I was having a shitty morning, a girl treated me extra badly at school and I was reminded how much people hate me. I went for a smoke break and, though I'm not religious, prayed to God for hope —a fluffy cat appeared in my school door and I petted them. Coincidence? Maybe, but I choose to think the Lord wants me alive. He heard me, today.
Being aroace AND a yearner sucks bc I'm confessing all dramatical to someone and they're like "oh, yk actually—" WRAP IT UPP YOU'RE RUINING IT!!! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO REJECT ME SO I CAN HAVE MY ONE-SIDED DELUSIONAL CRUSH!!
"comiste? Come por mi🥺" como si me importara más un pibe random que mi intento desesperado de tener control mediante contar calorías y saltar comidas, sali de acá puta roñosa.
Sometimes I feel like Levi fans often think they're the only ones that understand his character, the only ones in the whole fandom that love him like he truly is and that he's such an underated character.
Like— bitch, he's the unofficial mascot of FAH2. He's one of the most popular characters in fan fics and in fan art. I dare to say he's Miro's fucking favorite.
"don't fight about samarina or marilevi, marina has two hands" BULLSHIT.
Marina is rich and pretty, she could have anyone she likes, why she'd have to pick a junkie with PTSD who barely talks or her creepy, canonically ugly stalker that just killed her father? (in Marina's mind read she wonders what's wrong with samarie's face "she has one eye bigger than the other...? No, it's something else..." -something like that-)
I'm gonna hold y'all hands when I say this, MARINA HAS NO HANDS FOR NEITHER OF THEM.
I'm gonna rewrite this bc I meant this as a half joke and was lazy explaining why.
Marina is, simplifying how I see her character, a rather superficial girl, like any teenager who was raised in privilege.
She must have a big inheritance from her father (if he didn't disinherit her before samarie's killed him) she's educated in occultism in a good school, she most likely has her own house in vatican city at 18 years old, that is practically have her life solved for most people.
I repeat, eighteen is barely more than a teenager, her brain is still infantile and insensitive to other's struggles she can't relate to (and she most likely doesn't relate to shell shock —ptds—, abuses, poverty, etc)
I haven't read ALL of her party talks specifically but I remember her saying things that brush off Levi's struggles even when she tries to be empathetic.
I had written this like what I think she would see objectively the other two. Levi IS a junkie in obvious withdrawal, he has a hell of a lot of emotional baggage for any 'normal' person, most of the talks he's acting strange in silence or saying off putting traumadumps.
If we are all honest, in marina shoes, would you actually date him if prehevil don't traumabond you? And, btw, traumabond isn't healthy in the slightest. If your sad times are most important than the joy you share with someone, they're not your soulmate, they're your cellmate.
And for samarie, I made a mistake talking about her mind read in game, I didn't realized it was a mod since I only had the mind read skill in my (approximately) 6th run bc I want to see all the dialogues I didn't see before and had the mod already installed.
But yeah, for anyone, a girl you don't know following you around and stabbing your father claiming she wanted to protect you, is in fact, a valid crash out and extremely creepy. It wouldn't matter if the person itself if ugly or pretty.
Yes, some people claim that marina actually never meets samarie before dysmorphia since she only comes to the church in day 2 (I think?) and I like the idea, but in this case (since we're talking about samarilevi) is better to imagine that marina is the MC and is able to ever meet her in first place.
I've already talked about all the things wrong with samarie's mind in other posts and why marina (and nobody in real life) wouldn't choose her as a partner.
(not even a friend personally, since she's kinda rude when she talks in the train if you convince her to go back in morning day 1.
