im really still alive!

i think a lot about the way i talk with other people, im worried i might say the wrong thing and mess up; but nonetheless, welcome! :)

[world-ender10110]

Hi hello welcome! You're speaking with Endy. Ouhh how sweet, you came to take a look at my place!

Well, go ahead. Make some talks, leave a like, and comment bout your thoughts! You can even bring my things to your own place! Come, I'll show you what i have.

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So, this is mainly the things i currently obsessed over. If i ever heard someone talking about these, i would explode

Animator VS Animation / Animator VS Minecraft

Charlie in Underworld Office / Underworld Office

SK8 The Infinity

Uhh, this is also side things that i know. So if you like one of these, we could chat just fine.

Murder Drones

The Amazing Digital Circus

Helluva Boss

Spy x Family

Blue Lock

Tokyo Ravenger

Uhhh guess thats it. There's probably more but i forgot- im pretty sure I'll remember if you bring it up.

And these are my hobbies,

I like playing piano

I can draw (maybe)

I write, sometimes

I sew, a little

And im pretty good at badminton

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These are some things about me. Its some sort of funfact i guess? Just all about me!

I... Am actually Kuyanh. If you ever know her. Well, theres some sort of drama i made by my own cause of pettiness and uhm, basically i couldnt go back to my old account. Now im here as Endy.

Speaking of names, i have a bunch of nicknames too. You can call me Kuyanh, Endy, Noxxi, Toast, and uhmmm QN would be good too. You can call me whatever, i go mainly with Kuyanh or Endy. If you want to give me a nickname, please :3

I am an ENFP. Or not..? Idk this is weird. Im also an aries. T-thats it.

Im a minor. Im still not comfortable enough to tell my exact age, but im under 18. So dont do anything weird.

I am indonesian, so if i ever said something stupid, just know you guys would also struggle to learn our language. Kalo kalian bisa indo malah bagussss ᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟ gua bangga jadi wni❤‍🩹 and im also a javaness too, so, lalek kowe arep ngomong jawa yo gakpopo. Walau aku dewe yo gak sepinter iku karo basa jawa, nilaiku mek 80

Ehhh, probably thats it. I'll update more later.

Theres not really a rule in here.. If you wanna swear just go ahead i often say fuck too, just know your limits. I absolutely dont want any sexual content too, it makes me very uncomfortable and its disgusting.

Well, thats probably it. Have fun and dont be a rebel. Bye :)

[world-ender10110]

Oh my goood. Im very hyperfixated on my fandoms im afraid I'll someday lose interest to it. Like im so happy about this stuff im afraid this happiness wont last forever. God it IS like breathing drugs.

[world-ender10110]

Why do i lowk hate myself now.

I dont know. I just want to disappear lately.

And I'll tell you this; ive been very fucking scared of my thought lately. I would oftenly zone out for 10 minutes or so and randomly does things while im unconscious. I would suddenly leave my room and went to the kitchen and just STARES. After i snapped out of it by being called by my mother or remembering something, i would get confused on what was i doing. I would also stares at things and BOOM the next second that thing im staring at is already in my hand.

Because of this, ive been feeling so unreal about my life. Sometimes i would just get anxious on me being.. not real! Sometimes I'll just believe that the present that im living is not real. I would freak out so bad about doubting my existence ya know. I just- i dont feel like im real..

[garussy]

Reki should’ve gotten an S name and it should’ve been apple because Eve chose the apple

[isadetekenaar]

Langa teaching Reki how to snowboard!! :D

It would be amazing if we would see something like this in season 2!! (It better releases or else)

[world-ender10110]

UPDATEEEE. I FORGOT TO UPDATE DAY 3🗣️🗣️ but anyway,

I can ride it for only a distance of 2 meters. S-shut up. Im already brave enough to put my back foot tho:3

After im good at balancing the board, i tried to ride it faster than i did before, but well, im in my living room so. BUASHHHHHH ONTO THE WALL I GO!!!!! I hit the wall pretty bad and bumbed my shinbone on a table. It hurt. So bad.

I stopped for a day to catch a break, and fyi both of my shinbone actually had bumped onto the same freaking table on the same freaking day. And so, both of my shinbone hurts up untill now. I was scared riding it again🧍‍♂️ its embarrasing i know....

