World Of Jonerys

Theirs was the song of Ice & Fire |19 | Reader/Writer | Autumn baby | Jonerys/Reylo trash

[justpeeeeachy]

Day 10: morning sesh + weight talk

Start weight: 191lbs

Current weight: 182lbs

Quick morning sesh + talking about weight struggles growing up

[justpeeeeachy]

Day 1: My Cali Dream

Start Weight - 191.8lbs

Current Weight - 191.8lbs

Hello friend!

Today is September 1st, and I've decided, over the course of a few days, that I want to change some thing's about me.

I won't lie, this isn't the first time I've tried to changes.

I've honestly lost count.

But, this is the only time I've made it public (in a sense). And I feel like something about having someone else know, makes it feel more... motivating.

I'm 20, and I feel like I'm in a weird grey area of my life. Like, I'm in transition, but I don't yet know what I'm transitioning into.

I even mess up so much over my age! Some times I forgot I'm a legal adult and I keep thinking I'm still a teenager.

But now, I'm faced with the approaching opportunity of changing my life. My sister wants to move out and get a place together, me and her and her boyfriend (who's practically like a brother in law to me already.) And while I'm so excited and nervous, I also see an opportunity to live a new life, be a new me. Maybe after this transition in life, I'll finally feel complete.

I want to get my first job, my license and my own car. But the one thing I want to change the most about myself in this transition, is my weight.

Over a year ago, I got into a deep depression and end up gaining 46 pounds. I used to weigh 145lbs and was my happiest after struggling for years with my weight, and now I'm 191lbs. And I couldn't be sadder...

Now, I want to reach my old goal and finish everything on my list of things to do before I move.

To this day, I still think about when I was at my smallest weight. It was all because of a trip we were going to take. It was to my aunt's wedding in San Diego, California, and I wanted to lose weight for the trip itself. I went to the gym nearly every day for months (March to June, to be exact) and I definitely saw the results!

I can still remember the day I was packing, that night we were going to head out for the long drive, so I was getting my suitcase ready. My sister and her boyfriend were on the couch watching TV, when I walked by to grab something from the restroom, she called out to be saying I was looking really good lately, and I couldn't be happier. I remember blushing and even Spencer, her boyfriend, agreed. (Which was nice but also a little weird) In California I was so happy. Even weeks after we came back.

If I could, I would live through June and July of 2018 forever. That was honestly my happiest time.

I don't expect you to stick around for the full journey. Truthfully, I'm not even sure anyone's reading this right now. I could be writing to no one. But I guess I just need to get my thoughts out. Otherwise, they'll stay with me forever.

So, I guess that's it.

I'll probably write every day or every other day or maybe even once a week. I don't really know yet, but stay tuned!!!

[oh-no-another-reylo]

PLEASE HELP!

His name is Gizmo, he’s a nine month old toy poodle. (We got both him and his brother Teddy. The two are so close and it’s absolutely adorable.)

Unfortunately, we’ve recently found out Gizmo has a “cherry eye” and due to other finances we can’t afford his surgery. But he’s so much a part of the family, giving up on him isn’t an option. We can’t just toss him aside, we won’t, both him and Teddy already made a home here.

Please, if there’s anything, ANYTHING, that you can contribute it would absolutely mean the world.

https://m.gofund.me/79363n-surgery-for-puppy

[oh-no-another-reylo]

“No! Helena, you need me! You need me!”

[oh-no-another-reylo]

I don’t know ‘bout you but, I don’t look at my so called “enemies” like this🤔

[oh-no-another-reylo]

Or like this

[oh-no-another-reylo]

Not gonna lie, before TLJ premiered, I was really hoping/praying we’d get an elevator scene like this:

With Kylo Ren reaching out to Rey. And her being utterly confused and unsure of what to do. But then Rian throws this at me(!!!!):

Freaking Rey reaching out to BEN and him not knowing what to do!!

[oh-no-another-reylo]

I’d watch the crap out of it for Adam Driver!!😍😳

[oh-no-another-reylo]

Adam & Jessa fight (5/?)

[patrick-makes-me-stutter]

She whispered things to me only a dead women could know — Wilfred James [1922]

[oh-no-another-reylo]

“Ben, when we touched hands I saw your future. Just the shape of it but solid and clear. You will not bow before snoke. You’ll turn… I’ll help you.”

[oh-no-another-reylo]

Adam & Jessa fight  (4/—)

[worldofjonerys]

Not gonna lie, Adam kinda scared me in this scene 😨👏🏻

[kanashikute]

[clownbukkae]

[hyopott]

same

[oh-no-another-reylo]

Matt can’t keep a secret for sh*t😂 Rey told him that in confidence!!!

[worldofjonerys]

Rey still doesn’t know Matt’s Kylo!😂😂😂

[oh-no-another-reylo]

Adam & Jessa fight  (3/—)

[gameofthronesdaily]

Demons made of snow and ice and cold. The ancient enemy. The only enemy that matters.