constantly suffering

nico | 23 | he/they

[autumnsredglaze]

Franklin Mint Universal Monsters Coffin Knife Set(1998) A new thrift store obsession. I hope to find these in the wild someday. 

[rosecolouredheart]

Maybe my life wouldn't be better if I had magic powers but I'd at least have different, sexier problems.

[hephaestus-mlm]

faggot (affectionate)

[anxietyproblem]

[sweater-gerard]

oh to be a dapper 1920s man in a velvet suit with slicked back hair and a trans atlantic accent walking around the streets of new york, but little does anyone know about the dastardly deeds I have just committed in the alleyway meer moments ago, as I walk down the street, one bloody footprint on my left shoe follows me

[theocseason4]

[shapeofsuffering]

https://t.co/C8MBUm0lWy

Help Nico Transition!, organized by Nico Paul

Hi my name is Nico and I’m transgender ftm. I have been in the process of transitioning with the Gend… Nico Paul needs your support for Hel

this is my best friend and I’d die for him. he’s saved my life more times than I’d care to admit and I never want to live in a world where he doesn’t exist. if you can donate anything, please do, or at least signal boost this post.

later this year i’m planning on chopping off 13 inches of my hair and donating it to charity. I was going to do a sponsor for it and give the proceeds to charity too but i’d rather the money goes to this so if you can donate, it would mean everything

[shapeofsuffering]

just to drive home how much i love this guy i’m adding some of my favourite photos

he’s an emo like the rest of us. we saw taking back sunday together and when they played there’s no ‘i’ in team i cried. we saw fall out boy together and when they played hum hallelujah i turned to him with the biggest shit eating grin on my face and it was mirrored on his

the first photo is roughly five minutes after we first met. the second is us recreating that photo in the same spot three years later

he’s a fucking. incredible artist. he’s got more talent in his little finger than i’ve got in my entire body

other facts i’d like everyone to know about him:

- we became friends on tumblr after talking about a shirtless picture of frank iero

- we have tickets to see mcr in 2097 when the milton keynes shows finally happen

- he once stapled his own thumb

- has the most chaotic dumbass energy out of everyone i’ve ever met and i wouldn’t trade him for the world. he deserves the entire goddamned universe

[wretchedboy]

saad.,,. please im crying good god i love you so much you’re my best friend in the world i love you i love you 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[wretchedboy]

hey nico i love your blog! i was wondering if you would be okay with sharing some of your "inspo" aka your favorite blogs?

ah thank u! sure ok so first would definitely be @maydeathneverstopmcr they are wonderful n my best friend and they post only The Good Stuffsome others are @awsugar @ierohero @murderfrank @fiatpencey @ghostparachutes there are probably more but i really cant think rn just look at the people i reblog from

[lezzginka]

you: i enjoy drinking milk

me, pouring a ring of salt around myself: mhm yeah that’s totally understandable…

[partlysmith]

me: *bursts through your salt circle with my superior, reinforced skeleton*

[shapeofsuffering]

@wretchedboy

[deserthearts]

santa saw you reading all that gay porn

[allieelly]

#so does he want a rec or

[unstoppingdreamer]

[brittany-murphy]

[classichorrorshit]

[kickedouttape]

september 2, 2017

[carrionkid]

honestly, being a vampire who is also a goth kid is the best possible cover

nobody’s gonna think the kid in all black, with an umbrella and sunglasses and a shirt that says ‘bite me’ is ACTUALLY a vampire, they’ll just think you’re a goth kid pretending to be a vampire

[hickeywiththegoodhair]

“I drink blood to sustain myself and to heal mortal wounds”

“heh yeah sure ya do kyle”

[fifisnowbar]

Twin Size Matress- The Front Bottoms 

[mychemquotes-blog]

“That was the cutest thing I ever saw, just all these little hearts. You motherfuckers are magical over here in the UK! Aww, that just made me fucking… WOO. You made me all misty, Manchester… Made me all misty, you’re so cute! You’re fucking Harry Potters! MAGICAL! Yeah, you’re the best… NOBODY’S BETTER THAN YOU!”

-Gerard, onstage in Manchester 18.2.11