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@Action_John challenged me this morning to participate in #MeltdownMonday for #Farscape. I haven’t made a pic spam in a loooooong time! Hope this doesn’t show all I’ve forgotten, :D It was quite the chore looking at Meltdown caps though… hehehe

New hair color.

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Head versus Heart: A Personal Perspective About Lexa

This is a quickly drafted attempt to succinctly and eloquently ascertain how my head interpreted the Lexa related events in tonight’s episode of The 100 (307) versus how my heart survived the impact. Myriad feelings and thoughts are swirling around in my brain, as well as overwhelming emotions. So please excuse any errors in this post.

** As is the case on Twitter, I would ask that your responses to this be constructive in nature. Please do not direct any anger you might have at me for sharing my opinion. Not everyone will agree with my take on Lexa, and that is absolutely fine and expected. I always aim to maintain a positive attitude and outlook, even in what many would consider to be the darkest hour of our favorite show. I truly do not want to block anyone on any platform, and do appreciate engaging conversations with varying viewpoints. **

HEAD

My head is entirely aware of the business of making television, that actor contracts and production logistics play more of a role in the future of a fictional character than we would like to admit. Thus, I am not at all surprised by the decision to kill off Commander Lexa, for two specific reasons.

First of all, it is not a secret that Alycia Debnam Carey was cast in a lead role on another show, and that Fear the Walking Dead is a massive success and franchise. Fans should consider themselves very lucky that The CW and AMC worked together so that ADC was able to appear again on The 100 at all. Truthfully, when Lexa walked away from Mount Weather at the end of Season 2 - that could have been the end of her storyline. But the writers knew how integral the Commander’s history and story was to their overall mythology, and therefore negotiated to feature ADC in several episodes of Season 3.

Secondly, it is not as though they simply killed her off because Alycia was cast on another show. Lexa’s death makes sense to move the story forward; the story that The 100 writers have been meticulously crafting from Episode 101 through Episode 316, and beyond. Despite how strongly many of us feel about Lexa, this is a fact. The Commander’s death unraveled the largest mystery and most important development for the show’s mythology yet, which I find to be spectacular on every conceivable and creative level.

To say that Alycia Debnam Carey and Eliza Taylor were stunning in that scene is an understatement; I am unable to recall two more visceral, effective, emotional performances in a death scene on television. They made me feel as though I was watching two people in my real life, experiencing the worst moment of theirs. I am blown away by the talent of Alycia and Eliza, by their collective ability to build and break my heart through fiction and through the television screen.

From the beginning I’ve stated that when this show ends, my greatest hope is that Clarke Griffin is remembered for her legacy of leadership rather than who she loved and was loved by in return. I wish the same for Lexa. Because while I always rooted for Clarke and Lexa on a romantic level, I also truly appreciate their individual characters and leadership styles. Commander Lexa deserves to be remembered as one of the most badass, complex and riveting characters every to grace our television screens. Period.

My primary criticism with Episode 307 and with how they handled Lexa’s death is that it took place immediately following a very touching love scene between Lexa and Clarke; the culmination of so much emotion and passion between these two characters, and a scene that many of us had been hoping for ever since The Kiss in Season 2. I understand the necessity to fit essential scenes into an episode holding so much weight, and under time constraints, but we had zero time to process the beautiful and lovely scene in Lexa’s bedroom because minutes later Lexa was shot. My issue is not with how or why Lexa was killed, it is simply that it should have taken place separately and distanced from the love scene. Alas.

HEART

To quote Lexa, after what feels like my heart has battled a Pauna: “hurts.”

It should come as no surprise to anyone that follows me how profoundly I am affected by Lexa’s death. I thought that I was prepared, for reasons stated above, but nevertheless I was unable to stop the flow of tears streaming down my face when it actually happened on screen. Yes, she is fictional, but we are ALLOWED to grieve the death of a beloved television character. Don’t let anyone tell you differently. Process this however you need to, and among fellow fans in life and online when you can.

I love Lexa. Not loved. It will never be past tense, to me. Lexa will live on forever in my mind as one of the best character creations of all time. I was personally moved by her relationship with Clarke, but also incredibly impressed by how they wrote Lexa and by how Alycia brought her to life so vividly. I remain in complete awe of her leadership, especially given her history and what she aimed to accomplish during her reign.

On many occasions, I related to Lexa’s reactions and behavior. Often times, I envied her ability to remove emotion from the equation, to choose her head over her heart rather than wear her heart on her sleeve.

I have been Lexa and I have been Clarke, loving from afar with respect and reservation, and succumbing to temptation in close proximity. Everyone deserves to be on the receiving end of the way Lexa looked at Clarke; with curiosity, respect, admiration, desire and love. Intense, yes – but Lexa’s heart was visible through her expressive eyes, which transformed from the stoic Commander into Lexa with undeniable affection when she was alone with Clarke.

