette  between  fingertips, ❛❛  Is  this  the  START  of  a  beautiful  friendship  ? ❜❜

          ❝ AS MUCH as i’d love ta’ get on my knees for ya right now, baby, i don’t like mixin’ business with pleasure, y’know wha’ i mean ? but ‘ey, you’ve got ‘bout one motel in this town, so you know where i’ll be tonight. ❞ smile quickly fades once they move on (for about a minute ), eyes narrowed as he watches the other. ❝ FIFTEEN ? i’unno ‘bout all that, baby doll. ❞ beau straights, arms folding across his chest. he’s done it for less, and done less for MORE. fifteen grand is more than enough for the shit jax wants to go out. the problem is : will nicki see it that way ? 

          ❝ OH,  pretty baby,  they always wan’ more. don’t matter what it is. rich boys get greedy, they’re born greedy. runnin’ shit is what i’ve been doin’ for thirteen years. i ain’t stupid, i ain’t gonna lose yer shit, i ain’t gonna get yer men KILLED. ya hear me ? ❞ that light-hearted tone has taken an edge, something his eldest daughter calls BUSINESS BEAU coming into the limelight. as small as the MC may be, it’s good to have partners across the states. you’ve got to expand your horizons if you want to make money. ❝ don’t talk all  PRETTY  like tha’ ta’ me, honey. don’t be callin’ me sweetheart with tha’ li’l town charm unless yer gonna be bendin’ me over later. ❞ he takes a deep breath, eyes closing for a moment. ❝ are you ? ❞ curiosity raises a brow, the hint of a smirk at the corner of his lips. ❝ ooh, it gets me feelin’ all kinds’a ways, jackie. ❞

          he walked into this hoping they’d COOPERATE, hoping they weren’t some headstrong but somehow flighty group of men. so far, jax teller shows promise as someone true to their word. it’s a  gut feeling,  something about the way his men look at him that makes beau want to trust him. unfortunately, he’s not a man who trusts easily. but with a smile as pretty and bright as the early morning sun, beau leans back down to look at jax. ❝ it’s the start of a beautiful somethin’, darlin’, just depends on how long yer gonna  stick around.  ❞

[alannasroleplaymemes-moved]

Show A Little Skin Meme

Send a symbol for my Muse’s reaction to yours unintentionally (?):

✤ - Moving/putting up their hair, showing off the back of their neck ✥ - Popping a button on their shirt, showing their chest / a bit of cleavage ✦ - Rolling up their sleeves to keep cool, showing off their forearms ❉ - Stretching their arms up, showing their midriff ❥ - Bending over in a short skirt / shorts / tight pants, showing off dat booty ❦ - Changing clothes facing away, showing off their back ❧ - Hiking up their skirt / pant leg, showing off some leg and/or thigh ❃ - Fighting with their belt for some reason, showing off some hip/waist ❂ - Scratching at a bug bite under their shirt, showing off their side ❁ - Wearing a top that’s too big for them, showing off their collarbone / shoulders ❀  - BONUS TOUCH EDITION: Asking your Muse to help put sun screen / lotion / medical salve on a wound anywhere else

[fdsfdsfsdfs]

ANARCHISM                           stands    for    liberation    of    the    human    mind    from    the dominion    of    religion;    the    liberation    of    the    human    body    from    the    dominion    of    property;    liberation    from    shackles    and    restraint    of    government.    It    stands for    social    order    based    on    the    free    grouping    of     individuals.

[withagony-blog]

sythegun.

                                                          JUICE  had  been  the  impetus  behind  this  ALL.  Jax  once  PRINCE,  now  KING  is  all  too  aware  what  comes  along  with  that  title.  Oh,  how  heavy  is  the  brow  that  holds  the  title  …    RINGS  spell  out     SONS.    The  interloper  made  clear  as  he  speaks,  and  the     ACCENT     throws  Jax  off  for  a  moment.  He  had  been  to  BELFAST,  and  how  he  HATED  the  Irish.  STOPS  dead  in  tracks  as  he  backtracks,  and  gives  the  other  a  slow  smile. ❛❛  You  here  for  the  company  ?  —  oh  how  I  love  an  accent. ❜❜  DRY  wit  cracks  in  the  air  as  he  slows,  and  takes  a  seat.     ❛❛  SWEETHEART. ❜❜    He  continues  the  conversation.  

