Trans, ftm (He/him)
I make low effort art.
I love The Monolith.
If i seem weird when replying to questions or comments its not bc i mean to be rude im just nervous and i dont know what to say
English is not my first language so sorry if theres mistakes anywhere.
my first post of 2026 and its a drawing form 2025. i have not created something i liked in so long
does lighting work this way? no. but i refuse to learn lighting because im tired and also I’m playing hsr and genshin a little too much because I want some of the new characters there
i want to interact with my oomfs but im so awkward and so inactive on tumblr that i chicken out and instead go offline for a month at a time.
I need to learn confidence soon so I can have normal interactions without feeling awkward and embarrassed
The setting that prevents your work being used to train AI models is turned off by default! I had no idea about this until now! Artists, go to your settings, click “visibility”, and turn on this setting! Protect your work!
bad sketch but the only thing ive been just slihgtky satesfied with so far.
go my littlr ball of my own negative traits!!
do NOT flip this. i havent checked for any mistakes i just sketched and prayed it worked out</3
just now realising he looks off. whatever im closing my eyes and leavingim too lazy to fix that
ignore the fact his uniform is wrong. i know it is, i didnt use refrence when i doodled </3
drawing problems yap below i dont care if anaybofy sees i just want to say it :p
ive got so many sketches filled with just frustration because i cannot for the life of me change my style to the one i want, i made one thing how i liked it a few days ago and have been unabke to replicate it ever since its so frustrating im gonna go bald from ripping out nmy hair.
whaeterv i want stalker back in my life,, but also im lazy. im so tiredd and have no idea what to draw anymore i just repeat
everything is frustrating when draqwing so ive given up, onky majing sketches from here on out.
Just wanna say I love your Monolith art. GLORY TO THE MONOLITH.
i am very on and off about how inactive/active i am here i just now saw this i am so sorry i did not mean to ignore you for 4 days
Thank you though :3 i apprichate appricate idk how to write it. I am thankful for the compliment, it means a lot :3
Keep praising the Monolith,, im gonna dissapear again,, totally not playing roblox instead of doing what i need to
anybpdy actually reads this far, if you havent already play Blocktales(on roblox) its peak. And also play ^_^,, though be aware theres jumpscares and dark themes in ^_^. yeahh ok bye
There was gonna be text there but I’m too lazy to add it,, plus it would be in Norwegian and Uhh it would be cringe, anyways he’s a little lost about his own identity but who isn’t? I love him,,,
Feel like I forgot something,, idk what it was though so I guess it’s fine,,
Ok I got caught me at a sleep deprived moment, I have a tiny bit more confidence so here it is,,, but with VERY low opacity(4%).
ok never mind I feel kinda bad for some reason. But I don’t want to see the cringe Norwegian text myself either so I’m hiding between a keep reading thing.
Uhh it says,,
- think of all you could be, think of all your not. Think of what you will never be.
I think,,, I hate it still. Fear it’s just projection on my poor oc</3
Don’t mind all the extra text I feel the need to explain when I get nervous about stuff like this. It’s bad I think,,
I think I’ve backed out of this,,, 5(?) times already lmao.
There was gonna be text there but I’m too lazy to add it,, plus it would be in Norwegian and Uhh it would be cringe, anyways he’s a little lost about his own identity but who isn’t? I love him,,,
Feel like I forgot something,, idk what it was though so I guess it’s fine,,
okay ghis was just a sketch but im too busy to properly draw, im playjg resident evil 4 right noiw so uh sketch is all i have left until i have motivation to draw/sketch s.t.a.l.k.e.r stuff again
probably shpuld play the earlier s.t.a.l.k.e.r games too but im too lazy</3 i have them but theres so much to do...
i used to play cult of the lamb before i forgot it existed but i suddenly remembered and went back, apperently im married to a follower named Noon and he was the first to dissent when the cult faith was low, its a sign i was always meant to love Noontide and monolith<3
Noon is a grey raccoon btw i thought that was also funny
if you don’t like freedom does that mean you like the other dudes better?? I don’t remember what you said they were called
No. No Duty. No Freedom. No Bandits. No Ward. No Spark. No Clear Sky. No Renegades. No Lone Stalkers. No SIRCAA. No Mercenaries. No Military. No Ecologists. No Corps. No IPSF. Only Noontide, only Monolith.
Is a Dutyer, Freedomer and a Noontider being friends completely inaccurate to the lore? yes and im aware of that but this is a lot more fun than thinking about having lore accurate ocs. if anybodys wondering why they have no gear on its because they were going on a toilet break away from camp, they quickly found out that the noontider can infact not read maps properly, hes also too stubborn to let anybody help with it