I'd say she talks almost in a condescending manner when she explains the red arcs and the rher things to the player in day 3 —as long as I remember—, but it's just my opinion bc I hate when people do that to me. Also it's understandable since smart people with horrible social skills tend to think everyone else is stupid, and she hasn't had a lot of people to be friends to in her life)
I repeat, as always, I'm not an expert and this blog is all my personal interpretation of the characters, my claims are from Marina's POV, I don't personally view mentally hill people or drug users as a morale failure since it's extremely reductionist and dgaf about if samarie is physically ugly or not
(I just HC her as so, because she doesn't give me vibes of taking care of herself, like it's rather common in people who has mental struggles —me myself, not being able to shower in 6 days, for example— )
Oh, and sorry for using ship tags, I didn't know it was rude, I just thought I was talking about a ship and funger lore, I'm rather new at posting in Tumblr, also my bad.
Like I've said in previous post, I don't talk about what ships I like bc they don't always meet the canon or my moral ethics (mostly never, since funger it's the worst place I can think for finding a healthy partner) and I prefer to talk about the characters themselves trying to be as objective as I can, that's why I enjoy citing party talks
(I quite like pavlevi, for example, but try to not let it skew over my HC of them bc it's not appropriate. My reason are basically the same as @bra1nw0rmz bc they're so cool *giggles*)
My English sucks, love your neighbor and take your vitamins bye!!
before we start, id like to mention that im not homophobic, i headcanon most of the characters as bi & marina and samarie as lesbians, and im bisexual myself. so, lets start!
If levi was gay of bisexual, trust me it would be implied. Not only him being way more comfortable with women, he casually told the m/c rather intimate things about his past, and BELIEVE ME if he had any situationships in the military (obviously it would be same sex ones) he WOULD tell the m/c about it cuz it would've affected him deeply. He also said that everybody's tired of his war stories, which means before the game he told people about how the war went, and he indeed told m/c a little bit about it, but WOW surprisingly there was nothing romantic or sexual although it was quite common in the military.
I HC Levi as straight too but I think he wouldn't tell the mc about his sex/romantic life if he had sex in the army bc the stigma of gay men around civilians (since he complains in game that he 'forgot' how normal people in interacts with each other—mind read in the train.) I've seen soldiers in real life say that, in general, they socialize different; inner slangs, type of humor, those things)
and probably he feels more comfortable around women because they've treated him more kindly than men (like his father, like the priests, or enemy's soldiers since all of the termina participants are from foreigners for the EU)
Also, the 'intimate situations' he tells the MC are mostly traumadumping (abuses from the orphanage, violence by the prehevilians in general) because prehevil in general is a trigger but he thinks telling people about the things he lived in the war is burdening them even more with the same trauma most of them have already lived.
PD: Levi party talks are indeed traumadumping bc he just blurt out the things he'd suffer, not asking for consent to tell something that could trigger the rest of the party. He doesn't do that with bad intentions but he does it anyways.
Realmente me gusta mucho leer tus headcanons de Fear and Hunger y me gustaría saber si tienes algunos más para compartir.
Mis personajes favoritos son Abella, Levi y Pav, amo a todos los concursantes (excepto a ti CALIGURA, vas a caer Jajajaja) y me gusta mucho leer como desarrollas un poco de su pasado o detalles en su personalidad y sin dudas me gustaría leer más headcanons tuyos sobre estos tres, o los demaaaas!!!
Los adoro mucho, y me encanta en especial los Headcanons que escribes de Levi ( los amo personajes jóvenes traumados por los horrores de la guerra).
¿Cuál es el personaje que más disfrutas de crearle headcanons?
(AHHH graciasss!! En realidad las 6 partes de headcanons son la traducción tardía de una bocha de ideas que hice en un mismo día; no diría que hay un personaje que disfrute más que otro pero mi personaje favorito es Levi <3 )
Heyy guys! I'm sorry for not posting lately, idk if my funger obsession is fading or I'm just depressed. Probably both.
Lately I've been feeling like talking about ships dynamics and some random things, but I decided that in fact, my opinion on ships isn't more valuable than the one of other users.
since I personally don't have any 'ultimate' couple unlike users like, for example, daandism (I think it's spelled like that, sorry if it doesn't) who have so much work about daarcoh and i admire that even though daarcoh is a ship I don't understand (I think one of the bases is that one party talk in the museum were they 'flirt' but my autistic ass can't comprehend the flirting there. There's also two other party talks but they don't look romantical to me?)
