hello my dude, it's been a while since you've seen this dumbass blog, i bet. reread through everything if you want, so you can see how #Whipped i am for you, but if ya lazy (like me) check out that dare tab for a brand spanking new addition to this Mess
just a little fun fact, but i’ve always wanted to whip up some dumbass layout for u bc idk? i’m like. in love with you or something (lol). and ,, i know i’m technically not jeon but i guess i’m an outlet for his feelings now (lol) so yeah u’ve got this giant dumb chinese bitch that’s kinda lowkey obsessed with you and has been for Quite Some Time (lol) yknow i didn’t ever really get to properly react to your proposal so as your indirect fiance i guess i can tell you the things i have jeon has always wanted to tell you.
first of all, fuck u. yknow when i said to marry me i didn’t ,, i didn’t Really Really Mean It (i mean i did lowkey but i diDNT FUCKING EXPECT U TO DO IT WHA THT EFHUCK) so yeah fuck u. i died reading that. because. i think that for a long time, part of me accepted that i’d have this massive unrequited crush on u for the rest of my life that would prob never go away bc first love, you know? and i kno that i wasn’t your first love bc you’re a whore lol. so . when u admitted that u liked me i ? ?? ?? is my life a whole ass fucking lie? the love of my life loVES ME BACK? ?? ?? WHA T HTE FUCK?? ? ? so ya i died. thanks for that. fuk u
second of all, i would just like to reiterate that learning that u actually liked me shook the fuck outta my whole ass existence. like ,, i literally questioned my ufkcing existence for like weeks on end. bc What The Fuck, a bitch was married and that bithc was me. also that same bitch had kids that he wasnt exactly prepared for but even if hes a shit dad he’s not so shitty to divoRCE HIS FUCKIGN HUSBAND AND LEAVE HIS KIDS FOR THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE. or is he? ?? ? bc holy fuck, for a while He Was Contemplating it. but yknow, kids. so jsyk i had an existential crisis thanks to u. thanks for that, again. fuk u.
most of our pms were nasty bc ur a fuckign whore that was highkey fucking flirting w me like BITHC WTF U WHORE ?? //?? do u have Any Idea how much i suffered , how much i just wanted to shut u up w a fucking kiss because fukck ? ?? ?? i love you ? ?? ?? ?I LOVE YOU ?? ? ?? ?/ so ya it was frustrating bc u were being nasty but i just . i just wanted to take u on dates and call u mine and be able to kiss u whenever i wanted bc i’ve been in love w u for so long wtf
ur a piece of shit. but i love you for it. exhibit a of u being a piece of shit that gave me a mini freakout right then and there bc i wa s liek WGFHGJFSDKJFKDSJCKDSCKJSKJVDSF WTFTFTFTFTFTTFF
wen junhui Jul 14, 2017 18:16:46yea i dO just shut up and admit i t !! du h its bc ure a cute sinner if i didnt hav hosh i wouldve gone for you or sm t h but anyways thats over aitE jdkjfks
i think that’s p much it because uh?? i dont think . like a shit ton of words would make u understand how much i’ve loved you for the past two (is it two now im bad at math) years? or liek . almost 2 years ,, also look at what happened this time last year
jeon wonwoo Jan 2, 2018 12:09:23
my new year's resolution is to **** ****** ******** *** ***
wen junhui Jan 2, 2018 12:10:03
to WHAT
jeon wonwoo Jan 2, 2018 12:11:47
TO **** ****** ******** *** ***
wen junhui Jan 2, 2018 12:13:43
REVEAL SOME LETTERS AT LEAST
jeon wonwoo Jan 2, 2018 12:14:23
TO STOP ****** ******** *** ***
wen junhui Jan 2, 2018 12:15:04
WHAT ARE THE OTHER WORDS JUST REVEAL THEM DAMMIT
jeon wonwoo Jan 2, 2018 12:15:53
TO STOP YKNOW WHAT FUC U >:(
wen junhui Jan 2, 2018 12:17:37
FUC U TOO JUST SAY IT WE'RE IN PMS ANYWAY WHY ARE YOU GETTING SHY
jeon wonwoo Jan 2, 2018 12:18:24
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION IS TO STOP HAVING GGKELFIGNGNNSSD FOR YOU
night after night i sit wondering why it had to be this way
couldn’t we just think about it?
wish i was freed by now
i never wanted to admit the fact that things have gone too far
but now it's come down to this
it hurts to reminisce but
i still, i still need you here right now
i need, i need you to just allow it
i still, i still love you more and
we need, more space to heal to think about
i still, i still need you here right now
i need, i need you to just allow it
jeon wonwoo, my bff, my favorite (!!!) daddy, the love of my life but everything seems to hate us we can’t really be together for real,
will you fake marry me?
i Felt This , u kno . like . if I Had Known that hosh would go mia i would’ve been like fuck it and gone for u in a heartbeat. and when u broke up with him, idk what i expected. nothing, i guess? i mean. i obv didnt think that we’d magically get together bc i still had jinan but ,, idk i guess a part of me hoped. but then u got w kangjoon (altho i was on team yeol, but w reservations for #Reasons) and i was like . Damn . no shade but jun deserves someone better like me haha i mean what
the universe does hate us, which sucks. we really are That Couple, bc we’re not a couple. best case of right people wrong timing i guess. bc hey, even if i’m married you Just Know that i would still choose you - that i still want to choose you. because you’re my first love, and most likely my last yayEET
i should be over all the butterflies but i’m into you, i'm into you
and baby even on our worst nights
i’m into you, i’m into you
let 'em wonder how we got this far,
'cause i don't really need to wonder at all
yeah, after all this time
i’m still into you
it’s funny, isn’t it? we’ve known each other for so long but yeah . i’m still Hella Into You. like so into you. liek Hella. i don’t think that’s going to change, because you’re like , my bff. my best fucking friend who also happens to be the love of my life? how am i supposed to get over you? i always fooled myself into believing that one day i’d be like hey man, kwonjun’s just ur best bro and u feel nothing but platonic love for him but Boy Was I A Fool. i loved you. and i still do. but ,, it might be time to move on after all? at least ,, from me. now u got another dumb bitch that’s significantly taller but would still give u the world, the same way i wanted to.
so, ,, i guess this is goodbye? i mean ,, it depends actually but dfhsjhfjds yeah. this is goodbye. i am going to: Get Over You And Consider You As My Bro Now because this has been a long time coming - both me getting over you and us dating. i still love you though, wen junhui. always have, always will.
enough with the sappy stuff that i’ve wanted to tell u as jeon and let’s move on bc new year new boyfriend amirite junnie? let’s get on with the bullshit i wrote when i was high. click that ‘list’ link on the sidebar, please.
