With Love, The Yellow Wallpaper.

[withlove-theyellowallpaper]

Death Is Not the Opposite of Life, and Love Is Not Its Only Fuel.

I think a lot about my own death. One might say it’s concerning; others say it’s normal. Regardless, I am comfortable with the idea of my…

I’m in my 20s, and I’ve already opted out of the crisis of youth.

As someone who is aego and demi, I’ve realised that my identity doesn't just change how I love, it changes how I view death. I call it Aego-Integrity: a state of existential efficiency where life is a blank canvas rather than a race.

Death is not the opposite of life, and love is not its only fuel.

Read my full essay on Neutral Life Acceptance and bypassing the sturm und drang here.

[traumasurvivors]

I don’t see beauty in abuse.

For me, surviving wasn’t something miraculous or poetic. It was what happened when there were no other options. Endurance born out of desperation doesn’t feel inspiring to me. It just feels necessary.

When I think about strength, I don’t see it as something abuse gave me. I was strong because that’s who I am. What happened to me didn’t create that strength. It only tested it.

I know some people find meaning, beauty, or growth in their experiences, and if that’s how you cope, that’s valid. We all survive in the ways we need to. That framing just isn’t what fits for me.

I don’t feel grateful for surviving. I don’t need to turn what I lived through into something meaningful to justify it.

My strength belongs to me, not to the harm I endured.

[tragicburnout]

sometimes all you need is a break from people needing you. cause you need you

[bootleg-nessie]

I FUCKING LOVE INFORMATION!!! I WANT TO LEARN EVERYTHING AND KNOW EVERYTHING!!!!! I WANT TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING ABOUT LIFE, THE UNIVERSE, AND EVERYTHING!!!!!! I AM UTTERLY CONSUMED BY MY THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!

[withlove-theyellowallpaper]

Re-Start of Something New

Instagram, LinkedIn, WhatsApp, and even the web have been the platforms on which I have established myself and gained popularity. However, I am eager for that creative escape from all of that.

I do not wish to be confined to the Social and professional persona that I present elsewhere.

Hence, I have created a Tumblr account for the first time in my 21 years of life.

Hopeing to have that creative outlet.