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Manic era, 2019.

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The Child Formerly Known As , Cameron Awkward-Rich

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[amygdalaynkk]

happy trans visibility day 💘please help me, a trans nonbinary autistic black gay fix their car so i can runaway from my abusive family

march 31

hi friends, my names bonne, i’m a 24 year old black, autistic, nonbinary gay who needs help getting away from my toxic and abusive family members to get to safer housing for me and my pup.

i was diagnosed with type one diabetes october of 2020, and ever since everything has gone down hill. i have been in dka (diabetic ketoacidosis) twice now (am currently trying to heal from it) due to not being able to consistently regulate my diabetes from lack of access to insulin. my blood sugar constantly drops and spikes, and since i could only afford short acting insulins, i entered dka again. i will need $90 to be able to afford my long lasting insulin within the next three days, which is the most important and urgent need i have. because of dka and my diabetes basically destroying my body, i need constant nausea meds that help my intestinal spasms, which cost $42.

aside from that, i need help repairing my car so that i can get away from a toxic family member who has attempted multiple times to physically harm me and constantly abuses me verbally. so far, almost all the funds in my puypol pool have been put towards my car in the shop, and they said i would need roughly $700 more to fix it to where it would run good as new. i am currently talking with a family friend who is willing to let me rent a room, but they will be charging me a $350 rent as well as $100 upfront for bills for the rest of my stay with them.

i have lived in constant fear and anxiety since july of 2021 and want nothing more than for this nightmare to end. i am not safe, i am unwanted where i am and the people that do care about me live states away where i cannot reach them unless my car is fixed. i have a job and work as often as i can, but due to my current health issues and car problems i am unable to work full time or find a second job. all of my paycheck goes to bills, current rent, and supplies to take care of my pup. please, if you have read this far thank you. and to everyone who has sent me funds, i cannot have more love or appreciation in my heart for you.

my sister, who does wonderful art, also has commissions open for those who want to raise funds but would like something in return for doing so. you dm hope_artgram on instagram if you are interested!

please, i am begging for any and all help. i’ve lost all trust in those i thought would protect me when i needed them most, but i need protection from them in the end.

please remember not to use the tags: d0n4t10ns or mvtv41 41d, as this blog app tends to mute or hide posts that are for cr0md fvnding.

psypsl pool: https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8HNk6q9zUY

cbshbpp & chime tag: $sewerabbit

v3nm0: ririian

***my p word app pool ends in four days on april 4, i am halfway to my goal, any help counts***

please enjoy these pictures of my pup, to help with visibility (: thank you all, especially to my trans siblings who have specifically reached out to me and helped spread my post. i love you more than you know and you have become a little family to me.

[amygdalaynkk]

happy trans visibility day 💘please help me, a trans nonbinary autistic black gay fix their car so i can runaway from my abusive family

march 31

hi friends, my names bonne, i’m a 24 year old black, autistic, nonbinary gay who needs help getting away from my toxic and abusive family members to get to safer housing for me and my pup.

i was diagnosed with type one diabetes october of 2020, and ever since everything has gone down hill. i have been in dka (diabetic ketoacidosis) twice now (am currently trying to heal from it) due to not being able to consistently regulate my diabetes from lack of access to insulin. my blood sugar constantly drops and spikes, and since i could only afford short acting insulins, i entered dka again. i will need $90 to be able to afford my long lasting insulin within the next three days, which is the most important and urgent need i have. because of dka and my diabetes basically destroying my body, i need constant nausea meds that help my intestinal spasms, which cost $42.

aside from that, i need help repairing my car so that i can get away from a toxic family member who has attempted multiple times to physically harm me and constantly abuses me verbally. so far, almost all the funds in my puypol pool have been put towards my car in the shop, and they said i would need roughly $700 more to fix it to where it would run good as new. i am currently talking with a family friend who is willing to let me rent a room, but they will be charging me a $350 rent as well as $100 upfront for bills for the rest of my stay with them.

i have lived in constant fear and anxiety since july of 2021 and want nothing more than for this nightmare to end. i am not safe, i am unwanted where i am and the people that do care about me live states away where i cannot reach them unless my car is fixed. i have a job and work as often as i can, but due to my current health issues and car problems i am unable to work full time or find a second job. all of my paycheck goes to bills, current rent, and supplies to take care of my pup. please, if you have read this far thank you. and to everyone who has sent me funds, i cannot have more love or appreciation in my heart for you.

my sister, who does wonderful art, also has commissions open for those who want to raise funds but would like something in return for doing so. you dm hope_artgram on instagram if you are interested!

please, i am begging for any and all help. i’ve lost all trust in those i thought would protect me when i needed them most, but i need protection from them in the end.

please remember not to use the tags: d0n4t10ns or mvtv41 41d, as this blog app tends to mute or hide posts that are for cr0md fvnding.

psypsl pool: https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8HNk6q9zUY

cbshbpp & chime tag: $sewerabbit

v3nm0: ririian

***my p word app pool ends in four days on april 4, i am halfway to my goal, any help counts***

please enjoy these pictures of my pup, to help with visibility (: thank you all, especially to my trans siblings who have specifically reached out to me and helped spread my post. i love you more than you know and you have become a little family to me.

