I CAN BE BETTER THAN I WAS. I CAN BE BETTER THAN I AM. the ache that absence leaves in one's heart is damn near unbearable , unfathomable. when your heart is torn in two , you foresee no healing. indie original character , loved by andy. extremely triggering. prev. withagony. established march 6th , 2017. revamped october 10th , 2018.
hi , i’m andy --- i’m gay , and i have a lot of feelings !
okay , so --- i just brought beau back , i know , but y’all hit me fast and hard with this shit. it’s so ... weird. like , 95% of you know how important beau is to me. he was the first oc i really fuckin’ developed and was able to ... make into something. and i wanna appreciate all of you , so many of you , so lemme rant about you guys for a minute.
@dcgausscr --- kae , seriously. beau would NOT be who he is today if it wasn’t for you , and how encouraging you are ? beau and tris’ bond is so important to me , it’s not even funny anymore. they’re brothers , and it’s cute and wholesome , and you’ve stuck around for all my bullshit.
@harlecrime / @babeslain / @fopvamp --- did i just take a bunch of your blogs ? yes. because i want you to know how much i love and appreciate you. more than just writing shit on the internet , too. i was in a real shitty place when i met your ass , and you changed that. i can never thank you enough.
@dontkillmyvibc --- alright , asshole. you’re like , one of my closest friends. it happened real fuckin’ quick too , but it’s true. i can message your ass at 3am and you’re there , and i love that. you’ve seen me at some real low fuckin’ points , and you haven’t run off screamin’ yet , and there’s no way i can voice my appreciation properly. you’re my li’l fuckin’ nerd , babey boo.
@dreadsleep --- ohoho , KJ. my sweet , messy son. i love you so much , i love your writing , i love you !! i genuinely think you deserve the fucking world , because you do. i would beat up entire armies of people for you.
@porktaste --- you are so , so , so important to me. you make me so fuckin’ happy just by existing , my li’l angel. you are a ray of fuckin’ sunshine , and nobody can take that away from you. i won’t fuckin’ let them take it from you.
@fuckingvictus --- billie , holy shit. you’ve been here from the goddamn get - go , from so many blogs and characters. characters that you write with fucking perfection. you’re so fuckin’ good and lovely and so nice , to the point where we do not fuckin’ deserve your ass. i love you to death , weirdo.
i’m putting the rest under a read more so you guys can choose to not read it but listen ... a bitch has a lot to fuckin say ?
everyone here is someone i’ve interacted with , or admired from a far for a really long time. you’re all as important to me , as everyone above. you guys are fucking perfection , beautiful fucking people with beautiful fucking minds and writing. i am always gonna be here for you guys , no matter what you need , no matter the time of day. none of these blogs or characters or ANYTHING would exist without you guys.
and god , y’know , there’s so many fucking more. so many. all of you guys , if you’ve made it this far in reading , ARE IMPORTANT. you all mean something to me , and you always will. so , i just wanted to say thank you.
hmu on disco ( lil honky worm#7034 ) for screaming and plotting , because uh … i’m listening to lil peep and reading kevin jonas’ wiki , so i really need to. y’know. not do these things.
hmu on disco ( lil honky worm#7034 ) for screaming and plotting , because uh ... i’m listening to lil peep and reading kevin jonas’ wiki , so i really need to. y’know. not do these things.
u kno when you’ve been up all night so time no longer exists and then suddenly it’s almost 9 in the morning and you’re on your fourth cup of coffee and your tenth cigarette and you’re like “ well , this might as well happen ”
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