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“The emotion that can break your heart is sometimes the very one that heals it…”

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“Have patience with all things but first with yourself. Never confuse your mistakes with your value as a human being. You are perfectly valuable, creative, worthwhile person simply because you exist.”

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“The same boiling water that softens the potato hardens the egg. It’s about what you’re made of, not the circumstances.”

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Jason Momoa as Arthur Curry  ZACK SNYDER’S JUSTICE LEAGUE (2021)

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Is it true that you attribute a lot of your best qualities to your mom? I do believe I got my mother’s eyes in the sense of how she views the world.

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“The past is like a dream. A mosaic of images and feelings that offer some truth about how we got here, even if details have blurred with time. Parents and their children. Where do we stop… and they begin?”

Jason Momoa as Ray Cooper Sweet Girl (2021) dir Brian Andrew Mendoza

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Darkness without light

Characters: Captain Syverson x female reader (1st person)

Word count: 487

Warnings: Depression. Suicidal. Darkness. A deep hole with no way out. Help needed.

Author’s note: No beta'd or grammar checked.

The song that inspired the story is "Leave a Light on" by Tom Walker.

I do not own any characters in this short story, except the reader who is a figment of my imagination.

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How long would a human have to cry before they ran out of water in their body to create more tears?

I cried for hours. I cried for days. Days turned to weeks, weeks to months, and in the blink of an eye, the months had become a year.

But a dark shadow loomed over me. It was blocking my view of what was in front of me. Somehow the darkness had taken away all my senses. I couldn’t see anything but blackness, I couldn’t hear anything besides my own wailing, I only felt cold no matter how many duvets I covered myself with. I barely ate anything, couldn’t taste the food or the drinks that were brought to me. I just lay in bed, suffering in my own misery. The blinds were closed to keep the room dark.

Sometimes the shadow would open its mouth and speak.

“It’s your fault.”

“Everyone hates you.”

“Nobody cares.”

“You’re not worth it.”

Which would lead to a whole new set of tears.

My chest constricts around itself. I can’t feel my heart beating, I can only feeling the darkness squeezing it, as to quicken the inevitable. My lungs barely taking in any oxygen anymore. Even though my body wanted to fight for me to live, but the darkened monster wouldn’t let it. The battle was a lost cause.

It was no use to live anymore.

I felt like I was sitting at the bottom of an empty well during an endless night, with no stars or moon to lit up the sky. The walls of the well were smooth and slippery. There was no way out.

I should just give up and be done with it.

But then I will hear a voice. A singing voice. A deep rich baritone voice. It’s so familiar, but it is always so far away, and the shadow monster blocked out the musical sound.

I always hear one sentence clearly.

“I will leave the light on.”

Some days the faint sound of a guitar could be heard through the black abyss.

One day a very weak source of light appeared. I could see it scarcely, but it was there, even with the shadow covering most of my vision. The light would turn brighter and brighter each week. Until it was shining as strong as the sun, and I could see again. I could feel the warmth coming from the burning fireplace. I could hear the man singing.

His fingers were strumming softly across the guitar. He had grown his hair out and his beard was longer, but he was wearing his signature red t-shirt, the one he would never give up for me to wear when he was away.

The smile that lit up his chiselled face as he saw me looking at him, killed the monster that had overtaken my life, my body and soul.

Darkness was no match for the captain.

[the-soot-sprite]

What a compelling description of how depression can feel like. The monsters…sometimes they almost win, don’t they? Glad she has her Captain to help her when she’s feeling weak.

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Captain Syverson, the modern day shining knight on a black Harley-Davidson 😍

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“The broken will always be able to love harder than most. Once you’ve been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.”

— Unknown

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“I am exhausted with trying to be stronger than I feel.”

— Unknown

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“It’s easier to think positive for others than for myself.”

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Masterlist: Making Love & War

Viking Syverson AU

Thorvald couldn’t ignore the water calling to him. He craved the freedom of the open ocean, the cool breeze on his face, the adventure that was promised, and the new lands. He didn’t know what it was exactly but he wanted more.

Aedre hated death. She had been fighting death away for as long as she could remember. Hunted and mistreated by her own people, she found friends where everyone else saw enemies.

Two different worlds came together, finding love through war.

Dedicated to a real Viking girl.

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Chapter 1-Favorable winds

Chapter 2-The Félag

Chapter 3-Eight to Nine

Chapter 4-The Spoils

Chapter 5-Myrkr Skógr

Chapter 6-The Bishop

Chapter 7-The Healer

Chapter 8

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Prince Adam - Jason Momoa x female reader - May 11th, 2020 Beauty and the Beast inspired. Jason and his wife dance the night away at a Disney costume party.

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Alex becoming a first time father.

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Te in perpetuum et unum diem amabo - Chris Evans x female reader - January 29th, 2020

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Chris and his girlfriend put together an IKEA shelving system, and go down memory lane during decorating, and Chris has a special surprise for his girlfriend.

It was always you - Chris Evans x female reader - March 14th, 2020

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Chris meets a woman at a party, they become friends, and he slowly falls in love.

Barbie and Action Man - Chris Evans x female reader - March 20th, 2020

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Chris visits his fiancé’s childhood home and she has a surprise for him.

Do you believe in fate? - Chris Evans x Bianca (OFC) - March 25th, 2020

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Chris helps a woman in need, who is having a bad day.