Sebastian's Love for Ciel ❤️🔥🥀🩸
For Sebastian, a demon like him the concept of 'love' is something is very new...something he doesn't understand yet .... the realization he is facing from his day to day life, being with Ciel ...is slowly starting to change him.
The contract he had with his prey...at first he thought it was a quick meal for him. However, Ciel does makes his task harder...a lot harder. Sebastian soon learned and discovered many new things being with Ciel.
It is not just for the sake of the simple contract .... Sebastian clearly has lot more feelings for Ciel than he himself realizes ....he doesn't let Ciel show that, sometimes Sebastian is also hurt while protecting him ...however, his 1st priority is always Ciel , therefore Sebastian is happy as long as Ciel is satisfied.
Ciel made him 'think a lot like a Human'.....Ciel made him understand what does it feels like being human...experiencing all the emotions...from the highest highs to the lowest lows....Sebastian was with Ciel through his every thick and thin moments...
Ciel made Sebastian into a better version of himself .... he is not just limited into his butler role .... for the sake of the circumstances he had to take certain extreme measures...even outright defying Ciel's order sometimes....even going beyond lengths for protecting Ciel and his reputation.
Sebastian is seen even going beyond his strength to protect ciel ..risking his own life in this process .... no matter what
Sebastian can't really label his feelings towards Ciel however he started to notice his own obession and posessiveness towards ciel
Its the day to day small gestures and kindness towards Ciel makes Sebastian so special...thinking of every needs of Ciel and how he will react ...Keeping in mind of Ciel's every likes and dislikes....Sebastian takes his pride in making Ciel satisfied at all cost
Sebastian can't the take risk of loosing Ciel...even if it means to defying Ciel's orders
In Green Witch Arc, Sebastian gets humbled again through many unpredictable circumstances....for the 1st time ever Sebastian truly felt helpless...helpless in being able to save Ciel's life from danger...he even started to question if he truly feels human emotions or not
Seeing Ciel in this horrible state like this....Sebastian truly felt what it is like to loosing a loved one
Without any thinking Sebastian jumped into the tub with Ciel for his emotional support ....protecting him at all cost ...for the 1st time ever Sebastian knew what 'fear' is ....thus, revealing his vengeful side as he kills all the german scientists..
In the Blue Cult arc Sebastian clearly looks extremely concerned as he doesn't want to repeat his mistake of putting Ciel's life in danger again....he can't take the risk of loosing Ciel anymore....Sebastian even blamed himself for being able to protect Ciel properly
As Ciel is seen symbolically bathing in darkness...absorbing all the dark side of the world and his commitment towards the contract... Sebastian learns how to be more 'human'....how to experience his emotions in a more humanly terms...it brings both Ciel and Sebastian together much more closer...closer enough to trust each other...caring for each other's need...watching Ciel's back all the time
Ciel made him realize what it is like to be human....He is experiencing new emotions with Ciel everyday...he isn't quite there yet to be lebeling it as love...in his terms it would be 'caring, sympathy, extreme posession and obsession'
Lastly, one thing I want to say is this ...Sebastian clearly learned how to be more 'vengeful' towards anyone whoever tries to hurt 'Ciel' ....making him more 'human' ....more like 'ciel' ...being able to understand ciel...being able to sympathize with ciel and his childhood struggles ..therefore, he is always there by Ciel's side ...to the end...and will forever be in his side.