                                                        ❛❛  We  hear  good  things  from  JUICE  ..  ❜❜  Head  turning  as  he  spies  Juice  from  the  corner  of  eye, ❛❛  Yeah  I’ve  got  a     SHIPMENT     I  could  use  help  with  —     THIS      shit  cannot  land  back  in Charming.  ❜❜  Cobalt  blues  lock  in  on  the  other’s  gaze,  ❛❛   I’m  trying  to  get  OUT. ❜❜  A  nice  concept,  but  can  a  dog  truly  rid  itself  of  SPOTS  ?  Jax  is  a  father,  and  a  husband. TWO  things  he  doesn’t  take  lightly;  though  he  wishes  he  was  a  different  man. ❛❛  I  hear  you   got  people  INTERESTED  … ❜❜  Fuck,  New  York  is  a  whole  different  game  now  isn’t  it  ?               A  hand  raises  as  he  rubs  jawline,  ❛❛   I’m  NOT  someone  who  WANTS  to  be  noticed,  I  just  want  this  SHIT  off  my  hands.   ❜❜   Licks  lips  as  he  sighs,  and  leans  back  in  chair  as  a  hand  dives  for  cigarettes,  and  he  sparks  one  up.  ❛❛  You’re  here  because  you’re  GOOD  at  what  you   do. You  don’t  cause  a  fucking  SCENE. ❜❜

          all it takes is ONE. one man, one phone call, one fuck up. juice hadn’t been in staten island for over a decade, beau barely eighteen when he left. he hadn’t known much of juice ( saw innocence in the man’s eyes that he’d already lost in his own ), and made a secret vow to always be there when he needed. and, from the phone call several days ago, juice’s little friends really needed this. lucky for them, beau’s come a long way from the get away driver. a hum leaves beau’s lips, that wicked little smirk hidden as he turns his head. ❝ depends on how long i can get tha’ company’a yours for, baby. y’could listen to my accent all night long if ya want. ❞

         a brow raises, curiosity always wiggling its way into beau’s mind. ❝ OH, is tha’  pretty boy  sweet talkin’ me now ? talkin’ ‘bout me all nice down in her this quaint li’l town, guess he  MISSES ME  after all. ❞ he’s clearly paying no mind to the others surrounding them, eyes never once leaving MR. JACKSON TELLER. ❝ so, y’want it to come back ‘n bite me in the ass when i take it home, eh ? don’t’cha know ain’t nobody gets OUT these days, darlin’. you’ll come crawlin’ right back -- ta’ me, if ‘m lucky. ❞ he can’t help but flash that grin of his, eyes crinkling at the corners. ❝ ‘m fuckin’ with ya, baby. i’ll ge’ the shit of yer hands. wouldn’t want anythin’ happenin’ ta’ that pretty li’l face of yours or somethin’. ❞ he takes a step closer, hand on the table as he leans down to talk a bit quieter to jax. ❝ ‘tween you ‘n me, though ? i got a boss back home tha’ likes his mony. think it’s time y’a talk ta’me ‘bout tha’, pretty boy ? ❞

[badabings]

inherent vice (2014) sentence meme.

feel free to change details and pronouns as you see fit. some nsfw and triggering material.

think you’re hallucinating?

i need your help, ___.

beyond the usual boilerplate, people owe anybody they’re fucking steady.

you fucker, if i’d known you were still this bitter…

i’m just trying to be professional is all.

don’t worry. thinking comes later.

hey, call me or something.

you never did let me down, ___.

no. you were always true.

like godzilla says to mothra, man, ‘let’s go eat someplace.’

are you broken up?

i can’t say it enough – change your hair, change your life.

so where would i find him accidentally?

call your mother once in a while so she knows you’re alive.

morning, ___. what’s on your head?

howdy, ___. still married to what’s-his-name?

paranoia alert.

we found we shared many of the same opinions about the u.s. government.

how long you been doin’ this?

does he eat pussy?

oh sure. he eats pussy.

not much eating pussy in there, huh?

congratulations, hippie scum.

whatever it is, i didn’t do it.

keep doing that, ___, you’re givin’ me a hard-on…

what’s the beef here exactly?

there’s plenty of crime on the high seas.

you’re gonna kick him? that’s assault!

