sunsets with me;

Always the poet, but never the poem;

[wolfrinsword]

@ 29 i cried because of money. Not because I lack of it. Just people keep asking me about it and it breaks my heart.

[wolfrinsword]

another day passed

i still searched for you in the streets.

#1a

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you felt a pull towards me,

you thought you were gray

and I was full of colors.

but, underneath this

colorful demeanor,

there’s dullness

darkness

you wouldn’t want to see.

#138

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He knew how much I loved Christmas season.

And that’s when he decided to break me.

#137

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It wasn’t your fault I couldn’t be what you needed.

But, was it mine that I wasn’t the one you were looking for?

#136

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I used to tell myself that “he would be a great boyfriend” when we were still best of friends. But after “us” and “shit” happened, I corrected myself that “yeah, he would have been, but he wasn’t”.

#135

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I’ve been hurt, then healed in secret, just like how he kept me when we were together.

#134

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I wonder what reminds you of me;

what things make you think of me.

#133

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The way he didn’t even defend himself and offer some explaination after it happened made me realize that I wasn’t really worthy of anything in his eyes.

So I let go of him completely, not because I wanted to, but because I was forced to.

#132

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I pray for the one that left.

I pray more for the one that’s left behind.

#131

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I went from writing my goals and resolutions this year to wanting to end it all.

#130

[wolfrinsword]

Gusto ko na lang makawala sa mga alaala mo. Sa mga sakit na iniwan mo.

#129

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I don’t need someone that treats me carelessly just to know what it feels like to lose me.

#128

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Most days felt impossible to heal from the traumas he left me with.

#127

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I cried, not because I blamed myself for what happened. I cried because I knew in my heart, I wouldn’t be able to trust anyone like that ever again.

#126

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People around me taking care of me without knowing they are mending the heart they did not break.

#125

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It took all of my strength to get out of it. I know it will take time to recover from this. But, I believe that the future me will thank me for walking away. I have to accept the fact that I have to go through this pain now to save us. She’ll be grateful I didn’t settle for less.

#124