Irae

TW™ Trauma Vent & shitposting Side blog I always forget to tag so be warned 21

[mental-ch-illness]

my therapist: you need to take your mental health seriously

me: haha brain go bonk

[galactic-dragoness]

[loszeged]

[neko-mancy]

[beetlebite]

[botanical-artistry]

[soapulp-deactivated20200310]

walks around the house in a mentally ill manner

[diphyllia-grayi]

i hate how i talk. i hate what i do. i hate how i can't do anything right. i hate my body. i hate that i eat so much fucking food. i hate how i can't punish myself without having someone pretend to care about me. i hate that im living, talking, and breathing.

[traumaticchild]

“what happened to you made you stronger” 

i was a child. i didn’t need to be strong i needed to be safe

[exhaustedborderline]

[20012001]

[exhaustedborderline]

[bitchybratzbaby]

me invalidating my own trauma then seeking out triggers to revalidate it:

[exhaustedborderline]

[avvocarlo]

rich people should get robbed at least once a week

[dinosaurguts-deactivated2023091]

why ?

[avvocarlo]

builds character

[heavyweightheart]

in addition to the fact that people just have different natural rhythms, a big reason why we can’t seem to go to bed as early as we “should” is that nighttime is, for many of us, our safest and most fulfilling time of day. we don’t have to work, we won’t be contacted by bosses or insurance companies or collection agencies or other suffocating life business… we’re likely only to be contacted by our friends, or by no one at all. night time is release; it’s ours. we can rest or recreate. we can do things we actually want to do. who would choose to cut that short?? just to usher in the next morning when our lives are not our own again? nighttime is precious and nothing could be more normal than the desire to embrace this

[wrathofalosthome]

NGL already came close to killing myself twice this weeks and I’m debating on doin it now but at the same time I don’t wanna leave my managers short staffed tomorrow so who knows what’ll happen

[labygate]

Auditory hallucinations: *incoherent whispering*

Me: speak THE FUCK up or shut THE FUCK up

[inanotherunivrse]

i’m another universe, i’m not numb. i’m not a shell of a human and i’m not alone.

[bezakonik-deactivated20210314]