___, can we at least try and be professional about all this from now on.

___ and i should have met cute but actually we met squalid.

we both let go about the same time, barf and shit all over the place, me with my face in his lap and to complicate things, he had this hard-on…

AAAHHHAHAH!

you’re staring at my teeth?

i don’t think ___ is really dead.

do you like the lighting?

i forgot, i, uh, i have to use the bathroom?

huh huh huhuhuhuhu.

my tits aren’t really that big, but it’s the thought that counts.

true. you were a fucking mess when i met you.

i’ve never seen you this emotional, ___.

besides, maybe you did do it, has that crossed your mind yet? maybe you just forgot?

maybe you just conveniently forgot about it the way you do so often forget things and this peculiar reaction of yours is a typically twisted way of confessing the act?

i’m only a light smoker.

how many joints a day do you smoke?

i don’t keep track.

maybe you can’t keep track.

would you say you’re still in love with her?

ordinarily, we’re the one’s asking the questions.

there’s no need to be insulting.

it’s dark and lonely work, but someone has to do it.

and a girl don’t necessarily want to get into difficulties with those folks.

i’m not a snitch. 

i’m like, so sorry, ___.

i’m supposed to be dead.

you’re emotionally involved? with a boat?

FUCK YOU! FUCK EVERYBODY AND THE FIRST FUCKIN’ FAMILY! FUCK THE DOG!

fuck you. and fuck your banana.

as one who’s been down this particular exit ramp – you can only cruise the boulevards of regret so far, and then you’ve got to get back up onto the freeway again.

i wish so many things could be different… nothing was supposed to happen this way, ___, i’m sorry…

are you the great beast?

but i can see in the dark.

pancakes aren’t quite as good as my mother’s – what i really go for here is the respect.

don’t get sentimental on me, man, it fucks up your edge.

and this wouldn’t be just more of your paranoid hippie bullshit, would it?

have i told you lately how strong i think your morals are, ___?

i have an addictive personality.

have you any idea of the therapist bills around here for which you are directly responsible?

this doesn’t mean we’re back together.

god, you’re a nosy fuck, aren’t you?

i can hear you getting a hard-on. 

grow up.

did i get you?

fuck you, ___. you’re a fucking lunatic.

get in the car. get in the car.

you saved your life. now you get to live it.

listen… i’m sorry about last night.

you okay, brother?

i’m not your brother.

no… but you could sure use a keeper.

this feels the same way, tonight. just us. together. almost like being underwater. the world, everything gone someplace else. 

[tesscharas]

SAN JUNIPERO SENTENCE MEME.  feel free to change context / pronouns as applicable. 

gotta love that track!

could you please stop it?

we’ve only got a couple of hours, so let’s use it.

you’re good at this.

i just wanna get my bearings a bit.

see you around?

go along with whatever i say!

okay, you’re just pestering now.

sorry for killing you.

if you don’t already know what _____ is, you probably don’t wanna know.

i’m regarding you.

i feel like i’m being analysed. 

i guess now they’re just kind of a comfort thing.

i figured they were kind of a fashion statement. but then the rest of your outfit is… not.

people try so hard to look how they think they should look.

you’re authentically you.

do you live here?

oh, my god! we have to dance to this!

dance floors aren’t my thing.

oh, let’s not limit ourselves.

why did you run away?

you were like a frightened horse on a frozen lake back there.

i’m kidding! … half kidding.

folks are way less uptight than they used to be.

if they were staring, it’s because i am bodacious.

i’ve never been on a dance floor.