To me, Clarke was the love of Lexa’s life. We didn’t see Lexa’s relationship with Costia, nor were we privy to any details or the duration. We did witness Lexa’s immediate draw to Clarke, however, as well as the mutual exploration of feelings from start to finish in a variety of ways. One does not need to consummate a relationship in order to prove that it was real, that it existed. And while it was heartbreaking to see that happen in the same episode where Lexa then loses her life, I am absolutely certain that Lexa died knowing that Clarke loved her entirely in return and with no regrets whatsoever. She would not have regrets about Clarke, nor her legacy and leadership. Clarke changed Lexa’s life, opened her heart and expanded her mind. And vice versa. Despite my despondency about Lexa, moving forward, that fact alone softens the blow of her death just a little bit.

“Not Yet” became a Now and then Never Again. That truth seeps deeply into the cracks of my soul.

Do I worry about Clarke more now, after losing Lexa? Absolutely. Her heart will be shattered and in pieces for quite some time. But if anything, I believe that this loss will strengthen her resolve and her desire for peace. Clarke and Lexa learned so much from one another during their time together, particularly as leaders. Moving forward, Clarke has the opportunity to make Lexa’s dream for 13-Clan unity a reality, to honor her memory by applying every ounce of resourcefulness, tenacity and drive that she has toward that goal. Clarke will use her head, fueled and inspired by her heart, from this moment on.

Independently of Clarke Griffin, Lexa was a tremendously dynamic, heroic, admirable, infuriating, flawed, amazing character. Together with Clarke, they made one hell of a powerful couple, from adversaries to co-leaders to lovers.

I do not and cannot speak for the entire LGBTQ community, but I can offer my personal perspective. I am openly and proudly gay, and have been out for over 20 years. During that time, I have both watched and studied a great deal of television. While I don’t find it necessary to watch TV through a rainbow lens or filter for series selection, I certainly pay close attention to how LGBTQ characters are created, written and portrayed. And truthfully, in my eyes, Lexa’s death is NOT a trope – I do not at all feel as though this was an instance of the dreaded “queer baiting.” Her demise has nothing to do with the fact that she was a lesbian and everything to do with her actual job as the Commander, the most powerful and dangerous occupation on the planet 97 years in the future. End of story.

The indelible impact that Lexa has had on countless LGBTQ fans across the globe cannot be understated. Lexa was a fierce, magnificent, brilliant leader and warrior on the surface and a very loyal and loving human being beneath the armor. That her character was a lesbian was irrelevant to her leadership and life on The 100, but 100% relevant to LGBTQ fans of all ages watching the show. I’ve heard from countless people from all over the world that have been able to come to terms with their sexuality or have finally had honest conversations with their families about who they are because of Lexa. That is heartwarming, astonishing, eye-opening and inspiring.

I do believe that Alycia and The 100 writers are well aware of the above referenced phenomenal Lexa Effect, and only hope that fans continue to appreciate and celebrate her character rather than continue to direct their displeasure about her demise toward the actors or writers disrespectfully. You’re allowed to express how you feel, but perhaps take a moment before posting in anger to recognize that there are fellow human beings on the receiving end of those tweets.

When all is said and done, it must be acknowledged that Jason and The 100 writers created an incredible character with great dignity and courage, and infused her with both humanity and the capacity to battle and love with equal strength. Lexa was a gift, to so many of us, for a wide variety of reasons. I am choosing to celebrate that right now, to react constructively while allowing myself time to absorb the magnitude of Lexa’s death.

Commander Lexa was destined for greatness, achieved it beyond anyone’s wildest dreams and died a hero. End of story.

Everyone is entitled to his or her own opinions about this show and about Lexa. I felt it was important to share mine. Again, please keep in mind that I wrote this quickly and in an exhausted, emotional state with very little time to process what took place in 307. Of course I plan to further examine and elaborate after a few days, either here or on SciFiMafia.

In the meantime, I’m going to hold my future wife just a little bit closer this weekend. Last year I pledged featly to her on bended knee on a cliff overlooking the ocean in Hawaii. She’s my Person, my Constant, and my “Maybe Someday” come true.

Thank you for listening, for tweeting and reblogging, for commenting, for being my people.

May WE live forever, and may we tweet again.

-Jo

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From Script to Screen: Episode 303, “Ye Who Enter Here”

Hey, guys!

Thanks again for watching with us last night– it was da BOMB. (Too soon? Too lame? Both?)

Regardless, to thank you, here’s an excerpt from the episode’s script (written by Kim Shumway). Enjoy!

Thanks again for being such great fans!

#the 100 #Kim Shumway #eliza taylor #alycia debnam carey #jason rothenberg

ALIX WILTON REGAN VISUAL VOICE REEL from Alix Wilton Regan on Vimeo.

Highlights of Alix's voice-over work to date, from TV adverts and promotions, to animations, gaming and a behind the scenes "interview" (read "parody"!)

ALIX WILTON REGAN SHOWREEL from Alix Wilton Regan on Vimeo.

A selection of Alix Wilton Regan's on acting screen work.

Represented by Charlotte Davies at UNITED Agents. Please visit alixwiltonregan.com for more information.

Wire Cutters from Jack Anderson on Vimeo.

A chance encounter proves fateful for 2 robots mining on a desolate planet.

