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[wonderhoy-69]

*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ 𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕!˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

✭ 𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆: 𝐴𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛

✮ 𝑨𝒈𝒆: 𝑀𝑖𝑛𝑜𝑟!

✭ 𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒔: 𝐻𝑒/𝑡𝒉𝑒𝑦/𝑥𝑒/𝑥𝑒𝑚/𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑛/𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓

✮ 𝑭𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒎𝒔: 𝐴𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑛 𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑒, 𝑃𝑟𝑜𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑆𝑒𝑘𝑎𝑖: 𝐶𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑒!, 𝑃𝑢𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑎 𝑀𝑎𝑔𝑖: 𝑀𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑘𝑎 𝑀𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑐𝑎, 𝑁𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑦 𝑆𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟 𝑂𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑, 𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝐴𝑝𝑜𝑡𝒉𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑉𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑖𝑑, 𝑅𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝐶𝑦𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒, 𝑆𝑖𝑥: 𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙, 𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑡𝒉𝑒𝑟𝑠: 𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙, 𝐸𝑝𝑖𝑐 𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙, 𝐷𝑜𝑘𝑖 𝐷𝑜𝑘𝑖 𝐿𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝐶𝑙𝑢𝑏!, 𝐶𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑂𝑓 '09, 𝑊𝑎𝑡𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑒, 𝑆𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑤 𝑉𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑦, 𝐺𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝐹𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠, 𝐴𝑧𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑎 𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑜𝒉, 𝐿𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑦'𝑠 𝐹𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ 𝐺𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠, 𝑒𝑡𝑐!

✭ 𝑯𝒐𝒃𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔: 𝐷𝑟𝑎𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑘𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑓𝑡!

✮ 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝑰 𝒖𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕: 𝐼 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 (𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑎) 𝑠𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝒉𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐𝒉 𝑎𝑠 𝑆𝐻/𝐸𝐷, 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑐𝒉𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑎𝑐𝒉𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡, 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠/𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑. 𝐵𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡!

✭ 𝑻𝒂𝒈𝒔:

#*✧･ﾟ𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 - 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓𝑠𝒉𝑖𝑝 (𝑤𝑖𝑡𝒉 𝐼𝑎𝑛 𝑀𝑎𝑙𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑚 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝐽𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑐 𝑃𝑎𝑟𝑘 ♡)

#*✧･ﾟ𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒘𝒂𝒓- 𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠

#*✧･ﾟ𝒊 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒕 - 𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠

#*✧･ﾟ𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒂 𝒃𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒂! - 𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠

#*✧･ﾟ𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒕

[wonderhoy-69]

why is a man genuinely making me support a soccer team. im on the living room (scary!) sitting on the couch (scary!) in a spain jersey and a little cool red hat waiting for the world cup final to start. someone sedate me

[koiagain]

Being 11 was terrible i would not wish it on anyone

[wonderhoy-69]

haiii i know im not posting a lot bcz i decided to stop tracking every single thought i have here but i really need to vent

okso ive been talking to this guy on disc*rd and he's super nice and kind and cute!!! he compliments me every time he can, calls me pet names, respects my boundaries, he even gifted me a month of nitro!!! everyday we text good morning (or afternoon because i wake up rlly late)/good night and i kinda catched feelings for him. he's stopped talking to me as much as he used to and today i texted him "good morning bby!" and he said "Hi"???????????? it's insignificant but AGHHHHHHHS SKDBEKDHEKANE JUST SAY YOU FUCKING WANT ME TO DIE anyways i really wanna be in a serious relationship with him but he told me he "could never be in a relationship with someone who is so far away" from him (he lives in the us and i live in venezuela) but even then why would he talk so sweetly to me and be so gentle and act like he's actually my bf??? he asked for n-des and when i said i wasnt sure he respected my boundaries and everytime we dirty talk he asks me if im uncomfortable and if i really want to and it's the first time someone's ever cared about me and my feelings instead of only my body and he tells me I'm cute and he tells me so much sweet stuff but i feel like he got tired of me or smth.. i mean if i was him i would hate me too lol but ??? ughhhh i feel sobad also he's 17 the age gap is big but if you know me you know idgaf