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“Ripped: T-Shirts from the Underground”

[amygdalaynkk]

happy trans visibility day 💘please help me, a trans nonbinary autistic black gay fix their car so i can runaway from my abusive family

march 31

hi friends, my names bonne, i’m a 24 year old black, autistic, nonbinary gay who needs help getting away from my toxic and abusive family members to get to safer housing for me and my pup.

i was diagnosed with type one diabetes october of 2020, and ever since everything has gone down hill. i have been in dka (diabetic ketoacidosis) twice now (am currently trying to heal from it) due to not being able to consistently regulate my diabetes from lack of access to insulin. my blood sugar constantly drops and spikes, and since i could only afford short acting insulins, i entered dka again. i will need $90 to be able to afford my long lasting insulin within the next three days, which is the most important and urgent need i have. because of dka and my diabetes basically destroying my body, i need constant nausea meds that help my intestinal spasms, which cost $42.

aside from that, i need help repairing my car so that i can get away from a toxic family member who has attempted multiple times to physically harm me and constantly abuses me verbally. so far, almost all the funds in my puypol pool have been put towards my car in the shop, and they said i would need roughly $700 more to fix it to where it would run good as new. i am currently talking with a family friend who is willing to let me rent a room, but they will be charging me a $350 rent as well as $100 upfront for bills for the rest of my stay with them.

i have lived in constant fear and anxiety since july of 2021 and want nothing more than for this nightmare to end. i am not safe, i am unwanted where i am and the people that do care about me live states away where i cannot reach them unless my car is fixed. i have a job and work as often as i can, but due to my current health issues and car problems i am unable to work full time or find a second job. all of my paycheck goes to bills, current rent, and supplies to take care of my pup. please, if you have read this far thank you. and to everyone who has sent me funds, i cannot have more love or appreciation in my heart for you.

my sister, who does wonderful art, also has commissions open for those who want to raise funds but would like something in return for doing so. you dm hope_artgram on instagram if you are interested!

please, i am begging for any and all help. i’ve lost all trust in those i thought would protect me when i needed them most, but i need protection from them in the end.

please remember not to use the tags: d0n4t10ns or mvtv41 41d, as this blog app tends to mute or hide posts that are for cr0md fvnding.

psypsl pool: https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8HNk6q9zUY

cbshbpp & chime tag: $sewerabbit

v3nm0: ririian

***my p word app pool ends in four days on april 4, i am halfway to my goal, any help counts***

please enjoy these pictures of my pup, to help with visibility (: thank you all, especially to my trans siblings who have specifically reached out to me and helped spread my post. i love you more than you know and you have become a little family to me.

[amygdalaynkk]

trans autistic black person needs help running away // march 5 2022

alright guys, i’m finally done being treated the way i have been treated by a specific family member, and as painful and as hard as it will be, i need to leave and can only do so with my car and with some emergency funds. so i apologize for the long post, but i hope you hear me out in all earnest.

in 2020 i was hospitalized for dka (diabetic ketoacidosis) as i was dying from type one diabetes, something i didn’t know i had. this was the start of a very big snowball of unfortunate events. i racked up a lot of medical debt as i was in the icu & hospital for a week leaving me, who is uninsured, with thousands of dollars of debt. this caused a strain on me and a family member with whom i live with, as they were upset to be paying for medication that kept me from entering a coma and my body destroying itself.

fast forward to last year, 2021, this family member and their partner break up. my family member says i am no longer allowed to live with them since i “decided” to drop out of college (i dropped out due to the major decline in physical health).

since then i have been staying in hotels, my car, people’s floors, etc. the family member says i may stay temporarily but must pay rent and other things that are much more unreasonable. in fact, more than half of all my paychecks go towards constantly “paying them back”.

TW SA MENTION

i am not currently able to work more than 35 hours a week and am underpaid but i do my best to make money, especially since i take care of my dog who has a very sensitive stomach and requires a lot of maintenance (that i will always prioritize). i have no friends and family in state to help take me in or do anything other than sit and watch my living environment deteriorate. the plumbing is terrible so i am rarely able to bathe myself properly, which takes a toll on me heavily mentally especially since my job is labor intensive most days. the ac is spotty, and if i am forced to move in with a different family member, their home has no central air/heating. this household also has a sexual abuser who has assaulted me and another family member and has no intention of stopping and due to the complexity of that situation, we cannot speak up about it, and i do not want to be a victim or witness it happen and do nothing.

as i was raising funds, the last pool ended and many things happened to my car all at once. leaving me to spend all of what i raised on trying to fix the problem and discovering new ones. my goal is to raise $2,500 in order to totally repair my car and hopefully have left over so i may move out and do so in a safe manner not only for myself but for my dog and those that actually care about me. i need $250 asap because i owe the tire shop for changing all my tires and helping with other issues that i couldn’t pay for all at once.

my sister, who does wonderful art, also has commissions open for those who want to raise funds but would like something in return for doing so. you dm hope_artgram on instagram if you are interested!

thank you to everyone who has helped me thus far, you know who you are and i would not have made it this far if it hadn’t been for you. i appreciate any help and kindness dearly as i know a lot of bad things have happened to a lot of people who did not deserve so during covid. i have remade my peypul pool so i will link that below as well as other options for funds.

puypel pool: https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8HNk6q9zUY

cushapp & chime tag: $sewerabbit

vinmo: ririian

[amygdalaynkk]

i am not safe right now and need to find funds for a hotel immediately please help i am disabled and ill march 20

i need to leave immediately where i am because i was swung at by somebody and neither me nor my dog are safe. i firmly believe i am physically in danger. the cheapest hotel i can find was for $99 a night and with taxes it was $233 total. please help me, i am afraid they will come back and genuinely harm me. i have no where else to go. please.