Contact: [email protected]

Crew: Created By: Jack Anderson Original Score By: Cody Bursch Sound Design By: Jackie! Zhou Additional Animation: Jen Re, Erica Robinson, Hunter Schmidt, Justine Stewart, Jacqueline Yee Additional FX: Danny Corona, Matthew Robillard, Tim Trankle Cloud FX: Chase Levin Colorist: Bryan Smaller Rigging: Katelyn Roland Advisor: Bill Kroyer

FINALIST: 2015 Student Academy Awards FINALIST: 2015 Student BAFTA Film Awards GRAND JURY PRIZE: BEST STUDENT FILM: NASHVILLE FILM FESTIVAL WINNER: BEST ANIMATED FILM- SONOMA INTERNATIONAL FILM FESTIVAL WINNER: "BEST ACHIEVEMENT IN ANIMATION" CECIL AWARDS 2014 RUNNER UP: ANCHORAGE INTERNATIONAL FILM FESTIVAL (ANIMATION CATAGORY)

Festivals & Markets: Santa Barbara International Film Festival Ottawa Film Festival Cleveland International Film Festival River Run International Film Festival LA Shorts Fest Rhode Island Film Festival Traverse City Film Festival New Hampshire Film Festival FIRST CUT 2014 @ DGA in Los Angeles & New York Fargo Film Festival Pune International Film Festival Omaha International Film Festival Sedona International Film Festival Independent Film Festival Of Boston Minneapolis International Film Festival Athens Animfest Cannes Short Film Corner Newport Beach International Film Festival River Film Festival Prescott Film Festival Free Range Film Festival Breckenridge Film Festival Fareham Arts Festival

Heroine serenade nummer funf from mary jane wells on Vimeo.

LIVE HERE: kickstarter.com/projects/2092515305/heroine-a-female-soldiers-story

Heroine is a one woman theatre piece, written and to be performed by British award-winning actress and writer Mary Jane Wells, in collaboration with Scotland-based director Susan Worsfold. Heroine is closely based on the true story of a female soldier and her experiences in the US army. With this project, this previously unknown soldier is telling her story publicly for the first time. To protect her identity, we are calling her ‘Danna Davis’. Danna Davis served for 10 years in the US armed forces as Quick Reactionary Force, Drill Sergeant, Staff Sergeant and Squad Leader, helping Rwanda after the genocide and to tear down the Berlin wall. She was awarded many medals during her service, including the Purple Heart. At the time she enlisted she was also the only woman in her entire company. As a lesbian, she served during 'Don't Ask, Don't Tell' and had to keep her true sexuality a secret. She is also a survivor of military sexual trauma, or MST. Military sexual trauma is when a soldier is raped by a fellow soldier. In Danna's case,there were 4 perpetrators, one of whom was her Company 1st Sergeant. Another was placed in her squad. Subsequent to this trauma, Danna led this squad on a secret mission into the Middle East. She and her 4th perpetrator were two of the few to return alive. My play asks, who do you have to become to forgive and move on with your life, when this has happened to you? I don't think you can have the dark without the light, so it is with this sprit that I ensure the process is joyful and fun around this serious subject. This is a reward from the kickstarter campaign for glorious donor Shelia!

FARSCAPE

If you don’t know about this TV Show from the late 90′s, then you have missed out. Really, you have! :P

4 seasons - plus a feature film in 2 acts (Peacekeeper Wars) - of: pure madness, love, beauty, sorrow, aliens, space opera, spaceships, compassion, shooting, crazyness, fun, crying and passion! This is an epic story of man thrown through a wormhole to another galaxy, where he meets the woman of his dreams. And...so much more! :)

Should currently still be on Netflix in most countries, if not it’s pretty cheap to get off Amazon etc.

Andrew - Heroine from mary jane wells on Vimeo.

Skin and Bones from Ascension Productions on Vimeo.

Made for the Sci-Fi London 48 Hour Film Challenge 2015 from these random items.

Title Skin and Bones

Prop Paper - a character reads what is written on it (handwritten or tyoed), folds it up

Dialogue "It may be faint but it’s there and it’s very definitely in Spanish"

Optional Theme A massive asteroid is heading toward Earth

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(Skip directly to my episode guide for an abridged season one) Farscape is an epic space opera that premiered in 1999 on the Sci-Fi Channel. It features a classic American action hero (complete with Lee...

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If you're into Sci-Fi shows, then plz read this - then go watch Farscape. It should be on Netflix most places - or get the Blue-Ray/DVD.

You won't regret it.

Alice Fredenham- (BGT) New Studio ALBUM - Hi Alice Fredenham here, you may remember me from Britains Got Talent 2013 . I sang My Funny Valentine. hoping to make my first album - http://kck.st/1yqB7Qo

lexfoster

My name is John Crichton. An astronaut. Three years ago I got shot through a wormhole. I’m in a distant part of the Universe aboard this living ship of escaped prisoners, my friends. I’ve made enemies. Powerful, dangerous. Now all I want is to find a way home to warn Earth: Look upward and share the wonders I’ve seen.

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NICE girl :)

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Sequel to comical point&click adventure with beautiful 2D visuals, story by legendary Steve Ince and artistic vision of Bill Tiller

Final shout out for this kickstarter. Check it out!