lilus ✦

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[itsokaytoenvy0]

yuuji is a yearner fr

[xtramizukii]

When your cute hb's still life is lowkey chill

He likes to hang out in the shadows/dimly lit rooms but in Yuji's case, he tries to follow him around

[itsokaytoenvy0]

im so vampire megumi pilled recently

5 more days AND IM FREEEEEEEEEEEE my god

[marxistgojosatoru]

this fanfic shit is easy

[pururin]

[itsokaytoenvy0]

hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm

[itsokaytoenvy0]

goodnight <3 im never finishing this

[itsokaytoenvy0]

hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm

[naomiiocha]

Yujis beefy asf spread the word, I got cuteness aggression from the latest episode

[lobtwo]

He so fun to draw

[burrythebusy]

Minor "conflict" (day 2: modulo yuuji/curse megumi)

Context below the cut!!!

Idea behind this is that megumi comes out whenever yuuji is in conflict (with himself, with a curse, with someone, whatever situation) and the worse his stress the more megumis there are. Yuuji can understand him but sometimes curse megumi is unintelligible, sometimes he speaks completely clearly, though the more of him there are (aka the more stressed he is) its harder to make out what hes saying, so he tries to stay mellow

In this instance, yuuji isn't all that stressed but he's in "conflict" enough that one megumi is summoned. Yuuji is genuinely wondering if he shouldve ordered extra spicy. The funny (and kinda not funny) thing about this curse is that it doesnt differentiate the seriousness of the situation. So Yuuji kinda takes advantage of it, uses those not so serious times to talk to megumi as if he were alive, and megumi responds as he would. But he doesnt always recall their previous encounters. You can imagine how this can be frustrating so yuuji keeps conversations light and "meaningless" to save them both the grief.

I would like to draw more of when ghere are multiple megumis too because its kind of a feedback loop of yuuji is stressed -> multiple megumis show up -> theyre hard to understand so he cant communicate with megumi -> he gets more stressed out -> more megumis show up, so he has to cope veryyy well to avoid this spiral.

So much i have to say about this au buttt we will expand someday. I might make a fic.

[hairbrushed]

trucks for girls

[itsokaytoenvy0]

madoka magica itfs anyone 🤔

i really dont understand how the light in that scene works. but i DONT CARE.

[ferventisart]

a lil sketch again

[07121998]

[uriekukistan]

10 people i’d like to know better, tagged by @apoiios

last song: 1901 by phoenix

currently watching: honestly nothing….i keep knocking out early work has me wiped

currently reading: under the whispering door by tj klune

current obsession: itafushi….this is just the landscape of my brain though tbh

currently working on: getting back into a more regular update schedule for my fics, writing in general honestly

currently wearing: my shirt from mumford and sons at fenway 😛

last search: where to watch how i met your mother 2026…

favorite flower: i’m fond of lilacs :3

no pressure tags :D @itsokaytoenvy0 @eltheabberation @orchidbutch @alonelystargazer @nevermeyers & @epickiya722 !!!

[itsokaytoenvy0]

10 people i’d like to know better, thank you for the tag<3

last song: do or die by dpr ian

currently watching: re zero. its so fucking bad it makes me wanna keep going just to see how much worse it gets

currently reading: nothing, no time ... need to pick up on my pile of books zzzzz

current obsession: itafushi>_<

currently working on: passing my exams =_= I want to work on getting 12h of sleep instead. soon.

currently wearing: black top and jorts (and pink mulch dog socks..)

last search: katsuki death manga (sorry sara)

favorite flower: probably sunflowers if anyone feels like doing it, go ahead :3:3

[owwllly]

femguru <3

[niirococo]

just two little fishies!! surely nothing bad would ever happen to them