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[womanful]

mika | 23 | she | ⚢ |📍🇨🇿 | white.

please dont interact if youre under 18. no terfs, no zionists.

enjoyer of themes and narratives, devotion enthusiast. i contain within myself the entire human condition, just like everyone.

currently reading: -

rateyourmusic | storygraph | letterboxd

[puremode]

john berger

[definitelynotplanetfall]

>fire truck >look inside >water

[bardems]

CURE | キュア 1997, dir. Kiyoshi Kurosawa

[fridaydevils]

GIRLY ROCK TO KICK YOUR ASS

[womanful]

Hey I saw your post about the weed brownie some time ago and I’ve been smoking for a while so if you ever wanna try it again I’d say smoking like 3 or 4 burns of a joint every couple of hours through the day is a really nice peaceful high to be in compared to edibles. I think edibles sometimes make some people groggy because they’re slow acting but so strong. They always make me fall asleep and feel feverish like out of it. When you’re smoking you expect the high and it’s easier to control. And if you ever are very high off of anything having a normal Coke or sugary drink helps (learned that when I was on md) feel free to ignore if you already knew/can’t smoke for medical reasons! It just feels lighter while edibles to me feel like being bonked on the head

hi thank you this is very informative 📝 ... i will keep this in mind the next time an opportunity to smoke arises - the only problem is that im awful at smoking i never learned how to inhale it properly - i failed even at hitting a vape im SO lame its unbelievable lol. but id definitely prefer a less intense high next time (feverish and bonked on the head are great descriptors for the state edibles had me in) so this seems like a good idea 💞💋

[womanful]

john darnielle spent so much of his career consistently delivering the most beautifully melancholic music that at this point when he writes shit with 'yell about cocaine' as a chorus i am pavloved to be like ah yes so profound

[womanful]

constantly stating your boundaries and feelings to someone you really like and still being ignored feels so insane like. ok so i guess all i can do is fucking leave? and i have to be the one to get up and protect myself and be seen as 'evil' cause the other person doesnt feel like anything is wrong and is just chilling. girl thats so unfair

[notnoblog]

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[womanful]

so now that im not very interested in sex and therefore not embarrassed about desire i get to be embarrassed about my lack of desire. absolutely incredible design

[waterbody]

shrimp and anemone. San Mateo county CA Nov. 2014 / ZS25 /

[kitties-of-flickr]

Newborn Merlin

1997

[knightofleo]

[januaryfruits]

Amateur (1994) dir. Hal Hartley

[junk-thunder]

she goes to the o-zone when i layer

[toiich]

Crimes of Passion (1984), dir. Ken Russell

[exitwound]

Yes, patience always pays off in the end. Seriously? The girl possessed what is known as inner life without knowing that she possessed it. She was nourished by her own entity, as if she were feeding off her own entrails. When she travelled to work, she behaved like a harmless lunatic. As the bus sped along, she daydreamed aloud and voiced the most extravagant dreams. Her dreams were empty on account of all that inner life, because they lacked the essential nucleus of any prior experience of— of ecstasy, let's say. Most of the time, she possessed, without knowing it, the emptiness that replenishes the souls of saints. Was she a saint? It would seem so. The girl didn't know that she was meditating, for the word meditation was unknown to her. I get the impression that her life was one long meditation about nothingness. Except that she needed others in order to believe in herself, otherwise she would become lost in the continuous, spiralling vacuum inside her. She tended to meditate while she typed, and this caused her to make even more mistakes than usual.

clarice lispector, the hour of the star