"I need you" is arguably WAY MORE crazy then "I love you" or even "I want you" like he seriously said I NEED YOU on his knees in front a man who was beating him to death. Like what. Actually what was happening.
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15. Jessica Day and Nick Miller [New Girl]
Nick, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to raise this dog with you. I want to have babies and eat good food and laugh and take care of each other and I want it to start tonight. It’s you and me. It’s always been you and me.
Today, Jack's playlist ends while they are washing the dishes. The next song to autoplay is "Heat Of the Moment" by Asia, which Sam hears as he his finishing eating his lunch at the table, making him nearly choke on his water as he frantically requests for Jack to skip it.
Dean dreads the past. All his time traveling has only ever served to solidify guilt, longing, and 'what ifs' that float in his head. But he's older now. He hasn't moved past it, but he's learn to cope and be more open about it
So when he starts feeling like it's time to go home, he does a few things he wished he got to do.
Dean managed to talk Bobby into a quick game of catch. One that ended with them both tired and grumpy, sharing a beer, and Dean telling Bobby how much of a father he is to Dean
He takes Sam to Jessica's grave. It feels pointless at first, given Sam had no soul, but Dean sat with Sam, who, despite not really understanding what Dean was going on about, listened while his big brother said how he's sorry. And that he's glad Sam stuck by him
Then, he prays to Castiel and takes him on a quick road trip. He plays the mixtape he inevitably gives to Castiel in the future, and quietly drives to a cliffside where the view of the stars would be just perfect.
They sit in silence for a while. It's a silence even Castiel wishes to break, unsure of why Dean insisted on being alone together
But Dean says his peace eventually
He chooses his words. Careful and slow. He keeps his eyes down because he's scared of how easily he would break seeing Cas' younger face.
He's afraid of how much he wants to steal Cas and take him home
Keep Cas safe from his younger self
So he keeps his eyes downcast, hoping Castiel understands him. That Cas believes him
That Cas knows Dean will be waiting for him a decade later, with open arms and a safe home
What is Supernatural if not a show about Dean Winchester hating himself profoundly and angel of the lord Castiel being like: no Dean, you're perfect actually.
no love interest since season 6. no girlfriend. no wife. no romance. but a widower arc (after the death of his male best friend). and a divorce (from his male best friend). oh and a homosexual declaration of love (from his male best friend).
Seriously though. If I wanted to let the audience know that Dean and Cas were a romantic pair but wasn't allowed to say it explicitly. THAT'S how I would do it.
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