with him

i'm in love with you 24/7

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[yunogf]

[withyuno]

is anybody here? is soft hours still a thing?

well.

hello, it's been a sec, right?

so much happened since I just left.

I'm not deleting this, but is only an archive blog for now on. I always wanted to do something like this, be a big fanfic blog and get people excited abt my new stories etc, but I just couldn't. my mind wasn't working as good as I wished to do all of this, to give you guys everything you needed to keep your hearts warm during cold days, and keep it for the summer days as well.

is 2021, my mind still not working fine. I wish I could come back, write stories, poems, fill yours and, ofc, my day with happiness but I just can't. I can't write anymore. I feel like I will never write again.

it does not mean that I am not fine, bc I am. totally fine from where this all started but I just can't write yet. I can't read. for some reason I just procrastinate everything and I just don't feel like I will ever write again bc I kinda lost my love for it, but I miss it so much. even it being just silly fanfictions abt kpop boys living in an alternate world, it used to mean so much for mean and I cherish these days so much, I wish I could go back to writing but I just can't.

I really hope you guys still like this blog, and my writings that are somewhere lost in all the nct tags over tumblr. hope you guys have a great great life.

love you all,

from Brazil

lise x

[xcomplex]

[withyuno]

it was a commemorative one, we are now A THOUSAND FOLLOWERS can't fucking believe that I made it anyways wish me luck I'm gonna try and write it again tomorrow but it was really good I'm just pissed and sad and mad and yes I'm seeing you stealing my shit did you know that this one you used was the ONLY thing that made me want to get back to writing and then now I just can't because the already something out here on tumblr and you didn't even have the face to ask me PERMISSION FOR DOING IT, thank me for being a successful plot bc the idea is mine.

[withyuno]

I'm so sad it was so good

my day is really going that bad huh

can't wait for tomorrow

[withyuno]

mas que ódio SÉRIO que ódio o tumblr simplesmente COMEU minha publicação eu quero EXPLODIR esse servidor mas mas que RAIVA AAAA demorei meia hora pra escrever dois parágrafos bocho

mais desanimador que ssa desgraça de site só as desgraçada que roubam minhas fanfic e posta como se a minha nem existisse

[withyuno]

made a goddam update it was so good but tumblr just had to EAT it UP

one of the things that makes me wanna give up besides people stealing my works.

[withyuno]

eat that shit up too tumblr

[withyuno]

0h57

you can't help but smile at the pics you took of jae, Paris in the background. it was a miracle you two could see each other, halfway through the world tour, so you sigh when you get the plane back to the other side of the world again, not knowing when you both gonna spend some time together again.

[withyuno]

[18h22] Jaehyun’s lips are so hot against yours, you think you’re both going to melt. You sit on his lap, his hands tight on your hips, holding you still, kissing each other like the world is about to explode, like time does not exist where you are. like there’s just you and him, at the backseat of your old range rover. the world outside doesn’t matter anymore.

[allieboo]

[17:57]

Jaehyun’s hand came down to rest on your thigh the moment you got on the ferris wheel and you silently prayed he couldn’t feel you shaking. It was only your second date, and though you were comfortable around the boy, your heart was still racing at his dimpled smile and close proximity. Jaehyun had been a perfect gentleman so far, taking you out to dinner and even recommending that the two of you come to the fair. 

He’d won you a ginormous stuffed penguin earlier, so big that it was now sitting happily in Jaehyun’s car so you two could enjoy the rest of your night without having to carry the thing everywhere. You didn’t know how he’d convinced you to get on the ferris wheel with him when you were perfectly happy with gorging yourself on funnel cake on stable ground, but the moment you sat next to him and felt his gentle touch on your bare thigh, you found courage you never thought you had. 

Second dates had never particularly ended well for you before, with people always expecting more than you were willing to give, but you truly felt Jaehyun was different. And he truly was. 

You two rode the ferris wheel with Jaehyun making dumb jokes to distract you from the height, then made your way through each small game with Jaehyun winning cute prizes for each of you. And when it was finally time to leave, Jaehyun drove you home with your hand held gently in his as if he was afraid to break it. 

The truth is, he was afraid. He was afraid of breaking you, he was afraid of breaking himself, but most of all he was afraid of cutting you off just like he did with anyone he became attached to. 

But that night when he lead you up to the front door of your house and you grabbed his hand so confidently, leaning up on your tiptoes to land the sweetest peck on his cheek…Jaehyun felt his heart grow three sizes and the biggest grin spread across his face. 

“Can I kiss you?” He asked, watching as you stepped into your house and shut the door behind you. His smile fell and as he turned to walk away, his phone pinged with a text.

[19:03] new message from 🧡 y/n 🧡

get in here and kiss me like a man you idiot

And so he did just that.

[withyuno]

[00h11m]

"so... friends?"

you look at his hand, waiting for yours to take it on a handshake. you sigh, why not?

"yes-"

"... with benefits?" Jaehyun cuts you.

Jaehyun and you had some classes together last semester and that's why you accepted hanging out with him, but you never thought it would be a date, at least, it was not for you, and not until he started to confess to you.

"I'm kidding, kidding, I swear!" he puts his hands up, rendention, his eyes shining in a beautiful light alongside his smile.

you wish you could fall in love with him, though, you wish you could give him the same loving eyes he gives you everytime he looks at you, but you just had your heart broken and it just doesn't feel great to fall in love all over again.

you give him a little smile.

"thanks for tonight. it was great, and again, I'm so sorry"

"no, stop being sorry, it... just happens, I guess..." putting his hands inside his jeans pockets, he sighs, and you feel a little bad, but he is right. "now let's go, I'll give you a ride. a literal ride, no second meanings." he winks at you.

you can't stop the little laugh falling from your lips, "can we have ice cream?" you join him on the sidewalk.

someday, who knows, you can love him as much as he does love you.

[jaeh1]

send me a title for a fic and I will tell you what kind of fic it would be: summary, genre and with who (from nct). help me procrastinate and work on my creativity uwu

[jaeh1]

Okay since i’m coming back to tumblr again can you guys help me out one more time?? i’ll be working on this tomorrow and i would really love if you guys could send some, as much as you guys wnat??? thanks!!

[withyuno]

hey babies i’m doing this little thingy on my main can you guys go there and send some???

also i’m finally on vacations and i’ll be back here soon!!!!!!!!!!!

[withyuno]

AAAA CHURCH BOIII JAEHYUN 😭😭😭😭😩😩😩😩😩🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💖🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰👅💦

I KNOW RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT it is still something i want to write about, i miss having time for it :(

[maximura]

[withyuno]

[13h00]

you try to understand why jaehyun keeps being this nice to you, texting, replying your Instagram stories, trying to get to know you more, even caressing your hair every time he sees you, but he is hanging out with other girls.

you thought that finally he would understand your feelings, he would finally see you, but everytime you see him doing the same thing to other girls you're more sure you're just another one that fell in love with him, and worst, all of this without a single, little kiss.