[amygdalaynkk]

march 22 update

thank you to those who helped me urgently get to safety, i still need more help getting away from the person i am with. if i can raise $300 i can stay at least 3 more nights which is enough time for me to figure some sort of new arrangement out. i am tired of being abused. i am tired of being scared and living in constant anxiety and fear. please hear me out and help if you can. thank you.

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“Let’s be hungry a little / while longer. Let’s not hurt each other if we can.”

— Maya C. Popa, from “Wound is the Origin of Wonder” (via firstfullmoon)

[amygdalaynkk]

trans autistic black person needs help running away // march 5 2022

alright guys, i’m finally done being treated the way i have been treated by a specific family member, and as painful and as hard as it will be, i need to leave and can only do so with my car and with some emergency funds. so i apologize for the long post, but i hope you hear me out in all earnest.

in 2020 i was hospitalized for dka (diabetic ketoacidosis) as i was dying from type one diabetes, something i didn’t know i had. this was the start of a very big snowball of unfortunate events. i racked up a lot of medical debt as i was in the icu & hospital for a week leaving me, who is uninsured, with thousands of dollars of debt. this caused a strain on me and a family member with whom i live with, as they were upset to be paying for medication that kept me from entering a coma and my body destroying itself.

fast forward to last year, 2021, this family member and their partner break up. my family member says i am no longer allowed to live with them since i “decided” to drop out of college (i dropped out due to the major decline in physical health).

since then i have been staying in hotels, my car, people’s floors, etc. the family member says i may stay temporarily but must pay rent and other things that are much more unreasonable. in fact, more than half of all my paychecks go towards constantly “paying them back”.

TW SA MENTION

i am not currently able to work more than 35 hours a week and am underpaid but i do my best to make money, especially since i take care of my dog who has a very sensitive stomach and requires a lot of maintenance (that i will always prioritize). i have no friends and family in state to help take me in or do anything other than sit and watch my living environment deteriorate. the plumbing is terrible so i am rarely able to bathe myself properly, which takes a toll on me heavily mentally especially since my job is labor intensive most days. the ac is spotty, and if i am forced to move in with a different family member, their home has no central air/heating. this household also has a sexual abuser who has assaulted me and another family member and has no intention of stopping and due to the complexity of that situation, we cannot speak up about it, and i do not want to be a victim or witness it happen and do nothing.

as i was raising funds, the last pool ended and many things happened to my car all at once. leaving me to spend all of what i raised on trying to fix the problem and discovering new ones. my goal is to raise $2,500 in order to totally repair my car and hopefully have left over so i may move out and do so in a safe manner not only for myself but for my dog and those that actually care about me. i need $250 asap because i owe the tire shop for changing all my tires and helping with other issues that i couldn’t pay for all at once.

my sister, who does wonderful art, also has commissions open for those who want to raise funds but would like something in return for doing so. you dm hope_artgram on instagram if you are interested!

thank you to everyone who has helped me thus far, you know who you are and i would not have made it this far if it hadn’t been for you. i appreciate any help and kindness dearly as i know a lot of bad things have happened to a lot of people who did not deserve so during covid. i have remade my peypul pool so i will link that below as well as other options for funds.

puypel pool: https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/8HNk6q9zUY

cushapp & chime tag: $sewerabbit

vinmo: ririian

[amygdalaynkk]

i am not safe right now and need to find funds for a hotel immediately please help i am disabled and ill march 20

i need to leave immediately where i am because i was swung at by somebody and neither me nor my dog are safe. i firmly believe i am physically in danger. the cheapest hotel i can find was for $99 a night and with taxes it was $233 total. please help me, i am afraid they will come back and genuinely harm me. i have no where else to go. please.

[amygdalaynkk]

black nonbinary autistic person really needs help feb. 24

even though the end of black history month is coming to an end, i really need help from anyone that can offer it right now.

i have a completely shredded tire & need some cold meds because i think the numerous changes in weather have gotten to me and i can’t breathe through my nose.

i need help with my account being so negative as well as everything else, probably about $100 to just help for now.

i am open to dms, but please don’t harass me. i’m pretty much at my lowest right now and don’t know what to do anymore.

thank you if you have helped or reblogged, it means the world.

chime & cshapp: $sewerabbit

pypl: paypal.me/thornns

venmo: ririian

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Anaïs Nin, from “The diary of Anaïs Nin, vol. 3: 1939-1944”