Lacking just a little bit of direction

26. Female. Digging cartoons, cult webcomics, hockey and funky music. Cosplayer. Aspiring OT. Writer. l.o.v.e.l.y.

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Cue some epic star wars battle music. From Katsucon 2018. #starwars #raye #kylo #red #blue #blackandwhite

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Is it okay to have been shitty in the past if you recognize that you were shitty now and acknowledge that you've evolved?

It's been plaguing me these past few weeks how I used to be the worst person. I hurt people because I didn't understand and when they hurt me I used their vulnerabilities against them, and I'll be real, I feel like a shithead for it now. Yes, those people hurt me, but what I did then wasn't right.

But am I still shitty now?

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thor ragnarok boys [x] 

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Bill Cipher at Anime Matsuri 2017.

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Bill Cipher at Anime Matsuri 2017.

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I've been broken so many times that I have no idea how to be put back together. So everytime I find the slightest hint of interest in something, I talk about it a lot. One time I did that and a friend told me to shut the fuck up because she doesn't care. Now, I second guess my passions for things. Today I apologized to my boyfriend for talking about something I enjoyed and he couldn't understand why. And then I started crying. I'm afraid of losing friends. I've been ditched so many times that I don't believe that I'm meant for friends. When someone cool enters my life there is always a ticker in the back of my mind asking how long is it going to take until they're gone, too? How long will it be until the mask comes off and it's revealed that I'm actually unlikable? How long will it take until I feel like a person and not teetering on the edge of being scum? I thought moving would help this but it's going to take more than that, it seems

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A Cosplayer’s Guide to Colored Contacts and Eye Safety (AKA How NOT To Fuck Up Your Eyes Forever)

I’m a cosplayer, I’ve worn contacts for almost 18 years, and I’ve seen so much horrifyingly dangerous behavior with colored contacts and general eye safety in the pursuit of our hobby that it makes me want to scream. I’ve ranted about this before on Twitter (and often) so I decided to make a megapost about it.

I AM NOT EXAGGERATING ABOUT FUCKING UP YOUR EYES FOREVER. I have seen people LOSE AN EYE or get permanent eye damage from unsafe behavior; I’ve also seen people carted off to the hospital over it. Colored contacts and heavy eye makeup can be entirely safe, but you have to know how to use and wear them properly! 

This post will be very long, but I encourage everyone who has an interest in colored lenses (especially circle lenses!) or cosplay makeup to read it. I don’t want you to lose an eye.

Keep reading

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You leave Coulson out of this mess you’ve made.

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clark greggs family is jewish honestly someone light a fire under nick spencer 

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clark gregg has said multiple times hes very uncomfortable with people wearing hydra shirts and saying ‘hail hydra’ i just can’t get over how fucking Vile this tweet is tbh

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punk got sent to the shadow realm

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Animator makes stunning 3D tribute to Hayao Miyazaki (x)

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I'm not crying I just needed to water my face

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While I drown in school work, I have been finding art to be my therapy.

Nerdy art, that is. Undertale art, even! Frisk the mug and a key plate for my eventual new apartment. Nothing to fill you with determination like Flowey and Frisk’s soul. And there is nothing like drinking a cup of tea and seeing Frisk stare at you when you are done.

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Frisk what are you doing at the bottom of my coffee mug?

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Help me pay for meds?

My medicaid expired because the New York State health people have been giving me incorrect information about what I need to give them to continue on it since September. I have asthma meds that I need as well as Lexapro, which, while I would like to get off of in time, I really don’t want to go through SSRI withdrawls right now.

Without medicaid these two things run $296 

Woops! Actually it’s 366, I forgot about needing a new rescue inhaler (directly related to not dying)

I’d appreciate any help I can get in paying for them.

my paypal e-mail is [email protected]

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A little awkward when you are looking for the like button on news articles. Social media has broken me

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the star wars movie NOBODY asked for

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Yes! 😂

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HOW THE FUCK DID ANY HUMAN MAKE THIS THIS IS AMAZINNG OMG

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WHEN I REALIZED WHAT THIS WAS OMG

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How I feel today.

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Via harlequin19bee

My sister asked if the events of “The Labyrinth” are meant to be Sarah dreaming, or are they real? Although my primary reaction was that she shouldn’t put that much thought into any children’s movie (or any instance of David Bowie in tight pants), I’d like to take this opportunity to put so much though into this children’s movie, that it’ll blow your mind. 

So why is David Bowie kidnapping a child from an underage Jennifer Connelly?  In a time long long ago a sorcerer named Jareth fell in love with a girl named Sarah. Sarah’s father and step-mother would not let her marry Jareth because they wanted to keep her as a servant, to care for their other child. In a fit of rage Jareth kidnapped this other child and spirited it away to the fairy world. In this new world Jareth built a place for his Sarah. He turned the spoiled child into a goblin, and kept it to be a servant.  Many stories of the fairy would tell us that time moves differently there than in our world. (Rip Van Winkle for one) In the time it took for Jareth to build his kingdom, which he may have though was little more than a few years, Sarah grew old and died.  Overcome by grief and addled by a lifetime spent in a strange world filled with monsters, Jareth goes mad. He refuses to believe that he has lost his love. He searches the mortal world from his castle, looking for her. 

Sarah is a  Hebrew name. So, it’s common, and has been in use for thousands of years. It does not take long (for him) to fina a dark haired girl named Sarah, who has a younger sibling, and who feels that she is treated unfairly by her step mother. In a fit of rage he kidnaps this other child and spirits it away to the fairy world. Perhaps this new Sarah dies in the quest to find the child, perhaps she wins her sibling back and flees. 

This is how Jareth becomes the goblin king. Every goblin in the goblin city is a child Jareth has stolen, who was not recovered by a Sarah. (he told the current Sarah that Toby would become a goblin if she did not find him in time) This is why he builds the maze. The magic bog, the junk yard of useless treasures, all tricks to slow Sara down. Because if he can only have his Sarah for the time it takes for her to regain the stolen child, he will make it take as long as possible, keep her long as possible.  This is why there exists in our world a book containing the story. Because it has happened before. So many times. At some point some lucky Sarah must have returned to our world to tell the story.  This is why when the most recent Sarah first meets Hoggle at the start of the labyrinth, and introduces herself; “I’m Sarah”, Hoggle responds “That’s what I figured"  Because of course she’s Sarah.  They were all Sarah.

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One of my favorite labrynth theories