10:35
Typing along in this post is me taking a ride to Serangoon Nex so I could take a dump in peace. Sound silly but yet only me myself knows that it’s meaningful...at least in its own way. Just you’re wondering why the trip. Well, it’s to keep me from getting more excuses to not go home to retrieve all my letters for months and even more months.
It’s been a good 4 months since I’ve started my office job. It was hard adapting but still life still got me going. For the character I have was to endure and to keep my head up for challenges. And hence, I persevere and I believe that I might be alrdy getting the hang of this job. It was extremely difficult to change the lifestyle I had for 3 years. Being in a more than comfortable environment of peace, coffee and colleagues. And more importantly, being able to stay by my love for 24/7. Nothing beats that more. But now, I’m actually starting to appreciate the time I have for myself and with my bed. Isn’t that strange? I always know I’m an introvert who needs a tremendous amount of me time. But actually getting use to not being with my love 24/7 was unexpected.
The question now is will I be able to endure this job for another year or should I return to the cafe world? That’s still a big question for I could not easily answer. Perhaps what I need is more time to figure. And then we’ll come back to this topic again. And for now, all I need is a peaceful quiet to empty the output I’ve kept in me for the past few days.