At the end of the day, maybe I suck at shipping because I'm aroace, so pay me no mind in that matter.
(like always, I apologize for any mistakes in grammar, English is not my first language and I don't have any respect for it.)
(no soy una cipaya pero la mayoría del fandom es europeo :b)
Can we please stop twinkifying levi can we PLEASE stop twinkifying levi for the love of god please. Yes he's young and lanky but have you considered this boy was never a boy he had to man up as soon as he got conscious he had to deal with abuse, addiction and war, have you read his lines and saw how slightly deranged he is?? Because he genuinely sounds off at times over things that he experienced (ig shoplifting from the kiosk, the 7 bodies basement) and he mentions stuff like that so casually, like, emotionally there is something wrong with him. He doesn't hesitate to suggest murder, he doesn't really give into forgiveness, he's familiar with horror so he picks through the horror section, he's on high alert always considering vantage points, always offering to guard doors, he's good with tactics (clearing the alley with smoke/fire) and he probably only hangs out with the mc after recruitment cause really what better options does he have, I'm sure he'd ditch our asses if he had a good place to be in. Sure, dialogue with Abella reveals he's just not talkative, not that it's anything personal, but he's bound to be a loner at least via soul type. Not that he's a bad person, he's just a kid after all, trying get by as much as possible, but he's not the glorified uwu sad bean tragic baby. He's deeper than that and honestly I am putting him on the weirdo spectrum. Little guy? Definitely? Freak? Also.
im kinda scared of the way im so focused on it, but..
marilevi is a toxic ship.
shipping a person with cptsd with someone who said 'take it easy' during their breakdown is NOT hot.
shipping a person with cptsd with someone who said "sucks for you" every time he said anything about his own troubles is NOT HOT.
shipping a person with cptsd with a person that grow up around people that heavily discriminated "his kind" is NOT HOT.
shipping a deserter that pushes people away in his ending so he wont put them in trouble due to "covering the deserter" (deserters and their partners were treated HORRIBLY in the USSR, which is basically eastern union) thing with a character that wants only the best for herself is NOT HOT.
marilevi is NOT hot.
dropping the mic guys.
also, pls be respectful if you want to argue with me, i want to have a discussion, not an insult-trade here. also im just spreading awareness about their unhealthy dynamic.
"don't fight about samarina or marilevi, marina has two hands" BULLSHIT.
Marina is rich and pretty, she could have anyone she likes, why she'd have to pick a junkie with PTSD who barely talks or her creepy, canonically ugly stalker that just killed her father? (in Marina's mind read she wonders what's wrong with samarie's face "she has one eye bigger than the other...? No, it's something else..." -something like that-)
I'm gonna hold y'all hands when I say this, MARINA HAS NO HANDS FOR NEITHER OF THEM.
I'm gonna use a comment I made in Reddit a while ago :b
i think my moonscorched form would hang on some random corner of certain houses (like caligura moonscorched form) with my head turned upside down and long hair danging, pale yellowish skin and eyes looking straight onto the player in the overworld before ambush them (for my insomnia and paranoia, looking nervously for threats) long extra limbs that i use for hang on the corner of the screen, running until i can jump and attack. (I'm fucking stressed and always wanted extra limbs to do more)
i also would be probably naked, my tits ripped off with my own hands in shame of my body/ hypersexualization and a compliant-creepy smile.
If the player recognize me from the train and asks what happened, my moonscorched would affirm that nothing happened and act confused, her attacks would be more leaned to scream to lower the mind and cause confusion effect, an attack that I'd call "survival" (drugs) which poison the party and makes them vulnerable to "tender love" that is basically try to rip the head off (or some limb) with her hands, if she fails, she'll scream again.
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