All I see through my eyes is beauty

Hello guys! :D I'm Jennifer! I have Usher's Syndrome type 1 (if you don't know what that is search it up or message me about it!) So in results of that, it made me deaf and soon will lose all of my vision. U mad? No I'm not, in fact I LOVE IT... I"m sarcastic. VERY>...

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[rab-it-deactivated20231030]

What? HOLY SHIT.

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[mitsukimode-deactivated20221102]

WOAH

[worldcanseeus]

Cant I stop hurting? Can I stop caring? Can I just go away now?

[nyehs-deactivated20140525]

DID YOU KNOW THAT “HECK” IS A COMBINATION OF “HELL” AND “FUCK” A WORD CREATED OUT OF TWO BAD WORDS THAT IS TREATED AS THE LAMEST WORD EVER WHEN IN REALITY IT IS DOUBLE BAD

[shadowjutsu]

JUST LIKE “SHUCKS” IT’S A MIXTURE OF “SHIT” AND “FUCK” AND THEN YOU REALIZE THAT GOOFY USED TO SAY THAT ALL THE DAMN TIME

[opulent-opiums]

I FIGURED THOSE BOTH OUT AT 4:37 AM IN THE MORNING EATING A BOWL OF MAC AND CHEESE IN THE DARK

[tofallasleepnexttoyou]

I AM TOO HIGH FOR THIS

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[worldcanseeus]

Dear Myself,

I have been meaning to talk to you for a while.  Here is the part where But would appear, so it would be best to get to the point from head on. Like how you would like to do this shit.  I know, I’ve been hard on you and being the worst critic of oneself. This part of life is where things are actually getting tougher and you're just sitting there thinking, “What did just happened? Did that really happened?” Life does not go in the way you would like to go. Just let go of the control that you never could have in your life. Embrace the flow, even when it is terrifying as you don't know which way you’ll get. Tomorrow it could be up, or still going up. There is a possibility it could go down and what matters is how you handle it during the scenes of life. Lately Ive found myself shut down. Not sure how to express myself, explaining something of myself that my family and my best friends isn’t used to going blind. When I talk to my DeafBlind friends, they get me. They know what it is like.  I’m at that point where my vision is really changed and to be honest i’m scared shitless. Because Life is so unpredictable.  For example, just only yesterday you found out that your mom has a *pardon my language* fucking eye disease where there’ll be pressure on her eye canal and it’ll cause her to be blind. What the fuck. I love how life really works. My family and I are constantly faced with  challenge faced in our path. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, and also what you don't process can suffocate you.  Process, let your emotions do the thing,and mediate to love myself more. You got this, I know you do, you just need to believe in yourself. 

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[worldcanseeus]

My voice doeesn’t matter in this family.  I have tried expressing my feelings yet i get “stop being overdramatic” thanks thanks for showing me that you never give a SHIT about me or my access. Thanks thanks for the courage to leave you because I woudn’t have left you.  I’m going to as you will get your wish. 

[worldcanseeus]

DeafBlind’s broken heart

All my life I struggled to love myself, trust myself and everyone.  All my life my issues and concerns were deemed as overdramatic and wasting your energy.  For once, I would love for you to be in my shoes.  I had a man who gave me dirty angry looks at me behind everyones back.  He called me fat and laugh.  I told my mom that he did that. She said.. Oh stop he's just joking.  Really? It didn’t feel like a joke to me. It actually hurts.  Or what about that time when my mom and my stepdad had my arms and fought over me and nearly popping my arms out of sockets.  And they just went on with their life normally. What about that time when my mother was out of town and my stepdad decided to think it would be fun to scare me by growling and chasing me around the house, even when I said stop stop.  I ran into my room and locked the door. He actually took it far by banging and saying let me in.  Am I being dramatic? Am I too sensitive? IS it wrong for me still feel traumatized.  Now bringing my deafness and vision loss into the picture. My family would have so much fun but I can hardly even understand as they all talk with their mouths.  “mom mom what did you say,”  “it's not important”  Every time we leave the party or family gathering, I would try to speak up saying, “I don't feel I'm part of the family because no one involved me”. My mom’s reaction scares me the most because it is the same one every time. “SHUT THE FUCK UP JENNIFER WE ARE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT THIS. MOVE FUCKING ON AND GROW UP.” I tried to fight back by explaining my life. She says.. Oh fucking poor you I guess i’m an awful mother. SHUT UP. But I keep going on and on until i’m heard. DON'T MAKE ME PULL OVER AND BEAT YOUR ASS. And is it still wrong of me to feel what I feel? I don't feel i’m part of my family as they still don't hear me out. And it sucks because no one actually understands.  I”m going to leave this family and try to find my own happiness. 

[worldcanseeus]

Sighs.. theres so much i want to say but mind just comes up blank. whatever i’m over this. 

[fangirlinginleatherboots]

Here’s some fucking advice yall:

Middle school is worse than high school.

High school is worse than college.

No one fucking knows what they’re doing, we’re all just faking it and pretending we understand so people will respect us but if you tell us we’re doing it wrong, you’re probably right because rarely does someone know better.

You will find something you like to do that you can make money doing.

You’re going to find friends that aren’t going to fucking wreck you.

You’re not always going to live in the hell hole that you’ve known for so long.

It’s going to get better, but I’ll be honest, it doesn’t always stay better, but it gets better again. Bad times are just times that are bad. They don’t stay. Everything is fucking temporary.

Just fucking watch your favorite TV shows, tell ppl you love them when you do, and don’t play games with emotions because it ends up hurting like hell.

And eat dessert when you want it.

And know you ALWAYS deserve better.

[silly-slacker-person]

Reblogging because I had a long fucking day and need something nice to make me feel better

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Powerful New Video Tackles Racial Bias To Remind Kids Their ‘Black Is Beautiful’

A new video released Monday titled “The Talk” compellingly tackles the impact of racial bias through the lens of black parents in America.

This video accurately displays what it is like to be black in America. It shows the conversations all black parents have with their kids to keep them safe and to encourage them to fight the racist society. And it’s heartbreaking that parents need to remind their kids that their “Black is beautiful”.Society needs to change and time has come to talk about this.

Source

[shmu-h]

a comic about growing up a queer filipino artist in america

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[lookiamnotcreative]

4-page promotional preview of  怪談囃子, a short manga appearing in the October issue of Bunch Magazine! COMING SOON TO ONLINE ORDERS NEAR YOU.

I lol’d when I saw this on twitter, so I lunchbreak translated it here. Usual shit wording apologies and caveat emptors apply.

(The source is here. This is only a sample and it’s for promotional purposes, so it should be fine to do this…?)

[the-lone-stargazer]

Can we all appreciate my lazy cat

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[britomartis]

Since there’s OP didn’t include a caption, here are some links to fundraisers to help our tribe! Thank you!

Navajo Relief Fund: http://www.nativepartnership.org/site/PageServer?pagename=nrf_index

Navajo Water Project: https://www.navajowaterproject.org/

NavajoYES (youth organization): http://www.navajoyes.org/donate/

[worldcanseeus]

Simply put.... why are there such so much hate in this world? Why can’t we all just respect each other and handle it with class and move on. However, we have people like Trump, and those people who were involved that in horrendous march.  Those kind of people need to know more love and understand what RESPECT of MULTICULTURALISM!!!!!!!!11111!!! 

[joygucci-deactivated20160123]

This is so powerful.

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It’s Nick Randhawa! Had the great pleasure of knowing him at Berkeley. He’s done fantastic work.

[longingtolovehim]

Always reblog this

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It’s back!

[note-a-bear]

Finally a version with his name