[wonderhoy-69]

turns out im just an insecure bitch (shocker) he doesn't hate me :) !!! yay

[wonderhoy-69]

been thinking about how i got asked out as a joke like 3 times by a group of seniors (long rant ahead)

it's always the same group of guys and one of them comes up to me when im with my friend and he says "my friend wants your number/thinks you're attractive" and those times i just flipped them off and went away

i KNOW im being objectified (only because i comitted the horrible sin of being born as a girl) i just don't know if it's because im pretty or because im ugly. i know im pretty enough to be seen as an object because ive been objectified before (on the internet + kinda my fault) in a sexual way but these guys don't do it in a sexual way, they just want to be funny and try to crack a joke where i am the punchline. i know because this has happened to my friends to the exact same way.

im kinda scared to go to school again because that's humiliating tbh 🥀

[wonderhoy-69]

haii!! can the edblr ppl tell me how many calories should i eat a day in order to lose weight (specifically 5kg if that matters?) fast?? any help is appreciated!! ^_^

[wonderhoy-69]

whenever i have the feeling that a guy im talking to is getting bored of me i send them suggestive pictures of me bcz they love my body more than me!!! 😂

[wonderhoy-69]

haiii i know im not posting a lot bcz i decided to stop tracking every single thought i have here but i really need to vent

okso ive been talking to this guy on disc*rd and he's super nice and kind and cute!!! he compliments me every time he can, calls me pet names, respects my boundaries, he even gifted me a month of nitro!!! everyday we text good morning (or afternoon because i wake up rlly late)/good night and i kinda catched feelings for him. he's stopped talking to me as much as he used to and today i texted him "good morning bby!" and he said "Hi"???????????? it's insignificant but AGHHHHHHHS SKDBEKDHEKANE JUST SAY YOU FUCKING WANT ME TO DIE anyways i really wanna be in a serious relationship with him but he told me he "could never be in a relationship with someone who is so far away" from him (he lives in the us and i live in venezuela) but even then why would he talk so sweetly to me and be so gentle and act like he's actually my bf??? he asked for n-des and when i said i wasnt sure he respected my boundaries and everytime we dirty talk he asks me if im uncomfortable and if i really want to and it's the first time someone's ever cared about me and my feelings instead of only my body and he tells me I'm cute and he tells me so much sweet stuff but i feel like he got tired of me or smth.. i mean if i was him i would hate me too lol but ??? ughhhh i feel sobad also he's 17 the age gap is big but if you know me you know idgaf

[crystal072619]

Had to share

[cryingdietcoke]

How I feel taking a photo of myself

[s3cr3t-s1ar]

Me with this heat, barely enough sleep and no f00d inside of me.

[sonarthebat]

"I post meanspo just to hold myself accountable."

No. No you don't. If you did, you'd put it a private journal instead of making it a blogpost with 50 pro ana tags. Could be a cry for help, but the fact you write it in 2nd person suggests you're directing this nastiness at fellow ED sufferers, not yourself. You're just a mean girl that wants other people to be as miserable as you and you're targeting vulnerable people, some kids. Grow up and get help.

[sgt-p1nback]

people don't have to be thin to be beautiful, but i do.

[wonderhoy-69]

abt to ask my friends to get me a scale for my bday

[earhartsease]

[idkwhattoputbroo]

if you have no motivation,

𝓭𝓸 𝓲𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓱𝓲𝓶.

make your bed for SPONGEBOB

clean your room for SPONGEBOB

make yourself lunch for SPONGEBOB

study for SPONGEBOB

brush your teeth for SPONGEBOB

drink water for SPONGEBOB

[wonderhoy-69]

im not obsessed with my weight ONLY bc i want to be conventionally attractive i also want to have control over something in my life and someone to notice im not doing fine THIS IS SO CRINGE STOP IM SO CORNY im deleting my account tomorrow 8:23 am sharp. be there or be SQUARE!!! 😂 i tried my hardest but i never learnt, god's very simple and love shouldn't burn /lyr sigh i love mitski retired from sad new career in business is the best album ever ok bye i sadly have to eat love y'all my imaginary audience mwah