what are you, like, amish? that’s one sheltered existence you’ve got there.

as far as my family’s concerned, i can’t do anything.

no one knows about even half the shit i get up to.

it’s from a place of love, though, right?

just the concept of me enjoying myself would blow their minds.

what would you like to do? that you’ve never done?

why waste time sitting here?

i’m, uh, i’m engaged. i have a fiance.

wanna go to bed with me?

oh… you’re nice.

can you hear me out? please? please.

look, i don’t want some kind of boring romance, okay?

it’s not just sex.

it was just sex.

we made a connection.

waiting for someone?

shall we dance?

can you just make this easy for me?

you never slept with a woman before?

i was in love with him. i really was in love with him.

i really was in love with him… but he chose not to stick around.

she’s worth the shot, right?

i’m sorry, i’m looking for someone.

why are you here?

i was looking for you. where did you go?

how the hell is this your era?

you don’t know who i am! you don’t know what this means!

this is not fun, okay? this is not fun! 

maybe you should feel bad. or at least feel something.

how many of them are dead?

i said i wouldn’t… i don’t know, do feelings. 

i don’t want to like anyone. so you’ve been just totally fucking inconvenient.

i wasn’t prepared for you, for wanting something.

i’m getting married.

you sure you’re going through with that?

i know he pities me. that pisses me off.

without this place, i never would’ve met someone like you.

if we really met– i mean if we really met– you wouldn’t like me.

i’ll give you some privacy. 

you’re ____? holy shit.

let’s go grab a coffee.

wanna marry me instead?

are you sure you’re alright?

you didn’t dress up to see me?

oh, i love it here! i just love it!

be with me.

stay here with me.

can we just enjoy tonight?

who can even make sense of forever?

hey, it’s real! this is real.

come on, you know that was just a gesture.

it’s not so kind to leave.

we got this chance! i just wanna share it with you. 

he could have stayed, but he chose to leave you.

you don’t know what you’re saying.

you should be mad at him, not whipping yourself with guilt!

you can’t know the bond, the commitment, the boredom, the yearning, the laughter, the love of it! the fucking love! you just cannot know!

did you think to ask? did it occur to you to ask?

you think you’re the only person who ever suffered? go fuck yourself.

i wish i could believe he’s with her now, that they’re together, but i don’t. i believe they’re nowhere. gone.

you wanna spend forever somewhere nothing matters?

i’m out! i’m gone! 

all things considered, i guess i’m ready. 

i guess i’m ready for the rest of it. 

[withagony-blog]

          *  /  THERE’S  A  CREATURE  HIDING  INSIDE  OF  ME  ,  BLACK  AS  THE  NIGHT  WITH  A  COLD  DEAD  HEART  AND  A  LUST  TO  SIN.

[withagony-blog]

[withagony-blog]

withagony:

holy shit why am i cryin in the club right now ..

[withagony-blog]

a. age: nineteen. b. birthplace: north carolina. c. current time: 4 : 47pm. d. drink you had last: orange soda. e. easiest person to talk to: my girlfriend. f. favorite song: i dunno at the moment it’s into the fire by aa. h. horror yes or horror no: binch yes. i. in love ?: i am. j. jealous of people: sometimes. k. killed someone:  not yet. l. love at first sight or should i walk by again ?:  leave the premises. m. middle name: no thank you. n. number of siblings: three. o. one wish: i don’t think i have one worth mentioning. q. question you’re always asked: ‘what if you didn’t ?’ r. reason to smile: my cat my cat my cat.  s. song you sang last: floral & fading by ptv. t. top 3 fictional characters:  juice ortiz, owen hunt, gomez addams. u. underwear color: pink i think. v. vacation: anywhere not in the states. you know what ? just throw me in the ocean. w. when’s your birthday:  august 20th. x. x-rays: eight or nine. y. your favorite food:  ah, yes ,, everything. z. zodiac sign: leo.

tagged by: @makesfilms thank u my love

tagging:  @dcllparted @sythegun @neverfollowing and anyone else that feels like doin it