WithLove _A

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& what I am doing is so wrong . It's not the best .. Unhealthy at most I know ; I understand But my heart just isn't comprehending and I just can't let go

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Once again

Here waiting for your call or text telling me your near . That you finished being with them and now have time to be here with me . Am I that stupid and foolish to accept this ? I know it's wrong But in your arms everything feels so right

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& we both know that you belong with me.

-with love , A

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The hardest thing is to accept that ; You can't close the door on a future possible love . . Wait on the possible and maybe .. Hopefully someday from a forbidden love A love that isn't yours A sometimes love A half love never whole . With love , A

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" before bed calls ; filled with laughs and endless stories . . That's what I want "

With Love, A

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Today is one of the many nights that I spend wondering how you are .. If being around her makes you completely forget me & if you are happier there than whenever you are with me .

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With in a few seconds all that I knew didn't mean a thing ; all I knew was that I wanted you and you wanted me . . .  and that was all that mattered

With Love , A

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Forbidden love, is so much more than just a simple you and  I can be together .

With Love , A

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" Although you made my heart sing . . To stay with you would be wrong "

Good thing ; Sam Smith

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"Fell asleep in a fantasy and woke up feeling lost "

One Grain of Sand; Ron Pope

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" I'm not going to hold you if you want to go , I'm not going to make you feel love if you don't ... "

One Grain of Sand ; Ron Pope

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" I keep wondering if I am what you are wanting ..or just something like an escape from the reality you choose to live."

With Love, A

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The thought of you ; being with her makes me want to go insane

With Love, A

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Waiting till your name disappears from my screen . .      As a knot forms in my throat , the seconds became minutes        hours                                finally,  your name disappears . . a tear rolls down my cheek I let out a sigh and whisper it                                                      “ it has to be for the best” .

With Love, A

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I will forever be the shadow of what could’ve been . .  what should’ve been but wasn’t and will never be.

With Love, A

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Never forced never pushed … Always from the heart … All I asked for nothing more   Seemed too much for the once best friend who became a lover.

With Love , A

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adjusting ...

 I’ve always loved writing little things , inspired by those around me. watching the way writers on instagram pour there hearts out and make art is especially inspiring. . . so i have decided I'm going to give this a try starting here of course and then who knows what will happen *fingers crossed my work is as good as the writers who have inspired me to begin writing and putting it out there*. I’m all for constructive criticism. I’m learning and any tips , pointers , or just comments are more than welcome . . and is greatly appreciated :*

With Love, A