[world-ender10110]

Updatee!! So its currently day.. 2? Or 3?? Its day two. And i just gave my board some updates!! :D i fixed the wheels cause it was wobbly and rough, its nice and way more slippery than before '^^ my dad painted the back side, hes a really good artist!!! Look!!

Its a wavesss :DD yea thats how you say it right?- its sssooooo cooll!!! I didnt have the grip sticker tho, sadd but its fine! I'll put it some time later :D

Im still a freaking noob tho. I'll practice more and probably try riding it on the neighborhood. Its way nicer than the floor.

[world-ender10110]

Update on the little thing!! I can push around my living room and almost waking up the whole house because of the loud rolling sound- it was a little progress but im proud of it! I wasnt brave enough to put my back foot on the skateboard, probably because my living room is a bit small too- my knee kinda hurts cuz i dont really get used to it being so anxious. I practice to wiggle around on the board and let my body get comfortable to it. Well, baby steps but thats fine! I also planned on painting it...

[world-ender10110]

Guess what. I just went to the garage and found my brother's old skateboard!!! Wohooo!! Its fucking hard.

[world-ender10110]

Nvm. Im just a fucking poser. Hah, but if i practice long enough, i will be able to finally skate and look cool!! You literally did all of this just because you watched sk8 2 weeks ago. SHHHH SHUTUPSHUTUP NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR OPINION OTHER HALF. I DO WHAT I WANT.

[world-ender10110]

It wasnt even actual 2 weeks! It was like, a week ago– 6 days ago!! Well i mean, i know this anime for a bit long time but i finally watch it properly just few days ago so....... Fuck it I'll try to skate anyway!!!!

[world-ender10110]

Guess what. I just went to the garage and found my brother's old skateboard!!! Wohooo!! Its fucking hard.

[world-ender10110]

Nvm. Im just a fucking poser. Hah, but if i practice long enough, i will be able to finally skate and look cool!! You literally did all of this just because you watched sk8 2 weeks ago. SHHHH SHUTUPSHUTUP NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR OPINION OTHER HALF. I DO WHAT I WANT.

[world-ender10110]

Guess what. I just went to the garage and found my brother's old skateboard!!! Wohooo!! Its fucking hard.

[starryeyesstarryskies]

dude watched his ex husband that previously tried to kill him walk in with his captor and still immediately dropped to his knees and begged for help the SECOND he saw him. didn't even hesitate.

i better be seeing some fucking delictable angst in the chodark tag today

[space-between-the-couch-mattress]

...did he take Chosen with him?

[world-ender10110]

LMAO HE DOES. RAAAAGHHHHG. HEY- HEY STRANGER I DIDNT KNOW. HEAR ME OUT. What if hes going to kill chosen so he can get an obedient ver of his bf and- and uh- blablablabla! Im imagining an emotional scene between them. Maybe Dark will hesitate? Oh wait no he has his code. Maybe like, that iconic scene of "come with me" hand gestures too! And,, other cool stuff! Well, watching him killing his lover is cool >:3

[world-ender10110]

Ahhhhhh. Truth is, im too hyperfixated on sk8ti so much that i could possibly lost interest in ava. Sucks.

[world-ender10110]

... That was fucking peak. Heck why did i say fuck so much-

The new eps is sooooo perfect!!!!!! DARK IS SO HOTTTT SISKOSHZOSHSJDJKSJSOSIXBX OMGOMG OKAY YEAH HE MAY BE A BIT MORE PSYCHOTIC THAN HE ALREADY IS. BUT HES BEAUTIFULL WHATSOEVER!!!

I can already imagine an esit about Mitsi and Victim after that one scene. Ya know where Victim go through mitsis memory and the scene where hes dying.

I really expect more chodark in this eps, but i guess this is fine! I thought the character that came out from the machine was Chosen, but it was evil Victim!

Ahh, i can already guess Dark would kill Chosen with heavy heart so he can have his "perfect" Chosen~~ so cute!!

And Darks goo thing was super duper cool!!!!! >:00 he was sooo hottt (≧∇≦)/ damn... I wonder what kind of fanart would he get~~ FUCKING EEK IT MAKES ME DONT WANNA DIEEEEEEHHHHHHG

Damn why did i talk this way? Anyhow, that was awesome!!!!!!

[world-ender10110]

Im such a dumb dumb bitch i missed the live again.

[world-ender10110]

Im such a dumb dumb bitch i missed the live again.